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Oh my love

Oh my love
Oh my love
I did not find you
At home today,
To kill you
Oh my love
Oh my love
When will you return?
To see you suffer
How did you do to me?
Oh my love
Oh my love
You tortured me day after day
You told me horrible things
I could not forget
Oh my love
Oh my love
I hate you I hate you
As you hate me
I can not love you as before
Oh my love
Oh my love
I can only remember
How did you betray me
I can only remember
How did you treat me
Oh my love
Oh my love
All I say are only parallel verses,
We are only opposite poles
That said, you know how I feel
Oh my love
Oh my love
I do not have anything else to say
And now you laugh at me
Oh my love
Oh my love
I will not go back to life
I did not want to live,
Pain was my medicine
And drugs was my only cure
Oh my love
Oh my love
I know I'm crazy,
I'm crazy in the head
I know I'm sick,
I'm sick without conscience
Oh my love
Oh my love
You will never forget me
But I already forgot you
My conscience lives in peace
But you will never leave me alone
Oh my love
Oh my love
Thanks for all the pain
You made me suffer
Thank you for all the suffering
I will remember forever
Oh my love
Oh my love
You are my blood
And you stabbed me on top
You stabbed me in the heart.
Blood ran through our veins
And there was no solution
Oh my love
Oh my love
I will finally rest in peace
At last I will go to heaven,
Where they will want me.

 

Life

I dragged the stream, there was no turning back, although I want to go will not let me, will let me fall in the spring, the waterfalls of clean and refreshing waters, in the river I could reflect transparent as the same crystal, I could hear flow The water falling the cool waters, the birds sang, it was very quiet to do nothing but caress the breeze, it was music to my ears even if it was slowly, the sky was clear without any cloud to see, only the wind that blew in My face, the sun was shining brightly, and his warm embraces I liked, lying on the grass, there is much to think about What is life? Why is time too slow? Will God really exist? Will the time lost be recovered? What is in the Hereafter? Is there anything else after life? Who created the world? What have I lived? Will the world really die and the sun will suffer? The nature around me was very beautiful, the leaves fell from the trees autumn would approach, the branches would move, from there the dew would fall, reflecting my pupils, seeds sprouting, flowers growing, leaves playing funny, I really enjoyed the image so beautiful, I was still inside my head I still wondered Why? People do not care about it, and why? They kept treating her that way, the animals that lived there survived, I do not know how they did it, but they were happy with what I had. Animals are our friends, they need us to take care of them and we play with them, all people owe their lives and we must respect them, without them our life would be empty, as empty as the full moon, what makes so full of this world are The smiles and laughter, the friendships we make, the smile we give, and the graces we give, the embraces also count because they are given with love and love, we must treat ourselves with equality, we must accept ourselves as we are, even if we do not like it We must accept it, because that is the friends who care about us and wants us for how we are, and also are the ones that gives us another reason to continue living, to go forward and never look back, we owe life to Our parents, because they took care of us and that is the most important thing that is, this is our planet and it is called The Earth, we have to take care of it, do not you think? I'm going to be an angel to whom the wings will come, and I'll be flying and flapping wings in the air, you'll forget about me, and the rainbow will appear, with all the colors: Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and Violet, and you will smile again. And I will descend next to God, where I will realize that I have made a stupidity by foolish words. Do not do the same as I do or you will not regret it, as I did.

The Afterlife Waiting For Me

I do not like this life as it is
It is bitter and salty as my tears of sadness
I cry because God punishes me
For what I did long ago



Everything has changed
Nothing is as before
I want to recover my family, my old life
I want to recover my friends, my love and my joy


That left without warning and I want to recover
But everything does not matter
Because I feel lonely and sad
Crying on the floor and wanting to lift me from this nightmare they call life


I want to recover what was taken from my childhood
I had nothing to play with
People were moving away from me because of my terrifying eyes,
That by them salt tears fall and stain my clothes, wetting it completely


I do not want this life that gives me headache
I want to live in my next life, the other life
I will sleep forever up there


The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be happy at last, again


God forgive me please
I beg on your knees
Make this nightmare end
I'll do everything you want, but stop this now
I will change and you will not regret giving me another chance


I'm not like other people, I'm different
Someone strange without feelings that does not deserve life
I'm a horrible monster because of what I did
I am a heartless beast that does not deserve love or joy


I'm just someone who does not know how to take advantage of life
So that I want to continue living in this nightmare
It is better to die and go to the other life that is still waiting for me
And I'm still suffering here for this life.


This life that is tearing me apart
I do not want to cry anymore and I want to stop the pain of my heart
I can not help myself I hurt myself
I can not stop hurting and bleeding in my arms


I'm just a fool no one wants
I'm just the idiot who wants to die
I can not pretend more than this life I like
Because this lie makes me stupid


I have no friends or anything
I have no family or heart or soul
I have nothing alone to myself that I like to hurt and to make bleed through the eyes
My eyes do not fall water but spilled blood


Dry blood that falls from my dark and cloudy eyes
Eyes that continue to shed the reflection of the pain, the pain I feel


in my soul and in my heart and also in my interior and in my prayer


I'm a sick person without a conscience
I'm a degenerate I should not have been born

I do not want to continue writing my sadness
I want to leave this life, go to the other life up there and sleep with my eyes open forever

The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be happy at last, again

That was a silly mistake on the part of a child just as dumb
God save me, I beg you
I will pray every day
But helpme
Please God

Indifferent people, I different
Everything has changed for me and I know it
So that I can continue living if I do not even have anyone
I will die only that is true

I feel like crying, but I have no more tears, I only have dry tears like my throat
Both things need water
This is getting me long
Long as this awkward and strange silence

Crazy I'm told by the psychologist
It's true, it's not a lie
I spend the nights in candles without being able to sleep
I spend every night crying non-stop

At last I go to my next life, the other life up there
Where God is, the person who punishes me
My classmates make me suffer, I can not stand it anymore, I can not stand it as before
They torture me and rape me

I asked them why they did it
And they just said to me: "Because you are disgusting, asshole" or "Commit suicide and fagot, nobody loves you"
That's true, that's reality

At last I will go to that life, to my new life that nobody knows how it is nor I neither
I do not want to suffer anymore
I want to be in the other life, my other life, the life I wanted from the beginning

The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead forever.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be forever happy, again

Goodbye I'm going to the afterlife, to my next life
And I hope Mark finds out I like it.
Because it made me spend the best moments of my life, that is, this life.

My heart is for you

You completely ignited my heart (my heart)
It has long since shut down and stopped (stop)
But you turned it back on (turn it on)
And the pain (pain) will continue (to follow) forever


The blood runs (running) and connects (running) the running,
When it was lit, the road lit up (illuminate)
And I would return (to be) to be happy (that happiness),
And now even pink,


My heart (my heart) beats (beat) very fast (fast) whenever you approach (to approach)
I have to tell you everything I feel for you.
To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)
To continue to admire (admire) it too


To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone
And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,


Oh oh oh ooh


I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)
Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)
But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)
Love me, love me, love me (Do you love me already?) Ya


Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)


You told me (to say) that I was a simple child
You told me (to say) that you could not be with me
You hurt me, you hurt me
You do not hate me (hate) without having done anything


You love me or use me (use)
Make up your mind now
Or you will not like me
(Impossible) I love you
(I can not let it go) You're my bad addiction I've told you, right?


I like you (I like you), I like you, I like you (like you)
Like is little I love you
Love is little too and wanting too is
Well, I do not know how is the way I like you, I want to be with you (with you)
  


It's not that I'm jealous and not selfish, but I want you to be alone with me and no one else. Do you understand me?


You're killing me (killing)
Do you hear me? You're killing me (killing)
And I cry because I do not know what to do
Tears of blood and my heartache (heart) Aaaaaa it hurts (it hurts)


look what you have done
I'm bleeding
The knife is on my head cracking me
I do not hate you, I still love you this


My heart is for you (My heart is for you) (you, you, you)
I have to tell you everything I feel for you.
To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)
To continue to admire (admire) it too


To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone
And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,


Oh oh oh ooh


I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)
Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)
But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)
Love me, love me, love me (Why do not you love me yet?) Ya


Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)


I bleed more, more and more
It hurts a lot
You do not love me, that's what I see
You should love me some time ago


Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you


My heart is for you
(Oh oh)


My heart is for you
(Yes Yes)


Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you


My heart is for you
(Oh oh)


My heart is for you
(Yes Yes)


Your heart is mine at last
My pain was worth it
And wait too
You are already mine at last


My heart died (My heart died)


Notes: It is about a child who wants a person who is older than him, and that person is hurting him, the child becomes very obsessed with that person and has to go to a psychologist, in the end the child kills that person And then realizes the mistake he made and commits suicide.

Blood from the skin

I hear my blood flowing
Slip on my skin
Each drop falls and make a different sound
I like how they sound


My tears start to run,
They start to run down my face
And then to run down the floor
I do not want them to keep falling,


But I can not help it
I get out, even if I do not want
I keep smiling at death,
I keep laughing at her


This will be very expensive.
I'm not afraid of him, why should I be afraid of him?
Threats can not with me, it will never stop me
Those tears come together with the blood


They become tears of blood,
They fell on my cheeks;
Sore and gusts
I know I will not lose anything, because I have nothing to lose


Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?


I'm always crying,
Sadness, death and blood;
They are always with me. Can not you go with someone else?
I want to be with me the joy, the love and the smiles; But I can not

The first time I cut myself;
It was a marvelous experience.
I gave the first cut, the second cut, the third cut...
I had a lot of fun cutting myself


Blood was falling,
And like the tears, they also ran
People were scared and fled from me.
For some unknown reason I was afraid too
They fleeing and I here terrified by myself


Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?


Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?

Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?

Today I had a moment of reflection;
A while for me.
I have discovered that I have no friends,
I will never have them, people just want to use me or something in return


Those are not friends,
There is a perfect name for such people are "ambitious" or "agreed"
He does not like people,
They like what I have


That's why it's better not to have friends.
How do I know they are like this?
My best friend has shown it
And you will answer me "Not all are like this"
And I will answer "Of course I do"


If one has deceived me, everyone will.
Just like if you hurt me, everyone would hurt me
It's the law, and it will always be like this.
That's the reality


Maybe it's because I'm very negative, but I'm like this
Now, you ask me, "What happened?"
You've already asked me how 8 times already
But I'll tell you again, this time listen to me


When I speak I think that nobody listens to me
And I also think that there are many people that happens to me the same as me, right? Am I right?
This is what happened:
As you know I've always been in love with him,
You ask me "When? Where?"
And I answer, "Yesterday I told you, and you never listen to me when I speak!"
Why do you always have to be like that?


I do not know if he knew I liked, and much
But I know he was joining other girls, to make me jealous
"Did I get it?" Unfortunately, yes.
"Are you jealous?" Of course you know I am.


They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?


You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.


"Are you okay?" Sure I'm fine after you broke my heart.
You do not even know that you've hurt me
I do not exist
You do not talk to me, you only talk to me when there's someone


You told me that you loved me, that made me happy
You hugged me, kissed me and gave me incredible gifts.
Gifts did not give me happiness
What I gave was to be with you


You told me to look for myself
"I did not hurt myself, you did it to me"
You remind me: Let me kiss you first
"It was a bet, thanks to that I got 20 dollars"
You said that I wanted that
"I did not want to do it"


Let's make love, you
I do not want to
"What do you want stupid virginity for?" Screaming
"It's not only because of that, you're an idiot, you're looking for someone you want with you"
I cried, I felt drown in the words I told you
"Yes, I will do that"
I wanted to die, I did not want to put up with all that and I left


They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?


You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.


"Are you ok now?" You asked me.
"If I am fine"
"Then why are you crying?"
"What do you say? I'm not crying, it's raining "


Drenched with tears,
The tears fell on my hands,
Where I was hugging my legs
In the rain I was, getting wet
I love the rain because nobody knows I'm crying


He was there with an umbrella
And a smile on his lips
I wanted to wipe that idiot out of my face,
"I'm sorry, I did not want to do that, I want you to be my best friend and forgive me" That's what he said
"No, I will not forgive you, you have made me suffer, you have broken my heart and my soul"
"But..." He just said that because I interrupted him
"Leave me, I do not want to know anything about you, now stay away, I do not know you"
My tears were still falling to the ground.
"Okay." He left.


The next day, I went to see him, but he...
I was dead, I can not...
I kissed him on the cheek and asked his forgiveness
Partly it was my fault


You were the only one to make me smile, the one that made me cry and the one that made me laugh


They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?
 


You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.


"Are you still mad at him?"
"No, I still love him, although now he is no longer, my love rests"

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