Poetry And Poems

Chapter 1:

Oh, my love Oh, my love I did not find you At home today, to kill Oh, my love Oh, my love When will you return? To see you suffer As I do to my Oh, my love Oh, my love I tormented day after day You told me horrible things I could not forget Oh, my love Oh, my love I hate you, I hate you Like you I hate my I can no longer love you as before Oh, my love Oh, my love I can only remember As you betrayed me I can only remember As I tried Oh, my love Oh, my love All I say is just parallel lines, We are poles apart That said you know how I feel Oh, my love Oh, my love I have nothing more to say And now I laugh my Oh, my love Oh, my love I will not return to life I not want to live, The pain was my medicine And drugs was my only cure Oh, my love Oh, my love I know I'm crazy, I'm crazy head I know I'm sick, I am sick without conscience Oh, my love Oh, my love You never forget me But I'm over you My conscience is at peace But you never leave me alone Oh, my love Oh, my love Thanks for all the pain I did suffer Thanks for all the suffering I'll remember forever Oh, my love Oh, my love You are my blood On top stabbed me I stabbed a knife in the heart Blood ran in the veins And there was no solution Oh, my love Oh, my love Finally rest in peace I finally go to heaven, Where they want me.

Chapter 2: Life I dragged the stream, there was no turning back, but I want to go will not let me, I will drop in the spring, cascades clean and refreshing waters in the river I could reflect transparent as crystal itself, could be heard flowing water falling fresh water, the birds were singing, it was very quiet hanging around just caressing breeze, was music to my ears even if slowly, the sky was clear with no cloud in to do, just the wind blowing in my face, the sun shone brightly, and warm hugs me like, lying down in the grass, there is much food for thought What is life? Why does the time passes very slow? Will there really God? Does the lost time can be recovered? What's in the afterlife? After living there something else? Who created the world? What I have experienced? Really the world die and suffer the sun? The nature around me was beautiful, the leaves fell from the trees fall would approach, the branches moved, hence the dew fell, reflecting my eyes, the seeds sprouted, grew flowers, leaves fiddling fun, very much enjoyed that beautiful image, which was still in my head, I still wondered why? People will not be important, and why? Still treating it that way, the animals living there survived not know how they did, but they were happy with what we had. Animals are our friends, they need that care for and play with them, all the people we owe our lives and we must respect, without them our lives would be empty, as empty as the full moon, which makes so full this world are smiles and laughs, the friendships that we, the smile we give, and thanks that we, hugs also features that are given with affection and love, we must treat each other with equality, we must accept ourselves as we are, but we do not like you have to accept, because it is the friends who care about us and wants us to like us and are giving us another reason to live, to move forward and not look back ever too, we owe our lives to our fathers, because we were looked after and that's the most important thing, this is our planet called Earth you have to take care of her, do not you think?, right now I'll be an angel he will wings, will leave life over nothing, I will go to heaven and I will be flying and flapping their wings in the air, and you will forget me, and the rainbow appears, with all the colors: red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet, and shall return to smile. I will come down next to God, where I will realize I made stupid by foolish words. Do not do as I do, or if you will not be sorry, as I did. Chapter 3: Green eyes Hope your eyes, Fluorescent synthesis Your green eyes, They intersect with brown mine I like your eyes a lot, They are so beautiful and green Green trees, Branches that move me Your roots connecting with my roots, Your hands touching my hands Our eyes crossed eyes, My world sharing it with yours The green of living things, Born in wheat Flowers reminiscent of your beautiful image, Your beautiful facial image fractions The knowledge that runs through your veins, Covering every centimeter of you Centimeter by centimeter for every part of you, With my eyes I can look and admire Writing your stories, That my mouth sighs escape I spread your joy, And your verses soar Shooting you in my mind, Sure you'd be great It's about your hair, your eyes, your voice, your body or your amazing dance steps You drive me crazy Your smile is a wonder For you is joy, And to me you are my life. Chapter 4: DAZZLING His coppery hair, the aroma of Paradise, her angelic face and infinite eyes. His golden eyes, as protective as unreal, melts in my eyes and I forget to breathe. His soft lips They kiss me with devotion. So sweet and intoxicating my heart stopped. His embrace so strong and delicadose molds to my figure. And with her beautiful voice, to sleep my song whispers in his ear. With him I am so happy, He is everything to me; forever, there is no end, I already decided. If you go, if not I can not breathe. There is nothing, I lose everything, die in real life. Insufferable empty It seizes my chest. I feel disarmed and I can not stand it. I just want your happiness, I give up my soul. Beside him forever, I want to be your faithful beloved. Her beauty dazzles me, and intimidates me perfection. But I'm sure: I am your life today. Chapter 5: After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and string a soul, and you learn that love not mean leaning and a company does not mean security and one begins to learn. That kisses are not contracts and presents are not promises and you learn to accept their defeats with your head and open eyes and you learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground It is too uncertain for plans... and futures have a way of fall in the middle. And after a while you learn that if too, to the sunshine burns. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, one really worth, and you learn and learn... and every day you learn. Chapter 6: The afterlife waiting for me This life I don't like it is It is bitter and salty as my tears of sadness I cry because God punishes me By the I did ago time Everything has changed Already nothing is as before I want to get my family, my old life I want to regain to my friends, to my love and to my joy Than he went unannounced and I want get it back But already all gives equal Because I feel lonely and sad Crying on the floor and rise from this nightmare to the they call life I want to get back what was taken from me my childhood I had nothing with which to play People turned away from me for my terrifying eyes, Than by them salty tears fall and stain my clothes, wetting completely I don't want this life giving me headache I want to live in my next life, the other life Than I will sleep for always there above The afterlife waiting for me, And me I want go to begin my new life Nobody cares what happens to me I want to go now And know all happy to see me end dead And I also know that I want to go there And to the end will happy, other time God forgive please I beg him to his knees Make have this of the nightmare end I'll do whatever you want but just with this as I will change and you will not regret of giving me another chance I am not like the other people, I'm different Rare someone without feelings that life is not worth I am a horrible monster for what I did I am a heartless beast that does not deserve love neither joy I'm just someone who can not enjoy life For that follow living nightmare It is better to die and go to the another life waiting for me yet And I follow suffering from this life This life is destroying me Do not I want cry more and want leave pain from my heart Can not avoid I'm hurting myself I can not stop being hurt and bleeding in my arms Alone I am a stupid to the than anyone wants I'm just the idiot who wants to die I can not pretend anymore that I love this life Because this lie makes me more idiotic I have no friends or anything I have no family nor heart nor soul I have nothing myself just like damage and making I bleed by eyes My eyes do not like water, but bloodshed Dried blood that fall from my eyes dark and cloudy Eyes still pouring reflection of the pain, the pain I feel in my soul and in my heart and in my heart and in my prayers I am a sick man without conscience I'm a degenerate who should have never been born I do not want to write my sadness I want to leave this life, the afterlife go up there and sleep with my eyes open forever The afterlife waiting for me, And me I want go to begin my new life Nobody cares what happens to me I want to go now And I know all to rejoice over me dead last And I also know that I want to go there And to the end will happy, other time That was a stupid mistake on the part of a child just as silly I pray God save me I pray every day but help me Please God Indifferent people, different me Everything has changed for me and I know To continue living even if I have any I will die only that is true I wanted to mourn, but I have no more tears, I only have dried tears and my throat Both need water This is making me long Long as this awkward silence and strange I said I'm crazy psychologist It is true, no lie I spend the nights sleepless candles I spend every night crying nonstop At last I'm going to my next life, another life up there Where is God, the person who punishes me My classmates made me suffer, I can not stand, I can not stand as before I torture and rape me I asked them why they did And they just told me: "Because you disgust us, asshole" or "Kill yourself and fagot, you do not want anyone" That's true, that's the reality I finally go to that life, my new life that no one knows how it is and neither do I. I do not want to suffer more I want to be in the afterlife, my other life, the life I wanted all along The afterlife waiting for me, And I want to go to start my new life Nobody cares what happens to me I want to go now And I know all to rejoice over me dead forever And I also know that I want to go there Goodbye and I'm going to the afterlife, my next life And I hope Mark finds out that I like Because it made me spend the best moments of my life, ie life. Chapter 7: SEVEN 7 seconds I imagined you, 7 minutes and I've found, 7 hours at your side, and your eyes won me over. In every 7 days, I am so lost; your love has changed me, but in the end I love. 7 COLORS YOU HAVE DRAWN, 7 NOTES YOU HAVE SUNG, 7 WONDERS YOU HAVE NAMED, 7 SINS HAVE CAUGHT ME. 7 NIGHTS IN TE HE DREAMED, I FELT YOU SO CLOSE TO ME, 7 WISHES HAVE GIVEN ME, JUST I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU. 7 STAR IN THE SKY, THEY HAVE GATHERED TO SEE US, AND HOW MUCH WE LOVE, 7 VERSES WE HAVE DEDICATED. 7 months, and I love you, 7 years, and I love you, 7 centuries, I miss you, no time has reached me. You make my life, Therefore, 7 lives have passed, and yet, I have not forgotten. Chapter 8: THAT MOMENT Just I saw you, I noticed, I knew without knowing: You were that guy both wanted to know. Your first look, I took his breath away, I was stripped of all sanity, and so I lost track of time. When I first talked, I knew, were that... I waited a lifetime. Your first kiss, like honey, He sweetened my lips, and your hands, like a rose, They caressed my skin. I feel protected around your arms; repeated a million times how much I love you. JUST IN AN INSTANT, MY DREAMS CAME TRUE, AND SO YOU RECOGNIZE MY EYES. MOUTH WAS THAT OWNS ME, THOSE EYES THAT HAIR, YOUR BODY, ONLY TIME THAT LITTLE MOMENT. I knew at that moment, in that tiny fragment of time, were that... that of my dreams. That night, my illusions starred. Who both missed when he awoke, and every day missed. That my heart He surfaced, no other intention to be loved by him. I give my life safeguard for yours, and traverse land and sea, for only with you at that moment getting back. Chapter 9: YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING You are my heaven, my moon, my sea, my land, my sun, my solar system. You are my last and my present, and my future you only want to see you. YOU ARE ALL YOU FEEL AND WHAT I NEED, YOU ARE ALL I HAVE, YOU ARE MY DREAM INFINITY. YOU, ONLY YOU AND ONLY YOU, YOU ARE WHAT YOU WANT, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING, MY LOVE. You're a tear I am running on my cheek and a flash of light that illuminates my life. You are my tears, You are my laughter, you're a sweetheart, you are my life. And although they do not show and I hate to accept you are what i want and what I love, without hesitation. Chapter 10: ALWAYS lonely souls wanting to be one... lonely hearts looking for some love. Always yours, forever mine... Lovers together is Paradise. In my dreams, there you are, Always at my side... But it is real, here and now, my fantasy come to life. Frost, white, soft and hard, your skin glows like a star. Sheltered in your arms while you sing me lullabies. Dazzle me, you can not help it, I just want you to take me ... I leave you perplexed, I can not help it, just want to understand. FOR YOUR EYES GOLD MINE DRILL, OH MY LOVE, OH MY LOVE... AND YOU MY HEART STOPS crooked smile, BOTH KNOW BOTH KNOW THAT... YOURS WILL ALWAYS (ALWAYS YOURS) YOU SHOULD KNOW, SHOULD KNOW... AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE (MINE FOREVER) I KNOW, NOW I KNOW... Twilight is going... The New Moon is hiding... The eclipce is over... Dawn is coming... My blood sings for you... Your voice makes me fly... My thoughts can not hide... Your scent takes me (I drug)... Inner Beauty and too hot ... My so perfect creature. Biting my lips, drink my heart, give me the gift of eternal life. Dazzle me, you can not help it, I just want you to take me... I leave you perplexed, I can not help it, just want to understand. Chapter 11: IT WOULD BE PERFECT Amazing serious we should love us passionately. if our destinies were united, if our lives will belong to the other, if only we could be more than friends... It would certainly be the best, if there was something superior, something to fill us and make us feel alive, these two strangers to those who have been born... WE WOULD COMPLETE, AND NEVER ALONE... IT WOULD BE PERFECT IF WERE PERFECT THE ONE TO THE OTHER... If your eyes looking me blush, if your skin by rubbing my lips were burning, if taking your hand my blood out of control, and keep you away my soul in pain... If my spirit and my body awaken your instinct, if my mouth provoke temptation if my eyes do not be indistinct... Chapter 12: My heart is for you You lit (lighting) full my heart (my heart) Long ago shut down (turn off) and stopped (stop) But you returned it (back) to turn on (lights) And pain (pain) will follow (follow) forever Blood run (run) and connect (connect) operation (run) of the, When turned on (turn on) the road is illuminated (illuminated) And again (again) be happy (to happiness), And now from pink, My heart (my heart) beats (beat) very fast (fast) whenever you approach (approach) I have to (have) to tell you all what I feel (feel) you To start (start) you love (love) a lot (a lot) To admire him (admire) too To continue (continued) you're sooo handsome please (a favor) Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you in peace And to finish (finish) the voice (voices) of a (a) angel (Angels) in my ears heard (listened) oh oh oh ooh I just (only) I will give you my heart (my heart) Because I know that you'll (probably) and that you take care (caring, very well oh) But only (only) with a condition (a condition, only a condition) Love me, love me, love me (do you love me now?) Already oh oh oh oooh (aaaa) You told me (saying) that it was a simple child You told me (to say) that you could not be with me You made me (do) harm, I damage to my You no, I hate (hate) without having done anything I I want or I use (used) Make up your mind already Or you stop liking (Impossible) I love you (Not I can let it go) You're my bad addiction so I said No? I like you (like you), I like you (like you), I like you (like you) Like is little I love you Love is also and want to also Therefore, I do not know as it is the way of my love for you, I want to be with you (with you) It is not to be jealous and not selfish but I want to be alone with me and no one else do you understand me? Me these killing (killing) Do you hear me? Me these killing (killing) And I cry by not knowing what to do Tears of blood and my heart pain (heart) Aaaaaa hurt me (hurt me) Look what you've done I'm bleeding The knife is in my head I slitting I don't hate you, I'm still loving this My heart is for you (my heart is for you) (you, you, you) I have to (have) to tell you all what I feel (feel) you To start (start) you love (love) a lot (a lot) To admire him (admire) too To continue (continued) you're sooo handsome please (a favor) Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you in peace And to finish (finish) the voice (voices) of a (a) angel (Angels) in my ears heard (listened) oh oh oh ooh I just (only) I will give you my heart (my heart) Because I know that you'll (probably) and that you take care (caring, very well oh) But only (only) with a condition (a condition, only a condition) Love me, love me, love me (why do not you love me still?) Already oh oh oh oooh (aaaa) I bleed more, more and more It hurts much (much) I love, that's what I see You should love me long time Are you going to be for me? Because I do I will be for you My heart is for you (Oh, oh) My heart is for you (Yes, yes) Are you going to be for me? Because I do I will be for you My heart is for you (Oh, oh) My heart is for you (Yes, yes) Your heart is mine at last My pain was worth it And also wait You are mine at last My heart died (my heart died) Chapter 13: NIGHT Night power and bring us powerful reason, to calm the heart desires... The Air make us fly and to breathe deeply... The fire burn pain and believes in its wake pure passion... Flushed tour our skin and wash the darkness of our being... The Earth, which provides support, trust us and help us to believe... And joining the spirit of love, friends and brothers, bring compassion... beautiful night full of wisdom and peace, make all of us capable of loving... Chapter 14: NO You are precious and beautiful in every way, nice, generous and great fun. No candy you can win, that be sweet this is your specialty. No star any you can overshadow, because your smile shines more. NO WAY TO BE ABLE TO FORGET, BUT THERE ARE COUNTLESS WAYS TO LOVE. THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE, BUT I HAVE MUCH TO TELL. THERE IS NO WAY TO TELL WHAT I FEEL, BECAUSE WHEN YOU APPOINTED, ME SHORTNESS OF BREATH. You are unique in your species, no other man Not like you are. No relics you equalize, because your eyes are two diamonds. No one who makes me laugh and, everything you say, He makes me so happy. No boy more special, that I I have the taste of love... Chapter 15: a war Faceless corpses, eyes without eyes, faces and without gestures, bodies without souls. Sadness and destruction, death penalty everywhere, disregard for life; only care about power. Tears are wasted of mutilated bodies, screams and cries, with lips silenced. Misery, unhappiness, injustice and terror: all lose a war, even the victor. Chapter 16: FACING THE STORM And how much truth there is in the afterlife? Waiting for the madness of that which has not yet asleep. And when you leave: you foam salt reminding me of the hopelessness of your voice. If the breeze still carries the scent of wakefulness that emerges from the streets occurred. Although the arpeggio of the strings I remember that I should not be here. Just should not be here. No suspicion by the frustration of succumbing. Darkness have awakened from their sleep and now they want to relive their cry. Today want to resolve his fear, his trembling. Espinado and punished by the pain of lust. Dehydrated anger of love, hate. Fearing the future of something that is not necessary, waiting for the evolution of something that already. Just should not be so. And yet I hope, as in the poems immortal sinister wounds die at the crossroads of the letters without saying; in battles of words to come. Spitting blood stained my shipwreck waiting for favorable wind from the south. His eyes turned against you and you knew not how to react. Just you should not have been there. Even if the fall is prolonged I fell into your bones full crowns They are governing your darkness, your fear; who again left me as you do. However, standing before the storm, before the rain must never cease. Through the eye pain it is demonstrated. In tears I looked lips gall. And yet I knew I should be here... Chapter 17: A FEW MONTHS A blanket of stars about losing reason. Since yesterday madness came to me, while you went in the dark. In the light of the sun, flames silver and a wave of molten gold. Lava exasperated despair and your voice that went further. A total waste of time, It was my past in the present. Forgetting a few months to live, and a ghostly memories... The forest fairies fly standby. Trees breathe the emptiness of anger, exhaling lights of hope come to naught. Again you get to laugh at me. Only a minotaur knocking on my door, confusing me with a heavenly character. Just one look forward to my table, to devour the soul in a sigh... Chapter 18: WALKING Such conviction and no eternity, flights foolish not let you see. Run forward and confront my with nothing to lose, I've lost everything. And what if I can not walk? If there seems no way out. And I fell deeper after all. Miss was the beginning of the end. If there is no truth to accompany my soul. Wait no longer want, and even though I am standing not wait, excuse my anxiety, you decide to fly, to my heaven, to my jealousy, even my grief... You may feel a thousand pretty flowers floods and hear your scream. He could steal a star in your eyes. And yet I could write a song, sad song more... A circle which turns against me. Some time ago, while I suffered, I was going to another place, and again, I forgot, I was looking for. And I playing too missed, I did not know to distinguish the truth of your smile. I could not tell, if you looked at me or look at me. I'm still sitting in that place... And what if I can not walk? Chapter 19: UNDER THE SUNSET And if the rain falls on itself, if the words do not help us. Deny the road is the solution these steps are censored. My pillars go to meet banished as this today furious tomorrow never, never come. If you fall with your arms to the world. The smile can sprout in rejection of pain. Walking, meditating my strength. Back on yourself again and again, even after so long. Indifference was pride, I lament on the loss. Madness was a vice that anxiety never left. Pour me the flight I lost to contemplate. Kissing the twilight of your sighs... With fifteen carved on his forehead, You walked me from side to side. And although they were twenty times I saw you, without my eyes and timeless, you went on yourself... Chapter 20: THE BAD COMING SENTENCE I silently freaking out my fears. Madness paralyzed by your bones. The tomb of something that is not dead yet wait for me a time advantage. And if the moon today holds many mysteries, The meeting between the mirrors will vanish. Anger and sadness will go dormant, together on a journey with no beginning. The spectator was the best actor, and cards played poorly coming phrase. Your secrets were never locked, and yet they exploded unable to leave. And so long as few steps. I do not feel so much death and around me. But your single image bothers me, exasperates me, I rediscovered more eager than the last time, but with a lesson that will never die... Chapter 21: THERE WAS NO TIME They walked in the lost city. They passed unnecessary assumptions. They knew what they wanted... It was mixed into the unknown. He pushed his senses too. The words began to lie... Fear anger erupted. Opportunities refused. Again, again fear... They dispelled the night in a meeting. The growing concerns therefore but that did not matter yet... There was no time for time. Life did not know more than grieve. You decided without asking. You missed out on the town again. The whispers never stopped there. Your lips, I prefer not to remember them well. It exploded in a rage without direction. Too much thought in your eyes. The time came one month ahead... But yesterday I needed your statement that rejection was confirmed. I hope I never lose... Today I hold so long. Stars shine because they perish, light because they do not feel fear. You ran away in jubilation revealed. No more options possible. A grave at the bottom of oblivion... Chapter 22: THORNS AND MEMORIES Pollen clouds enclosing forgotten. Today I unleashed your knots, your eyes on edge, lost. I'm back to being who we never went. Accumulated much lucidity. So much confusion to find me. Styles and songs I ever tell you. Sentences so hard Safeguard. Just to not hurt... At night you may remember. I will be inevitable your lips. But I've cut ties calling please discard. He spent our time, and I was too much for you. Remorderme in this no longer useful, not for me. A shooting star It was the intervention of your look. Perhaps this cross makes me miss, or perhaps die again... But today contrails darkness They have teamed up to give me oblivion. Sorry I have already granted, he lashed. Forgiveness is what has never been to deny... As a line behind my ears, aturdes my bones and memories. The night was made flesh, and your voice, despair. No more surprises, no issues. I can laugh and advise, while you never have to get in the way, if your fear always leads to lose. He spent our time, and I could get out in time... Chapter 23: SILENCE Perdurándote so sorry. Many seas and do not really know. Scales of a messy round. The streets are formed into words. Places to go devoured in a puff of wind in oblivion. almost no excuses. Apologies and an inner burning. I did not blame you, I could not. You sound so empty. Fear. Silently I need to hear your voice and listen to your steps toward me. No more surprise than to continue to amaze. I'm tired of playing. Silent, so quiet in my room. The walls of blood, which once wept, Today smile for me even more alone. I'm tired of excuses. And yet I keep playing. So melted mask. Your eyes, tears of the moon. So immersed madness behind them. Many dead in vain for you. Afraid to sincerity. The contradictions are contradictory. I am to blame for your fears and illusions. Silence, I need to hear your voice. I can not help but think of you today. You have created both introverted savagery. No more surprises to come. I do not expect that will be more promises. Just I pretend to kiss your lips again... Chapter 24: ONE STAR TO INFINITY Everything is so confusing. Nothing can be the same. Slaves, so tired today. Guilty of our delusion. Conviction of a star to infinity. Contrails such a decisive love. And when the truth be light. And the meeting has no beginning. Time will redeem our convictions... It was never anything so painful. Lies were always more. Intended, reverberated causalities. Star innocent flight going. Certainty of a moon without its sea. Drowning in the dark darkness. And when lying there be light. And the silence forever shine. Today is the time that once I looked... Chapter 25: AGAINST Both forgot killing within stopped clocks out of time. It's time to walk, small, Fall may be the only solution. We grow from broken mirrors. This world only requires us to do so. But never forget to dream me. Let me never forget... It's hard fall oblivion. When neglect is the truth. When me is pain free. When the need is to revive again. So long for you, moon. Such boldness needed. Run to my meeting and you cry because they can not stop me. I wanted to be so special. Universes come together in you. So misunderstood understanding. So many decisions so quickly. Too flight between my memories. It is time to write again. Forgiveness comes alone and without rancor. Sooner or later forgotten defeats us. Remove the stumbling girl. You may need to see what I am. You think me too giant. And I thought being small. Breaking useless excuses. As unnecessary for us. Barriers that impose longer. I will counter them. Chapter 26 DEFEATED How fragile can be your illusion... If your wish is my bulls. Madness reinvents itself always through the mysteries. Where is the humility, memory and your emerald? You can become a monster. Such farce over your head... Place you in a universal place. To kill encompassing solution. Throwing a stone at my face, one that is supposed to can not. Freezing my fierce impatience. Stirring from oblivion worms. A postcard on your images. An infinite and so tempting mirror. The rest of your lives, They are just phrases and lies. How fragile can be your decision, if all you play, you sleep? the sea on your temple rises. The storm delayed me. Implodes anything unnecessary, on a hollow always forgotten. The infernalidad the act becomes. The reverberant in your bones flesh becomes my ears. Where teachers are not met. Excesses killed by stupidity. I've found it so unreasonable. Threaten your turning my words. So right returned by your gut. Lying in the dark, so sleepy. Intrude apprehended lies. Beforehand I knew your reaction. Today I encounter, with such contempt. And you laugh monstrously, which drug to my senses. The future shows me even bigger. how fragile can be your incision. Chapter 27: CONSTELLATION Winter. attempts announced a disappointment. Sunsets. regrets a trip to oblivion and nothingness. Autumn was hell and your lips a constellation. In babia I've been, looking into your eyes, illusion. You can be the sea of the seas. But darkness, and not sorry. You can, if you want to drown. But I live lies if there is still air. Silence. eternal refuge of the unspeakable. You looks. Contradictory to what the words say. Now distant jubilation of a misunderstanding. Words meeting today and I do not want to understand. Temperance to face. A desire, perhaps unstable. Strength to resist your coldness. Perseverance, to destroy. Chapter 28: SERENITY I try in vain not draw you after the papers of this meeting. ink is lost in all your seas. And I lose even more because you have not returned. And if death question for your arrival, I laugh even in his face. Your irony went after other worlds, It pierced my soul and hope... As a child lost in fantasies, play unless I before you. Invention rancor and a sharp look. But I get lost if you're not with me. So untimely unconsciousness tearing, flowers, your sadness. Poisons looks students, as a moonlit bright star. Inventing explanations, creating, trying to light the coals for you. The constellations are all lost. And I fall into your endless universe. Suspended in the void of your voice. Trying to forget your sacred lips. Despair in the lakes of temptation. I continue detaching from your arms. And I thought that the end would begin flashed our madness. But you have governed every moment on one end than the beginning he had nothing. And if death cries for you, I would say that maybe worth. Well, in your ways I've found. Maybe try again another worthwhile... Apparent coldness not interest me. While hearing the truth of your actions, It does not affect me what appears to be. I know of your lips, if you'll let me. Only if you admit me. Only if you share me your reality. That's all I want. For quite some time, when you've left your me. And now I'm just sitting here. Waiting to see it happen. Mermaid, this time I know you delay I prefer that you not wait... Chapter 29: ON SUNSET On the evening of a story. Or like a phoenix, to fight you. I did nothing distance to increase my destruction. inflexible peace in your kisses. Fire on the seas today They are not anywhere. No longer shed. See your bones in your eyes. Your lips contradicted your feelings yesterday I hope that today too. Electrocuted by pain I try to get everything you want. Mourn is a bogus attempt to pain. I can not, I do not want more. Let me be happy some point. I keep thinking in your memory. So mad and hurt your image. It hurts your faced fear. Diverts your way, I hope retomarte moon. My moon, my princess. Is that today there is nobody else. As much as look and look, no one else, there is not. I need to hear again. A month later I need rectificarte. You left, I duel, you hurt me. Why we hurt, may be so happy!? You really are incomprehensible. I can not stop kissing your memory. I do not want to let you go. I would not, let me go, if I'm still looking. Let me find you. At least today. Can you with me I'm here to suffer much. Really I do not understand. I'm so lost, bewildered. I am discovering, death, through the ink flowing beams. I find on these papers to which I write unable to flee. Chapter 30: IN ANOTHER COUNTRY I forget the soft skin. As the sun goes down, I infer from your hands. I get lost in the night. Shadows are your image. Wrap tranquility, which is retained by looking at you, attempts to explode. Perhaps in another country. Sometimes I feel so far away. I know it's not the best. So many times I lost consciousness. A cruel instinct to remind you to forget. The fall of a story I never had a happy ending. The scope of your being I do not want to keep seeing. The closure can you do not want the wind. Chapter 31: IN TRANCE In trance. In the middle of winter and hell. Between madness and tranquility. Maybe I never have to reach you. I have to be in a trance. I am dying of cold and think, quiet, but I think, sunk and die. Relive and again, again to feel hope both me clouds. Find nearby saberte away. A solution without end. Some flavor to destroy me. Tasteless no madness. No madness there is no passion, Without passion there is no taste. And it all starts without knowing the circle you today dominates It is one that leaves nothing to understand. My cold fingers, do not let me write. Your lips so fine do not let me be. You know that point I devour me on impulse. You know Tackle This, our meeting They are pleased a condemned loyalty. Resisting is resent. Sentencing is my feeling. Waiting is my feeling. Opt for a wait that one day it will end. Leave your lips is the idea that I am reluctant to leave. In trance. Today and tomorrow. Always trance. Anger is released into laughter. Your innocence is my cross, my light. Be sure something perishable. I knew I was so sick. The melodies are gone if not me your adventure. As fate would leave you. Your voice, incomprehensible, takes you away from me. And I fall into desire, anxiety, insanity, heated flavor woes, abandoned. So lonely and alone. So on your watch. So dismissive when apologize. Idiotic. Your games, my fears. Your fears, my desires. Your will, my imbalance. damning folly. Unpardonable folly. So crazy to explode, out in words that no longer exist; do not let me look up and see your luminous darkness. My regret. Although both. Always trance. Like crazy with his perfect plan. Always trance. Back into a trance. I fall asleep. In trance. Always in trance... Chapter 32: THE SIXTH WINTER I woke up with an anchored my soul pain. I do not understand why the understanding. Winter takes over my eyes. Tears come broken before falling. I flooded my poison of bitterness. I shut the hell you deserve, who both were offering me. The only solution is my madness. Once heard words of doubt. He is destroying everything to have you. But today you prevent me from approaching when yesterday you said love me. And I shall go away, to better see the stars. Soledad, you come to me. Not care if I'm not with her. Winter attempt is made. The clarity is lost in your aroma. Back to your hell, to wake up somehow. The beauty and innocence, learned are paid pain. Returns the love you've robbed you my soul, my voice... My eyes have gone out of your mouth. Thinking too much with your thoughts It was the huge mistake of something he never had a real beginning. Chapter 33: I HAVE DONE NOTHING It's late and I want lost in your immensity. Flight over your universe and I try to change things. Destiny has deigned give me a chance. While'm looking for. Some time ago I found you. When winter is transformed into heat, when the leaves fly around you. It is time for truths that are hidden. Not a moment to apologize. I retain in restless images. Desperation to join in ties an untimely immensity such a torn right. When the heat is not enough. cold is also required. If madness is compassion. If the meeting is contradiction. When denial is pleasure. When revenge is not hatred. If the stones fall like rain, I take refuge in your voice. Like a lion tamed for your winter. Destroyed a thousand storms. me no good my thinking if what I do is deprive you, I do nothing but deprive me... Knowing that I am important. Knowing myself as prevailing. It makes me happy to know. But I need to quit your lips. No time to time. I do not want to have order now. I hope a chance encounter. I hope the surprise, I assure you. The cards have been played. Actually we agree. I thought too much attention. And I have not done anything, I have done nothing... The fire was the attempt to make sure your spaces. Winter has fallen suddenly. You have become so cold. I waited an empty feeling. I found no other explanation. Did not prove a promise. I do not want you to be offended, no. Decided to abandon. I cry. Loneliness has left me, mate. Many years to come. And you just are here. Downloads a leisurely feeling. There are so many other things to heal. Your pain, my pain, our mystery. So true and you you hide. The inconsistency of your shame. And it is that somehow understand. I hate the cracks in my face in front of you. I hate to do this to me. You'll have me in the desert and you forget me in the vastness. The world has to know. No need to hide much. I write nonsense words, perhaps, at least for you. Insured in the truth, afraid to lose yourself in your fear. I hope we win you that... Lies hover in the air. The atmosphere is exasperated. It is death who despairs, to see you smile a little. Return to the confused happiness. The universe returns to the abnormality your desvelante inconsistency. I do not want and dream of my pain... Chapter 34: JUST THINK Mares open your home quiet And you wait for the moment to prevent the words of a celestial flavor, winged, resisting your crystallized feel. The fire is lit in poisonous flowers. The truths up in honor of you. The lights go out in your glorious glow. And you think. Just you think... Hear lies learned from childhood. You resist simply resist. The blows that give us life and death they are objects of distraction vanished. Wait, just wait do not give time to sigh. Callas quietly penalties. You do not stop destination to watch. You think. Just you think... Chapter 35: YOUR CRYING I am the sea melts into lava and hell waiting for you generate in me. I am the hurricane looks collapses by loneliness that both exasperates me. I am the earthquake that destroys the green of my dreams by nightmares without reason. I am the rain that hits your bones and moistens your mouth to confront. I am the sun has ceased to shine because the moon falls in disappointment. I am the truth nonexistent a poet who has stopped feeling. I am the force that breaks against your veins by faith succumbed in your tears. I am, I'm here. While I wait, I'm dying. Come with me to suffer. Disoriented in your eyes. Destroy my respect for your warmth. Flood my being in your blood. Chapter 36: THE MEETING You were there waiting for me and I would not be. Truth never were a song let alone any pain. And if you ever come back at the end, I do not want to see you again involved in these winds. I do not want at any time hide the truth. The silence was worth a truth poisoning. And if you call me back to mourn, I not want to see more envestida in hysteria. Silence is not a tyrant, help hands bleeding to seek caress. I do not know if I wait longer, I do not really interested I prefer to die because of you, to die alone. I do not know if I want ya, a shield in the head. My fate is shared values ​​that they forget about you. You were there lost, defeated, convinced that nothing would change and reached your destination, Mine has been a while and I find quiet and if I do not see the time on your side. Listen to me. I'm not like the others nor do I want to be. The meeting is delayed and winds were fleshed in my body looking uneasily your lips... Chapter 37: HEAVEN, HELL Heaven, hell in your eyes. Throb in my voice. I'm unprepared. I smell what hidden and you lock yourself in your fear. You me move away for safety. You get lost in your nightmares. I not want to leave, no now that you're so close. You hurt me so much indeed. Mares prohibited without ceasing. I hope you come to me. Your fears are my nightmares. You hide in tears and remember without thinking. And forget your past. Open your eyes, look at me. I say things that hurt me so much and I do not think more. Chains hold me to avoid falling into the sea. Turn off your light and you lose on the banks of bewilderment. Look at me, here I am. Ready for anything, I suffer. I hope dreams, invention attempt and you do not want to hurt me. Time is my enemy. Quit thinking. I want to live in you and die to the beat of your senses. That hell away and give me your heat. I would like, I listen and you know how much I love you. Say words that soothe you, you just calm down. And I hope, time, effort again and again. Get rid of your fear and let my hopes. Do not kill me so... Chapter 38: ...ALWAYS I HOPE I still hope, in that place we do not know. always I hope. Sometimes awake. and I am again waiting. Your tardy arrival... Always sleep with her. Your sensitive eyes I never thought, never have them. I have so sleepy and, accumulated very tired. I'm so tired of waiting. But I'm also waiting. Always waiting. In one corner you'll wait asleep and waning moon. From here I can not. continue this face. But as I continue with me... Some of you holding me. You got me, thinking, or not. The lot is over. Nothing was random, it never was. I still wait. I write and resent. Another day happens and I Continuous sitting here, here so entranced. Tours words. Again and again the senses. We may never understand. But I understand. I arremeteré sweetly... Failure contained, insostenida despair. The truths are hidden in indevelables mysteries. Or so you think. Many studies and pressures. And more nonexistent touch. Some memories and songs. They hide kisses yet... And still I wait. I keep waiting here surrendered. Smiles me cry. The games are gone. Feelings still flowing. Tours lips which is not yet cross. They do not, not yet... I hope, always hope. Although life seems ask for help there. I'm here surrendered. At your feet, in the theater. Step up features. There is no longer fun. If you are not with me at your side. Pictures, paintings, points stars, you, my star. Although unwilling, I will waiting for you to come to me. I hope, I do hope so. Whenever you come to me I hope forever. I simply hope. I always hope... Always... you sleep... Chapter 39: FLAVORED WITH REMOTE He expected a smile. The blessing was torture. You would find my childhood surrendered to your madness. I found little expression. Till then we wanted. The sky sank sleep and our eyes are watching. Silence in the room, enemy of my solution. The explosion of a mystery it was nothing but pain. When a child I laughed I not believe in you. I have suffered in this life. I need you near me. Time has passed. Things have revealed. We must be in time. And clarify these deceptions. Today I have seen your lips and I've asked my question. Whenever you convince me that years They are more valuable than my absurd faith. A meeting flavored distance. Shame, I was higher. Your eyes hidden in my dreams. And your voice is gone from my voice. Confusion painful. Fear of confrontation It is the most impertinent folly. You will see that I am not lying. And heaven saw you back here. I thought I was surprise and custom. Sitting in the same place we were far from 1 October. And I would like to meet you. Delay is increasing madness.. But you have today been locked. Today you have been so dumb. Chapter 40: BETWEEN DREAMS If things turn around as I approached rather I am far away from you... If the distance is kiss you, I prefer to never approach. If your eyes let me look at you, at your feet I surrender. I never imagined lose my way, as docile as fire. Let me find you. Do not hide in his sleep. That is my fear nightmare. You're the miracle of my creation. I'm here to hold you and look in silence. I want to close my eyes. Concentrate on your thirsty lips. If your footsteps approach me. Why do I see on the horizon? If you still call me to sleep. I despair wish so close. If you call me to go away after you, to find you. If a kiss away is the end. I want to start this over. Chapter 41: THE WAY OF YOUR LIPS Flashes of dark flavor. burning tears. Desire is my temptation, ghosts of my life. A dagger to the memories, moments of wakefulness. so sad pictures of you, your light. Tearing cravings, receipt of my being. Lying not always deceives. What I want is to burn And I do not pretend more nor do I want to evict. I do not want and forget forget. The past, a ghost, the memory of a vain error. Such a mistaken view what was I supposed. Pictures, colors and a point marking the way of your lips. I never thought the truth thus falling on you... brittle seas, murky waters of fear. Impertinent folly. More pain, much pain... Chapter 42: UNCONSCIOUS Everything always around you. Ghosts flying in mysteries. Death waits at your door but you are in silence. boiling water over the body, enclose lagoons eternity. Saberte freedom is near, and confinement is not to be able to look. Duda is the name of the concrete. I reflected in your voice but do not know. Hugging, touching are the secrets I would like to suggest. Too many prohibited darkness. I wait but the wind exasperated. The fire begins to cool and larvae waiting out here. Heavens fall, hell glow. Late afternoon in your eyes, it rains. Stability is my true enemy. Lights seek the unconscious. Puns, lies I still accept inside. Feeling lucky vain. I would like to share this pain. Princess of all evil, your heroes are falling. I just hope to get. I just want to not wait... Chapter 43: clock walker tik tok River raisins without stopping. In the distance you miss on the horizon... and do not come back. Chapter 44: Love, you strengthen wills. Open seas. Bags Hearts best songs. Bring freedom from slavery bodies and minds. Flaming torch, Soul Revolution Good fight, renewed hope. . Love, in your name They make roads where only they were spoils. cities rise destroyed. broken hearts are renewed. Take me as a brand on your arm, Deliver me from the cold death. Love covers my remains, Deliver me from pride, make me strong every moment robs my soul insolence Love...never leave me! Chapter 45: YOU ARE SPECIAL your eyes are very beautiful I'm kind jealous, there What beautiful eyes the truth not as I do forever attract I see you and I see myself with you weekly every day and hourly sometimes it I see you and me agreement that kiss and those words juicy for I get tired telling all this easier woman like you there is only one Chapter 46: In my life... In life I want to fulfill my dreams although we are a fragment of time I want to live meaningful enjoying every moment that nobody gives Avoid those bitter moments only embitter those seconds so unique and lengthen minutes making this as something complex I want to be happy stealing smiles, and be a fan of my desires I want to live utopias fly to the clouds sing to the stars run under the shadow of the moon see the sun with wondering eyes and thank God I'm alive If you had three wishes I'd rather not it is nothing if not magic That magic that arises when awake and hides in dense night that magic prevailing daily and costs see that magic that only an honest heart understands and others think it's just part of living life I do not want to lose that magic spark if that happened I would lose myself abandon my dreams and accept failure I prefer to live today and not keep distances to what I want the limit is the sky. Chapter 47: Sometimes I would ask your advice to the moon =) Sometimes I would ask your advice to the moon... It's amazing how that bit of magic, can know so much .... so sometimes I would ask advice .. & Feeling that would be correct with his wise words ... not for others to try the same and ignore me Chapter 48: Today I thought this, and does not control me and I wrote it when words no way want to leave you have to let flow Every day that passes I am sad but the human race is impressive the huge number of minds out there and how different are each, the ends are so entertaining, it's a shame that today we find people who could swim in your own money and it is also sad to find people still have to eat the leftovers of others, although I am aware that this is not new and are unfortunately everyday life situations, I can not help but feel powerless to people who can not find him another end life more than money finished the world bite and if not, buy it, tell me you buy happiness? not as subtle and sincere gesture, free for all, while I spend good hour thinking about how much fun it would be to discover the strangeness of our brain so rare that world, which is nice for others for some becomes obsessive, maybe the way I see the world is different from many, for me what more it is a good heart, a good chat and a sincere hug, appearances are only masks, a very expensive and others that try to imitate them, is so cute walking with nothing to cover you in the end all we are all equal, and all life is good. This is not against anyone, but even just not surprise the many minds that we can find, even if you ever have said! "Who can think that .. woo is almost certain that someone will show up there and do it .... there is no doubt that we are so incredible creatures and yet so amazing! ... the world looks different to each eye ,, before mine is something infinite and wonderful for others it is a great investment and some people seem to have misty eyes or they need to see a little beyond themselves ... Chapter 49: just I am writing & just think Walking on nights like this I do not understand why your distance I see so close to my ideas and away my desires. I cruise the streets looking at the sky and I seek a star that connect me with your eyes but clouds play and you hide behind them fog hits me in the face, and I feel a sigh. Many faces and many gestures and I'm tied to your memory. Because clinging to an almost random event if you were here the day would be different my life would take a different color maybe a little more rosy. My eyes did not hold back and look at but my heart reacts time and crowns you behind the fog. When it will be the day when the walls fall and I look at me as I am and I love you as you are No masks or fears Look into your eyes and at a glance say what I think, speak without words and a sweet kiss coffee flavor seal the tender encouragement give me your eyes It is not just a utopian dream It is what my heart would tell you but at the end of the day just I am writing .. and just think ... Chapter 60: what my heart seeks I am seeking a sincere heart a blank page capable of giving to the words dictated by the heart and soul in life one idealizes his love some Platonic or dreamed other realistic but far I want a heart that shares the fog afternoon coffee and the sweetness of the good life having flirty details and share a subtle and sincere heart I am seeking a hero of medieval legend a modern Romeo, not far from the essence tale prince, ready to write a story with a happy ending and challenges in the process an urban Tarzan, with different light dress willing to overcome challenges I want to enjoy life following the principles of my being share my greatest joys with some ears worthy of understanding and foremost and above all I want to be happy struggling to keep the sense of life that I plan I want to scream run muss cry angry all with the same intensity so when it's time to put everything in order see my life running for a second cause in me a sigh a sigh of happiness and satisfaction that all the experiences I had were intense and worth remembering every minute .. Chapter 61: Ideas for the year ending I woke up thinking about past ideas how amazing time and they are changing things even though we do not perceive This year I learned many things from my surprised people that I will not see at least not in this life but they lived and always will in this very special place in my heart where ideas and people prevail it gave me something unique that I long remember every year we learn new things We know new faces and even better we know ourselves I live the present and am happy with the but lifetime is human back to the ideas of the past and perhaps produce some sigh in memories last I include my happy childhood maybe some Christmas and New Years the feeling of Epiphany, which was not sleeping or the affection of a being absent and this would include all Maybe you are fixing past mistakes I say I love you more and giving more hugs why do a balance any point of time It is beautiful, but when you live seek the meaning of life it's not that complicated once you're happy with what you have and misses and just last he gave these and joys and we live a present a little heavier that is the challenge! and life without challenges becomes monotonous remember the past with a smile and we face the present with a larger life is my greatest inspiration I love for my family and friends It is what let me think the words and time is the clear location of existence take a piece of life, one time and other words, I love you shout those who deserve and give sincere hugs whose heart dictates we set dreams and reach goals we give forgiveness to offense and we celebrate with those who believe we in the memories remember those whom we can not hug but someday we did and taught wonderful things us face everyday and smile embracing life and admiring the magic of time Chapter 62: the light And so we were, embracing, lying in a beautiful meadow, before we had the vastness of the universe, a sky full of stars that gave a twist when the flowers around us even felt close to me and it seemed that we were tickled within the silence heard the whispers of ants, crickets sang along with the cicadas, the atmosphere was sweating a sweet aroma, the weather was perfect, if not perceived it as well, but I think love conspired with everything surrounded us and made the time was unique, no more boast, I opened my eyes, and were stunned to see his, in his eyes I could read a myriad of emotions that gave me peace of mind and also caused some excitement and tenderness as she watched him I saw his lips meant something without more expected of them came a beautiful - I love you - my ears appreciated those words, at one time thought into an emotional crisis, wanted to say what I thought but did not think what he meant, suddenly and without explanation, said one -me too - The words jumped out of my mouth before I had time to reflect what he had said, he smiled at me, her smile was sincere, the kind that today deserve to be saved, you return the smile, and my eyes felt a slight sheen, was radiantly happy, perhaps love, no time to think about what would happen next, living for today was amazing and felt a endless desire to freeze that moment or perhaps dissolve and become imbued with the smell and feel the warm embrace a forever and esfumarme, but perhaps did not have the will to leave, not without the ... Beautiful moments that gives us life, and lucky to live them ... Night increasingly stretched more, time to go was getting closer, and it was we got ready to continue our way, I do not think what happened just think of what we live, I believe that destiny is preparing us something both, I hope and be quick because if I can not forget those hugs .... Chapter 63: trip to nowhere.. And to enhance the magic of the night keep a secret ocultemoslo in that cup of coffee and silent, do not open your eyes shh! anyone hear us Once that light streaming from the window if that, where raindrops fall and the street even in sight, full of mysteries and doubts that image so beautiful feel a tingling, I find it curious you accompany me discovered that behind the fog, then he takes my hand and throw to nothing night is moist but fears and the moon is a witness but is absent No more special moment that this Be careful, the floor slips I trust your eyes lead me to secrecy, that strange creatures live here They look like butterflies, bright butterflies,where dreams will live ?? I think we're almost there, perceive the smell of wet earth wow! we are in the clouds runs just reach,throw us in the cloud observing the stars I think they are dancing to the rhythm of a strange compass It seems to swing bunt shoe They say crazy thing it is late, we will have take my hand, let's go home Thanks for joining me in this journey to nowhere. =) Chapter 64: why callus & I write at times I think of you usually when evening falls and the fog begins to emerge I have concluded that my biggest mistake is to love look at you from afar and sigh for your existence and that little bit of world that we lived which in turn rotates while ago you did not see clearly that I am absent that what I think does not hear from you that I love but do not see and if I see ideas vanish so I shut up and write writing ideas run and hug you but when the time comes time to face reality off the books and writings out there where there is no glass covering me and on sunny days the fog does not help That's when I realize I do not know you I look at you and do not dare to jump cross that abyss from which I hope I bailouts take me by the hand and do not let me fall but I fear as a child of heights when approaching, I would go back immediately but there is something that drives to break the challenge and if it succeeds smiles. I think loving you is not love look at you is watching you but since I can ask the sea a wish if I put no intention of doing I think overcome this, you stole my breath do not know when, how or that pretext but succeed in discovering a solution to this mess I just hope to be in due time Chapter 65: Why am I writing? I was asked today Why do you write that ! ? for now I erased the words and go into shock at not finding a logical response After thinking for a while, answer ... I do not know,, just write it and then I said, but when you get inspired by you can think of that ?? and I said no, no, just happens ... then also asked if "do not know" that you write I said I just think and write, do not know why, maybe sometimes everything starts in a meaningless phrase, but when you find a way to go into that phrase achievement spin it with more words, and my mind begins to divagarse,, I I just think about my life and what surrounds me, love inspires me, my family, friends, the world itself, the moon, many things Answer: aaa Mikko Ok, still writing,, hehehe Chapter 66: evening mist.. shh perfect inspiration After the window is just a little light seems to be a house, if that pretty the haze is low, white, and hidden Chipi Chipi falls,and in the silence you hear this deserted street, cold embrace shh! Silence abounds the wind does not run,the afternoon is gray the moon is hidden you feel confused confused and absent absent and safely shh! fog hidden seemed a sad day to such a description but no, it is not my eyes cause curious tenderness Today it is a quiet afternoon a curious night a mysterious sunset an afternoon mist shh ! perfect inspiration Chapter 67: to muss We should address this phrase with intensity without poses, enjoying every moment, every experience, every affection. Undoubtedly, we would be much happier. Today I learned that you have to let life uncombed you, so I decided to enjoy life more intensely... The world is crazy. Definitely crazy... The rich, fattening. The nice thing is expensive. The sun that lights your face wrinkle. And the really great thing about this life, ruffles... - Making love, ruffles. - Laugh out loud, ruffles. - Travelling, fly, run, get into the sea, ruffles. - Take off your clothes, ruffles. - Kiss the one you love, ruffles. - Play, ruffles. - Sing until you run out of air, ruffles. - Dance until you doubt whether it was good idea to wear high heels that night, lets your hair unrecognizable... So as always whenever we meet I'll be with disheveled hair... However, have no doubt that I will be going through the happiest moment of my life. It is a fact of life: always going to be more disheveled woman who chooses to go in the first basket of the roller coaster that you choose not to climb. You might feel tempted me to be a neat, combed and neat inside and out woman. This classified ad world requires good looks: Comb, please, take off, buy, run, slim, eat healthy, walk up straight, put serious... And maybe you should follow the instructions but when I was going to give the order to be happy? Did not realize that to look cute, I have to feel beautiful... The most beautiful person I can be! All that really matters is that when you look in the mirror, see the woman should be. So my recommendation to all women and men because they Surrender, Come rich, kisses, embraces, Make Love, Dance, Fall in love, relax, travel, jump, lie down late, up early, run, fly, sing, cute Put, Put comfortable, admires the scenery, enjoy, and above all, let life uncombed you!!! The worst that can happen is that smiling in the mirror, you have to re-comb. Chapter 68: if you understand me and smiles but also laughter is false but I shall already have stolen some gesture Chapter 69: strange feeling hehe Chub live our existence with a different yearning I think otherness tells me I miss you but the truth, I had not thought I think that makes me not see clear but the thought that you might see I insist curiosity sentiment existed but this hides you and he says I'm over you You have someone else you are happy And I'm but I want to see you talk to you steal a smile and give you a hug sincere of course, and measured I'll buy you a coffee and remember what lived I do not love you anymore but I wanted Today I see no but I want to see you strange and unreasonable feeling if I do not say it hurts me shh, I think my heart gives you a beat only one that ran out of both beating and not be returned. I never thought I'd write a verse but time throws me letters and heart to feeling. Chapter 70: smile if you know what I mean ... Enter the writer ... Sees his sad muse He sits, and asks for a coffee loaded, as the night is long looks and sighs from afar and silently she is silent, enjoying the moment his eyes focused on nothing, something happens to him her chest gives a sigh... The atmosphere is loud but they do not notice time stands still in the event. You feel observed, turns his gaze and sees it .. cautious, watching ignores their presence he disappoints back view a smile given away he winks she laughs, and their hearts beat. If silence abound They would hear his heartbeat meeting, knowing across the diner coffee surpassing noise and jazz None takes the initiative to walk to the other They return to the delight of his coffee. Without thinking he walks towards her the look slowly, quietly and eyes. Eyes speak and the tears start coming out of their eyes do not know what's wrong, it's just a sad lady. The timely launch hug, hugs A cute,soft, sincere support breathe. touching scene the blue background, front fog set by murmurs and laughter when it encapsulated and just them. - What's going on ? - Question - Life - answers - So smile! Even we live do not cry, here is my hand, cry on my shoulder, feeling my support looking skyward, he makes a wish Calm your cravings, enjoy life .. - I love you - and if life disappears that vanish at this time where I hold you in my arms and squeeze forward because without you this time would not be true because if you go would be incomplete smiling if I understand if you do not pretend smile however false and I will have stolen a gesture. Chapter 71: I am a walker a path wandering mist on your face, the breeze in your hair, coffee in hand and sight in my dreams Chapter 72: I saw only I saw only let a smile out of my lips of those happy where the eyes are made tiny and cheeks make you look a little pits this is a genuine smile and some measure a so-regale you today I thought it would not be but I smiled it was nice to meet you because I knew you just needed to see you again and find out if in a silent glance there was any feeling and I welcome the result It is nice to know that something so hard existed slowly it's over painless and debris only the heart forgot not erase, because it never does and if even late It is a sincere heartbeat a beat for you and what felt Chapter 73: Because you're mine Because you're not mine Because I look and I die, And worse than I die, if I do not watch love, if I do not look.. Chapter 74: You looks The curious thing about the looks it is to observe pupils find a reason or smile lately I think of the eyes there are deep glances converse while watching you those looks you shrink but they are curious and are perhaps the truest a common and deep look It is that friend who sees you know and in it you trust, if you Cegas even the feel and needless see straight to rely upon or perhaps vice versa I only know that looks can be silent and at the same time in a blink thousands of screaming I love you with a quiet and honest look I think the words only accompany Look me in the eyes and forehead, I dreamed of seeing, reading the language of your eyes, and find out if you cried or laughed, I do not know, just see you, but my eyes did not want to be silent even though the words the trace in clash with your eyes. Chapter 75:

This is the continuation of what I wrote above .... smiles what I mean.. In those eyes shut and prevents swimming in his eyes do not be silent do not stop me look I will perhaps find some sad in my eyes they are not sad, they have been disappointed for life if by love too I see your smile just reflected in my eyes maybe see you sigh I miss your hugs if you also I do sighs are taught that treacherous deep eyes feel more and wanting hugs are indelible then tell me your poet misty afternoon callus, I hear that my role in your eyes if I ever shut me if I look sigh I want to be a reason in your pupils and breathe your sighs I want a coffee for your life and a tea with milk for mine Wrap me in your eyes and make me smile Tell me look, I want to hear what your eyes cry me and if any affection does not arise in those eyes shut and prevents swimming in his eyes A phrase once told me I had a boyfriend As would be the shadow of your body at all times so you would be following closely and when night down in silence your shadow stay attached to your body. Chapter 76: intense feeling Look into my eyes and lie on the look dry your thirst with my tears envelops your coat in her arms Call me deluded, stupid, conceited steals the soul and eat it and if you come back with a fool naive speech asking forgiveness on knees make fun of me if my love is worthy of you will be in a forever in a chapter of life at that time he will have been his years and the birds have flown slowly where hugs have been sincere and each kiss was a caress and love you let me know if you want me in the eye streets not your looks and steals the spark of my light so that when our lives vanish and we are separated do an analysis discover who all lived was intense that all pain He had a return and although we fail love forgiveness it came to light and in the middle of a kiss ask forgiveness why call me silly, goofy, deluded but I want to tell you my love and fortune because all feeling intense It shows how deep is your heart and how strong your eyes Chapter 77: poem,, Look at me only that, but hard and talk to but the ear, and slowly detente in the sounds of the street and fix your eyes on my Smile at me, hold me do not stop your desires I want you close and I do not want the dream ends Enlighten my eyes with your smile and becomes light we go to sea live voice and shout if the waves are finished our love the opaque I do not miss in the sand and if you lose me find me in the stars make a wish to the moon that silent watching the feeling and treasure my poems I do not write all in vain every word is a living feeling every rhyme one beating and a sense and each sheet I write It is my heart and is beating so I do not callus better write Chapter 78: Love Letters Every time I read your comments, I get glad to listen Every time I answer I do not have words to express, How much I love you Without your words, I could not live My eyes are fixed on you, And not who you are Sigh see you, In my arms I sighed in my room, And I could not sleep All day I think of you, In order to see I always wonder, Why can not you be with me? And always without words, I'm in love Although you see, I can not tell you when you mean to me Insurance because words will not leave me, In my mouth sigh escapes You're everything to me, I give you my world just for you Would you like my heart? This even more in love than I, Your simple words, It is filled inside me I'm glad to know that you exist, Someday we'll be together forever Nobody ever separates us, And we will live for one another You want to see what's in my heart? Only words of love, I can not say to your face Only love that can not be reciprocated, And love that my heart aches I keep looking if you wrote me, And I'm glad if you did A rose I love you give, Because you're a beauty I love you send a letter, For that you read and you save with love A message you want to give, I love you madly I want to give my heart, Because you liked My lips want to join, And merge them with yours and I have written poetry, Because I like you very much I dedicate a smile, From the keyboard of my computer A beautiful tale of love, I want to come true between us A little laughter, I want to hear you For your full lips that I want to kiss Do you accept my love? I hope the answer is yes, But because I could not live You make me fall in love even more each day, And I can not forget Do not forget me, Or I'll be sad And then I cry and my heart split in two The full moon I look, And you'll look very beautiful And a desire of the stars, I want to touch your hand in mine Take my hand and take me where you want, Where you take me I'll You want to be my forbidden love? Because if you want me too I'm crazy about your words, Crazy for everything, for you, for your name, for your fine art of drawing, for your sense and your spelling I cry for not being near you, My steps take your name "Jennifer" It's a pretty name, If your name's as beautiful as I imagine you My eyes reflect sadness, I hope you know My eyes cry, Because you make me suffer like this My eyes get clouded, As a big storm My eyes are brown temptation, Lips kiss you and leave you breathless Kiss until the end of the world, I'll catch your hair and kiss you To leave you breathless stop a moment and follow it My heart beats for you, I love you You love me? No more sweet your lips, Filled thousand I'll write more love letters and, And you read them painlessly, please Chapter 79: Smile Live learning not stop not even your eyes or looks Prevent Fans sun your arms to hug love, be happy,she laughs and cries Life is a wheel sometimes we see in a tailspin, falling and cried, feeling sad and when we turn up lazamos air a laugh cute what being human is that feeling Do not miss out on the sea of memories We learn to live today and enjoy every moment, every moment smiles enjoying the fact of living We are a fragment of time he runs and the way we move cautiously carrying a heavy backpack full of dreams, memories and desires Learn to love, to dream, and to laugh a soul who does not laugh, not dreams and loves You not find a good reason to mourn not fear the morning if you have broken since yesterday love this and do not forget which is ideal loves, lives and triumphs Chapter 80 Now I understand .. the intensity of a word the beauty of a hug the sweetness of a gaze Now is the time if there that life comes and goes and the magic of living is only a I understood the importance of a smile the hypocrisy of love in the air the colorful dreams I discovered all this in one afternoon Not that he did not know I just do not understand Chapter 81: In the life of a writer It is common to find wrapped in a day dry of ideas? When the muse It is lost in the park or worse when the writer is delivered The inspiration is lost? An inspired idea: the impossible love who lives swimming, between thoughts and words playing go and see the beat poet When the haze disappears, leaving the sun flow or worse hailing the rain Does the inspiration is lost? A misty afternoon accompanied by a coffee the perfect inspiration, looking wet windows feeling the cold inside thinking of the warm love Then I callus or better yet I write if inspiration scarce in the air ...or worse is, he went with you Chapter 82: full moon We met on the moon... On clear nights beautiful, and captive your gaze clashed with mine. I never deleted the promise sweet and sincere where we locked eyes and looks spoke. Where we were accomplices a full moon and swear that while life lasted us I'd see you on nights like this. looking for the reflection of your eyes Sighing, waiting and enjoying the magic of the night. each moon remember a little bit of existence the time we share together. So I do not plant look follows the moon that submissive and clasping follow my path recalling the promise that one day you and I made Chapter 83: a year ago uff Just a year ago .. I think time and did his the incredible, one year cantilevered step perhaps in quantity, but not in feeling A great learning year I think comparing the events of the past and my present life I would say that I have matured Maybe I found a way not seen before Perhaps the days passed and I adapted to the new Perhaps it was well planned, and just be a human fact I do not know Only I miss you the days you were smiles or at least always had good face for my I never forget that I do not forget you oblivion does not exist in a sincere heart really he wanted really he appreciated the time and care of the person I just know that I remember you my heart keeps you darling and my mind save your image I know I'll meet you someday perhaps dreamily or perhaps elsewhere, or another time just I know it is not goodbye but a see you later Chapter 84: Find some disgruntled busy, I'll tell and with a touch of madness. I woke up without understanding the human race It surprised me at the moment I thought I knew my brothers land but I think there is nothing. My mind started to fly How strange it? idealize my perfect humanity my ideal world chip wringing fantasy. It is sad to think there are moments in life where under the face and eyes flight moments where I do not understand the minds and sadden me hearts I know you understand me but if you understand me What solution you give me? I have no courage to fight ignorance and I have no desire to play the cat. Tell me life, if I see with these eyes of happiness as you see them Depressing? Selfish? or jealousy, or the thirst for more and that's just me no responses. That desire to change plans Hypocrisy, that piece of life. and the end of the day one can say Enjoy the day! follow the way of your being and because of joy if this world grieves by violence and other minds light emanating from your eyes, and smiles They make that gray cloud spread only obscures beyond self and closer to the world that loves us. . Chapter 85: I love x you exist... I grabbed the momentum you the desire to speak the desire to find you. You feel strange and feel the distance stargazing and find your look see walking the clouds and know that maybe you also see. run to write and find among my verses. I have plenty reasons to feel what I feel but certainly I do not understand. The silences are extended but you're there my eyes do not see you but keep your memory. I thought never say but I love you but your heart can not in my line I feel you, and miss you although the future is uncertain He smiled you know. And I love that exist that you understand the spark of life and magic emanating from the stars on nights like this when I feel inspired and my heart acclaims you. Chapter 86: happy happy happy There are days in my life that I can not deny smiles Today, it is one of them by joint reasons but happy, very happy It seems a planned day the sky is painted blue clouds have cute figurines laughter is heard in the near and the grounds on which under the head simply they took bad weather I'm happy, and yell at the top smiles escape from my lips and I feel somewhat overwhelmed genuine, and gifts of reason whim makes you want to hug you a hug,tight and raring give you a smile chip and tenderness and a touch of madness flavorings air float and my heart perceives as a cheerful particle waiting for a smile sincere and cheerful happy life. Chapter 87: I gift of a "love it" I give you one I love ... although perhaps not often tell and perhaps it is a very mean launched It is pure and single truth but my lips are frozen and do not call and even though my arms to stop a hug I love and I say with nature and little formality fluently and perhaps prosper dates romanticism had never expressed specifically these words but I think it was time to remove them I like your laughter, and the way you smile your lips and the words coming out of your mouth I like you, and miss you exist and finally I miss writing love because it is the truth although in public silent and although the clouds are the only ones that keep the secret I adore you and that the future is uncertain and not if someday the time to say I winnow I tell you with words, and written I give you one I love for if I'm not explicit Chapter 88: I remain motionless winter light, to life my eyes only observe a landscape my body stiffens, not advance no more movement The world, if the world It has been paralyzed,at this time the birds do not fly, the air does not flow the moon remains constant, full, white but there is no indication of a new sun We seem to live but it does not feel life running through the bodies I not feel a breath I not feel my speech or I listen close to my heart beats What happens to us? What's wrong with the world ? perhaps both ran out of turn perhaps tired of us, humanity. Will it be the culmination of time? perhaps,, always feel the reach of this time I thought but never live it if no longer what will become of us without a new day no time to spend without hours, to laugh out of things to live only I remain motionless waiting a sigh or perhaps remembering moments that life will no longer ?? Chapter 89: Where the atoms escape where I see the stars, without fear hide where I open my eyes and everything is infinite It is where dreams are real live where jade and gold merge where the golden feathers do not float Chapter 90: wife - If (in a tone of annoyance) do not understand anything from living husband- How? Perhaps with what you might not clear! Wife- What do I see? , Evil? Selfishness? Arrogance? A world of hypocrites, that's what I see, why we live? if the hypocrite is the best adapted survives, right? In this game I do not participate. husband- Do not be silly woman, do not see the darkness in the vastness of light. "Cruel world", that's how they call the skeptics and atheists, those who focus on seeing the bad, depriving themselves of all that is good, do not believe what they say the gossips, this world we live, not to bemoan the taradeses of others. Wife- Ha! , You calling me delusional? I think I base just what people out there gossips, But no!, I may be ignorant in some respects but does not need to be a smartass to know in the hole where we are, or do not deny that there are rich swimming in gold, and poor eating crumbs? husband- (tone patient) Yeah, I know, and believe me it boils me impotence every time I see rich guys with vans agency, and the disappointment of running into a beggar, lack justice, and people who believe, do not hang your head (takes his head in his hands and shakes slightly) faces the present with the air hitting you in the face, tell me, do you think that making back and denying everything, the problem is solved? . not so andalesell please think of something none, is but go to the center, and choose some cute shoes, take here is my pay (taking pocket coins). Wife- Men! believe that giving the pennies they earn us are happy, then no, drink, do not want anything from you (will return the money with a gesture of disgust), I'm upset, it's amazing that even stand to live with someone who does not let express my intentions. husband- (taking a sip of water, and giving a sigh) not love my wife, I love you, I adore you with all my heart, do you think I do not care what you say? Do you think I'm just here as a companion? Because I'm not here to understand, to wake up and smile at each other, to share our accomplishments, not love, I understand you, but please try to open your eyes, you focus not on the misfortunes, come go to the park (taking his hand and guided to the door). Wife- (frowning face of disappointment and untying his hand from it) but if you always think with beautiful words I derretirás in an instant (mockingly), no of course not, I need facts, it is easy to say gossips but I miss nothing .. husband - what can never forgive myself, I no longer ask you to forget what I said, just forgive me, I do not ask you to understand me. wife - Do not forgive, so your opinions, I discovered how different we are, I'm tired of seeing that we will never even agree. husband - no, maybe not, my world is very unusual to you, I do believe in the power of dreaming, the laugh, I trust that the world still has a hope, I think everyone being happy would be better, I swells hypocrisy and arrogance, but you know what?, these people are poor, poor who only have money, however, see me, poor money, but nobody ever managed to blur this smile off my face, or good if, you. wife - A ,, ha, insinuating I'm a sadness for you? only that I needed, long, I do not want to hear more (she walks to the door) husband - (grabbing her shoulders, gently but firmly) listen, learn to believe, I still see in your eyes a glimmer of hope, accept my invitations, come with me to count stars, to run, to enjoy life, to you despeines a little, that tight bun and that gel in your hair makes you look a little osca honey, let me look a muddy day and butterflies in the hair, please, forget for a day of duty and dependability, let yours one day those garments and please hold me, I do not like to discuss with you (stroking her hair and a soft tone and sweet) ok? wife - pff, you know I love you, but at times I can hardly understand that idealistic mind yours, sorry, but I think in reality. Husband- and I, and my reality and one day live your dreamed I would know, and you know I think you look at each star, so your reality and mine must not be far away, do not you think? (Laughs) wife - sorry, but it is not easy .. husband (interrupting and loading, surprise) but not impossible (running with her arms, laughing and twirling, both laugh) wife - you believe in the impossible husband. if, and in the power of the desirable wife - do you think he can someday understand you? husband - no, I think wife - Really? husband - lol, and again, I do not think it's so difficult (smiles) Chapter 91: I still surprised humanity, yesterday, I wept with rage, I discovered that I am vulnerable to attacks, and yet, I am unable to completely detest someone, I swells hypocrisy and bad sides, but I try in my head between light understanding, what good I grudges? I think everything in life is paid, and the gifts of conscience, although at times seem not to exist, arise at some point in life, or at least I hope, maybe riots evil deeds confuse the light of the ideas and maybe, I'm not sure, in people and consciousness is only a glimmer in the middle of a fumarole. I have dedicated time to observe the diversity of this world, that exquisite multisabor juice, which amazingly does so noticeable differences between equalities, no evil beings are only actions and the environment causing roads twisting, causing some to fall and go falling further behind. "Otherness" magnifico term, "ability to be another, differentiating it from myself," I wish we all had a little bit of sanity and we tried to understand this term, it is noteworthy that we will never know what is really being in the shoes of the other, the same never have enough reasons to dare to judge, and vice versa. Unfortunately, we live in an age of materialism and superficiality, the ideals were far from now, or at least many no longer believe in the power of dreams and the huge capacity of human beings to create. We just need to believe in the impossible, enjoy every day, never again, every minute, every breath, remembering never know what will be tomorrow, if it exists, or if we will be in. We are brothers of the same spice, fruit of divine creation, with a strong resemblance, same house, same destination, then?, because we both strive to be more than the other, to have more ,,, if heaven received slices to go, we all want to be millionaires, "nothing you would take when you leave" stark reality, or reality sense, everyone. Live in an idealistic philosophy, with my own ideas, and forging my own path, making mistakes and learning from them, enjoying the day, admiring the vastness of the universe and power belong to this great great adventure called life, I am happy, I love hugs, smiles, hear, see, feel, mourn, I love to live, because despite living difficulties, and while living the tracks are forged, my dreams are footprints, my goals and ideals also I do not expect to stand out from the others, prefer to walk with them and know that if I smile a genuine smile will fall in response, that coupled with a hug and a word of support, I think gives more light than many flashlights in the middle of the gloom. I do not chapter Among the voices of the street, a phrase rumbled curiosity to delve into that set of words, say "no time",analyzing the phrase sounds frightening, it is true that some are going life, it is true that the bus runs if you're not on time, but time is just time, time is running around us, if we were not time remains, already existed before we were born and endure years more after death, then, really do not There's time ? .... Chapter 92:

I think ill of something one day woke up with two books under his arm the next day they were and 3 a week and a month more about my shelf is beginning to totter the worst is that they all spoke the same subject now I feel a little heavier my head usually go sideways and funnily enough I feel something in my stomach flutters Also, note that thins the belly maybe I went to the head, or rather headstrong but suddenly I felt very different nonsense paint, a few masochists hearts with arrows piercing them and singing and whistling songs of those who say corny things and see me face, office with this idiotic smile all day and to finish last night I dreamed an awful lot Dr. tell me is that I will perhaps die? - No, silly girl, people do not die of love love ? things holy God who walks you profaning love ? I do not know that Ha Ha! you're right I think I've noticed that suffer weaknesses you see, I knew it, I feel that I begin to agonize your condition is common and cures up has a name Could it be that you are right? I do not know certain but if even the eyes will note, ears, those cheekbones, clarito this, you are sick haha How bad is it? Very serious !!! but do not worry that even that still nobody dies 'And as I called doc tell me die of anguish dear love, love that you are headstrong but if I can not be in love Are not you? Okay do a test call to all young people and the procedure will be simple What if, for that will tell me what will? simple the condition that suspect has, is only caused by eye contact with another person, you feel a stretch in the guts or perhaps a slight tachycardia, if this happens, is that effectively you are sick, but no better time do some light test knows I suspect the disease suffers can not be hidden, or maybe a little good but you'll see that this condition leaves light secuelitas that if analyzed uff are very easy to identify Make me go ahead doc saying that as soon as I think even this time to fight it alive, we will have a few tests and at the end we see that certain there in the diagnosis ... eureka! indeed this is love aaa that you and your insistence barbaric as it will be love (blushing) they do not miss, because I'll tell you that I register gee but will that is right, so really feel that you say if silly girl, you're in love                                                                                                                       and is part of the symptom feel so happy and yet so dense and so is the stubbornness comes with infatuation There are complicated because they feel that "love" Continuation... If dear, you're in love, it shows a mile away, just to see your face and those big eyes that speak trasnochados youth delusions. And you're so, so that you no longer realize the obvious and it told you the doctor, but you lost on the moon valence peep. The remedy is just around the corner, the White House pink potted balcony and white carnation, there is cure your deafness. Chapter 94: I want to visit the vastness of your eyes swim in your ward stay there, and wrap myself in sleep I want to visit the corner of your poems this mystery the go and see your verses stay and be a point with smile Traveling so glorious a journey with body chimera Envelops, absorbs my head full of dreams life, light Make me poetry Chapter 95: How nice is nice It was time to sit down and discuss a bit with words, play with each verse and why not get the feelings ... How nice is nice, really do not know who said that, but that way, this weekend was one of those Robbing A big smile and wow a wow so great it is to live when in fact you have a reason, and what better than to find a motive in those reflected in your eyes, that beautiful people out there, in some streets and some avenues, who says that people do not dream? or that life is good bitch, who says no, well pretty nice people who are always there ,,. ,, As he makes to remind those who are outside who dream of creating and smile as I say that money is not everything, serves but boring having unshared.,., I still think people can change, that one day we will wake up in a really beautiful morning, well-rounded clouds and fine blue sky and all they bring a smile on your face as a shield, a friend arm and a very heavy suitcase carrying her dreams but always without ducking his head, if that would be a good desire,.,. I believe in that, I believe in people, I believe in dreams, in life in love, beautiful people, I think there's more things to do, life is very cool to be insignificant. ,. you just have to think a little .. I believe in you ... Chapter 96: It's funny how you invention all the time I paint a smile on that face your invented with beautiful eyes, rather than eyes, your eyes invention, and again between verses that I write not on each picture I've already forgotten I invention in the silence that deafened or sea that does not speak I dream, I guess, I invent you but you say nothing. Chapter 97: I need a hug one of those rich, who feel I can not explain why but I need and urgently Chapter 98: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh! at times makes me want to scream, loud and with many forces ... Life is the most beautiful piece of time love, friends, family ... most exquisite seasoning every moment, that second, that smile, that is called happiness full .... Sad to lose balance ... as in art, life and cooking, if the thing does not curdle, nomas is not ... with an ingredient, a pinch or blow the taste changes at times a bitter, sour, sweet, very salty, sour or spicy but something changes ... Life is like that, if not curdle, there is the fear of the new, fear of losing, miss, to delete ... are great fears, give me chills but I think we are here to address things to tell the next door here we are to learn to get up after falling and scream from time to time to unload the cargo only thing is not to give up, to lift the desire spicing life. Chapter 99: I think that every idea she gets her moment.. Walking in the rain makes me more expensive a little what I think, rain inspires me, especially those stealthy and tiny "first drops", which get wet as if petted, which allow you to walk slowly, and sometimes steal sighs ... are so beautiful, really my not bother me, in fact to inspire me .... a rainbow, truck stop, a first drops ... thousands of stories to write, and others more to tell .. Today I was expecting, which is not to my liking, but I do not talk much about it because at times I also fall into the problem of unpunctual, but well today was a day very father, I saw a very nice scenery, so I like walking, I always see upward to the clouds or towards the front of people, while "waiting" I saw many people go, hurry, others with calm, alone, together, hand in hand, angry, with faces sadness, many expressions on many faces, each carrying a story, and trying to figure out that something was around them, will be strange but at times when I find that I do I get to see people, if I had time and would not have limits would approach me to ask what they think, intrigues me so much, so many thoughts, ideas, so many stories from so many people, people passing by the truck stop, while looking in my thoughts, I happened to look up and go surprise had a rainbow, looked very nice, I saw people and people do not know why I did not notice the rainbow, the moment I got really wanted to tell HEy see a rainbow, mm but I did not, I was happy I wanted to take lots of pictures, the timing was perfect, but with the bad, my camera had no battery, which is rare because almost always carry extra batteries, so I just take pictures with my eyes, I think it went well because the image I still do not delete .. after so many people I met a friend, he was a little wet and disheveled, but I was pleased to see him, his truck arrived and left, I kept thinking for a while, not very long because I found someone more, and that someone I draw me a smile, really surprised to find me, but I think it was added to the details that made the day special :) .. Truth felt a deep need to write my day, it was one of those days that make me think and smile .. at the moment I felt it was a day of book, in a truck stop with a rainbow perhaps open something at the end of the rainbow? Chapter 100: ....Then think they know everything. Now I realize that I have changed, I lost illusions and won a few more have been left in the dust of years and a few others have simply been dropped .... that illusion that buying the first shoes with glitter, a thin heel strap, really did not care echo of power or not walk, that feeling had grown, knowing that there will be a party, that new world it opens, wow, if .. then think they know it all ... Today I try, was day to buy shoes, while waiting I saw before me a shagreen-stilt .. and if, provides them, I could not help laughing, do not understand how they can walk with those things, with flowers, ribbons, pink, red, network, with ribbons, it's amazing there too, but at last and I have to accept I always go for the most "corny" in the words of my mother ... while in the mess of shoes a girl waiting for her mother, and meanwhile how much shoe was tested was the modeling, she looked, dreamed, I look, and reminded me of someone I saw in the mirror a few years ago it was then that I realized how rare that I have become where those things he wanted, that stop remained were lowered,that trip they forgot, then I guess I did not think me saying, I want the book sabines leaves the car better walk or go to my theater course,I cook ... I think I have given a shock to think that I do not really care what others' opinions of me, others will be changed, or was I will in a few years now but what I want is not what I love you, and now when I pressed and me scurrying to choose something I will do in the future .... oooooooh ooooooooooh ........ although good at changing the subject and so while I want some rain boots and umbrella ^^ duck .... :P 2010 2010 A year less or one more year ... that really do not know,, but this tells me the year just was a year full of adventure and suspense a very interesting period of time in which live certainly full of challenges and surprises tears and smiles I feel nostalgic when thinking about everything I learned but I feel craving to know that tell me 2010 ... Chapter 101: I was craving a coffee and some verses in the air I began to emphasize between words playing between the lines placing signs that ever existed I let out a .. "That nice afternoon rainy, passive -is beautiful I miss, your presence the fog between this embrace in my hands " I ran between the lines confused by the points, commas pauses, rhythm, meter. the feeling was stronger I induced him to silence and I discovered that there was poetry.. the coffee cooled and my mouth kept writing lettered smoke between sheets of fog .. T.D.F Chapter 102: I realize that you miss me I miss these hours where there is nothing but silence an empty street and a cold coffee waiting for your absences Chapter 103: that mania that of men cutting down the trees ... the cut, the tear, the annihilating they say that hinder them It is according to us because we block the view impotence gives me not being able to get into the mind of the ignorant they think they are just trees I think they are also life and now I leave my house and a deserted street a dead tree-leafless now it is now no longer overshadow that naive may become humans come a day when we will say Please tree grows, I need you and they work by nobles and sprout .. happy 2015:) Today I had my moment of analysis I realized how fun it is time I met very friendly Ideas while mine seemed, maybe they were perhaps they spoke of feeling that someday I moments that someday I lived impulses that led me to express it in words. I realized that achieved more than he intended this year I think as ever, once again alone did eat grapes for my purposes are not required for a new year my purposes are fixed, they are like commandments summarized in a single: be happy above all things, and neighbor, be yourself I had a year with many achievements,I discovered new goals, I found myself in many faces, I laughed, enjoyment, lived, dreamed I learned about life, people and myself I discovered truths that hurt me, and bewail I discussed problems that were not mine, I get angry, and then I returned to mourn street lies should not, save them, burn them, and forgive I met new friends, I realized some more, I laughed with them perhaps bother me, the make the most, I love you. another year I discovered how clean can be a look that can be a sincere smile, the differences are for those who want to see, my eyes do not exist, I see friends, not appearances, brand differences. I saw my brother grow up, and realize the time that has passed and unfortunately he is no longer drinks, and starts to think differently I saw my parents go through many challenges, I try to be there This year, take lots of pictures, I scratch my camera, I had many ideas and some did tickle me and I had to write, I learned to lose it I beat stage fright, so did 14 functions !!! I went to a casting voice I thought that the "thank you, we will call" was a thing of movies, and no, also I lived, and if, then said, we will call you even hope your call .... I did many things that would never have thought to do, things that Dina and I named I thought that things would never do and did, and now are in my resume, which bears the same name (things that I thought would never do and did). I discovered that there are decisions that change paths, roads, destinations, and lead to unplanned things that happen to be incredible, and affect the future, and these are things that are not explained, only live, try to explain, and I just tangling but only now I enjoy them ... I ran with incredible people, you're one of them <3 (if YOU) Notice how the moon was changing by the day, perhaps also change this year I shared great things with super great people, people I love, and I feel your love, family, friends, God. This year, I fell, I tripped, cry, hug, sing, dance, laugh, love, I uncombed, I'm late, ran, walked, rolled, I get sick, I wrote, read, delete, start, perhaps disappointed, teach, shout, help, I despair, I unveil, learned, steal? I lied, I dreamed, I thought, acted, claims, offended me, clapped, observe, street, listen .... aaa! this year was amazing! This year :) ENJOY! THANKS :) HAPPY 2015 Chapter 104: I cost so much powder your necessary because while it still lacks I can not understand that it is winter and see all the stations you nothing happened, not even a kiss not even a whisper in my ear I can hardly learn to look into your eyes without eyes that I learned from you I can hardly feel sublime knowing that I miss and your being away, farther than before with more silence you callabas with more mysteries, with more waiting with poor words, and lies you're not risking anything or perhaps all or maybe someone and while I callus and write lines that cost nothing They beat spending lines. Chapter 105: There are 6, not too late and a little more than call early, I sleep, hunger and encouragement or perhaps sigh, I opened cookies whispering my apparent fortune, not really know if I believe in them, but the coincidences come and I read sentences and think...maybe things if they give in such manner, perhaps there is some similarity reason or perhaps, say that talk about that I feel and I dare not, if you really want to let you go, the typical sentence if indeed you correspond will become, the problem is that now I doubt that there is luck in the environment, auras of mystery, it's time to turn the page, that new things are approaching, they say you forget to love you, I try, to let you off once and for all. And all those things and are, but at times need to remember myself. I'm afraid to stick me in a memory, or perhaps an idea, or maybe you I have fear analyze what still feel for you I'm afraid to let you see how much I love you and miss you I'm afraid that again run out of words I'm afraid of not wanting to believe that this never started, so never just I'm afraid to believe my solitude liked your company