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+ | <blockquote>Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | I did not find you<br /> |
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+ | At home today,<br /> |
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+ | To kill you<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | When will you return?<br /> |
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+ | To see you suffer<br /> |
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+ | How did you do to me?<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | You tortured me day after day<br /> |
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+ | You told me horrible things<br /> |
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+ | I could not forget<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | I hate you I hate you<br /> |
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+ | As you hate me<br /> |
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+ | I can not love you as before<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | I can only remember<br /> |
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+ | How did you betray me<br /> |
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+ | I can only remember<br /> |
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+ | How did you treat me<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | All I say are only parallel verses,<br /> |
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+ | We are only opposite poles<br /> |
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+ | That said, you know how I feel<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | I do not have anything else to say<br /> |
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+ | And now you laugh at me<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | I will not go back to life<br /> |
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+ | I did not want to live,<br /> |
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+ | Pain was my medicine<br /> |
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+ | And drugs was my only cure<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | I know I'm crazy,<br /> |
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+ | I'm crazy in the head<br /> |
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+ | I know I'm sick,<br /> |
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+ | I'm sick without conscience<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | You will never forget me<br /> |
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+ | But I already forgot you<br /> |
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+ | My conscience lives in peace<br /> |
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+ | But you will never leave me alone<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Thanks for all the pain<br /> |
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+ | You made me suffer<br /> |
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+ | Thank you for all the suffering<br /> |
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+ | I will remember forever<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | You are my blood<br /> |
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+ | And you stabbed me on top<br /> |
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+ | You stabbed me in the heart.<br /> |
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+ | Blood ran through our veins<br /> |
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+ | And there was no solution<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | Oh my love<br /> |
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+ | I will finally rest in peace<br /> |
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+ | At last I will go to heaven,<br /> |
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+ | Where they will want me.</blockquote> |
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+ | <blockquote> </blockquote> |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | I did not find you |
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− | At home today, |
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− | to kill |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | When will you return? |
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− | To see you suffer |
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− | As I do to my |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | I tormented day after day |
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− | You told me horrible things |
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− | I could not forget |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | I hate you, I hate you |
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− | Like you I hate my |
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− | I can no longer love you as before |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | I can only remember |
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− | As you betrayed me |
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− | I can only remember |
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− | As I tried |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | All I say is just parallel lines, |
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− | We are poles apart |
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− | That said you know how I feel |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | I have nothing more to say |
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− | And now I laugh my |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | I will not return to life |
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− | I not want to live, |
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− | The pain was my medicine |
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− | And drugs was my only cure |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | I know I'm crazy, |
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− | I'm crazy head |
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− | I know I'm sick, |
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− | I am sick without conscience |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | You never forget me |
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− | But I'm over you |
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− | My conscience is at peace |
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− | But you never leave me alone |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Thanks for all the pain |
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− | I did suffer |
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− | Thanks for all the suffering |
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− | I'll remember forever |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | You are my blood |
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− | On top stabbed me |
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− | I stabbed a knife in the heart |
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− | Blood ran in the veins |
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− | And there was no solution |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Oh, my love |
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− | Finally rest in peace |
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− | I finally go to heaven, |
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− | Where they want me. |
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− | Chapter 2: |
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Life |
Life |
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+ | <blockquote>I dragged the stream, there was no turning back, although I want to go will not let me, will let me fall in the spring, the waterfalls of clean and refreshing waters, in the river I could reflect transparent as the same crystal, I could hear flow The water falling the cool waters, the birds sang, it was very quiet to do nothing but caress the breeze, it was music to my ears even if it was slowly, the sky was clear without any cloud to see, only the wind that blew in My face, the sun was shining brightly, and his warm embraces I liked, lying on the grass, there is much to think about What is life? Why is time too slow? Will God really exist? Will the time lost be recovered? What is in the Hereafter? Is there anything else after life? Who created the world? What have I lived? Will the world really die and the sun will suffer? The nature around me was very beautiful, the leaves fell from the trees autumn would approach, the branches would move, from there the dew would fall, reflecting my pupils, seeds sprouting, flowers growing, leaves playing funny, I really enjoyed the image so beautiful, I was still inside my head I still wondered Why? People do not care about it, and why? They kept treating her that way, the animals that lived there survived, I do not know how they did it, but they were happy with what I had. Animals are our friends, they need us to take care of them and we play with them, all people owe their lives and we must respect them, without them our life would be empty, as empty as the full moon, what makes so full of this world are The smiles and laughter, the friendships we make, the smile we give, and the graces we give, the embraces also count because they are given with love and love, we must treat ourselves with equality, we must accept ourselves as we are, even if we do not like it We must accept it, because that is the friends who care about us and wants us for how we are, and also are the ones that gives us another reason to continue living, to go forward and never look back, we owe life to Our parents, because they took care of us and that is the most important thing that is, this is our planet and it is called The Earth, we have to take care of it, do not you think? I'm going to be an angel to whom the wings will come, and I'll be flying and flapping wings in the air, you'll forget about me, and the rainbow will appear, with all the colors: Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and Violet, and you will smile again. And I will descend next to God, where I will realize that I have made a stupidity by foolish words. Do not do the same as I do or you will not regret it, as I did.</blockquote> |
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+ | The Afterlife Waiting For Me |
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− | I dragged the stream, there was no turning back, but I want |
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+ | <blockquote>I do not like this life as it is<br /> |
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− | to go will not let me, I will drop in the spring, cascades clean and |
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+ | It is bitter and salty as my tears of sadness<br /> |
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− | refreshing waters in the river I could reflect transparent as crystal |
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+ | I cry because God punishes me<br /> |
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− | itself, could be heard flowing water falling fresh water, the birds were |
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+ | For what I did long ago<br /> |
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− | singing, it was very quiet hanging around just caressing breeze, was |
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− | music to my ears even if slowly, the sky was clear with no cloud in to |
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− | do, just the wind blowing in my face, the sun shone brightly, and warm |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | hugs me like, lying down in the grass, there is much food for thought |
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+ | Everything has changed<br /> |
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− | What is life? Why does the time passes very slow? Will there really God? |
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+ | Nothing is as before<br /> |
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− | Does the lost time can be recovered? What's in the afterlife? After |
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+ | I want to recover my family, my old life<br /> |
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− | living there something else? Who created the world? What I have |
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+ | I want to recover my friends, my love and my joy<br /> |
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− | experienced? Really the world die and suffer the sun? |
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+ | |||
− | The nature |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | around me was beautiful, the leaves fell from the trees fall would |
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+ | That left without warning and I want to recover<br /> |
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− | approach, the branches moved, hence the dew fell, reflecting my eyes, |
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+ | But everything does not matter<br /> |
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− | the seeds sprouted, grew flowers, leaves fiddling fun, very much enjoyed |
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+ | Because I feel lonely and sad<br /> |
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− | that beautiful image, which was still in my head, I still wondered why? |
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+ | Crying on the floor and wanting to lift me from this nightmare they call life<br /> |
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− | People will not be important, and why? Still treating it that way, the |
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− | animals living there survived not know how they did, but they were happy |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | with what we had. |
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+ | I want to recover what was taken from my childhood<br /> |
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− | Animals are our friends, they need that care for |
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+ | I had nothing to play with<br /> |
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− | and play with them, all the people we owe our lives and we must respect, |
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+ | People were moving away from me because of my terrifying eyes,<br /> |
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− | without them our lives would be empty, as empty as the full moon, which |
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+ | That by them salt tears fall and stain my clothes, wetting it completely<br /> |
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− | makes so full this world are smiles and laughs, the friendships that |
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− | we, the smile we give, and thanks that we, hugs also features that are |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | given with affection and love, we must treat each other with equality, |
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+ | I do not want this life that gives me headache<br /> |
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− | we must accept ourselves as we are, but we do not like you have to |
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+ | I want to live in my next life, the other life<br /> |
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− | accept, because it is the friends who care about us and wants us to like |
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+ | I will sleep forever up there<br /> |
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− | us and are giving us another reason to live, to move forward and not |
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− | look back ever too, we owe our lives to our fathers, because we were |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | looked after and that's the most important thing, this is our planet |
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+ | The other life awaits me,<br /> |
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− | called Earth you have to take care of her, do not you think?, right now |
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+ | And I want to start my new life<br /> |
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− | I'll be an angel he will wings, will leave life over nothing, I will go |
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+ | Nobody cares what happens to me<br /> |
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− | to heaven and I will be flying and flapping their wings in the air, and |
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+ | I want to go now<br /> |
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− | you will forget me, and the rainbow appears, with all the colors: red, |
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+ | And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.<br /> |
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− | orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet, and shall return to |
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+ | And I also know that I want to go there<br /> |
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− | smile. I will come down next to God, where I will realize I made stupid |
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+ | And there I will be happy at last, again<br /> |
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− | by foolish words. Do not do as I do, or if you will not be sorry, as I |
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− | did. |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | Chapter 3: |
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+ | God forgive me please<br /> |
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− | Green eyes |
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+ | I beg on your knees<br /> |
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+ | Make this nightmare end<br /> |
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− | Hope your eyes, |
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+ | I'll do everything you want, but stop this now<br /> |
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− | Fluorescent synthesis |
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+ | I will change and you will not regret giving me another chance<br /> |
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− | Your green eyes, |
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+ | |||
− | They intersect with brown mine |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | I like your eyes a lot, |
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+ | I'm not like other people, I'm different<br /> |
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− | They are so beautiful and green |
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+ | Someone strange without feelings that does not deserve life<br /> |
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− | Green trees, |
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+ | I'm a horrible monster because of what I did<br /> |
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− | Branches that move me |
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+ | I am a heartless beast that does not deserve love or joy<br /> |
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− | Your roots connecting with my roots, |
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− | Your hands touching my hands |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | Our eyes crossed eyes, |
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+ | I'm just someone who does not know how to take advantage of life<br /> |
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− | My world sharing it with yours |
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+ | So that I want to continue living in this nightmare<br /> |
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− | The green of living things, |
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+ | It is better to die and go to the other life that is still waiting for me<br /> |
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− | Born in wheat |
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+ | And I'm still suffering here for this life.<br /> |
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− | Flowers reminiscent of your beautiful image, |
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− | Your beautiful facial image fractions |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | The knowledge that runs through your veins, |
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+ | This life that is tearing me apart<br /> |
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− | Covering every centimeter of you |
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+ | I do not want to cry anymore and I want to stop the pain of my heart<br /> |
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− | Centimeter by centimeter for every part of you, |
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+ | I can not help myself I hurt myself<br /> |
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− | With my eyes I can look and admire |
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+ | I can not stop hurting and bleeding in my arms<br /> |
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− | Writing your stories, |
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− | That my mouth sighs escape |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | I spread your joy, |
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+ | I'm just a fool no one wants<br /> |
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− | And your verses soar |
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+ | I'm just the idiot who wants to die<br /> |
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− | Shooting you in my mind, |
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+ | I can not pretend more than this life I like<br /> |
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− | Sure you'd be great |
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+ | Because this lie makes me stupid<br /> |
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− | It's about your hair, your eyes, your voice, your body or your amazing dance steps |
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− | You drive me crazy |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | Your smile is a wonder |
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+ | I have no friends or anything<br /> |
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− | For you is joy, |
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+ | I have no family or heart or soul<br /> |
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− | And to me you are my life. |
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+ | I have nothing alone to myself that I like to hurt and to make bleed through the eyes<br /> |
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+ | My eyes do not fall water but spilled blood<br /> |
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− | DAZZLING |
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− | His coppery hair, |
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+ | Dry blood that falls from my dark and cloudy eyes<br /> |
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− | the aroma of Paradise, |
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+ | Eyes that continue to shed the reflection of the pain, the pain I feel |
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− | her angelic face |
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− | and infinite eyes. |
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+ | in my soul and in my heart and also in my interior and in my prayer |
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− | His golden eyes, |
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− | as protective as unreal, |
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− | melts in my eyes |
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− | and I forget to breathe. |
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+ | I'm a sick person without a conscience<br /> |
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+ | I'm a degenerate I should not have been born<br /> |
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− | His soft lips |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | They kiss me with devotion. |
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+ | I do not want to continue writing my sadness<br /> |
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− | So sweet and intoxicating |
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+ | I want to leave this life, go to the other life up there and sleep with my eyes open forever<br /> |
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− | my heart stopped. |
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+ | <br /> |
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+ | The other life awaits me,<br /> |
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− | His embrace so strong and delicadose molds to my figure. |
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+ | And I want to start my new life<br /> |
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− | And with her beautiful voice, |
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+ | Nobody cares what happens to me<br /> |
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− | to sleep |
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+ | I want to go now<br /> |
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− | my song whispers in his ear. |
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+ | And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.<br /> |
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+ | And I also know that I want to go there<br /> |
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− | With him I am so happy, |
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+ | And there I will be happy at last, again<br /> |
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− | He is everything to me; |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | forever, there is no end, |
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+ | That was a silly mistake on the part of a child just as dumb<br /> |
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− | I already decided. |
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+ | God save me, I beg you<br /> |
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+ | I will pray every day<br /> |
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− | If you go, if not |
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+ | But helpme<br /> |
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− | I can not breathe. |
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+ | Please God<br /> |
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− | There is nothing, I lose everything, |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | die in real life. |
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+ | Indifferent people, I different<br /> |
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+ | Everything has changed for me and I know it<br /> |
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− | Insufferable empty |
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+ | So that I can continue living if I do not even have anyone<br /> |
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− | It seizes my chest. |
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+ | I will die only that is true<br /> |
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− | I feel disarmed |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | and I can not stand it. |
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+ | I feel like crying, but I have no more tears, I only have dry tears like my throat<br /> |
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+ | Both things need water<br /> |
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− | I just want your happiness, |
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+ | This is getting me long<br /> |
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− | I give up my soul. |
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+ | Long as this awkward and strange silence<br /> |
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− | Beside him forever, |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | I want to be your faithful beloved. |
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+ | Crazy I'm told by the psychologist<br /> |
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+ | It's true, it's not a lie<br /> |
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− | Her beauty dazzles me, |
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+ | I spend the nights in candles without being able to sleep<br /> |
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− | and intimidates me perfection. |
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+ | I spend every night crying non-stop<br /> |
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− | But I'm sure: |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | I am your life today. |
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+ | At last I go to my next life, the other life up there<br /> |
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+ | Where God is, the person who punishes me<br /> |
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− | After a while, |
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+ | My classmates make me suffer, I can not stand it anymore, I can not stand it as before<br /> |
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− | you learn the subtle difference |
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+ | They torture me and rape me<br /> |
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− | between holding a hand |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | and string a soul, |
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+ | I asked them why they did it<br /> |
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− | and you learn that love |
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+ | And they just said to me: "Because you are disgusting, asshole" or "Commit suicide and fagot, nobody loves you"<br /> |
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− | not mean leaning |
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+ | That's true, that's reality<br /> |
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− | and a company does not mean security |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | and one begins to learn. |
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+ | At last I will go to that life, to my new life that nobody knows how it is nor I neither<br /> |
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− | That kisses are not contracts |
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+ | I do not want to suffer anymore<br /> |
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− | and presents are not promises |
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+ | I want to be in the other life, my other life, the life I wanted from the beginning<br /> |
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− | and you learn to accept their |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | defeats with your head |
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+ | The other life awaits me,<br /> |
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− | and open eyes |
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+ | And I want to start my new life<br /> |
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− | and you learn to build |
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+ | Nobody cares what happens to me<br /> |
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− | all your roads on today, |
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+ | I want to go now<br /> |
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− | because tomorrow's ground |
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+ | And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead forever.<br /> |
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− | It is too uncertain for plans... |
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+ | And I also know that I want to go there<br /> |
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− | and futures have a way of |
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+ | And there I will be forever happy, again<br /> |
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− | fall in the middle. |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | And after a while |
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+ | Goodbye I'm going to the afterlife, to my next life<br /> |
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− | you learn that if too, |
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+ | And I hope Mark finds out I like it.<br /> |
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− | to the sunshine burns. |
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+ | Because it made me spend the best moments of my life, that is, this life. |
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− | So you plant your own garden |
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− | and decorate your own soul, instead |
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+ | </blockquote> |
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− | waiting for someone to bring you flowers. |
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− | And you learn that you really can endure, |
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− | that you really are strong, |
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− | one really worth, |
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− | and you learn and learn... |
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− | and every day you learn. |
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− | Chapter 6: |
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− | The afterlife waiting for me |
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− | This life I don't like it is |
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− | It is bitter and salty as my tears of sadness |
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− | I cry because God punishes me |
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− | By the I did ago time |
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− | Everything has changed |
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− | Already nothing is as before |
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− | I want to get my family, my old life |
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− | I want to regain to my friends, to my love and to my joy |
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− | Than he went unannounced and I want get it back |
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− | But already all gives equal |
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− | Because I feel lonely and sad |
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− | Crying on the floor and rise from this nightmare to the they call life |
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− | |||
− | I want to get back what was taken from me my childhood |
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− | I had nothing with which to play |
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− | People turned away from me for my terrifying eyes, |
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− | Than by them salty tears fall and stain my clothes, wetting completely |
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− | |||
− | I don't want this life giving me headache |
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− | I want to live in my next life, the other life |
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− | Than I will sleep for always there above |
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− | The afterlife waiting for me, |
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− | And me I want go to begin my new life |
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− | Nobody cares what happens to me |
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− | I want to go now |
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− | And know all happy to see me end dead |
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− | And I also know that I want to go there |
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− | And to the end will happy, other time |
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− | God forgive please |
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− | I beg him to his knees |
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− | Make have this of the nightmare end |
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− | I'll do whatever you want but just with this as |
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− | I will change and you will not regret of giving me another chance |
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− | |||
− | I am not like the other people, I'm different |
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− | Rare someone without feelings that life is not worth |
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− | I am a horrible monster for what I did |
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− | I am a heartless beast that does not deserve love neither joy |
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− | |||
− | I'm just someone who can not enjoy life |
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− | For that follow living nightmare |
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− | It is better to die and go to the another life waiting for me yet |
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− | And I follow suffering from this life |
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− | |||
− | This life is destroying me |
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− | Do not I want cry more and want leave pain from my heart |
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− | Can not avoid I'm hurting myself |
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− | I can not stop being hurt and bleeding in my arms |
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− | |||
− | Alone I am a stupid to the than anyone wants |
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− | I'm just the idiot who wants to die |
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− | I can not pretend anymore that I love this life |
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− | Because this lie makes me more idiotic |
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− | |||
− | I have no friends or anything |
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− | I have no family nor heart nor soul |
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− | I have nothing myself just like damage and making I bleed by eyes |
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− | My eyes do not like water, but bloodshed |
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− | |||
− | Dried blood that fall from my eyes dark and cloudy |
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− | Eyes still pouring reflection of the pain, the pain I feel in my soul and in my heart and in my heart and in my prayers |
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− | I am a sick man without conscience |
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− | I'm a degenerate who should have never been born |
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− | |||
− | I do not want to write my sadness |
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− | I want to leave this life, the afterlife go up there and sleep with my eyes open forever |
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− | |||
− | The afterlife waiting for me, |
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− | And me I want go to begin my new life |
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− | Nobody cares what happens to me |
||
− | I want to go now |
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− | And I know all to rejoice over me dead last |
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− | And I also know that I want to go there |
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− | And to the end will happy, other time |
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− | |||
− | That was a stupid mistake on the part of a child just as silly |
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− | I pray God save me |
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− | I pray every day |
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− | but help me |
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− | Please God |
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− | |||
− | Indifferent people, different me |
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− | Everything has changed for me and I know |
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− | To continue living even if I have any |
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− | I will die only that is true |
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− | I wanted to mourn, but I have no more tears, I only have dried tears and my throat |
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− | Both need water |
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− | This is making me long |
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− | Long as this awkward silence and strange |
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− | |||
− | I said I'm crazy psychologist |
||
− | It is true, no lie |
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− | I spend the nights sleepless candles |
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− | I spend every night crying nonstop |
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− | |||
− | At last I'm going to my next life, another life up there |
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− | Where is God, the person who punishes me |
||
− | My classmates made me suffer, I can not stand, I can not stand as before |
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− | I torture and rape me |
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− | |||
− | I asked them why they did |
||
− | And they just told me: "Because you disgust us, asshole" or "Kill yourself and fagot, you do not want anyone" |
||
− | That's true, that's the reality |
||
− | |||
− | I finally go to that life, my new life that no one knows how it is and neither do I. |
||
− | I do not want to suffer more |
||
− | I want to be in the afterlife, my other life, the life I wanted all along |
||
− | |||
− | The afterlife waiting for me, |
||
− | And I want to go to start my new life |
||
− | Nobody cares what happens to me |
||
− | I want to go now |
||
− | And I know all to rejoice over me dead forever |
||
− | And I also know that I want to go there |
||
− | |||
− | Goodbye and I'm going to the afterlife, my next life |
||
− | And I hope Mark finds out that I like |
||
− | Because it made me spend the best moments of my life, ie life. |
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− | Chapter 7: |
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− | SEVEN |
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− | |||
− | 7 seconds I imagined you, |
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− | 7 minutes and I've found, |
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− | 7 hours at your side, |
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− | and your eyes won me over. |
||
− | In every 7 days, |
||
− | I am so lost; |
||
− | your love has changed me, |
||
− | but in the end I love. |
||
− | 7 COLORS YOU HAVE DRAWN, |
||
− | 7 NOTES YOU HAVE SUNG, |
||
− | 7 WONDERS YOU HAVE NAMED, |
||
− | 7 SINS HAVE CAUGHT ME. |
||
− | 7 NIGHTS IN TE HE DREAMED, |
||
− | I FELT YOU SO CLOSE TO ME, |
||
− | 7 WISHES HAVE GIVEN ME, |
||
− | JUST I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU. |
||
− | 7 STAR IN THE SKY, |
||
− | THEY HAVE GATHERED TO SEE US, |
||
− | AND HOW MUCH WE LOVE, |
||
− | 7 VERSES WE HAVE DEDICATED. |
||
− | 7 months, and I love you, |
||
− | 7 years, and I love you, |
||
− | 7 centuries, I miss you, |
||
− | no time has reached me. |
||
− | You make my life, |
||
− | Therefore, 7 lives have passed, |
||
− | and yet, I have not forgotten. |
||
− | Chapter 8: |
||
− | THAT MOMENT |
||
− | |||
− | Just I saw you, I noticed, |
||
− | I knew without knowing: |
||
− | You were that guy |
||
− | both wanted to know. |
||
− | Your first look, |
||
− | I took his breath away, |
||
− | I was stripped of all sanity, |
||
− | and so I lost track of time. |
||
− | When I first talked, |
||
− | I knew, |
||
− | were that... |
||
− | I waited a lifetime. |
||
− | Your first kiss, like honey, |
||
− | He sweetened my lips, |
||
− | and your hands, like a rose, |
||
− | They caressed my skin. |
||
− | I feel protected |
||
− | around your arms; |
||
− | repeated a million times |
||
− | how much I love you. |
||
− | JUST IN AN INSTANT, |
||
− | MY DREAMS CAME TRUE, |
||
− | AND SO YOU RECOGNIZE MY EYES. |
||
− | MOUTH WAS THAT OWNS ME, |
||
− | THOSE EYES THAT HAIR, YOUR BODY, |
||
− | ONLY TIME THAT LITTLE MOMENT. |
||
− | I knew at that moment, |
||
− | in that tiny fragment of time, |
||
− | were that... |
||
− | that of my dreams. |
||
− | That night, |
||
− | my illusions starred. |
||
− | Who both missed when he awoke, |
||
− | and every day missed. |
||
− | That my heart |
||
− | He surfaced, |
||
− | no other intention |
||
− | to be loved by him. |
||
− | I give my life |
||
− | safeguard for yours, |
||
− | and traverse land and sea, |
||
− | for only with you at that moment |
||
− | getting back. |
||
− | Chapter 9: |
||
− | YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING |
||
− | |||
− | You are my heaven, |
||
− | my moon, my sea, |
||
− | my land, my sun, |
||
− | my solar system. |
||
− | You are my last |
||
− | and my present, |
||
− | and my future |
||
− | you only want to see you. |
||
− | YOU ARE ALL YOU FEEL |
||
− | AND WHAT I NEED, |
||
− | YOU ARE ALL I HAVE, |
||
− | YOU ARE MY DREAM INFINITY. |
||
− | YOU, ONLY YOU |
||
− | AND ONLY YOU, |
||
− | YOU ARE WHAT YOU WANT, |
||
− | YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING, MY LOVE. |
||
− | You're a tear |
||
− | I am running on my cheek |
||
− | and a flash of light |
||
− | that illuminates my life. |
||
− | You are my tears, |
||
− | You are my laughter, |
||
− | you're a sweetheart, |
||
− | you are my life. |
||
− | And although they do not show |
||
− | and I hate to accept |
||
− | you are what i want |
||
− | and what I love, without hesitation. |
||
− | Chapter 10: |
||
− | ALWAYS |
||
− | |||
− | lonely souls wanting to be one... |
||
− | lonely hearts looking for some love. |
||
− | Always yours, forever mine... |
||
− | Lovers together is Paradise. |
||
− | |||
− | In my dreams, there you are, |
||
− | Always at my side... |
||
− | But it is real, here and now, |
||
− | my fantasy come to life. |
||
− | |||
− | Frost, white, soft and hard, |
||
− | your skin glows like a star. |
||
− | Sheltered in your arms |
||
− | while you sing me lullabies. |
||
− | |||
− | Dazzle me, you can not help it, |
||
− | I just want you to take me ... |
||
− | I leave you perplexed, I can not help it, |
||
− | just want to understand. |
||
− | |||
− | FOR YOUR EYES GOLD MINE DRILL, |
||
− | OH MY LOVE, OH MY LOVE... |
||
− | AND YOU MY HEART STOPS crooked smile, |
||
− | BOTH KNOW BOTH KNOW THAT... |
||
− | |||
− | YOURS WILL ALWAYS (ALWAYS YOURS) |
||
− | YOU SHOULD KNOW, SHOULD KNOW... |
||
− | AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE (MINE FOREVER) |
||
− | I KNOW, NOW I KNOW... |
||
− | |||
− | Twilight is going... |
||
− | The New Moon is hiding... |
||
− | The eclipce is over... |
||
− | Dawn is coming... |
||
− | |||
− | My blood sings for you... |
||
− | Your voice makes me fly... |
||
− | My thoughts can not hide... |
||
− | Your scent takes me (I drug)... |
||
− | |||
− | Inner Beauty and too hot ... |
||
− | My so perfect creature. |
||
− | Biting my lips, drink my heart, |
||
− | give me the gift of eternal life. |
||
− | |||
− | Dazzle me, you can not help it, |
||
− | I just want you to take me... |
||
− | I leave you perplexed, I can not help it, |
||
− | just want to understand. |
||
− | Chapter 11: |
||
− | IT WOULD BE PERFECT |
||
− | |||
− | Amazing serious we should love us passionately. |
||
− | if our destinies were united, |
||
− | if our lives will belong to the other, |
||
− | if only we could be more than friends... |
||
− | |||
− | It would certainly be the best, |
||
− | if there was something superior, |
||
− | something to fill us and make us feel alive, |
||
− | these two strangers to those who have been born... |
||
− | |||
− | WE WOULD COMPLETE, |
||
− | AND NEVER ALONE... |
||
− | IT WOULD BE PERFECT IF WERE PERFECT |
||
− | THE ONE TO THE OTHER... |
||
− | |||
− | If your eyes looking me blush, |
||
− | if your skin by rubbing my lips were burning, |
||
− | if taking your hand my blood out of control, |
||
− | and keep you away my soul in pain... |
||
− | |||
− | If my spirit and my body |
||
− | awaken your instinct, |
||
− | if my mouth provoke temptation |
||
− | if my eyes do not be indistinct... |
||
− | Chapter 12: |
||
My heart is for you |
My heart is for you |
||
+ | <blockquote>You completely ignited my heart (my heart)<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | It has long since shut down and stopped (stop)<br /> |
||
− | You lit (lighting) full my heart (my heart) |
||
+ | But you turned it back on (turn it on)<br /> |
||
− | Long ago shut down (turn off) and stopped (stop) |
||
+ | And the pain (pain) will continue (to follow) forever<br /> |
||
− | But you returned it (back) to turn on (lights) |
||
+ | |||
− | And pain (pain) will follow (follow) forever |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | The blood runs (running) and connects (running) the running,<br /> |
||
− | Blood run (run) and connect (connect) operation (run) of the, |
||
− | + | When it was lit, the road lit up (illuminate)<br /> |
|
− | + | And I would return (to be) to be happy (that happiness),<br /> |
|
− | + | And now even pink,<br /> |
|
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | My heart (my heart) beats (beat) very fast (fast) whenever you approach (approach) |
||
+ | My heart (my heart) beats (beat) very fast (fast) whenever you approach (to approach)<br /> |
||
− | I have to (have) to tell you all what I feel (feel) you |
||
+ | I have to tell you everything I feel for you.<br /> |
||
− | To start (start) you love (love) a lot (a lot) |
||
+ | To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)<br /> |
||
− | To admire him (admire) too |
||
+ | To continue to admire (admire) it too<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | To continue (continued) you're sooo handsome please (a favor) |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you in peace |
||
+ | To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)<br /> |
||
− | And to finish (finish) the voice (voices) of a (a) angel (Angels) in my ears heard (listened) |
||
+ | Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,<br /> |
||
− | oh oh oh ooh |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | I just (only) I will give you my heart (my heart) |
||
+ | Oh oh oh ooh<br /> |
||
− | Because I know that you'll (probably) and that you take care (caring, very well oh) |
||
+ | |||
− | But only (only) with a condition (a condition, only a condition) |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Love me, love me, love me (do you love me now?) Already |
||
+ | I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)<br /> |
||
− | oh oh oh oooh (aaaa) |
||
+ | But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | Love me, love me, love me (Do you love me already?) Ya<br /> |
||
− | You told me (saying) that it was a simple child |
||
+ | |||
− | You told me (to say) that you could not be with me |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | You made me (do) harm, I damage to my |
||
+ | Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)<br /> |
||
− | You no, I hate (hate) without having done anything I |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | I want or I use (used) |
||
+ | You told me (to say) that I was a simple child<br /> |
||
− | Make up your mind already |
||
+ | You told me (to say) that you could not be with me<br /> |
||
− | Or you stop liking |
||
+ | You hurt me, you hurt me<br /> |
||
− | (Impossible) I love you |
||
+ | You do not hate me (hate) without having done anything<br /> |
||
− | (Not I can let it go) You're my bad addiction so I said No? |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | I like you (like you), I like you (like you), I like you (like you) |
||
+ | You love me or use me (use)<br /> |
||
− | Like is little I love you |
||
+ | Make up your mind now<br /> |
||
− | Love is also and want to also |
||
+ | Or you will not like me<br /> |
||
− | Therefore, I do not know as it is the way of my love for you, I want to be with you (with you) |
||
+ | (Impossible) I love you<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | (I can not let it go) You're my bad addiction I've told you, right?<br /> |
||
− | It is not to be jealous and not selfish but I want to be alone with me and no one else do you understand me? |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Me these killing (killing) |
||
+ | I like you (I like you), I like you, I like you (like you)<br /> |
||
− | Do you hear me? Me these killing (killing) |
||
+ | Like is little I love you<br /> |
||
− | And I cry by not knowing what to do |
||
+ | Love is little too and wanting too is<br /> |
||
− | Tears of blood and my heart pain (heart) Aaaaaa hurt me (hurt me) |
||
+ | Well, I do not know how is the way I like you, I want to be with you (with you)<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | Look what you've done |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | I'm bleeding |
||
+ | It's not that I'm jealous and not selfish, but I want you to be alone with me and no one else. Do you understand me?<br /> |
||
− | The knife is in my head I slitting |
||
+ | |||
− | I don't hate you, I'm still loving this |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | You're killing me (killing)<br /> |
||
− | My heart is for you (my heart is for you) (you, you, you) |
||
+ | Do you hear me? You're killing me (killing)<br /> |
||
− | I have to (have) to tell you all what I feel (feel) you |
||
+ | And I cry because I do not know what to do<br /> |
||
− | To start (start) you love (love) a lot (a lot) |
||
+ | Tears of blood and my heartache (heart) Aaaaaa it hurts (it hurts)<br /> |
||
− | To admire him (admire) too |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | To continue (continued) you're sooo handsome please (a favor) |
||
+ | look what you have done<br /> |
||
− | Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you in peace |
||
+ | I'm bleeding<br /> |
||
− | And to finish (finish) the voice (voices) of a (a) angel (Angels) in my ears heard (listened) |
||
+ | The knife is on my head cracking me<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | I do not hate you, I still love you this<br /> |
||
− | oh oh oh ooh |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | I just (only) I will give you my heart (my heart) |
||
− | + | My heart is for you (My heart is for you) (you, you, you)<br /> |
|
+ | I have to tell you everything I feel for you.<br /> |
||
− | But only (only) with a condition (a condition, only a condition) |
||
− | + | To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)<br /> |
|
+ | To continue to admire (admire) it too<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | oh oh oh oooh (aaaa) |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)<br /> |
||
− | I bleed more, more and more |
||
+ | Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone<br /> |
||
− | It hurts much (much) |
||
+ | And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,<br /> |
||
− | I love, that's what I see |
||
+ | |||
− | You should love me long time |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | Oh oh oh ooh<br /> |
||
− | Are you going to be for me? Because I do I will be for you |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | My heart is for you |
||
+ | I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)<br /> |
||
− | (Oh, oh) |
||
+ | Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)<br /> |
||
− | My heart is for you |
||
+ | But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)<br /> |
||
− | (Yes, yes) |
||
+ | Love me, love me, love me (Why do not you love me yet?) Ya<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | Are you going to be for me? Because I do I will be for you |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)<br /> |
||
− | My heart is for you |
||
+ | |||
− | (Oh, oh) |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | My heart is for you |
||
+ | I bleed more, more and more<br /> |
||
− | (Yes, yes) |
||
+ | It hurts a lot<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | You do not love me, that's what I see<br /> |
||
− | Your heart is mine at last |
||
+ | You should love me some time ago<br /> |
||
− | My pain was worth it |
||
+ | |||
− | And also wait |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | You are mine at last |
||
+ | Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | My heart died (my heart died) |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Chapter 13: |
||
+ | My heart is for you<br /> |
||
− | NIGHT |
||
+ | (Oh oh)<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | Night power and bring us powerful reason, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | to calm the heart desires... |
||
+ | My heart is for you<br /> |
||
− | The Air make us fly |
||
+ | (Yes Yes)<br /> |
||
− | and to breathe deeply... |
||
+ | |||
− | The fire burn pain |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | and believes in its wake pure passion... |
||
+ | Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you<br /> |
||
− | Flushed tour our skin |
||
+ | |||
− | and wash the darkness of our being... |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | The Earth, which provides support, |
||
+ | My heart is for you<br /> |
||
− | trust us and help us to believe... |
||
+ | (Oh oh)<br /> |
||
− | And joining the spirit of love, |
||
+ | |||
− | friends and brothers, bring compassion... |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | beautiful night full of wisdom and peace, |
||
+ | My heart is for you<br /> |
||
− | make all of us capable of loving... |
||
+ | (Yes Yes)<br /> |
||
− | Chapter 14: |
||
+ | |||
− | NO |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | Your heart is mine at last<br /> |
||
− | You are precious and beautiful |
||
+ | My pain was worth it<br /> |
||
− | in every way, |
||
+ | And wait too<br /> |
||
− | nice, generous |
||
+ | You are already mine at last<br /> |
||
− | and great fun. |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | No candy |
||
+ | My heart died (My heart died)<br /> |
||
− | you can win, |
||
+ | |||
− | that be sweet |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | this is your specialty. |
||
+ | Notes: It is about a child who wants a person who is older than him, and that person is hurting him, the child becomes very obsessed with that person and has to go to a psychologist, in the end the child kills that person And then realizes the mistake he made and commits suicide.</blockquote> |
||
− | |||
+ | Blood from the skin |
||
− | No star any |
||
+ | <blockquote>I hear my blood flowing<br /> |
||
− | you can overshadow, |
||
+ | Slip on my skin<br /> |
||
− | because your smile |
||
+ | Each drop falls and make a different sound<br /> |
||
− | shines more. |
||
+ | I like how they sound<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | NO WAY TO BE ABLE TO FORGET, |
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+ | <br /> |
||
− | BUT THERE ARE COUNTLESS WAYS TO LOVE. |
||
+ | My tears start to run,<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | They start to run down my face<br /> |
||
− | THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE, |
||
+ | And then to run down the floor<br /> |
||
− | BUT I HAVE MUCH TO TELL. |
||
+ | I do not want them to keep falling,<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | THERE IS NO WAY TO TELL WHAT I FEEL, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | BECAUSE WHEN YOU APPOINTED, ME SHORTNESS OF BREATH. |
||
+ | But I can not help it<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | I get out, even if I do not want<br /> |
||
− | You are unique |
||
+ | I keep smiling at death,<br /> |
||
− | in your species, |
||
+ | I keep laughing at her<br /> |
||
− | no other man |
||
+ | |||
− | Not like you are. |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | This will be very expensive.<br /> |
||
− | No relics |
||
+ | I'm not afraid of him, why should I be afraid of him?<br /> |
||
− | you equalize, |
||
+ | Threats can not with me, it will never stop me<br /> |
||
− | because your eyes |
||
+ | Those tears come together with the blood<br /> |
||
− | are two diamonds. |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | No one |
||
+ | They become tears of blood,<br /> |
||
− | who makes me laugh and, |
||
+ | They fell on my cheeks;<br /> |
||
− | everything you say, |
||
+ | Sore and gusts<br /> |
||
− | He makes me so happy. |
||
+ | I know I will not lose anything, because I have nothing to lose<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | No boy |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | more special, |
||
+ | Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin<br /> |
||
− | that I I have |
||
+ | My face is deforming,<br /> |
||
− | the taste of love... |
||
+ | My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago<br /> |
||
− | Chapter 15: |
||
+ | My lips cracked and dripping blood<br /> |
||
− | a war |
||
+ | My skin with cuts and scratches<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | My worn and broken nails,<br /> |
||
− | Faceless corpses, |
||
+ | Like the mirror I broke<br /> |
||
− | eyes without eyes, |
||
+ | Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?<br /> |
||
− | faces and without gestures, |
||
+ | |||
− | bodies without souls. |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | I'm always crying,<br /> |
||
− | Sadness and destruction, |
||
+ | Sadness, death and blood;<br /> |
||
− | death penalty everywhere, |
||
+ | They are always with me. Can not you go with someone else?<br /> |
||
− | disregard for life; |
||
+ | I want to be with me the joy, the love and the smiles; But I can not<br /> |
||
− | only care about power. |
||
+ | </blockquote> |
||
− | |||
+ | <blockquote>The first time I cut myself;<br /> |
||
− | Tears are wasted |
||
+ | It was a marvelous experience.<br /> |
||
− | of mutilated bodies, |
||
+ | I gave the first cut, the second cut, the third cut...<br /> |
||
− | screams and cries, |
||
+ | I had a lot of fun cutting myself<br /> |
||
− | with lips silenced. |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Misery, unhappiness, |
||
+ | Blood was falling,<br /> |
||
− | injustice and terror: |
||
+ | And like the tears, they also ran<br /> |
||
− | all lose a war, |
||
+ | People were scared and fled from me.<br /> |
||
− | even the victor. |
||
+ | For some unknown reason I was afraid too<br /> |
||
− | Chapter 16: |
||
+ | They fleeing and I here terrified by myself<br /> |
||
− | FACING THE STORM |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | And how much truth there is in the afterlife? |
||
+ | Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin<br /> |
||
− | Waiting for the madness of that which has not yet asleep. |
||
+ | My face is deforming,<br /> |
||
− | And when you leave: you foam salt |
||
+ | My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago<br /> |
||
− | reminding me of the hopelessness of your voice. |
||
+ | My lips cracked and dripping blood<br /> |
||
− | If the breeze still carries the scent of wakefulness |
||
+ | My skin with cuts and scratches<br /> |
||
− | that emerges from the streets occurred. |
||
+ | My worn and broken nails,<br /> |
||
− | Although the arpeggio of the strings |
||
+ | Like the mirror I broke<br /> |
||
− | I remember that I should not be here. |
||
+ | Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?<br /> |
||
− | Just should not be here. |
||
+ | |||
− | |||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | No suspicion by the frustration of succumbing. |
||
+ | Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin<br /> |
||
− | Darkness have awakened from their sleep |
||
+ | My face is deforming,<br /> |
||
− | and now they want to relive their cry. |
||
+ | My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago<br /> |
||
− | Today want to resolve his fear, his trembling. |
||
+ | My lips cracked and dripping blood<br /> |
||
− | Espinado and punished by the pain of lust. |
||
+ | My skin with cuts and scratches<br /> |
||
− | Dehydrated anger of love, hate. |
||
+ | My worn and broken nails,<br /> |
||
− | Fearing the future of something that is not necessary, |
||
+ | Like the mirror I broke<br /> |
||
− | waiting for the evolution of something that already. |
||
+ | Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?</blockquote> |
||
− | Just should not be so. |
||
+ | Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you? |
||
− | |||
+ | <blockquote>Today I had a moment of reflection;<br /> |
||
− | And yet I hope, as in the poems |
||
+ | A while for me.<br /> |
||
− | immortal sinister wounds die |
||
+ | I have discovered that I have no friends,<br /> |
||
− | at the crossroads of the letters without saying; |
||
+ | I will never have them, people just want to use me or something in return<br /> |
||
− | in battles of words to come. |
||
+ | |||
− | Spitting blood stained my shipwreck |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | waiting for favorable wind from the south. |
||
+ | Those are not friends,<br /> |
||
− | His eyes turned against you |
||
+ | There is a perfect name for such people are "ambitious" or "agreed"<br /> |
||
− | and you knew not how to react. |
||
+ | He does not like people,<br /> |
||
− | Just you should not have been there. |
||
+ | They like what I have<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | Even if the fall is prolonged |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | I fell into your bones full crowns |
||
+ | That's why it's better not to have friends.<br /> |
||
− | They are governing your darkness, your fear; |
||
+ | How do I know they are like this?<br /> |
||
− | who again left me as you do. |
||
+ | My best friend has shown it<br /> |
||
− | However, standing before the storm, |
||
+ | And you will answer me "Not all are like this"<br /> |
||
− | before the rain must never cease. |
||
+ | And I will answer "Of course I do"<br /> |
||
− | Through the eye pain it is demonstrated. |
||
+ | |||
− | In tears I looked lips gall. |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | And yet I knew I should be here... |
||
+ | If one has deceived me, everyone will.<br /> |
||
− | Chapter 17: |
||
+ | Just like if you hurt me, everyone would hurt me<br /> |
||
− | A FEW MONTHS |
||
+ | It's the law, and it will always be like this.<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | That's the reality<br /> |
||
− | A blanket of stars |
||
+ | |||
− | about losing reason. |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Since yesterday madness came to me, |
||
+ | Maybe it's because I'm very negative, but I'm like this<br /> |
||
− | while you went in the dark. |
||
+ | Now, you ask me, "What happened?"<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | You've already asked me how 8 times already<br /> |
||
− | In the light of the sun, flames silver |
||
+ | But I'll tell you again, this time listen to me<br /> |
||
− | and a wave of molten gold. |
||
+ | |||
− | Lava exasperated despair |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | and your voice that went further. |
||
+ | When I speak I think that nobody listens to me<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | And I also think that there are many people that happens to me the same as me, right? Am I right?<br /> |
||
− | A total waste of time, |
||
+ | This is what happened:<br /> |
||
− | It was my past in the present. |
||
+ | As you know I've always been in love with him,<br /> |
||
− | Forgetting a few months to live, |
||
+ | You ask me "When? Where?"<br /> |
||
− | and a ghostly memories... |
||
+ | And I answer, "Yesterday I told you, and you never listen to me when I speak!"<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | Why do you always have to be like that?<br /> |
||
− | The forest fairies fly standby. |
||
+ | |||
− | Trees breathe the emptiness of anger, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | exhaling lights of hope come to naught. |
||
+ | I do not know if he knew I liked, and much<br /> |
||
− | Again you get to laugh at me. |
||
+ | But I know he was joining other girls, to make me jealous<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | "Did I get it?" Unfortunately, yes.<br /> |
||
− | Only a minotaur knocking on my door, |
||
+ | "Are you jealous?" Of course you know I am.<br /> |
||
− | confusing me with a heavenly character. |
||
+ | |||
− | Just one look forward to my table, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | to devour the soul in a sigh... |
||
+ | They told you that I was easy, you believed<br /> |
||
− | Chapter 18: |
||
+ | They told you it was stupid, you believed it<br /> |
||
− | WALKING |
||
+ | They told you she was stupid, you believed<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?<br /> |
||
− | Such conviction and no eternity, |
||
+ | |||
− | flights foolish not let you see. |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Run forward and confront my |
||
+ | You used me, accept it<br /> |
||
− | with nothing to lose, I've lost everything. |
||
+ | You made me cry, accept it<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | You hurt me, accept it<br /> |
||
− | And what if I can not walk? |
||
+ | You lied to me, accept it.<br /> |
||
− | If there seems no way out. |
||
+ | |||
− | And I fell deeper after all. |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Miss was the beginning of the end. |
||
+ | "Are you okay?" Sure I'm fine after you broke my heart.<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | You do not even know that you've hurt me<br /> |
||
− | If there is no truth to accompany my soul. |
||
+ | I do not exist<br /> |
||
− | Wait no longer want, and even though |
||
+ | You do not talk to me, you only talk to me when there's someone<br /> |
||
− | I am standing not wait, excuse my anxiety, |
||
+ | |||
− | you decide to fly, to my heaven, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | to my jealousy, even my grief... |
||
+ | You told me that you loved me, that made me happy<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | You hugged me, kissed me and gave me incredible gifts.<br /> |
||
− | You may feel a thousand pretty flowers |
||
+ | Gifts did not give me happiness<br /> |
||
− | floods and hear your scream. |
||
+ | What I gave was to be with you<br /> |
||
− | He could steal a star in your eyes. |
||
+ | |||
− | And yet I could write a song, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | sad song more... |
||
+ | You told me to look for myself<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | "I did not hurt myself, you did it to me"<br /> |
||
− | A circle which turns against me. |
||
+ | You remind me: Let me kiss you first<br /> |
||
− | Some time ago, while |
||
+ | "It was a bet, thanks to that I got 20 dollars"<br /> |
||
− | I suffered, I was going to another place, |
||
+ | You said that I wanted that<br /> |
||
− | and again, I forgot, I was looking for. |
||
+ | "I did not want to do it"<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | And I playing too missed, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | I did not know to distinguish the truth of your smile. |
||
+ | Let's make love, you<br /> |
||
− | I could not tell, if you looked at me or look at me. |
||
+ | I do not want to<br /> |
||
− | I'm still sitting in that place... |
||
+ | "What do you want stupid virginity for?" Screaming<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | "It's not only because of that, you're an idiot, you're looking for someone you want with you"<br /> |
||
− | And what if I can not walk? |
||
+ | I cried, I felt drown in the words I told you<br /> |
||
− | Chapter 19: |
||
+ | "Yes, I will do that"<br /> |
||
− | UNDER THE SUNSET |
||
+ | I wanted to die, I did not want to put up with all that and I left<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | And if the rain falls on itself, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | if the words do not help us. |
||
+ | They told you that I was easy, you believed<br /> |
||
− | Deny the road is the solution |
||
+ | They told you it was stupid, you believed it<br /> |
||
− | these steps are censored. |
||
+ | They told you she was stupid, you believed<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?<br /> |
||
− | My pillars go to meet |
||
+ | |||
− | banished as this today |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | furious tomorrow |
||
+ | You used me, accept it<br /> |
||
− | never, never come. |
||
+ | You made me cry, accept it<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | You hurt me, accept it<br /> |
||
− | If you fall with your arms to the world. |
||
+ | You lied to me, accept it.<br /> |
||
− | The smile can sprout in rejection of pain. |
||
+ | |||
− | Walking, meditating my strength. |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | Back on yourself again and again, |
||
+ | "Are you ok now?" You asked me.<br /> |
||
− | even after so long. |
||
+ | "If I am fine"<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | "Then why are you crying?"<br /> |
||
− | Indifference was pride, |
||
+ | "What do you say? I'm not crying, it's raining "<br /> |
||
− | I lament on the loss. |
||
+ | |||
− | Madness was a vice |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | that anxiety never left. |
||
+ | Drenched with tears,<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | The tears fell on my hands,<br /> |
||
− | Pour me the flight |
||
+ | Where I was hugging my legs<br /> |
||
− | I lost to contemplate. |
||
+ | In the rain I was, getting wet<br /> |
||
− | Kissing the twilight of your sighs... |
||
+ | I love the rain because nobody knows I'm crying<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | |||
− | With fifteen carved on his forehead, |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | You walked me from side to side. |
||
+ | He was there with an umbrella<br /> |
||
− | And although they were twenty times I saw you, |
||
+ | And a smile on his lips<br /> |
||
− | without my eyes and timeless, |
||
+ | I wanted to wipe that idiot out of my face,<br /> |
||
− | you went on yourself... |
||
+ | "I'm sorry, I did not want to do that, I want you to be my best friend and forgive me" That's what he said<br /> |
||
− | Chapter 20: |
||
+ | "No, I will not forgive you, you have made me suffer, you have broken my heart and my soul"<br /> |
||
− | THE BAD COMING SENTENCE |
||
+ | "But..." He just said that because I interrupted him<br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | "Leave me, I do not want to know anything about you, now stay away, I do not know you"<br /> |
||
− | I silently freaking out my fears. |
||
+ | My tears were still falling to the ground.<br /> |
||
− | Madness paralyzed by your bones. |
||
+ | "Okay." He left.<br /> |
||
− | The tomb of something that is not dead yet |
||
+ | |||
− | wait for me a time advantage. |
||
+ | <br /> |
||
− | |||
+ | The next day, I went to see him, but he...<br /> |
||
− | And if the moon today holds many mysteries, |
||
+ | I was dead, I can not...<br /> |
||
− | The meeting between the mirrors will vanish. |
||
+ | I kissed him on the cheek and asked his forgiveness<br /> |
||
− | Anger and sadness will go dormant, |
||
+ | Partly it was my fault<br /> |
||
− | together on a journey with no beginning. |
||
− | |||
− | The spectator was the best actor, |
||
− | and cards played poorly coming phrase. |
||
− | Your secrets were never locked, |
||
− | and yet they exploded unable to leave. |
||
− | |||
− | And so long as few steps. |
||
− | I do not feel so much death and around me. |
||
− | But your single image bothers me, |
||
− | exasperates me, I rediscovered |
||
− | more eager than the last time, |
||
− | but with a lesson that will never die... |
||
− | Chapter 21: |
||
− | THERE WAS NO TIME |
||
− | |||
− | They walked in the lost city. |
||
− | They passed unnecessary assumptions. |
||
− | They knew what they wanted... |
||
− | |||
− | It was mixed into the unknown. |
||
− | He pushed his senses too. |
||
− | The words began to lie... |
||
− | |||
− | Fear anger erupted. |
||
− | Opportunities refused. |
||
− | Again, again fear... |
||
− | |||
− | They dispelled the night in a meeting. |
||
− | The growing concerns therefore |
||
− | but that did not matter yet... |
||
− | |||
− | There was no time for time. |
||
− | Life did not know more than grieve. |
||
− | You decided without asking. |
||
− | |||
− | You missed out on the town again. |
||
− | The whispers never stopped there. |
||
− | Your lips, I prefer not to remember them well. |
||
− | |||
− | It exploded in a rage without direction. |
||
− | Too much thought in your eyes. |
||
− | The time came one month ahead... |
||
− | |||
− | But yesterday I needed your statement |
||
− | that rejection was confirmed. |
||
− | I hope I never lose... |
||
− | |||
− | Today I hold so long. |
||
− | Stars shine because they perish, |
||
− | light because they do not feel fear. |
||
− | |||
− | You ran away in jubilation revealed. |
||
− | No more options possible. |
||
− | A grave at the bottom of oblivion... |
||
− | Chapter 22: |
||
− | THORNS AND MEMORIES |
||
− | |||
− | Pollen clouds enclosing forgotten. |
||
− | Today I unleashed your knots, |
||
− | your eyes on edge, lost. |
||
− | I'm back to being who we never went. |
||
− | |||
− | Accumulated much lucidity. |
||
− | So much confusion to find me. |
||
− | Styles and songs I ever tell you. |
||
− | Sentences so hard Safeguard. |
||
− | Just to not hurt... |
||
− | |||
− | At night you may remember. |
||
− | I will be inevitable your lips. |
||
− | But I've cut ties |
||
− | calling please discard. |
||
− | |||
− | He spent our time, |
||
− | and I was too much for you. |
||
− | Remorderme in this |
||
− | no longer useful, not for me. |
||
− | |||
− | A shooting star |
||
− | It was the intervention of your look. |
||
− | Perhaps this cross makes me miss, |
||
− | or perhaps die again... |
||
− | |||
− | But today contrails darkness |
||
− | They have teamed up to give me oblivion. |
||
− | Sorry I have already granted, he lashed. |
||
− | Forgiveness is what has never been to deny... |
||
− | |||
− | As a line behind my ears, |
||
− | aturdes my bones and memories. |
||
− | The night was made flesh, |
||
− | and your voice, despair. |
||
− | |||
− | No more surprises, no issues. |
||
− | I can laugh and advise, while |
||
− | you never have to get in the way, |
||
− | if your fear always leads to lose. |
||
− | |||
− | He spent our time, |
||
− | and I could get out in time... |
||
− | Chapter 23: |
||
− | SILENCE |
||
− | |||
− | Perdurándote so sorry. |
||
− | Many seas and do not really know. |
||
− | Scales of a messy round. |
||
− | |||
− | The streets are formed into words. |
||
− | Places to go devoured |
||
− | in a puff of wind in oblivion. |
||
− | |||
− | almost no excuses. |
||
− | Apologies and an inner burning. |
||
− | I did not blame you, I could not. |
||
− | |||
− | You sound so empty. Fear. |
||
− | Silently I need to hear your voice |
||
− | and listen to your steps toward me. |
||
− | |||
− | No more surprise than to |
||
− | continue to amaze. |
||
− | I'm tired of playing. |
||
− | |||
− | Silent, so quiet in my room. |
||
− | The walls of blood, which once wept, |
||
− | Today smile for me even more alone. |
||
− | |||
− | I'm tired of excuses. |
||
− | And yet I keep playing. |
||
− | So melted mask. |
||
− | |||
− | Your eyes, tears of the moon. |
||
− | So immersed madness behind them. |
||
− | Many dead in vain for you. |
||
− | |||
− | Afraid to sincerity. |
||
− | The contradictions are contradictory. |
||
− | I am to blame for your fears and illusions. |
||
− | |||
− | Silence, I need to hear your voice. |
||
− | I can not help but think of you today. |
||
− | You have created both introverted savagery. |
||
− | |||
− | No more surprises to come. |
||
− | I do not expect that will be more promises. |
||
− | Just I pretend to kiss your lips again... |
||
− | Chapter 24: |
||
− | ONE STAR TO INFINITY |
||
− | |||
− | Everything is so confusing. |
||
− | Nothing can be the same. |
||
− | Slaves, so tired today. |
||
− | Guilty of our delusion. |
||
− | |||
− | Conviction of a star to infinity. |
||
− | Contrails such a decisive love. |
||
− | |||
− | And when the truth be light. |
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− | And the meeting has no beginning. |
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− | Time will redeem our convictions... |
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− | |||
− | It was never anything so painful. |
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− | Lies were always more. |
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− | Intended, reverberated causalities. |
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− | Star innocent flight going. |
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− | |||
− | Certainty of a moon without its sea. |
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− | Drowning in the dark darkness. |
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− | |||
− | And when lying there be light. |
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− | And the silence forever shine. |
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− | Today is the time that once I looked... |
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− | Chapter 25: |
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− | AGAINST |
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− | |||
− | Both forgot killing |
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− | within stopped clocks out of time. |
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− | It's time to walk, small, |
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− | Fall may be the only solution. |
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− | |||
− | We grow from broken mirrors. |
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− | This world only requires us to do so. |
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− | But never forget to dream me. |
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− | Let me never forget... |
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− | |||
− | It's hard fall oblivion. |
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− | When neglect is the truth. |
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− | When me is pain free. |
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− | When the need is to revive again. |
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− | |||
− | So long for you, moon. |
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− | Such boldness needed. |
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− | Run to my meeting |
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− | and you cry because they can not stop me. |
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− | |||
− | I wanted to be so special. |
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− | Universes come together in you. |
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− | So misunderstood understanding. |
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− | So many decisions so quickly. |
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− | |||
− | Too flight between my memories. |
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− | It is time to write again. |
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− | Forgiveness comes alone and without rancor. |
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− | Sooner or later forgotten defeats us. |
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− | |||
− | Remove the stumbling girl. |
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− | You may need to see what I am. |
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− | You think me too giant. |
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− | And I thought being small. |
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− | |||
− | Breaking useless excuses. |
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− | As unnecessary for us. |
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− | Barriers that impose longer. |
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− | I will counter them. |
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− | Chapter 26 |
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− | DEFEATED |
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− | |||
− | How fragile can be your illusion... |
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− | If your wish is my bulls. |
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− | Madness reinvents itself |
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− | always through the mysteries. |
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− | |||
− | Where is the humility, |
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− | memory and your emerald? |
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− | You can become a monster. |
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− | Such farce over your head... |
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− | |||
− | Place you in a universal place. |
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− | To kill encompassing solution. |
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− | Throwing a stone at my face, |
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− | one that is supposed to can not. |
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− | |||
− | Freezing my fierce impatience. |
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− | Stirring from oblivion worms. |
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− | A postcard on your images. |
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− | An infinite and so tempting mirror. |
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− | |||
− | The rest of your lives, |
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− | They are just phrases and lies. |
||
− | How fragile can be your decision, |
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− | if all you play, you sleep? |
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− | |||
− | the sea on your temple rises. |
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− | The storm delayed me. |
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− | Implodes anything unnecessary, |
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− | on a hollow always forgotten. |
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− | |||
− | The infernalidad the act becomes. |
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− | The reverberant in your bones |
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− | flesh becomes my ears. |
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− | Where teachers are not met. |
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− | |||
− | Excesses killed by stupidity. |
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− | I've found it so unreasonable. |
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− | Threaten your turning my words. |
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− | So right returned by your gut. |
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− | |||
− | Lying in the dark, so sleepy. |
||
− | Intrude apprehended lies. |
||
− | Beforehand I knew your reaction. |
||
− | Today I encounter, with such contempt. |
||
− | |||
− | And you laugh monstrously, |
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− | which drug to my senses. |
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− | The future shows me even bigger. |
||
− | how fragile can be your incision. |
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− | Chapter 27: |
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− | CONSTELLATION |
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− | |||
− | Winter. attempts |
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− | announced a disappointment. |
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− | Sunsets. regrets |
||
− | a trip to oblivion and nothingness. |
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− | |||
− | Autumn was hell |
||
− | and your lips a constellation. |
||
− | In babia I've been, |
||
− | looking into your eyes, illusion. |
||
− | |||
− | You can be the sea of the seas. |
||
− | But darkness, and not sorry. |
||
− | You can, if you want to drown. |
||
− | But I live lies if there is still air. |
||
− | |||
− | Silence. |
||
− | eternal refuge of the unspeakable. |
||
− | You looks. |
||
− | Contradictory to what the words say. |
||
− | |||
− | Now distant jubilation of a misunderstanding. |
||
− | Words meeting today |
||
− | and I do not want to understand. |
||
− | |||
− | Temperance to face. |
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− | A desire, perhaps unstable. |
||
− | Strength to resist your coldness. |
||
− | Perseverance, to destroy. |
||
− | Chapter 28: |
||
− | SERENITY |
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− | |||
− | I try in vain not draw you |
||
− | after the papers of this meeting. |
||
− | ink is lost in all your seas. |
||
− | And I lose even more because you have not returned. |
||
− | |||
− | And if death question for your arrival, |
||
− | I laugh even in his face. |
||
− | Your irony went after other worlds, |
||
− | It pierced my soul and hope... |
||
− | |||
− | As a child lost in fantasies, |
||
− | play unless I before you. |
||
− | Invention rancor and a sharp look. |
||
− | But I get lost if you're not with me. |
||
− | |||
− | So untimely unconsciousness |
||
− | tearing, flowers, your sadness. |
||
− | Poisons looks students, |
||
− | as a moonlit bright star. |
||
− | |||
− | Inventing explanations, creating, |
||
− | trying to light the coals for you. |
||
− | The constellations are all lost. |
||
− | And I fall into your endless universe. |
||
− | |||
− | Suspended in the void of your voice. |
||
− | Trying to forget your sacred lips. |
||
− | Despair in the lakes of temptation. |
||
− | I continue detaching from your arms. |
||
− | |||
− | And I thought that the end would begin |
||
− | flashed our madness. |
||
− | But you have governed every moment |
||
− | on one end than the beginning he had nothing. |
||
− | |||
− | And if death cries for you, |
||
− | I would say that maybe worth. |
||
− | Well, in your ways I've found. |
||
− | Maybe try again another worthwhile... |
||
− | |||
− | Apparent coldness not interest me. |
||
− | While hearing the truth of your actions, |
||
− | It does not affect me what appears to be. |
||
− | I know of your lips, if you'll let me. |
||
− | |||
− | Only if you admit me. |
||
− | Only if you share me your reality. |
||
− | That's all I want. |
||
− | For quite some time, |
||
− | when you've left your me. |
||
− | |||
− | And now I'm just sitting here. |
||
− | Waiting to see it happen. |
||
− | Mermaid, this time I know you delay |
||
− | I prefer that you not wait... |
||
− | Chapter 29: |
||
− | ON SUNSET |
||
− | |||
− | On the evening of a story. |
||
− | Or like a phoenix, to fight you. |
||
− | I did nothing distance |
||
− | to increase my destruction. |
||
− | |||
− | inflexible peace in your kisses. |
||
− | Fire on the seas today |
||
− | They are not anywhere. |
||
− | No longer shed. |
||
− | |||
− | See your bones in your eyes. |
||
− | Your lips contradicted |
||
− | your feelings yesterday |
||
− | I hope that today too. |
||
− | |||
− | Electrocuted by pain |
||
− | I try to get everything you want. |
||
− | Mourn is a bogus attempt to pain. |
||
− | I can not, I do not want more. |
||
− | |||
− | Let me be happy some point. |
||
− | I keep thinking in your memory. |
||
− | So mad and hurt your image. |
||
− | It hurts your faced fear. |
||
− | |||
− | Diverts your way, |
||
− | I hope retomarte moon. |
||
− | My moon, my princess. |
||
− | Is that today there is nobody else. |
||
− | |||
− | As much as look and look, |
||
− | no one else, there is not. |
||
− | I need to hear again. |
||
− | A month later I need rectificarte. |
||
− | |||
− | You left, I duel, you hurt me. |
||
− | Why we hurt, |
||
− | may be so happy!? |
||
− | You really are incomprehensible. |
||
− | |||
− | I can not stop kissing your memory. |
||
− | I do not want to let you go. I would not, |
||
− | let me go, if I'm still looking. |
||
− | Let me find you. At least today. |
||
− | |||
− | Can you with me |
||
− | I'm here to suffer much. |
||
− | Really I do not understand. |
||
− | I'm so lost, bewildered. |
||
− | |||
− | I am discovering, death, |
||
− | through the ink flowing beams. |
||
− | I find on these papers |
||
− | to which I write unable to flee. |
||
− | Chapter 30: |
||
− | IN ANOTHER COUNTRY |
||
− | |||
− | I forget the soft skin. |
||
− | As the sun goes down, |
||
− | I infer from your hands. |
||
− | I get lost in the night. |
||
− | |||
− | Shadows are your image. |
||
− | Wrap tranquility, |
||
− | which is retained by looking at you, |
||
− | attempts to explode. |
||
− | |||
− | Perhaps in another country. |
||
− | Sometimes I feel so far away. |
||
− | I know it's not the best. |
||
− | So many times I lost consciousness. |
||
− | |||
− | A cruel instinct |
||
− | to remind you to forget. |
||
− | The fall of a story |
||
− | I never had a happy ending. |
||
− | |||
− | The scope of your being |
||
− | I do not want to keep seeing. |
||
− | The closure can |
||
− | you do not want the wind. |
||
− | Chapter 31: |
||
− | IN TRANCE |
||
− | |||
− | In trance. |
||
− | In the middle of winter and hell. |
||
− | Between madness and tranquility. |
||
− | Maybe I never have to reach you. |
||
− | I have to be in a trance. |
||
− | I am dying of cold and think, |
||
− | quiet, but I think, |
||
− | sunk and die. |
||
− | Relive and again, |
||
− | again to feel hope |
||
− | both me clouds. |
||
− | |||
− | Find nearby |
||
− | saberte away. |
||
− | A solution without end. |
||
− | Some flavor to destroy me. |
||
− | Tasteless no madness. |
||
− | No madness there is no passion, |
||
− | Without passion there is no taste. |
||
− | And it all starts without knowing |
||
− | the circle you today dominates |
||
− | It is one that leaves nothing to understand. |
||
− | |||
− | My cold fingers, |
||
− | do not let me write. |
||
− | Your lips so fine |
||
− | do not let me be. |
||
− | You know that point |
||
− | I devour me on impulse. |
||
− | You know Tackle |
||
− | This, our meeting |
||
− | They are pleased |
||
− | a condemned loyalty. |
||
− | |||
− | Resisting is resent. |
||
− | Sentencing is my feeling. |
||
− | Waiting is my feeling. |
||
− | Opt for a wait |
||
− | that one day it will end. |
||
− | Leave your lips is the idea |
||
− | that I am reluctant to leave. |
||
− | |||
− | In trance. |
||
− | Today and tomorrow. |
||
− | Always trance. |
||
− | Anger is released into laughter. |
||
− | Your innocence is my cross, my light. |
||
− | Be sure something perishable. |
||
− | I knew I was so sick. |
||
− | The melodies are gone |
||
− | if not me your adventure. |
||
− | As fate would leave you. |
||
− | Your voice, incomprehensible, takes you away from me. |
||
− | And I fall into desire, anxiety, insanity, |
||
− | heated flavor woes, abandoned. |
||
− | So lonely and alone. |
||
− | So on your watch. |
||
− | So dismissive when apologize. |
||
− | Idiotic. |
||
− | |||
− | Your games, my fears. |
||
− | Your fears, my desires. |
||
− | Your will, my imbalance. |
||
− | damning folly. |
||
− | Unpardonable folly. |
||
− | So crazy to explode, |
||
− | out in words that no longer exist; |
||
− | do not let me look up |
||
− | and see your luminous darkness. |
||
− | My regret. |
||
− | Although both. |
||
− | |||
− | Always trance. |
||
− | Like crazy with his perfect plan. |
||
− | Always trance. |
||
− | Back into a trance. |
||
− | I fall asleep. |
||
− | In trance. |
||
− | Always in trance... |
||
− | Chapter 32: |
||
− | THE SIXTH WINTER |
||
− | |||
− | I woke up with an anchored my soul pain. |
||
− | I do not understand why the understanding. |
||
− | Winter takes over my eyes. |
||
− | Tears come broken before falling. |
||
− | |||
− | I flooded my poison of bitterness. |
||
− | I shut the hell you deserve, |
||
− | who both were offering me. |
||
− | The only solution is my madness. |
||
− | |||
− | Once heard words of doubt. |
||
− | He is destroying everything to have you. |
||
− | But today you prevent me from approaching |
||
− | when yesterday you said love me. |
||
− | |||
− | And I shall go away, |
||
− | to better see the stars. |
||
− | Soledad, you come to me. |
||
− | Not care if I'm not with her. |
||
− | |||
− | Winter attempt is made. |
||
− | The clarity is lost in your aroma. |
||
− | Back to your hell, |
||
− | to wake up somehow. |
||
− | |||
− | The beauty and innocence, |
||
− | learned are paid pain. |
||
− | Returns the love you've robbed you |
||
− | my soul, my voice... |
||
− | |||
− | My eyes have gone out of your mouth. |
||
− | Thinking too much with your thoughts |
||
− | It was the huge mistake of something |
||
− | he never had a real beginning. |
||
− | Chapter 33: |
||
− | I HAVE DONE NOTHING |
||
− | |||
− | It's late and I want |
||
− | lost in your immensity. |
||
− | Flight over your universe |
||
− | and I try to change things. |
||
− | |||
− | Destiny has deigned |
||
− | give me a chance. |
||
− | While'm looking for. |
||
− | Some time ago I found you. |
||
− | |||
− | When winter is transformed into heat, |
||
− | when the leaves fly around you. |
||
− | It is time for truths that are hidden. |
||
− | Not a moment to apologize. |
||
− | |||
− | I retain in restless images. |
||
− | Desperation to join in ties |
||
− | an untimely immensity |
||
− | such a torn right. |
||
− | |||
− | When the heat is not enough. |
||
− | cold is also required. |
||
− | If madness is compassion. |
||
− | If the meeting is contradiction. |
||
− | |||
− | When denial is pleasure. |
||
− | When revenge is not hatred. |
||
− | If the stones fall like rain, |
||
− | I take refuge in your voice. |
||
− | |||
− | Like a lion tamed for your winter. |
||
− | Destroyed a thousand storms. |
||
− | me no good my thinking |
||
− | if what I do is deprive you, |
||
− | I do nothing but deprive me... |
||
− | |||
− | Knowing that I am important. |
||
− | Knowing myself as prevailing. |
||
− | It makes me happy to know. |
||
− | But I need to quit your lips. |
||
− | |||
− | No time to time. |
||
− | I do not want to have order now. |
||
− | I hope a chance encounter. |
||
− | I hope the surprise, I assure you. |
||
− | |||
− | The cards have been played. |
||
− | Actually we agree. |
||
− | I thought too much attention. |
||
− | And I have not done anything, |
||
− | I have done nothing... |
||
− | |||
− | The fire was the attempt |
||
− | to make sure your spaces. |
||
− | Winter has fallen suddenly. |
||
− | You have become so cold. |
||
− | |||
− | I waited an empty feeling. |
||
− | I found no other explanation. |
||
− | Did not prove a promise. |
||
− | I do not want you to be offended, no. |
||
− | |||
− | Decided to abandon. I cry. |
||
− | Loneliness has left me, mate. |
||
− | Many years to come. |
||
− | And you just are here. |
||
− | |||
− | Downloads a leisurely feeling. |
||
− | There are so many other things to heal. |
||
− | Your pain, my pain, our mystery. |
||
− | So true and you you hide. |
||
− | |||
− | The inconsistency of your shame. |
||
− | And it is that somehow understand. |
||
− | I hate the cracks in my face in front of you. |
||
− | I hate to do this to me. |
||
− | |||
− | You'll have me in the desert |
||
− | and you forget me in the vastness. |
||
− | The world has to know. |
||
− | No need to hide much. |
||
− | |||
− | I write nonsense words, |
||
− | perhaps, at least for you. |
||
− | Insured in the truth, |
||
− | afraid to lose yourself in your fear. |
||
− | I hope we win you that... |
||
− | |||
− | Lies hover in the air. |
||
− | The atmosphere is exasperated. |
||
− | It is death who despairs, |
||
− | to see you smile a little. |
||
− | |||
− | Return to the confused happiness. |
||
− | The universe returns to the abnormality |
||
− | your desvelante inconsistency. |
||
− | I do not want and dream of my pain... |
||
− | Chapter 34: |
||
− | JUST THINK |
||
− | |||
− | Mares open your home quiet |
||
− | And you wait for the moment to prevent |
||
− | the words of a celestial flavor, winged, |
||
− | resisting your crystallized feel. |
||
− | |||
− | The fire is lit in poisonous flowers. |
||
− | The truths up in honor of you. |
||
− | The lights go out in your glorious glow. |
||
− | And you think. Just you think... |
||
− | |||
− | Hear lies learned from childhood. |
||
− | You resist simply resist. |
||
− | The blows that give us life and death |
||
− | they are objects of distraction vanished. |
||
− | |||
− | Wait, just wait |
||
− | do not give time to sigh. |
||
− | Callas quietly penalties. |
||
− | You do not stop destination to watch. |
||
− | |||
− | You think. Just you think... |
||
− | Chapter 35: |
||
− | YOUR CRYING |
||
− | |||
− | I am the sea melts into lava |
||
− | and hell waiting for you generate in me. |
||
− | I am the hurricane looks collapses |
||
− | by loneliness that both exasperates me. |
||
− | |||
− | I am the earthquake that destroys the green of my dreams |
||
− | by nightmares without reason. |
||
− | I am the rain that hits your bones |
||
− | and moistens your mouth to confront. |
||
− | |||
− | I am the sun has ceased to shine |
||
− | because the moon falls in disappointment. |
||
− | I am the truth nonexistent |
||
− | a poet who has stopped feeling. |
||
− | |||
− | I am the force that breaks against your veins |
||
− | by faith succumbed in your tears. |
||
− | I am, I'm here. |
||
− | While I wait, I'm dying. |
||
− | |||
− | Come with me to suffer. |
||
− | Disoriented in your eyes. |
||
− | Destroy my respect for your warmth. |
||
− | Flood my being in your blood. |
||
− | Chapter 36: |
||
− | THE MEETING |
||
− | |||
− | You were there waiting for me |
||
− | and I would not be. |
||
− | Truth never were a song |
||
− | let alone any pain. |
||
− | |||
− | And if you ever come back at the end, |
||
− | I do not want to see you again involved in these winds. |
||
− | I do not want at any time hide the truth. |
||
− | The silence was worth a truth poisoning. |
||
− | |||
− | And if you call me back to mourn, |
||
− | I not want to see more envestida in hysteria. |
||
− | Silence is not a tyrant, help hands |
||
− | bleeding to seek caress. |
||
− | |||
− | I do not know if I wait longer, I do not really interested |
||
− | I prefer to die because of you, to die alone. |
||
− | I do not know if I want ya, a shield in the head. |
||
− | My fate is shared values that they forget about you. |
||
− | |||
− | You were there lost, defeated, convinced |
||
− | that nothing would change and reached your destination, |
||
− | Mine has been a while and I find |
||
− | quiet and if I do not see the time on your side. |
||
− | |||
− | Listen to me. I'm not like the others |
||
− | nor do I want to be. The meeting is delayed |
||
− | and winds were fleshed in my body |
||
− | looking uneasily your lips... |
||
− | Chapter 37: |
||
− | HEAVEN, HELL |
||
− | |||
− | Heaven, hell in your eyes. |
||
− | Throb in my voice. I'm unprepared. |
||
− | I smell what hidden |
||
− | and you lock yourself in your fear. |
||
− | |||
− | You me move away for safety. |
||
− | You get lost in your nightmares. |
||
− | I not want to leave, no |
||
− | now that you're so close. |
||
− | |||
− | You hurt me so much indeed. |
||
− | Mares prohibited without ceasing. |
||
− | I hope you come to me. |
||
− | Your fears are my nightmares. |
||
− | |||
− | You hide in tears |
||
− | and remember without thinking. |
||
− | And forget your past. |
||
− | Open your eyes, look at me. |
||
− | |||
− | I say things that hurt me so much |
||
− | and I do not think more. |
||
− | Chains hold me |
||
− | to avoid falling into the sea. |
||
− | |||
− | Turn off your light and you lose |
||
− | on the banks of bewilderment. |
||
− | Look at me, here I am. |
||
− | Ready for anything, I suffer. |
||
− | |||
− | I hope dreams, invention attempt |
||
− | and you do not want to hurt me. |
||
− | Time is my enemy. |
||
− | Quit thinking. |
||
− | |||
− | I want to live in you |
||
− | and die to the beat of your senses. |
||
− | That hell away |
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− | and give me your heat. |
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− | |||
− | I would like, I listen |
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− | and you know how much I love you. |
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− | Say words that soothe you, |
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− | you just calm down. |
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− | |||
− | And I hope, time, effort |
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− | again and again. |
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− | Get rid of your fear |
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− | and let my hopes. Do not kill me so... |
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− | Chapter 38: |
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− | ...ALWAYS I HOPE |
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− | |||
− | I still hope, |
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− | in that place |
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− | we do not know. |
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− | always I hope. |
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− | Sometimes awake. |
||
− | and I am again waiting. |
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− | Your tardy arrival... |
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− | Always sleep with her. |
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− | Your sensitive eyes |
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− | I never thought, never have them. |
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− | I have so sleepy and, |
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− | accumulated very tired. |
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− | I'm so tired of waiting. |
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− | But I'm also waiting. |
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− | Always waiting. |
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− | In one corner you'll wait |
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− | asleep and waning moon. |
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− | From here I can not. |
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− | continue this face. |
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− | But as I continue with me... |
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− | Some of you holding me. |
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− | You got me, thinking, or not. |
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− | The lot is over. |
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− | Nothing was random, it never was. |
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− | I still wait. |
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− | I write and resent. |
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− | Another day happens and I |
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− | Continuous sitting here, |
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− | here so entranced. |
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− | Tours words. |
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− | Again and again the senses. |
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− | We may never understand. |
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− | But I understand. |
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− | I arremeteré sweetly... |
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− | Failure contained, |
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− | insostenida despair. |
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− | The truths are hidden |
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− | in indevelables mysteries. |
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− | Or so you think. |
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− | Many studies and pressures. |
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− | And more nonexistent touch. |
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− | Some memories and songs. |
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− | They hide kisses yet... |
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− | And still I wait. |
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− | I keep waiting here surrendered. |
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− | Smiles me cry. |
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− | The games are gone. |
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− | Feelings still flowing. |
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− | Tours lips |
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− | which is not yet cross. |
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− | They do not, not yet... |
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− | I hope, always hope. |
||
− | Although life seems |
||
− | ask for help there. |
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− | I'm here surrendered. |
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− | At your feet, in the theater. |
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− | Step up features. |
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− | There is no longer fun. |
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− | If you are not with me at your side. |
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− | Pictures, paintings, points |
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− | stars, you, my star. |
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− | Although unwilling, I will |
||
− | waiting for you to come to me. |
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− | I hope, I do hope so. |
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− | Whenever you come to me |
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− | I hope forever. |
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− | I simply hope. |
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− | I always hope... |
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− | Always... |
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− | you sleep... |
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− | Chapter 39: |
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− | FLAVORED WITH REMOTE |
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− | |||
− | He expected a smile. |
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− | The blessing was torture. |
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− | You would find my childhood |
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− | surrendered to your madness. |
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− | |||
− | I found little expression. |
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− | Till then we wanted. |
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− | The sky sank sleep |
||
− | and our eyes are watching. |
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− | |||
− | Silence in the room, |
||
− | enemy of my solution. |
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− | The explosion of a mystery |
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− | it was nothing but pain. |
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− | |||
− | When a child I laughed |
||
− | I not believe in you. |
||
− | I have suffered in this life. |
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− | I need you near me. |
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− | |||
− | Time has passed. |
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− | Things have revealed. |
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− | We must be in time. |
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− | And clarify these deceptions. |
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− | |||
− | Today I have seen your lips |
||
− | and I've asked my question. |
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− | Whenever you convince me that years |
||
− | They are more valuable than my absurd faith. |
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− | |||
− | A meeting flavored distance. |
||
− | Shame, I was higher. |
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− | Your eyes hidden in my dreams. |
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− | And your voice is gone from my voice. |
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− | |||
− | Confusion painful. |
||
− | Fear of confrontation |
||
− | It is the most impertinent folly. |
||
− | You will see that I am not lying. |
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− | |||
− | And heaven saw you back here. |
||
− | I thought I was surprise and custom. |
||
− | Sitting in the same place |
||
− | we were far from 1 October. |
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− | |||
− | And I would like to meet you. |
||
− | Delay is increasing madness.. |
||
− | But you have today been locked. |
||
− | Today you have been so dumb. |
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− | Chapter 40: |
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− | BETWEEN DREAMS |
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− | |||
− | If things turn around as I approached |
||
− | rather I am far away from you... |
||
− | If the distance is kiss you, |
||
− | I prefer to never approach. |
||
− | |||
− | If your eyes let me look at you, |
||
− | at your feet I surrender. |
||
− | I never imagined lose my way, |
||
− | as docile as fire. |
||
− | |||
− | Let me find you. |
||
− | Do not hide in his sleep. |
||
− | That is my fear nightmare. |
||
− | You're the miracle of my creation. |
||
− | |||
− | I'm here to hold you |
||
− | and look in silence. |
||
− | I want to close my eyes. |
||
− | Concentrate on your thirsty lips. |
||
− | |||
− | If your footsteps approach me. |
||
− | Why do I see on the horizon? |
||
− | If you still call me to sleep. |
||
− | I despair wish so close. |
||
− | |||
− | If you call me to go away |
||
− | after you, to find you. |
||
− | If a kiss away is the end. |
||
− | I want to start this over. |
||
− | Chapter 41: |
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− | THE WAY OF YOUR LIPS |
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− | |||
− | Flashes of dark flavor. |
||
− | burning tears. |
||
− | Desire is my temptation, |
||
− | ghosts of my life. |
||
− | |||
− | A dagger to the memories, |
||
− | moments of wakefulness. |
||
− | so sad pictures of you, |
||
− | your light. |
||
− | |||
− | Tearing cravings, |
||
− | receipt of my being. |
||
− | Lying not always deceives. |
||
− | What I want is to burn |
||
− | |||
− | And I do not pretend more |
||
− | nor do I want to evict. |
||
− | I do not want and |
||
− | forget forget. |
||
− | |||
− | The past, a ghost, |
||
− | the memory of a vain error. |
||
− | Such a mistaken view |
||
− | what was I supposed. |
||
− | |||
− | Pictures, colors and a point |
||
− | marking the way of your lips. |
||
− | I never thought the truth |
||
− | thus falling on you... |
||
− | |||
− | brittle seas, |
||
− | murky waters of fear. |
||
− | Impertinent folly. |
||
− | More pain, much pain... |
||
− | Chapter 42: |
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− | UNCONSCIOUS |
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− | |||
− | Everything always around you. |
||
− | Ghosts flying in mysteries. |
||
− | Death waits at your door |
||
− | but you are in silence. |
||
− | |||
− | boiling water over the body, |
||
− | enclose lagoons eternity. |
||
− | Saberte freedom is near, |
||
− | and confinement is not to be able to look. |
||
− | |||
− | Duda is the name of the concrete. |
||
− | I reflected in your voice but do not know. |
||
− | Hugging, touching are the secrets |
||
− | I would like to suggest. |
||
− | |||
− | Too many prohibited darkness. |
||
− | I wait but the wind exasperated. |
||
− | The fire begins to cool |
||
− | and larvae waiting out here. |
||
− | |||
− | Heavens fall, hell glow. |
||
− | Late afternoon in your eyes, it rains. |
||
− | Stability is my true enemy. |
||
− | Lights seek the unconscious. |
||
− | |||
− | Puns, lies |
||
− | I still accept inside. |
||
− | Feeling lucky vain. |
||
− | I would like to share this pain. |
||
− | |||
− | Princess of all evil, |
||
− | your heroes are falling. |
||
− | I just hope to get. |
||
− | I just want to not wait... |
||
− | Chapter 43: |
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− | clock walker |
||
− | |||
− | tik tok |
||
− | River raisins |
||
− | without stopping. |
||
− | |||
− | In the distance |
||
− | you miss |
||
− | on the horizon... |
||
− | and do not come back. |
||
− | Chapter 44: |
||
− | Love, you strengthen wills. |
||
− | Open seas. |
||
− | Bags Hearts |
||
− | best songs. |
||
− | Bring freedom from slavery |
||
− | bodies and minds. |
||
− | |||
− | Flaming torch, |
||
− | Soul Revolution |
||
− | Good fight, |
||
− | renewed hope. |
||
− | . |
||
− | Love, in your name |
||
− | They make roads where |
||
− | only they were spoils. |
||
− | cities rise |
||
− | destroyed. |
||
− | broken hearts are renewed. |
||
− | |||
− | Take me as a brand |
||
− | on your arm, |
||
− | Deliver me from the cold |
||
− | death. |
||
− | |||
− | Love covers my remains, |
||
− | Deliver me from pride, |
||
− | make me strong every moment |
||
− | robs my soul insolence |
||
− | |||
− | Love...never leave me! |
||
− | Chapter 45: |
||
− | YOU ARE SPECIAL |
||
− | |||
− | |||
− | your eyes are |
||
− | very beautiful |
||
− | I'm kind |
||
− | jealous, there |
||
− | What beautiful eyes |
||
− | |||
− | the truth |
||
− | not as I do |
||
− | forever attract |
||
− | I see you and |
||
− | I see myself with you |
||
− | weekly |
||
− | every day and |
||
− | hourly |
||
− | sometimes it |
||
− | I see you and me |
||
− | agreement |
||
− | that kiss |
||
− | and those words |
||
− | juicy |
||
− | |||
− | for |
||
− | I get tired telling |
||
− | all this easier |
||
− | woman like you there is only one |
||
− | Chapter 46: |
||
− | In my life... |
||
− | |||
− | In life I want to fulfill my dreams |
||
− | although we are a fragment of time |
||
− | I want to live meaningful |
||
− | enjoying every moment that nobody gives |
||
− | |||
− | Avoid those bitter moments |
||
− | only embitter those seconds so unique |
||
− | and lengthen minutes |
||
− | making this as something complex |
||
− | |||
− | I want to be happy |
||
− | stealing smiles, and be a fan of my desires |
||
− | |||
− | I want to live utopias |
||
− | fly to the clouds |
||
− | sing to the stars |
||
− | run under the shadow of the moon |
||
− | see the sun with wondering eyes |
||
− | and thank God I'm alive |
||
− | |||
− | If you had three wishes |
||
− | I'd rather not |
||
− | it is nothing if not magic |
||
− | |||
− | That magic that arises when awake |
||
− | and hides in dense night |
||
− | that magic prevailing daily |
||
− | and costs see |
||
− | that magic that only an honest heart understands |
||
− | and others think it's just part of living life |
||
− | |||
− | I do not want to lose that magic spark |
||
− | if that happened I would lose myself |
||
− | abandon my dreams and accept failure |
||
− | I prefer to live today |
||
− | and not keep distances to what I want |
||
− | the limit is the sky. |
||
− | Chapter 47: |
||
− | Sometimes I would ask your advice to the moon =) |
||
− | |||
− | Sometimes I would ask your advice to the moon... |
||
− | It's amazing how that bit of magic, can know so much .... |
||
− | so sometimes I would ask advice .. |
||
− | & Feeling that would be correct with his wise words ... |
||
− | |||
− | not for others to try the same and ignore me |
||
− | Chapter 48: |
||
− | Today I thought this, and does not control me and I wrote it when words no way want to leave you have to let flow |
||
− | |||
− | Every day that passes I am sad but the human race is impressive the huge number of minds out there and how different are each, the ends are so entertaining, it's a shame that today we find people who could swim in your own money and it is also sad to find people still have to eat the leftovers of others, although I am aware that this is not new and are unfortunately everyday life situations, I can not help but feel powerless to people who can not find him another end life more than money finished the world bite and if not, buy it, tell me you buy happiness? not as subtle and sincere gesture, free for all, while I spend good hour thinking about how much fun it would be to discover the strangeness of our brain |
||
− | so rare that world, which is nice for others for some becomes obsessive, maybe the way I see the world is different from many, for me what more it is a good heart, a good chat and a sincere hug, appearances are only masks, a very expensive and others that try to imitate them, is so cute walking with nothing to cover you in the end all we are all equal, and all life is good. |
||
− | This is not against anyone, but even just not surprise the many minds that we can find, even if you ever have said! "Who can think that .. woo is almost certain that someone will show up there and do it .... |
||
− | there is no doubt that we are so incredible creatures and yet so amazing! ... |
||
− | |||
− | the world looks different to each eye ,, |
||
− | before mine is something infinite and wonderful |
||
− | for others it is a great investment |
||
− | and some people seem to have misty eyes |
||
− | or they need to see a little beyond themselves ... |
||
− | Chapter 49: |
||
− | just I am writing & just think |
||
− | |||
− | Walking on nights like this |
||
− | I do not understand why your distance |
||
− | I see so close to my ideas |
||
− | and away my desires. |
||
− | |||
− | I cruise the streets looking at the sky |
||
− | and I seek a star that connect me with your eyes |
||
− | but clouds play and you hide behind them |
||
− | fog hits me in the face, and I feel a sigh. |
||
− | |||
− | Many faces and many gestures |
||
− | and I'm tied to your memory. |
||
− | |||
− | Because clinging to an almost random event |
||
− | if you were here the day would be different |
||
− | my life would take a different color |
||
− | maybe a little more rosy. |
||
− | |||
− | My eyes did not hold back and look at |
||
− | but my heart reacts time |
||
− | and crowns you behind the fog. |
||
− | |||
− | When it will be the day when the walls fall |
||
− | and I look at me as I am and I love you as you are |
||
− | |||
− | No masks or fears |
||
− | |||
− | Look into your eyes and at a glance |
||
− | say what I think, speak without words |
||
− | and a sweet kiss coffee flavor |
||
− | seal the tender encouragement give me your eyes |
||
− | |||
− | It is not just a utopian dream |
||
− | It is what my heart would tell you |
||
− | but at the end of the day just I am writing .. and just think ... |
||
− | Chapter 60: |
||
− | what my heart seeks |
||
− | |||
− | I am seeking a sincere heart |
||
− | a blank page |
||
− | capable of giving to the words |
||
− | dictated by the heart and soul |
||
− | in life one idealizes his love |
||
− | some Platonic or dreamed |
||
− | other realistic but far |
||
− | I want a heart that shares the fog |
||
− | afternoon coffee |
||
− | and the sweetness of the good life |
||
− | having flirty details |
||
− | and share a subtle and sincere heart |
||
− | I am seeking a hero of medieval legend |
||
− | a modern Romeo, not far from the essence |
||
− | tale prince, ready to write |
||
− | a story with a happy ending |
||
− | and challenges in the process |
||
− | an urban Tarzan, with different light dress |
||
− | willing to overcome challenges |
||
− | I want to enjoy life |
||
− | following the principles of my being |
||
− | share my greatest joys |
||
− | with some ears worthy of understanding |
||
− | and foremost and above all |
||
− | I want to be happy |
||
− | struggling to keep the sense of life that I plan |
||
− | I want to scream |
||
− | run |
||
− | muss |
||
− | cry |
||
− | angry |
||
− | all with the same intensity |
||
− | so when it's time to put everything in order |
||
− | see my life running for a second cause in me a sigh |
||
− | a sigh of happiness and satisfaction |
||
− | that all the experiences I had were intense |
||
− | and worth remembering every minute .. |
||
− | Chapter 61: |
||
− | Ideas for the year ending |
||
− | |||
− | I woke up thinking about past ideas |
||
− | how amazing time |
||
− | and they are changing things even though we do not perceive |
||
− | This year I learned many things from my |
||
− | surprised people that I will not see |
||
− | at least not in this life |
||
− | but they lived and always will |
||
− | in this very special place in my heart |
||
− | where ideas and people prevail |
||
− | it gave me something unique that I long remember |
||
− | every year we learn new things |
||
− | We know new faces |
||
− | and even better we know ourselves |
||
− | I live the present and am happy with the |
||
− | but lifetime |
||
− | is human back to the ideas of the past |
||
− | and perhaps produce some sigh in memories |
||
− | last I include my happy childhood |
||
− | maybe some Christmas and New Years |
||
− | the feeling of Epiphany, which was not sleeping |
||
− | or the affection of a being absent |
||
− | and this would include all |
||
− | Maybe you are fixing past mistakes |
||
− | I say I love you more |
||
− | and giving more hugs |
||
− | why do a balance |
||
− | any point of time |
||
− | It is beautiful, but when you live |
||
− | seek the meaning of life |
||
− | it's not that complicated once you're happy |
||
− | with what you have and misses |
||
− | and just last he gave these and joys |
||
− | and we live a present a little heavier |
||
− | that is the challenge! |
||
− | and life without challenges becomes monotonous |
||
− | remember the past with a smile |
||
− | and we face the present with a larger |
||
− | life is my greatest inspiration |
||
− | I love for my family and friends |
||
− | It is what let me think the words |
||
− | and time is the clear location of existence |
||
− | take a piece of life, one time |
||
− | and other words, I love you shout |
||
− | those who deserve |
||
− | and give sincere hugs whose heart dictates |
||
− | we set dreams and reach goals |
||
− | we give forgiveness to offense |
||
− | and we celebrate with those who believe we |
||
− | in the memories remember |
||
− | those whom we can not hug |
||
− | but someday we did and taught |
||
− | wonderful things |
||
− | us face everyday |
||
− | and smile |
||
− | embracing life |
||
− | and admiring the magic of time |
||
− | Chapter 62: |
||
− | the light |
||
− | |||
− | And so we were, embracing, lying in a beautiful meadow, before we had the vastness of the universe, a sky full of stars that gave a twist when the flowers around us even felt close to me and it seemed that we were tickled within the silence heard the whispers of ants, crickets sang along with the cicadas, the atmosphere was sweating a sweet aroma, the weather was perfect, if not perceived it as well, but I think love conspired with everything surrounded us and made the time was unique, no more boast, I opened my eyes, and were stunned to see his, in his eyes I could read a myriad of emotions that gave me peace of mind and also caused some excitement and tenderness as she watched him I saw his lips meant something without more expected of them came a beautiful |
||
− | - I love you - |
||
− | my ears appreciated those words, at one time thought into an emotional crisis, wanted to say what I thought but did not think what he meant, suddenly and without explanation, said one |
||
− | -me too - |
||
− | The words jumped out of my mouth before I had time to reflect what he had said, he smiled at me, her smile was sincere, the kind that today deserve to be saved, you return the smile, and my eyes felt a slight sheen, was radiantly happy, perhaps love, no time to think about what would happen next, living for today was amazing and felt a endless desire to freeze that moment or perhaps dissolve and become imbued with the smell and feel the warm embrace a forever and esfumarme, but perhaps did not have the will to leave, not without the ... |
||
− | Beautiful moments that gives us life, and lucky to live them ... |
||
− | Night increasingly stretched more, time to go was getting closer, and it was we got ready to continue our way, I do not think what happened just think of what we live, I believe that destiny is preparing us something both, I hope and be quick because if I can not forget those hugs .... |
||
− | Chapter 63: |
||
− | trip to nowhere.. |
||
− | |||
− | And to enhance the magic of the night |
||
− | keep a secret |
||
− | ocultemoslo in that cup of coffee |
||
− | and silent, do not open your eyes |
||
− | shh! anyone hear us |
||
− | Once that light streaming from the window |
||
− | if that, where raindrops fall and the street even in sight, full of mysteries and doubts that image so beautiful |
||
− | feel a tingling, I find it curious |
||
− | you accompany me discovered that behind the fog, |
||
− | then he takes my hand and throw to nothing |
||
− | night is moist but fears |
||
− | and the moon is a witness but is absent |
||
− | No more special moment that this |
||
− | Be careful, the floor slips |
||
− | I trust your eyes lead me to secrecy, |
||
− | that strange creatures live here |
||
− | They look like butterflies, |
||
− | bright butterflies,where dreams will live ?? |
||
− | I think we're almost there, perceive the smell of wet earth |
||
− | wow! we are in the clouds |
||
− | runs just reach,throw us in the cloud |
||
− | observing the stars |
||
− | I think they are dancing to the rhythm of a strange compass |
||
− | It seems to swing bunt shoe |
||
− | They say crazy thing |
||
− | it is late, we will have |
||
− | take my hand, let's go home |
||
− | Thanks for joining me in this journey to nowhere. |
||
− | =) |
||
− | Chapter 64: |
||
− | why callus & I write |
||
− | |||
− | at times I think of you |
||
− | usually when evening falls |
||
− | and the fog begins to emerge |
||
− | I have concluded that my biggest mistake is to love |
||
− | look at you from afar and sigh for your existence |
||
− | and that little bit of world that we lived |
||
− | which in turn rotates while ago you did not see clearly |
||
− | that I am absent |
||
− | that what I think does not hear from you |
||
− | that I love but do not see |
||
− | and if I see ideas vanish |
||
− | so I shut up and write |
||
− | writing ideas run and hug you |
||
− | but when the time comes |
||
− | time to face reality |
||
− | off the books and writings |
||
− | out there where there is no glass covering me |
||
− | and on sunny days the fog does not help |
||
− | That's when I realize I do not know you |
||
− | I look at you and do not dare to jump |
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− | cross that abyss from which I hope I bailouts |
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− | take me by the hand and do not let me fall |
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− | but I fear |
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− | as a child of heights |
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− | when approaching, I would go back immediately |
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− | but there is something that drives to break the challenge |
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− | and if it succeeds smiles. |
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− | I think loving you is not love |
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− | look at you is watching you |
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− | but since I can ask the sea |
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− | a wish if I put no intention of doing |
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− | I think overcome this, you stole my breath |
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− | do not know when, how or that pretext |
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− | but succeed in discovering a solution to this mess |
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− | I just hope to be in due time |
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− | Chapter 65: |
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− | Why am I writing? |
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− | |||
− | I was asked today |
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− | Why do you write that ! ? |
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− | for now I erased the words and go into shock at not finding a logical response |
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− | After thinking for a while, answer ... |
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− | I do not know,, just write it |
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− | and then I said, but when you get inspired by you can think of that ?? |
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− | and I said no, no, just happens ... |
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− | then also asked if "do not know" that you write |
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− | I said I just think and write, do not know why, maybe sometimes everything starts in a meaningless phrase, but when you find a way to go into that phrase achievement spin it with more words, and my mind begins to divagarse,, I I just think about my life and what surrounds me, love inspires me, my family, friends, the world itself, the moon, many things |
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− | Answer: aaa Mikko Ok, still writing,, |
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− | |||
− | hehehe |
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− | Chapter 66: |
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− | evening mist.. shh perfect inspiration |
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− | |||
− | After the window is just a little light |
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− | seems to be a house, if that pretty |
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− | the haze is low, white, and hidden |
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− | Chipi Chipi falls,and in the silence you hear |
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− | this deserted street, cold embrace |
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− | shh! Silence abounds |
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− | the wind does not run,the afternoon is gray |
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− | the moon is hidden |
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− | you feel confused |
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− | confused and absent |
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− | absent and safely |
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− | shh! fog hidden |
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− | seemed a sad day to such a description |
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− | but no, it is not |
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− | my eyes cause curious tenderness |
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− | Today it is a quiet afternoon |
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− | a curious night |
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− | a mysterious sunset |
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− | an afternoon mist |
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− | shh ! perfect inspiration |
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− | Chapter 67: |
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− | to muss |
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− | |||
− | We should address this phrase with intensity without poses, enjoying every moment, every experience, every affection. Undoubtedly, we would be much happier. |
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− | |||
− | Today I learned that you have to let life uncombed you, so I decided to enjoy life more intensely... The world is crazy. Definitely crazy... The rich, fattening. The nice thing is expensive. The sun that lights your face wrinkle. And the really great thing about this life, ruffles... |
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− | - Making love, ruffles. |
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− | - Laugh out loud, ruffles. |
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− | - Travelling, fly, run, get into the sea, ruffles. |
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− | - Take off your clothes, ruffles. |
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− | - Kiss the one you love, ruffles. |
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− | - Play, ruffles. |
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− | - Sing until you run out of air, ruffles. |
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− | - Dance until you doubt whether it was good idea to wear high heels that night, lets your hair unrecognizable... |
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− | |||
− | So as always whenever we meet I'll be with disheveled hair... |
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− | |||
− | However, have no doubt that I will be going through the happiest moment of my life. It is a fact of life: always going to be more disheveled woman who chooses to go in the first basket of the roller coaster that you choose not to climb. |
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− | |||
− | You might feel tempted me to be a neat, combed and neat inside and out woman. This classified ad world requires good looks: Comb, please, take off, buy, run, slim, eat healthy, walk up straight, put serious... |
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− | |||
− | And maybe you should follow the instructions but when I was going to give the order to be happy? Did not realize that to look cute, I have to feel beautiful... The most beautiful person I can be! |
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− | |||
− | All that really matters is that when you look in the mirror, see the woman should be. So my recommendation to all women and men because they |
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− | |||
− | Surrender, Come rich, kisses, embraces, Make Love, Dance, Fall in love, relax, travel, jump, lie down late, up early, run, fly, sing, cute Put, Put comfortable, admires the scenery, enjoy, |
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− | |||
− | and above all, let life uncombed you!!! |
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− | |||
− | The worst that can happen is that smiling in the mirror, you have to re-comb. |
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− | Chapter 68: |
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− | if you understand me and smiles but also laughter is false but I shall already have stolen some gesture |
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− | Chapter 69: |
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− | strange feeling hehe |
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− | |||
− | Chub live our existence |
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− | with a different yearning |
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− | I think otherness tells me I miss you |
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− | but the truth, I had not thought |
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− | I think that makes me not see clear |
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− | but the thought that you might see |
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− | I insist curiosity |
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− | sentiment existed |
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− | but this hides you |
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− | and he says I'm over you |
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− | You have someone else |
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− | you are happy |
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− | And I'm |
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− | but I want to see you |
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− | talk to you |
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− | steal a smile |
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− | and give you a hug |
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− | sincere of course, and measured |
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− | I'll buy you a coffee and remember what lived |
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− | I do not love you anymore |
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− | but I wanted |
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− | Today I see no |
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− | but I want to see you |
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− | strange and unreasonable feeling |
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− | if I do not say it hurts me |
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− | shh, I think my heart gives you a beat |
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− | only one that ran out of both beating |
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− | and not be returned. |
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− | |||
− | I never thought I'd write a verse |
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− | but time throws me letters |
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− | and heart to feeling. |
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− | Chapter 70: |
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− | smile if you know what I mean ... |
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− | |||
− | Enter the writer ... |
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− | |||
− | Sees his sad muse |
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− | He sits, and asks for a coffee |
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− | loaded, as the night is long |
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− | looks and sighs |
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− | from afar and silently |
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− | she is silent, enjoying the moment |
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− | his eyes focused on nothing, something happens to him |
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− | her chest gives a sigh... |
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− | The atmosphere is loud |
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− | but they do not notice |
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− | time stands still in the event. |
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− | |||
− | You feel observed, turns his gaze |
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− | and sees it .. |
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− | cautious, watching |
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− | ignores their presence |
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− | he disappoints |
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− | back view |
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− | a smile given away |
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− | he winks |
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− | she laughs, and their hearts beat. |
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− | If silence abound |
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− | They would hear his heartbeat |
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− | meeting, knowing |
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− | across the diner coffee |
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− | surpassing noise and jazz |
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− | |||
− | None takes the initiative to walk to the other |
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− | They return to the delight of his coffee. |
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− | |||
− | Without thinking he walks towards her |
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− | the look slowly, quietly |
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− | and eyes. |
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− | |||
− | Eyes speak |
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− | and the tears start coming out of their eyes |
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− | do not know what's wrong, it's just a sad lady. |
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− | |||
− | The timely launch hug, hugs |
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− | A cute,soft, sincere support breathe. |
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− | |||
− | touching scene |
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− | the blue background, front fog |
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− | set by murmurs and laughter |
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− | when it encapsulated and just them. |
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− | |||
− | - What's going on ? - Question |
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− | - Life - answers |
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− | - So smile! Even we live |
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− | do not cry, here is my hand, |
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− | cry on my shoulder, feeling my support |
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− | looking skyward, he makes a wish |
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− | Calm your cravings, enjoy life .. |
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− | - I love you - and if life disappears |
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− | that vanish at this time |
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− | where I hold you in my arms and squeeze forward |
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− | because without you this time would not be true |
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− | because if you go would be incomplete |
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− | smiling if I understand if you do not pretend smile |
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− | however false and I will have stolen a gesture. |
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− | Chapter 71: |
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− | I am a walker a path wandering mist on your face, the breeze in your hair, coffee in hand and sight in my dreams |
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− | Chapter 72: |
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− | I saw only |
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− | |||
− | I saw only |
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− | let a smile out of my lips |
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− | of those happy |
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− | where the eyes are made tiny |
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− | and cheeks make you look a little pits |
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− | this is a genuine smile |
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− | and some measure |
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− | a so-regale you today |
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− | I thought it would not be |
||
− | but I smiled |
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− | it was nice to meet you |
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− | because I knew you |
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− | just needed to see you again |
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− | and find out if in a silent glance |
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− | there was any feeling |
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− | and I welcome the result |
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− | It is nice to know that something so hard existed |
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− | slowly it's over |
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− | painless and debris |
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− | only the heart forgot |
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− | not erase, because it never does |
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− | and if even late |
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− | It is a sincere heartbeat |
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− | a beat for you |
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− | and what felt |
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− | Chapter 73: |
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− | Because you're mine |
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− | Because you're not mine |
||
− | Because I look and I die, |
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− | |||
− | And worse than I die, if I do not watch love, if I do not look.. |
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− | Chapter 74: |
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− | You looks |
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− | |||
− | The curious thing about the looks |
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− | it is to observe |
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− | pupils find a reason |
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− | or smile |
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− | lately I think of the eyes |
||
− | there are deep glances |
||
− | converse while watching you |
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− | those looks you shrink |
||
− | but they are curious and are perhaps the truest |
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− | a common and deep look |
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− | It is that friend who sees you know |
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− | and in it you trust, if you Cegas |
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− | even the feel and needless |
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− | see straight to rely upon |
||
− | or perhaps vice versa |
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− | I only know that looks can be silent |
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− | and at the same time in a blink |
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− | thousands of screaming I love you |
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− | with a quiet and honest look |
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− | I think the words only accompany |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | |||
− | Look me in the eyes and forehead, I dreamed of seeing, reading the language of your eyes, and find out if you cried or laughed, I do not know, just see you, but my eyes did not want to be silent even though the words the trace in clash with your eyes. |
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− | Chapter 75: |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | This is the continuation of what I wrote above .... |
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+ | You were the only one to make me smile, the one that made me cry and the one that made me laugh<br /> |
||
− | smiles what I mean.. |
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− | In those eyes shut and prevents swimming in his eyes |
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− | |||
− | do not be silent |
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− | do not stop me look |
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− | I will perhaps find some sad in my eyes |
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− | they are not sad, they have been disappointed |
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− | for life if |
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− | by love too |
||
− | I see your smile just reflected in my eyes |
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− | maybe see you sigh |
||
− | I miss your hugs if you also |
||
− | I do sighs are taught that treacherous |
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− | deep eyes feel more |
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− | and wanting hugs are indelible |
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− | then tell me your poet misty afternoon |
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− | callus, I hear that my role in your eyes |
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− | if I ever shut me |
||
− | if I look sigh |
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− | I want to be a reason in your pupils |
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− | and breathe your sighs |
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− | I want a coffee for your life |
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− | and a tea with milk for mine |
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− | Wrap me in your eyes |
||
− | and make me smile |
||
− | Tell me look, I want to hear what your eyes cry me |
||
− | and if any affection does not arise |
||
− | in those eyes shut |
||
− | and prevents swimming in his eyes |
||
− | A phrase once told me I had a boyfriend |
||
− | As would be the shadow of your body at all times so you would be following closely and when night down in silence your shadow stay attached to your body. |
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− | Chapter 76: |
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− | intense feeling |
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− | |||
− | Look into my eyes and lie on the look |
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− | dry your thirst with my tears |
||
− | envelops your coat in her arms |
||
− | Call me deluded, stupid, conceited |
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− | steals the soul and eat it |
||
− | and if you come back with a fool naive speech |
||
− | asking forgiveness on knees |
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− | make fun of me |
||
− | if my love is worthy of you |
||
− | will be in a forever |
||
− | in a chapter of life |
||
− | at that time he will have been his years |
||
− | and the birds have flown slowly |
||
− | where hugs have been sincere |
||
− | and each kiss was a caress and love you |
||
− | let me know if you want me in the eye |
||
− | streets not your looks |
||
− | and steals the spark of my light |
||
− | so that when our lives vanish |
||
− | and we are separated |
||
− | do an analysis discover |
||
− | who all lived was intense |
||
− | that all pain |
||
− | He had a return |
||
− | and although we fail |
||
− | love forgiveness |
||
− | it came to light |
||
− | and in the middle of a kiss |
||
− | ask forgiveness |
||
− | why call me silly, goofy, deluded |
||
− | but I want to tell you |
||
− | my love and fortune |
||
− | because all feeling intense |
||
− | It shows how deep is your heart |
||
− | and how strong your eyes |
||
− | Chapter 77: |
||
− | poem,, |
||
− | |||
− | Look at me |
||
− | only that, but hard |
||
− | and talk to |
||
− | but the ear, and slowly |
||
− | detente in the sounds of the street |
||
− | and fix your eyes on my |
||
− | Smile at me, hold me |
||
− | do not stop your desires |
||
− | I want you close |
||
− | and I do not want the dream ends |
||
− | Enlighten my eyes with your smile |
||
− | and becomes light |
||
− | we go to sea |
||
− | live voice and shout |
||
− | if the waves are finished |
||
− | our love the opaque |
||
− | I do not miss in the sand |
||
− | and if you lose me find me in the stars |
||
− | make a wish to the moon |
||
− | that silent watching the feeling |
||
− | and treasure my poems |
||
− | I do not write all in vain |
||
− | every word is a living feeling |
||
− | every rhyme one beating and a sense |
||
− | and each sheet I write |
||
− | It is my heart and is beating |
||
− | so I do not callus |
||
− | better write |
||
− | Chapter 78: |
||
− | Love Letters |
||
− | |||
− | Every time I read your comments, |
||
− | I get glad to listen |
||
− | Every time I answer I do not have words to express, |
||
− | How much I love you |
||
− | Without your words, |
||
− | I could not live |
||
− | My eyes are fixed on you, |
||
− | And not who you are |
||
− | Sigh see you, |
||
− | In my arms |
||
− | I sighed in my room, |
||
− | And I could not sleep |
||
− | All day I think of you, |
||
− | In order to see |
||
− | I always wonder, |
||
− | Why can not you be with me? |
||
− | And always without words, |
||
− | I'm in love |
||
− | Although you see, |
||
− | I can not tell you when you mean to me |
||
− | Insurance because words will not leave me, |
||
− | In my mouth sigh escapes |
||
− | |||
− | You're everything to me, |
||
− | I give you my world just for you |
||
− | Would you like my heart? |
||
− | This even more in love than I, |
||
− | Your simple words, |
||
− | It is filled inside me |
||
− | I'm glad to know that you exist, |
||
− | Someday we'll be together forever |
||
− | Nobody ever separates us, |
||
− | And we will live for one another |
||
− | You want to see what's in my heart? |
||
− | Only words of love, |
||
− | I can not say to your face |
||
− | Only love that can not be reciprocated, |
||
− | And love that my heart aches |
||
− | I keep looking if you wrote me, |
||
− | And I'm glad if you did |
||
− | |||
− | A rose I love you give, |
||
− | Because you're a beauty |
||
− | I love you send a letter, |
||
− | For that you read and you save with love |
||
− | A message you want to give, |
||
− | I love you madly |
||
− | I want to give my heart, |
||
− | Because you liked |
||
− | My lips want to join, |
||
− | And merge them with yours and |
||
− | I have written poetry, |
||
− | Because I like you very much |
||
− | I dedicate a smile, |
||
− | From the keyboard of my computer |
||
− | A beautiful tale of love, |
||
− | I want to come true |
||
− | between us |
||
− | A little laughter, |
||
− | I want to hear you |
||
− | For your full lips that I want to kiss |
||
− | |||
− | Do you accept my love? |
||
− | I hope the answer is yes, |
||
− | But because I could not live |
||
− | You make me fall in love even more each day, |
||
− | And I can not forget |
||
− | Do not forget me, |
||
− | Or I'll be sad |
||
− | And then I cry and my heart split in two |
||
− | The full moon I look, |
||
− | And you'll look very beautiful |
||
− | And a desire of the stars, |
||
− | I want to touch your hand in mine |
||
− | |||
− | Take my hand and take me where you want, |
||
− | Where you take me I'll |
||
− | You want to be my forbidden love? |
||
− | Because if you want me too |
||
− | I'm crazy about your words, |
||
− | Crazy for everything, for you, for your name, for your fine art of drawing, for your sense and your spelling |
||
− | I cry for not being near you, |
||
− | My steps take your name "Jennifer" |
||
− | It's a pretty name, |
||
− | If your name's as beautiful as I imagine you |
||
− | |||
− | My eyes reflect sadness, |
||
− | I hope you know |
||
− | My eyes cry, |
||
− | Because you make me suffer like this |
||
− | My eyes get clouded, |
||
− | As a big storm |
||
− | My eyes are brown temptation, |
||
− | Lips kiss you and leave you breathless |
||
− | Kiss until the end of the world, |
||
− | I'll catch your hair and kiss you |
||
− | To leave you breathless stop a moment and follow it |
||
− | |||
− | My heart beats for you, |
||
− | I love you |
||
− | You love me? |
||
− | No more sweet your lips, |
||
− | Filled thousand |
||
− | I'll write more love letters and, |
||
− | And you read them painlessly, please |
||
− | Chapter 79: |
||
− | Smile |
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− | |||
− | Live learning not stop |
||
− | not even your eyes or looks Prevent |
||
− | Fans sun your arms to hug |
||
− | love, be happy,she laughs and cries |
||
− | |||
− | Life is a wheel |
||
− | sometimes we see in a tailspin, falling |
||
− | and cried, feeling sad |
||
− | and when we turn up |
||
− | lazamos air a laugh |
||
− | cute what being human is that |
||
− | feeling |
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− | |||
− | Do not miss out on the sea of memories |
||
− | We learn to live today |
||
− | and enjoy every moment, every moment |
||
− | smiles enjoying the fact of living |
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− | |||
− | We are a fragment of time |
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− | he runs |
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− | and the way we move cautiously |
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− | carrying a heavy backpack |
||
− | full of dreams, memories and desires |
||
− | |||
− | Learn to love, to dream, and to laugh |
||
− | a soul who does not laugh, not dreams and loves |
||
− | You not find a good reason to mourn |
||
− | |||
− | not fear the morning if you have broken since yesterday |
||
− | love this |
||
− | and do not forget |
||
− | which is ideal loves, lives and triumphs |
||
− | Chapter 80 |
||
− | Now I understand .. |
||
− | |||
− | the intensity of a word |
||
− | |||
− | the beauty of a hug |
||
− | |||
− | the sweetness of a gaze |
||
− | |||
− | |||
− | Now is the time if there |
||
− | |||
− | that life comes and goes |
||
− | |||
− | and the magic of living is only a |
||
− | |||
− | |||
− | I understood the importance of a smile |
||
− | |||
− | the hypocrisy of love in the air |
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− | |||
− | the colorful dreams |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | I discovered all this in one afternoon |
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− | |||
− | Not that he did not know |
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− | |||
− | I just do not understand |
||
− | Chapter 81: |
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− | In the life of a writer |
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− | It is common to find |
||
− | wrapped in a day |
||
− | dry of ideas? |
||
− | |||
− | When the muse |
||
− | It is lost in the park |
||
− | or worse when |
||
− | the writer is delivered |
||
− | The inspiration is lost? |
||
− | |||
− | An inspired idea: the impossible love |
||
− | who lives swimming, between thoughts and words |
||
− | playing go and see the beat poet |
||
− | |||
− | When the haze |
||
− | disappears, leaving the sun flow |
||
− | or worse hailing the rain |
||
− | Does the inspiration is lost? |
||
− | |||
− | A misty afternoon accompanied by a coffee |
||
− | the perfect inspiration, |
||
− | looking wet windows |
||
− | feeling the cold inside |
||
− | thinking of the warm love |
||
− | |||
− | Then I callus |
||
− | or better yet I write |
||
− | if inspiration scarce in the air ...or worse is, he went with you |
||
− | Chapter 82: |
||
− | full moon |
||
− | |||
− | We met on the moon... |
||
− | |||
− | On clear nights |
||
− | beautiful, and captive |
||
− | your gaze clashed with mine. |
||
− | |||
− | I never deleted the promise |
||
− | sweet and sincere |
||
− | where we locked eyes |
||
− | and looks spoke. |
||
− | |||
− | Where we were accomplices |
||
− | a full moon |
||
− | and swear |
||
− | that while life lasted us |
||
− | I'd see you on nights like this. |
||
− | |||
− | looking for the reflection of your eyes |
||
− | Sighing, waiting |
||
− | and enjoying the magic of the night. |
||
− | |||
− | each moon |
||
− | remember a little bit of existence |
||
− | the time we share together. |
||
− | |||
− | So I do not plant look |
||
− | follows the moon |
||
− | that submissive and clasping |
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− | follow my path |
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− | recalling the promise that one day you and I made |
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− | Chapter 83: |
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− | a year ago uff |
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− | Just a year ago .. |
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− | I think time and did his |
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− | the incredible, one year cantilevered step |
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− | perhaps in quantity, but not in feeling |
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− | A great learning year |
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− | I think comparing the events of the past |
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− | and my present life |
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− | I would say that I have matured |
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− | Maybe I found a way not seen before |
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− | Perhaps the days passed and I adapted to the new |
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− | Perhaps it was well planned, and just be a human fact |
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− | I do not know |
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− | Only I miss you |
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− | the days you were smiles |
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− | or at least always had good face for my |
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− | I never forget that |
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− | I do not forget you |
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− | oblivion does not exist in a sincere heart |
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− | really he wanted |
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− | really he appreciated the time and care of the person |
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− | I just know that I remember you |
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− | my heart keeps you darling |
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− | and my mind save your image |
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− | I know I'll meet you someday |
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− | perhaps dreamily |
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− | or perhaps elsewhere, or another time |
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− | just I know it is not goodbye |
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− | but a see you later |
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− | Chapter 84: |
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− | Find some disgruntled |
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− | busy, I'll tell |
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− | and with a touch of madness. |
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− | I woke up without understanding the human race |
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− | It surprised me at the moment |
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− | I thought I knew my brothers land |
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− | but I think there is nothing. |
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− | My mind started to fly |
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− | How strange it? |
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− | idealize my perfect humanity |
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− | my ideal world |
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− | chip wringing fantasy. |
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− | It is sad to think |
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− | there are moments in life |
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− | where under the face and eyes flight |
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− | moments where I do not understand the minds |
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− | and sadden me hearts |
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− | I know you understand me |
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− | but if you understand me |
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− | What solution you give me? |
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− | I have no courage to fight ignorance |
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− | and I have no desire to play the cat. |
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− | Tell me life, if I see with these eyes of happiness |
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− | as you see them |
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− | Depressing? Selfish? |
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− | or jealousy, or the thirst for more |
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− | and that's just me |
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− | no responses. |
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− | That desire to change plans |
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− | Hypocrisy, that piece of life. |
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− | and the end of the day one can say |
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− | Enjoy the day! |
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− | follow the way of your being |
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− | and because of joy |
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− | if this world grieves |
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− | by violence and other minds |
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− | light emanating from your eyes, and smiles |
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− | They make that gray cloud spread |
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− | only obscures |
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− | beyond self |
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− | and closer to the world that loves us. |
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− | Chapter 85: |
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− | I love x you exist... |
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− | I grabbed the momentum you |
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− | the desire to speak |
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− | the desire to find you. |
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− | You feel strange |
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− | and feel the distance |
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− | stargazing and find your look |
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− | see walking the clouds |
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− | and know that maybe you also see. |
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− | run to write |
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− | and find among my verses. |
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− | I have plenty reasons |
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− | to feel what I feel |
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− | but certainly I do not understand. |
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− | |||
− | The silences are extended |
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− | but you're there |
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− | my eyes do not see you |
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− | but keep your memory. |
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− | I thought never say |
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− | but I love you |
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− | but your heart can not in my line |
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− | I feel you, and miss you |
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− | although the future is uncertain |
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− | He smiled you know. |
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− | And I love that exist |
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− | that you understand the spark of life |
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− | and magic emanating from the stars |
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− | on nights like this |
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− | when I feel inspired |
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− | and my heart acclaims you. |
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− | Chapter 86: |
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− | happy happy happy |
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− | There are days in my life |
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− | that I can not deny smiles |
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− | Today, it is one of them |
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− | by joint reasons |
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− | but happy, very happy |
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− | It seems a planned day |
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− | the sky is painted blue |
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− | clouds have cute figurines |
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− | laughter is heard in the near |
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− | and the grounds on which under the head |
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− | simply they took bad weather |
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− | I'm happy, and yell at the top |
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− | smiles escape from my lips |
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− | and I feel somewhat overwhelmed |
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− | genuine, and gifts of reason whim |
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− | makes you want to hug you |
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− | a hug,tight |
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− | and raring |
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− | give you a smile |
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− | chip and tenderness |
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− | and a touch of madness |
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− | flavorings air float |
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− | and my heart perceives |
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− | as a cheerful particle |
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− | waiting for a smile |
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− | sincere and cheerful |
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− | happy life. |
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− | Chapter 87: |
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− | I gift of a "love it" |
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− | |||
− | I give you one I love ... |
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− | |||
− | although perhaps not often tell |
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− | and perhaps it is a very mean launched |
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− | It is pure and single truth |
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− | |||
− | but my lips are frozen and do not call |
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− | and even though my arms to stop a hug |
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− | I love |
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− | |||
− | and I say with nature |
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− | and little formality |
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− | fluently and perhaps prosper dates romanticism |
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− | |||
− | had never expressed specifically these words |
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− | but I think it was time to remove them |
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− | |||
− | I like your laughter, and the way you smile |
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− | your lips and the words coming out of your mouth |
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− | I like you, and miss you exist |
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− | and finally I miss writing love |
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− | |||
− | because it is the truth |
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− | although in public silent |
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− | and although the clouds are the only ones that keep the secret |
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− | I adore you |
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− | and that the future is uncertain |
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− | and not if someday the time to say I winnow |
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− | I tell you with words, and written |
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− | I give you one I love |
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− | for if I'm not explicit |
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− | Chapter 88: |
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− | I remain motionless winter |
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− | light, to life |
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− | my eyes only observe a landscape |
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− | my body stiffens, not advance |
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− | no more movement |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | The world, if the world |
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− | It has been paralyzed,at this time |
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− | the birds do not fly, the air does not flow |
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− | the moon remains constant, full, white |
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− | but there is no indication of a new sun |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | |||
− | We seem to live |
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− | but it does not feel life running through the bodies |
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− | I not feel a breath |
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− | I not feel my speech |
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− | or I listen close to my heart beats |
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− | |||
− | What happens to us? |
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− | What's wrong with the world ? |
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− | perhaps both ran out of turn |
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− | perhaps tired of us, humanity. |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | |||
− | Will it be the culmination of time? perhaps,, |
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− | always feel the reach of this time |
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− | I thought but never live it |
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− | if no longer |
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− | what will become of us |
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− | without a new day |
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− | no time to spend |
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− | without hours, to laugh |
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− | out of things to live |
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− | |||
− | only I remain motionless |
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− | waiting a sigh |
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− | or perhaps remembering moments |
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− | that life will no longer ?? |
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− | Chapter 89: |
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− | Where the atoms escape |
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− | |||
− | where I see the stars, without fear hide |
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− | |||
− | where I open my eyes and everything is infinite |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | It is where dreams are real live |
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− | |||
− | where jade and gold merge |
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− | |||
− | where the golden feathers do not float |
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− | Chapter 90: |
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− | wife - If (in a tone of annoyance) do not understand anything from living |
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− | |||
− | husband- How? Perhaps with what you might not clear! |
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− | |||
− | Wife- What do I see? , Evil? Selfishness? Arrogance? A world of hypocrites, that's what I see, why we live? if the hypocrite is the best adapted survives, right? In this game I do not participate. |
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− | |||
− | husband- Do not be silly woman, do not see the darkness in the vastness of light. "Cruel world", that's how they call the skeptics and atheists, those who focus on seeing the bad, depriving themselves of all that is good, do not believe what they say the gossips, this world we live, not to bemoan the taradeses of others. |
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− | |||
− | Wife- Ha! , You calling me delusional? I think I base just what people out there gossips, But no! , I may be ignorant in some respects but does not need to be a smartass to know in the hole where we are, or do not deny that there are rich swimming in gold, and poor eating crumbs? |
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− | |||
− | husband- (tone patient) Yeah, I know, and believe me it boils me impotence every time I see rich guys with vans agency, and the disappointment of running into a beggar, lack justice, and people who believe, do not hang your head (takes his head in his hands and shakes slightly) faces the present with the air hitting you in the face, tell me, do you think that making back and denying everything, the problem is solved? . not so andalesell please think of something none, is but go to the center, and choose some cute shoes, take here is my pay (taking pocket coins). |
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− | |||
− | Wife- Men! believe that giving the pennies they earn us are happy, then no, drink, do not want anything from you (will return the money with a gesture of disgust), I'm upset, it's amazing that even stand to live with someone who does not let express my intentions. |
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− | |||
− | husband- (taking a sip of water, and giving a sigh) not love my wife, I love you, I adore you with all my heart, do you think I do not care what you say? Do you think I'm just here as a companion? Because I'm not here to understand, to wake up and smile at each other, to share our accomplishments, not love, I understand you, but please try to open your eyes, you focus not on the misfortunes, come go to the park (taking his hand and guided to the door). |
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− | |||
− | Wife- (frowning face of disappointment and untying his hand from it) but if you always think with beautiful words I derretirás in an instant (mockingly), no of course not, I need facts, it is easy to say gossips but I miss nothing .. |
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− | |||
− | husband - what can never forgive myself, I no longer ask you to forget what I said, just forgive me, I do not ask you to understand me. |
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− | |||
− | wife - Do not forgive, so your opinions, I discovered how different we are, I'm tired of seeing that we will never even agree. |
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− | |||
− | husband - no, maybe not, my world is very unusual to you, I do believe in the power of dreaming, the laugh, I trust that the world still has a hope, I think everyone being happy would be better, I swells hypocrisy and arrogance, but you know what?, these people are poor, poor who only have money, however, see me, poor money, but nobody ever managed to blur this smile off my face, or good if, you. |
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− | |||
− | wife - A ,, ha, insinuating I'm a sadness for you? only that I needed, long, I do not want to hear more (she walks to the door) |
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− | |||
− | husband - (grabbing her shoulders, gently but firmly) listen, learn to believe, I still see in your eyes a glimmer of hope, accept my invitations, come with me to count stars, to run, to enjoy life, to you despeines a little, that tight bun and that gel in your hair makes you look a little osca honey, let me look a muddy day and butterflies in the hair, please, forget for a day of duty and dependability, let yours one day those garments and please hold me, I do not like to discuss with you (stroking her hair and a soft tone and sweet) ok? |
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− | |||
− | wife - pff, you know I love you, but at times I can hardly understand that idealistic mind yours, sorry, but I think in reality. |
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− | |||
− | Husband- and I, and my reality and one day live your dreamed I would know, and you know I think you look at each star, so your reality and mine must not be far away, do not you think? (Laughs) |
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− | |||
− | wife - sorry, but it is not easy .. |
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− | |||
− | husband (interrupting and loading, surprise) but not impossible (running with her arms, laughing and twirling, both laugh) |
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− | |||
− | wife - you believe in the impossible |
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− | |||
− | husband. if, and in the power of the desirable |
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− | |||
− | wife - do you think he can someday understand you? |
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− | |||
− | husband - no, I think |
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− | |||
− | wife - Really? |
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− | |||
− | husband - lol, and again, I do not think it's so difficult (smiles) |
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− | Chapter 91: |
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− | I still surprised humanity, yesterday, I wept with rage, I discovered that I am vulnerable to attacks, and yet, I am unable to completely detest someone, I swells hypocrisy and bad sides, but I try in my head between light understanding, what good I grudges? I think everything in life is paid, and the gifts of conscience, although at times seem not to exist, arise at some point in life, or at least I hope, maybe riots evil deeds confuse the light of the ideas and maybe, I'm not sure, in people and consciousness is only a glimmer in the middle of a fumarole. |
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− | I have dedicated time to observe the diversity of this world, that exquisite multisabor juice, which amazingly does so noticeable differences between equalities, no evil beings are only actions and the environment causing roads twisting, causing some to fall and go falling further behind. |
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− | "Otherness" magnifico term, "ability to be another, differentiating it from myself," I wish we all had a little bit of sanity and we tried to understand this term, it is noteworthy that we will never know what is really being in the shoes of the other, the same never have enough reasons to dare to judge, and vice versa. Unfortunately, we live in an age of materialism and superficiality, the ideals were far from now, or at least many no longer believe in the power of dreams and the huge capacity of human beings to create. We just need to believe in the impossible, enjoy every day, never again, every minute, every breath, remembering never know what will be tomorrow, if it exists, or if we will be in. We are brothers of the same spice, fruit of divine creation, with a strong resemblance, same house, same destination, then?, because we both strive to be more than the other, to have more ,,, if heaven received slices to go, we all want to be millionaires, "nothing you would take when you leave" stark reality, or reality sense, everyone. |
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− | Live in an idealistic philosophy, with my own ideas, and forging my own path, making mistakes and learning from them, enjoying the day, admiring the vastness of the universe and power belong to this great great adventure called life, I am happy, I love hugs, smiles, hear, see, feel, mourn, I love to live, because despite living difficulties, and while living the tracks are forged, my dreams are footprints, my goals and ideals also I do not expect to stand out from the others, prefer to walk with them and know that if I smile a genuine smile will fall in response, that coupled with a hug and a word of support, I think gives more light than many flashlights in the middle of the gloom. |
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− | I do not chapter |
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− | Among the voices of the street, a phrase rumbled curiosity to delve into that set of words, say "no time",analyzing the phrase sounds frightening, it is true that some are going life, it is true that the bus runs if you're not on time, but time is just time, time is running around us, if we were not time remains, already existed before we were born and endure years more after death, then, really do not There's time ? .... |
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− | Chapter 92: |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | I think ill of something one day woke up with two books under his arm |
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+ | They told you that I was easy, you believed<br /> |
||
− | the next day they were and 3 |
||
+ | They told you it was stupid, you believed it<br /> |
||
− | a week and a month more about my shelf is beginning to totter |
||
+ | They told you she was stupid, you believed<br /> |
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− | the worst is that they all spoke the same subject |
||
+ | Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?<br /> |
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− | now I feel a little heavier |
||
− | my head usually go sideways |
||
− | and funnily enough I feel something in my stomach flutters |
||
− | Also, note that thins the belly maybe I went to the head, or rather headstrong |
||
− | but suddenly I felt very different |
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− | nonsense paint, a few masochists hearts with arrows piercing them |
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− | and singing and whistling songs of those who say corny things |
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− | and see me face, office with this idiotic smile all day |
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− | and to finish last night I dreamed an awful lot |
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− | Dr. tell me is that I will perhaps die? |
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− | - No, silly girl, people do not die of love |
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− | love ? things holy God who walks you profaning |
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− | love ? I do not know that |
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− | Ha Ha! you're right I think I've noticed that suffer weaknesses |
||
− | you see, I knew it, I feel that I begin to agonize |
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− | your condition is common and cures up has a name |
||
− | Could it be that you are right? I do not know certain |
||
− | but if even the eyes will note, ears, those cheekbones, clarito this, you are sick haha |
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− | How bad is it? |
||
− | Very serious !!! but do not worry that even that still nobody dies |
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− | 'And as I called doc tell me die of anguish |
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− | dear love, love |
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− | that you are headstrong but if I can not be in love |
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− | Are not you? Okay do a test |
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− | call to all young people and the procedure will be simple |
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− | What if, for that will tell me what will? |
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− | simple the condition that suspect has, is only caused by eye contact with another person, you feel a stretch in the guts or perhaps a slight tachycardia, if this happens, is that effectively you are sick, but no better time do some light test knows I suspect the disease suffers can not be hidden, or maybe a little good but you'll see that this condition leaves light secuelitas that if analyzed uff are very easy to identify |
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− | Make me go ahead doc saying that as soon as I think even this time to fight it alive, |
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− | we will have a few tests and at the end we see that certain there in the diagnosis ... |
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− | eureka! indeed this is love |
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− | aaa that you and your insistence barbaric as it will be love (blushing) |
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− | they do not miss, because I'll tell you that I register |
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− | gee but will that is right, so really feel that you say |
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− | if silly girl, you're in love and is part of the symptom feel so happy and yet so dense |
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− | and so is the stubbornness comes with infatuation |
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− | There are complicated because they feel that "love" |
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− | Continuation... |
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− | If dear, you're in love, it shows a mile away, just to see your face and those big eyes that speak trasnochados youth delusions. And you're so, so that you no longer realize the obvious and it told you the doctor, but you lost on the moon valence peep. The remedy is just around the corner, the White House pink potted balcony and white carnation, there is cure your deafness. |
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− | Chapter 94: |
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− | I want to visit the vastness of your eyes |
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− | swim in your ward |
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− | stay there, and wrap myself in sleep |
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− | |||
− | I want to visit the corner of your poems |
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− | this mystery |
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− | the go and see your verses |
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− | stay and be a point with smile |
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− | |||
− | Traveling so glorious |
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− | a journey with body chimera |
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− | Envelops, absorbs |
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− | my head full of dreams |
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− | life, light |
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− | Make me poetry |
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− | Chapter 95: |
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− | How nice is nice |
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− | |||
− | It was time to sit down and discuss a bit with words, play with each verse and why not get the feelings ... |
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− | How nice is nice, really do not know who said that, but that way, this weekend was one of those Robbing A big smile and wow a wow so great it is to live when in fact you have a reason, and what better than to find a motive in those reflected in your eyes, that beautiful people out there, in some streets and some avenues, who says that people do not dream? or that life is good bitch, who says no, well pretty nice people who are always there ,,. ,, As he makes to remind those who are outside who dream of creating and smile as I say that money is not everything, serves but boring having unshared.,., I still think people can change, that one day we will wake up in a really beautiful morning, well-rounded clouds and fine blue sky and all they bring a smile on your face as a shield, a friend arm and a very heavy suitcase carrying her dreams but always without ducking his head, if that would be a good desire,.,. I believe in that, I believe in people, I believe in dreams, in life in love, beautiful people, I think there's more things to do, life is very cool to be insignificant. ,. you just have to think a little .. I believe in you ... |
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− | Chapter 96: |
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− | It's funny how you invention all the time |
||
− | I paint a smile on that face your invented |
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− | with beautiful eyes, rather than eyes, your eyes |
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− | |||
− | invention, and again |
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− | between verses that I write not |
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− | on each picture I've already forgotten |
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− | |||
− | I invention in the silence that deafened |
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− | or sea that does not speak |
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− | I dream, I guess, I invent you |
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− | but you say nothing. |
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− | Chapter 97: |
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− | I need a hug |
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− | one of those rich, who feel |
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− | I can not explain why |
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− | but I need |
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− | and urgently |
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− | Chapter 98: |
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− | AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh! |
||
− | at times makes me want to scream, loud and with many forces ... |
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− | Life is the most beautiful piece of time |
||
− | love, friends, family ... most exquisite seasoning |
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− | every moment, that second, that smile, that is called happiness full .... |
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− | Sad to lose balance ... |
||
− | as in art, life and cooking, if the thing does not curdle, nomas is not ... |
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− | with an ingredient, a pinch or blow the taste changes |
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− | at times a bitter, sour, sweet, very salty, sour or spicy |
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− | but something changes ... |
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− | Life is like that, if not curdle, there is |
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− | the fear of the new, fear of losing, miss, to delete ... |
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− | are great fears, give me chills |
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− | but I think we are here to address things |
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− | to tell the next door here we are |
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− | to learn to get up after falling |
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− | and scream from time to time to unload the cargo |
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− | only thing is not to give up, to lift the desire |
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− | spicing life. |
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− | Chapter 99: |
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− | I think that every idea she gets her moment.. |
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− | Walking in the rain makes me more expensive a little what I think, rain inspires me, especially those stealthy and tiny "first drops", which get wet as if petted, which allow you to walk slowly, and sometimes steal sighs ... are so beautiful, really my not bother me, in fact to inspire me .... |
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− | a rainbow, truck stop, a first drops ... thousands of stories to write, and others more to tell .. |
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− | Today I was expecting, which is not to my liking, but I do not talk much about it because at times I also fall into the problem of unpunctual, but well today was a day very father, I saw a very nice scenery, so I like walking, I always see upward to the clouds or towards the front of people, while "waiting" I saw many people go, hurry, others with calm, alone, together, hand in hand, angry, with faces sadness, many expressions on many faces, each carrying a story, and trying to figure out that something was around them, will be strange but at times when I find that I do I get to see people, if I had time and would not have limits would approach me to ask what they think, intrigues me so much, so many thoughts, ideas, so many stories from so many people, people passing by the truck stop, while looking in my thoughts, I happened to look up and go surprise had a rainbow, looked very nice, I saw people and people do not know why I did not notice the rainbow, the moment I got really wanted to tell HEy see a rainbow, mm but I did not, I was happy I wanted to take lots of pictures, the timing was perfect, but with the bad, my camera had no battery, which is rare because almost always carry extra batteries, so I just take pictures with my eyes, I think it went well because the image I still do not delete .. after so many people I met a friend, he was a little wet and disheveled, but I was pleased to see him, his truck arrived and left, I kept thinking for a while, not very long because I found someone more, and that someone I draw me a smile, really surprised to find me, but I think it was added to the details that made the day special :) .. |
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− | Truth felt a deep need to write my day, it was one of those days that make me think and smile .. |
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− | at the moment I felt it was a day of book, in a truck stop with a rainbow |
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− | perhaps open something at the end of the rainbow? |
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− | Chapter 100: |
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− | ....Then think they know everything. |
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− | Now I realize that I have changed, I lost illusions and won a few more have been left in the dust of years and a few others have simply been dropped .... |
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− | that illusion that buying the first shoes with glitter, a thin heel strap, really did not care echo of power or not walk, that feeling had grown, knowing that there will be a party, that new world it opens, wow, if .. then think they know it all ... |
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− | Today I try, was day to buy shoes, while waiting I saw before me a shagreen-stilt .. and if, provides them, I could not help laughing, do not understand how they can walk with those things, with flowers, ribbons, pink, red, network, with ribbons, it's amazing there too, but at last and I have to accept I always go for the most "corny" in the words of my mother ... |
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− | while in the mess of shoes a girl waiting for her mother, and meanwhile how much shoe was tested was the modeling, she looked, dreamed, I look, and reminded me of someone I saw in the mirror a few years ago it was then that I realized how rare that I have become where those things he wanted, that stop remained were lowered,that trip they forgot, then I guess I did not think me saying, I want the book sabines leaves the car better walk or go to my theater course,I cook ... I think I have given a shock to think that I do not really care what others' opinions of me, others will be changed, or was I will in a few years now but what I want is not what I love you, and now when I pressed and me scurrying to choose something I will do in the future .... |
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− | oooooooh ooooooooooh ........ |
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− | although good at changing the subject and |
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− | so while I want some rain boots and umbrella ^^ duck .... :P |
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− | 2010 |
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− | 2010 |
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− | A year less or one more year ... |
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− | that really do not know,, |
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− | but this tells me |
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− | the year just was a year full of adventure and suspense |
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− | a very interesting period of time in which live |
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− | certainly full of challenges and surprises |
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− | tears and smiles |
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− | I feel nostalgic when thinking about everything I learned |
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− | but I feel craving to know that tell me 2010 ... |
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− | Chapter 101: |
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− | I was craving a coffee |
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− | and some verses in the air |
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− | I began to emphasize between words |
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− | playing between the lines |
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− | placing signs that ever existed |
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− | I let out a .. |
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− | "That nice afternoon |
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− | rainy, passive -is beautiful |
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− | I miss, your presence |
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− | the fog |
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− | between this embrace |
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− | in my hands " |
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− | I ran between the lines |
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− | confused by the points, commas |
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− | pauses, rhythm, meter. |
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− | the feeling was stronger |
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− | I induced him to silence |
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− | and I discovered that there was poetry.. |
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− | the coffee cooled |
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− | and my mouth kept writing |
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− | lettered smoke |
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− | between sheets of fog .. |
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− | '''T.D.F''' |
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− | Chapter 102: |
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− | I realize that you miss me |
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− | I miss these hours |
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− | where there is nothing but silence |
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− | an empty street |
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− | and a cold coffee waiting for your absences |
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− | Chapter 103: |
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− | that mania that of men |
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− | cutting down the trees ... |
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− | the cut, the tear, the annihilating |
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− | they say that hinder them |
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− | It is according to us because we block the view |
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− | impotence gives me not being able to get into the mind of the ignorant |
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− | they think they are just trees |
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− | I think they are also life |
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− | and now I leave my house and |
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− | a deserted street |
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− | a dead tree-leafless |
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− | now it is |
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− | now no longer overshadow |
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− | that naive may become humans |
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− | come a day when we will say |
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− | Please tree grows, I need you |
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− | and they work by nobles and |
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− | sprout .. |
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− | happy 2011:) |
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− | Today I had my moment of analysis |
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− | I realized how fun it is time |
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− | I met very friendly Ideas |
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− | while mine seemed, maybe they were |
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− | perhaps they spoke of feeling that someday I |
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− | moments that someday I lived |
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− | impulses that led me to express it in words. |
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− | I realized that achieved more than he intended this year |
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− | I think as ever, once again alone did eat grapes |
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− | for my purposes are not required for a new year |
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− | my purposes are fixed, they are like commandments |
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− | summarized in a single: |
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− | be happy above all things, and neighbor, be yourself |
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− | I had a year with many achievements,I discovered new goals, |
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− | I found myself in many faces, I laughed, enjoyment, lived, dreamed |
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− | I learned about life, people and myself |
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− | I discovered truths that hurt me, and bewail |
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− | I discussed problems that were not mine, I get angry, and then I returned to mourn |
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− | street lies should not, save them, burn them, and forgive |
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− | I met new friends, I realized some more, I laughed with them |
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− | perhaps bother me, the make the most, I love you. |
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− | another year I discovered how clean can be a look |
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− | that can be a sincere smile, the differences are for those who want to see, |
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− | my eyes do not exist, I see friends, not appearances, brand differences. |
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− | I saw my brother grow up, and realize the time that has passed |
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− | and unfortunately he is no longer drinks, and starts to think differently |
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− | I saw my parents go through many challenges, I try to be there |
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− | This year, take lots of pictures, I scratch my camera, I had many ideas |
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− | and some did tickle me and I had to write, I learned to lose it |
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− | I beat stage fright, so did 14 functions !!! I went to a casting voice |
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− | I thought that the "thank you, we will call" was a thing of movies, and no, also |
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− | I lived, and if, then said, we will call you even hope your call .... |
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− | I did many things that would never have thought to do, things that Dina and I named |
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− | I thought that things would never do and did, and now are in my resume, which bears the same name (things that I thought would never do and did). |
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− | I discovered that there are decisions that change paths, roads, destinations, and lead to unplanned things that happen to be incredible, and affect the future, and these are things that are not explained, only live, try to explain, and I just tangling but only now I enjoy them ... |
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− | I ran with incredible people, you're one of them <3 (if YOU) |
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− | Notice how the moon was changing by the day, perhaps also change |
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− | this year I shared great things with super great people, people I love, and I feel your love, family, friends, God. |
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− | This year, I fell, I tripped, cry, hug, sing, dance, laugh, love, I uncombed, I'm late, ran, walked, rolled, I get sick, I wrote, read, delete, start, perhaps disappointed, teach, shout, help, I despair, I unveil, learned, steal? I lied, I dreamed, I thought, acted, claims, offended me, clapped, observe, street, listen .... aaa! this year was amazing! This year :) ENJOY! |
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− | THANKS :) |
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− | HAPPY 2011 |
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− | Chapter 104: |
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− | I cost so much powder your |
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− | necessary because while it still lacks |
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− | I can not understand that it is winter |
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− | and see all the stations you |
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− | nothing happened, not even a kiss |
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− | not even a whisper in my ear |
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− | I can hardly learn to look into your eyes |
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− | without eyes that I learned from you |
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− | I can hardly feel sublime |
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− | knowing that I miss |
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− | and your being away, farther than before |
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− | with more silence you callabas |
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− | with more mysteries, with more waiting |
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− | with poor words, and lies |
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− | you're not risking anything |
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− | or perhaps all or maybe someone |
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− | and while I callus and write |
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− | lines that cost nothing |
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− | They beat spending lines. |
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− | Chapter 105: |
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− | There are 6, not too late and a little more than call early, I sleep, hunger and encouragement or perhaps sigh, I opened cookies whispering my apparent fortune, not really know if I believe in them, but the coincidences come and I read sentences and think...maybe things if they give in such manner, perhaps there is some similarity reason or perhaps, say that talk about that I feel and I dare not, if you really want to let you go, the typical sentence if indeed you correspond will become, the problem is that now I doubt that there is luck in the environment, auras of mystery, it's time to turn the page, that new things are approaching, they say you forget to love you , I try, to let you off once and for all. |
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− | And all those things and are, but at times need to remember myself. |
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− | I'm afraid to stick me in a memory, or perhaps an idea, or maybe you |
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− | I have fear analyze what still feel for you |
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− | I'm afraid to let you see how much I love you and miss you |
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− | I'm afraid that again run out of words |
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− | I'm afraid of not wanting to believe that this never started, so never just |
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− | I'm afraid to believe my solitude liked your company |
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− | Chapter 106: |
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− | The afternoon is wistfully yellow and wet at times a little gray with green sparks with transparent puddles. in puddles sounds in the sounds, cars, people, riots in the streets there are absences, silences, loves and another illusion. In my house there is a corner, the TV, a book my parents, Ash, and me. My hands on a keyboard are words, silences, rhythms and inspiration in my mind there are ideas, colors, neurons.. and your song, verses the air, a sigh, your memory do not understand. Because this diverse being late, and I fancy you think? |
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− | Chapter 107: |
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− | I've been afraid to hug you miss your hugs but I'm afraid to get a little slow my ear not stop to listen and hear nothing beats expect to receive a silence I'm afraid forward and hold your arms do not respond. |
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− | Chapter 108: |
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− | There are key in love, that's my question of the day |
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− | maybe they come disguised with laughter, memories, and some breaths saved |
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− | perhaps arrive with studs and unhurried, so when one is already far-out,arriving with his face tender to prostrate themselves in the hearts |
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− | but it serves to arrive at this time, when you go to the north and south, or perhaps the destination or perhaps vice versa. |
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− | That serve many hours spent in cloying thoughts and sleepy, will actually feeling or a whim to keep your image, a breath of fresh heart air or silence wrapped in an embrace, will be key in languages they do not understand, or they may be so clear that we crashed a thousand times without realizing it, until one rose a corner and we are concerned, is when the eyes are raised, you see the face, a kiss is stolen, when the combinations are, is such once in silence when more the sound you hear is perhaps in an embrace these gurgling tracks and out, is perhaps in the ear when you hear, is perhaps one beat the key of a feeling, it may not be difficult after all, maybe love is difficult to understand. |
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− | Chapter 109: |
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− | how to tell you I miss you |
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− | these hours that since you've gone |
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− | where my words no longer make sense |
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− | where your beats are no longer mine |
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− | Chapter 110: |
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− | Rain outside, inside I |
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− | a background song |
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− | ideas in my head |
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− | beats stealing sighs |
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− | thoughts that steal space |
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− | internal conflicts |
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− | fears, doubts, uncertainties |
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− | rain outside, inside me. |
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− | Chapter 111: |
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− | I'm so afraid of losing who I am |
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− | forget my dreams on the road |
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− | cling to the past |
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− | fail and not be |
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− | not write what I think |
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− | no longer think what I write |
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− | I'm so afraid of losing |
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− | and not find me |
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− | forget me. |
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− | Chapter 112: |
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− | "Vanished, reward" |
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− | |||
− | I'm afraid to wake up one day and not find me, feel lost, disoriented or slightly flat with a course that is not mine. |
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− | What should I do? |
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− | Chapter 113: |
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− | And if you were outside? |
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− | it would be easy to pass without seeing you |
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− | blow you away |
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− | atravesarte |
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− | It would be so easy to get esfumaras |
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− | and not see |
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− | but maybe you feel |
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− | or breathe |
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− | blows my face |
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− | maybe you become sigh |
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− | And if you will miss? |
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− | Chapter 114: |
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− | you must |
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− | your hugs, which are only yours |
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− | I now missing, and strange |
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− | precise your eyes looking at me calmly |
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− | Your shy and deep look |
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− | the beating of your heart that were mine |
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− | that space must |
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− | past and sweet |
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− | in which you and I had sense |
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− | Chapter 115: |
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− | Whisper now the sound of the moon |
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− | if you |
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− | tell it to my ear, and calmly. |
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− | |||
− | Tell me you hear |
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− | Tell me I callus |
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− | |||
− | At night he told me |
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− | I look at her and smiled |
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− | |||
− | Are you also spoke to you? |
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− | what did he said ? |
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− | Does make sense? |
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− | |||
− | Some nights talking about you |
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− | and he was to fetch |
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− | under an autumn night any |
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− | a patient winter |
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− | a warm spring night |
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− | |||
− | Now his breath whispers |
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− | those verses which inspired you |
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− | the solitudes that has accompanied you |
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− | |||
− | Watch her in the eye |
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− | and come looking |
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− | I'm still waiting |
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− | Chapter 116: |
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− | I'll tell you want to silence and empty |
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− | just in case the words fly |
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− | and reach to touch your ear |
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− | Chapter 117: |
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− | how far I feel, being on my side |
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− | it seems that there are barriers between you and me |
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− | one capricious pride |
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− | and a loving and sweet silence. |
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− | how cold moments when you do not hug |
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− | We are looking at how we move |
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− | and not we fly, we fell silent. |
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− | that these sad times when I think |
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− | and I regret not talk to Eye |
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− | not give us time |
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− | How sweet it is to remember what we have experienced |
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− | feel your love, reminding you want |
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− | I feel that this frustration |
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− | when my heart urges you find you |
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− | but my pride says that back. |
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− | Chapter 118: |
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− | Last summer cloudy day |
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− | with a deep peace |
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− | and a latent whisper |
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− | |||
− | the verses go, beats, waiting |
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− | |||
− | Between the autumn wind |
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− | and heart calm |
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− | |||
− | You lose between falling leaves |
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− | and among migrating butterflies |
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− | |||
− | I encounter words I now write |
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− | between stations that reach me |
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− | Chapter 119: |
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− | That was when I was alone, without you |
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− | |||
− | stop the crowd that comes and goes in a hurry, no time, with love in his eyes, hands, I cast aside, incarnate. |
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− | |||
− | They come and go,look at them, smiled and hope, but today ... |
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− | |||
− | I do not want to wait, I know you did not come, I stood still since that late winter, spring Colorearte unhurried summer and this autumn air asking me to advance. |
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− | |||
− | That was when I was alone, without you |
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− | |||
− | and I hurried to raise my things, to collect my desire, my time, my kisses that never were, my hugs that were lost, you try to blow like leaves, wind, hard, calmly ... |
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− | |||
− | I read Sabines, I prescribed time, I'm making, 3 days without you, without talk, without hurting pronunciarte you have dreamed you, everything would be so perfect. |
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− | |||
− | I prescribe abstinence, loneliness, withdrawal of you, think of you, missing you, write, or poem (this is not a poem) |
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− | |||
− | I prescribe the time to see flow, now seriously. |
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− | 2011 |
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− | 2011 .. |
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− | |||
− | Incredible another year or maybe less .. |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | Year count .. |
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− | |||
− | this is not to create a moment of memory or nostalgia, I just want to relive what made it special every time, 365 days when I opened my eyes and look, some with more attention than others, that as every year some days passed wind like leaves, not realizing how special each new day, I remember well last year, it was different, and I remember so close, hard to believe that as step one year ... |
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− | This year was a year full of emotions, some failed and others that appeared just at the right time .. |
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− | I saw around me was growing, as we all came and went, planning, and lived, while observing walked many faces, I think it was like a 1000 or more (many more), I do not think less, passed in front of my thousands of new faces , people I did not know and may never know, but some if you came into my life ... In this world so great match is rewarding ... "so many centuries, so many worlds, space ... and match" |
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− | I am happy and grateful for the past year, I think I grew a personal level, go to college, and I was big, how many times did not think at that time and saw so far, and see me sitting there, curious, say they already I am a big girl, but sometimes I feel so helpless and small. |
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− | He learned there is to know walk with the look in front, that some things are left behind, however much it costs, I discovered my capricious and clung side, but I understood what one day I said "when one door closes is another opens, or perhaps a window, "I think I had low at the time, and relapses, but knew how to get up. |
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− | This year I closed important cycles. |
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− | If we had the laughter, smiles and laughter of the 2011 that would be many, if we had every drop of spilled tear that would fill several liters, if listáramos each error, and enfrentáramos to hit, it would not give me cap, if exprimiéramos every dream, I know it would come out several achievements... |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | My ideas are limited to my words... |
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− | I am happy, I am, and I will continue, as time permits and life .. |
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− | |||
− | HAPPY NEW YEAR |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | 2012 ... there I go |
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− | Chapter 120: |
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− | frightens dreams |
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− | |||
− | She is walking on the street corner and hearing stories bench |
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− | observing the go and see people, their haste, breaks |
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− | until you hear a phrase that shocked me |
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− | It was someone who had never seen my eyes |
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− | - That someone unknown was suffering - |
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− | She had a young face, so that his life was thriving |
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− | I did not understand why his words |
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− | I was intrigued both |
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− | she said "I fear sleep" |
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− | Was it a dream-sleep drowsy |
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− | or he was drowning his wishes |
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− | the simplicity of that pun caused havoc in my |
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− | espantamos few dreams for fear of not waking reality |
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− | few dreams are astonished by caprice and selfishness |
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− | tales dreams do not go and do not return |
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− | They are frightened, fleeing the fear and saved |
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− | away, and do not meet, let them fly far away ... |
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− | Chapter 121: |
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− | "I want your last Relates optimism I offer you my ultimate trust" |
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− | |||
− | I want you to leave me your doubts away |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | and you turn away your confidence mine |
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− | Chapter 122: |
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− | As I say I miss you |
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− | |||
− | these times when you miss |
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− | |||
− | where my words and spare |
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− | |||
− | and your heartbeat are not mine |
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− | Chapter 123: |
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− | thinking you well |
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− | |||
− | you are sincere when you see me in the eye |
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− | |||
− | and smile |
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− | |||
− | You have a good eye when you look |
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− | |||
− | and I see and I |
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− | |||
− | thinking you well |
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− | |||
− | is complicated look into your eyes |
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− | |||
− | without ducking the look |
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− | |||
− | without overflowing smiles |
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− | |||
− | thinking you well |
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− | |||
− | we are more sincere wordless |
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− | Continuation... |
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− | and that we are sincere with looks.... |
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− | Chapter 124: |
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− | I love you drown in words this afternoon it rains |
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− | every drop will take all that I have not told |
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− | everything I feel |
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− | all eyes I've given you |
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− | I love those saved |
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− | that desire to have you with me again. |
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− | |||
− | And the current can hope with all this weight |
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− | flowing soon |
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− | and what time oblivion and vanish. |
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− | |||
− | This afternoon it rains I have not stopped thinking about you |
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− | and it hurts me, and I yearning |
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− | |||
− | And I think and I hope |
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− | I forget at times, and I remind you again |
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− | |||
− | I wear I thinking you |
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− | and I toss these lines |
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− | they will clothe |
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− | forget you, and remind you again |
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− | |||
− | I wait, I wait even .... |
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− | but you're away, you already are not. |
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− | The phrase we all know |
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− | This was not love and I knew |
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− | Chapter 125: |
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− | Love you |
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− | |||
− | Loving you is the most beautiful |
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− | I could happen |
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− | have you next to me is something I can not understand |
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− | I used to think that life was not going to give more |
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− | but it was not so here you are. |
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− | |||
− | Loving you is to transform my world |
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− | because every day that passes |
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− | everything becomes absurd |
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− | You are my reason for living and my feeling |
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− | you by my side when my world is illuminated |
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− | I ask why never you move away from me. |
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− | |||
− | Loving you is heat |
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− | when you hold me and give me your love. |
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− | |||
− | Loving you is to look for the heat |
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− | the sun in every sunrise |
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− | I do not despair because so much |
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− | waiting for you... |
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− | |||
− | Loving you is have it all |
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− | because if not love you would have nothing. |
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− | Chapter 126: |
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− | Friend You Are |
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− | |||
− | I glanced at night, and invited me to remember |
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− | those moments when the sadness was calling me |
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− | with their funeral bouquets to ensure my happiness. |
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− | |||
− | But as a force coming from another world, |
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− | something light, something like no other, |
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− | you, my faithful friend thanks for being; How to forget |
||
− | you were my handkerchief when I flooded in tears ... |
||
− | you were my confessional when I wanted to download ... |
||
− | you were the impenetrable castle that everything bad I protected ... |
||
− | it was you who fought side by side with me |
||
− | in those battles that seemed eternal, without victory, mercilessly. |
||
− | |||
− | I woke up when I thought dead, with no hope of survival; |
||
− | You looked at me with a faint smile and told me "we are alive, we must continue". |
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− | |||
− | You are neither more nor less than a beautiful angel to me. |
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− | |||
− | I do not want your wealth, do not want your money, do not want your belongings, |
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− | shares that wonderful being that is in you, with your friendship enough for me. |
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− | |||
− | At some point in our lives we will look at night, |
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− | and invite us to remember our beautiful friendship. |
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− | Chapter 127: |
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− | If you will love me |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | |||
− | Mountain escalate though wounded, |
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− | Sea sail in to get you. |
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− | |||
− | If you will love me |
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− | |||
− | I would open my eyes in the middle of the |
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− | Sandstorm to look at you, |
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− | |||
− | If you will love me |
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− | |||
− | We seek to find, |
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− | No matter where, |
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− | |||
− | But everywhere you look. |
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− | |||
− | If you loved me |
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− | |||
− | I'd give back the heart |
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− | Without asking any sacrifice, |
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− | |||
− | Just let me love you. |
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− | |||
− | If you loved me… |
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− | Another would be my destiny... |
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− | Chapter 128: |
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− | I love you |
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− | |||
− | |||
− | |||
− | I love every moment I spend with you; |
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− | I love every smile that let me feel; |
||
− | I love every look that loses me; |
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− | I love every centimeter of your youthful skin. |
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− | |||
− | I love your lips that make me tremble; |
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− | I love your eyes that heaven given me; |
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− | I love your moments of laughter and anger; |
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− | I love your touch not enjoy. |
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− | I love your peerless nobility; |
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− | I love your humility that makes me think; |
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− | I love your passion when acting; |
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− | I love your beauty that comes to enrapture me. |
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− | I love the sweetness bouncing your being; |
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− | I love the feeling of wanting to get to you; |
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− | I love the sadness of not being able to love; |
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− | I love harmony you do want me. |
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− | |||
− | I love the desire to hold you in my arms; |
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− | I love the future that could have with you; |
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− | I love the dream where you possess endless; |
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− | love delirium is to live by and for you. |
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− | |||
− | I love this dream, chimera useless; |
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− | I love heaven and hell is unleashed on me; |
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− | I love having known |
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− | I love the feeling of love as well. |
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− | I love who I not yet I am still happy. |
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− | One day you arrived |
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− | One day you came into my life and I could understand the beauty of the sky in the sincerity of your eyes, |
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− | I realized that words are unnecessary when it comes to expressing feelings that await in the heart. |
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− | |||
− | If you could see into my soul you would understand that a life is not enough to explain how I love you, I want to melt in your life, in your dreams and in your heart so that together we can look in the same direction, under the same sky, breathing the same air , leaving the path full of thorns and thistles that and will never return and fly so high that the wind is witness that our love will never end... |
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− | Chapter 130: |
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− | Our love |
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− | Our love is like a drop of water |
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− | falling from high in the sky |
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− | and slowly slides on the glass |
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− | drawing our names intertwined. |
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− | |||
− | Our love is like a rose |
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− | a rose without thorns |
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− | suffused with the soft, warm breeze of dawn. |
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− | |||
− | Our love is like a long look, |
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− | speechless, |
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− | words between you and me are unnecessary, |
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− | simply because only a tender, warm kiss |
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− | to know how much we love actually. |
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− | |||
− | Our love is like a dark and wake up next to you, |
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− | permeating our skin |
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− | with soft and warm breeze of a new day. |
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− | |||
− | Our love is something different |
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− | our love is something special. |
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− | I love you, |
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− | Chapter 131: |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | Love Joys |
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+ | You used me, accept it<br /> |
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− | |||
+ | You made me cry, accept it<br /> |
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− | |||
+ | You hurt me, accept it<br /> |
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− | |||
+ | You lied to me, accept it.<br /> |
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− | Joy gives me when I have, |
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− | It gives me joy when I see you, |
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− | Joy gives me when you kiss me, |
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− | Joy gives me when I take, |
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− | Joy gives me when I sleep, |
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− | But there comes a time when all this becomes fears, but when that happens I just think about you and how happy I feel when I'm with you. |
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− | |||
− | I left the dark and came to light, I chose it that way, I stopped crying and sadness of my soul, and now trusted the man who can make me happy. The two idealize our love at will and light shines on us. |
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− | |||
− | If you ask me if I am happy, answer yes, now I am happy, very happy, because we both live in this so beautiful love, your hand linked to mine, the sky is us roof and our love is our own shelter, although it is raining outside. |
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− | |||
− | The two of us we take our love is so deep, my name is engraved deep in your chest, where no one will harm or pollute this beautiful feeling. |
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− | As clean water and clear our love springs from the soul, I drink your pure and crystalline sources, you desire tenderness and passion, which runs through my veins, burning fire that inflames my senses. |
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− | I love you life mine, I love you, you have learned and have known intense feelings, you taught me to love with total dedication I am yours and you are mine and I will not let go, I hope I am the woman who makes you happy. |
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− | That really I LOVE YOU. |
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− | Chapter 132: |
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− | Count on me |
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− | When you feel the night catches you in the vast darkness and it can not escape... You can count on me. |
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− | When you think anyone in this world understands you and do not even care if your heart is still latent... You can count on me. |
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− | |||
− | When you're so depressed for reasons of life and feel it every day more boring... You can count on me. |
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− | |||
− | When you no longer amount to travel in dreams because your soul has gradually lost the desire... You can count on me. |
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− | |||
− | And even though I too all this torment me pretend that I've never lived... So you can trust me and count on me. |
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− | Chapter 133: |
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− | As I love you |
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− | |||
− | I love you with the immensity of the mountains |
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− | and with the depth of a river, |
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− | with the sound of an echo |
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− | and the whisper of my sighs. |
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− | |||
− | I love you with the force of a storm |
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− | and the weakness of a drizzle, |
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− | with the fire of a volcano |
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− | and the stillness of a quiet night. |
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− | |||
− | I love you at the beginning and end of the day |
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− | and continuous loving |
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− | in my dreams and in my fantasies! |
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− | |||
− | I love you with red of a rose |
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− | and with the blue sky, |
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− | with the tenderness that inspires a newborn, |
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− | and with the fury of a raging sea. |
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− | |||
− | How can I not love you, |
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− | if each of my senses |
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− | They are on you |
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− | and I love you with all my heart! |
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− | |||
− | How can I not love you like I love you |
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− | if you are in every pore of my skin! |
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− | If this love runs through my veins! |
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− | If your love fills my life! |
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− | Chapter 134: |
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− | Forever |
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− | |||
− | I always thought that only angels residing in heaven |
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− | but since I saw you, I realized that it is not. |
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− | I always thought my life would not come true love, |
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− | but since you smiled I knew you were for me. |
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− | |||
− | I always thought that fears not let me have an illusion |
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− | but since you're here I can reach the sun. |
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− | I always thought that the world would not find a perfect person |
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− | but since you came, I realized that you are unique and special. |
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− | |||
− | I always thought that everything would never dream fulfilled |
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− | but since you took my hands I felt you were a reality. |
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− | I always thought that life was only sorrow and disappointment |
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− | but since you came I knew for life you will be my great love. |
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− | Chapter 135: |
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− | Friendship poems |
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− | |||
− | Your!, you are my friend! |
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− | as beautiful sunflowers |
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− | and flowers that reflect the sun |
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− | because you light up my day |
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− | with your advice that inspire me because you always want |
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− | away my sadness |
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− | with a joke |
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− | with a smile |
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− | a gesture: "Do not be weak" |
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− | you are strong! |
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− | I know it! |
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− | ...you tell me! |
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− | |||
− | And the treasure your friendship |
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− | in each silence |
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− | on my way |
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− | I face every day. |
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− | |||
− | Your letters arrive |
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− | and always bring |
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− | that spark |
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− | I find your words |
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− | tell me |
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− | to share my sorrows |
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− | and my joys with you |
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− | it's a relief |
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− | a new day, a sunrise |
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− | |||
− | I love you! |
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− | Chapter 136: |
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− | I love you |
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− | |||
− | I love you, it is |
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− | |||
− | There are a million reasons that fill my soul |
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− | |||
− | And I confirm that is true, |
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− | |||
− | Thousands of reasons to believe that not mistaken, |
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− | |||
− | And I can not help, |
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− | |||
− | Because your smile fills my heart, |
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− | |||
− | Because your voice sweetens my soul, |
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− | |||
− | Because your eyes melt my feelings, |
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− | |||
− | Because I can not stop thinking about you, |
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− | |||
− | Because I do not reach daylight hours |
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− | |||
− | To show you how much I need you, how much I love, |
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− | |||
− | Because I did not think that there was a box of surprises |
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− | |||
− | I could take my |
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− | |||
− | The purest feelings and |
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− | |||
− | The craziest pranks. |
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− | |||
− | That and a lot of small, but big things but, |
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− | |||
− | I know I love you, I'm not making this up, |
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− | |||
− | I'm sorry from the bottom of my soul, |
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− | |||
− | Although this crazy not let me see reality as it is, |
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− | |||
− | Even if you live day and night in a parallel world, |
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− | |||
− | Full of magic and illusions, |
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− | |||
− | In a world created just for you and me |
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− | |||
− | So I'm sure that I need love to be happy |
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− | |||
− | I need the tenderness of your eyes |
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− | |||
− | and the sweetness of your words. |
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− | |||
− | I need you, like you, whole, without barriers or padlocks |
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− | |||
− | I love you completely, without fear. |
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− | |||
− | Cause I need and I can not get used TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU LOVE |
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− | Chapter 137: |
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− | I love you |
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− | |||
− | Behind the rainbow in my dreams I've... |
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− | |||
− | Keeping many kisses and I wait for you... |
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− | |||
− | Wanting to see you and tell you everything I feel for you in a kiss... |
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− | I look for you... |
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− | |||
− | And the dream becomes illusion, a hope tomorrow when I feel close... |
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− | |||
− | Asking the clock to walk fast to see you sigh... |
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− | |||
− | Thinking about your words and your voice |
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− | they are part of my happiness... |
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− | I love you... |
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− | |||
− | I LOVE YOU! |
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− | |||
− | because I always dreamed feel |
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− | that love for someone like you |
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− | that fills my life with happiness |
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− | with her beautiful smile |
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− | with its beautiful presence |
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− | and get their aroma |
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− | as announcing their presence |
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− | magical and elegant |
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− | woman steals my heart |
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− | my eyes and my thoughts... |
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− | |||
− | I LOVE YOU! |
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− | |||
− | Although sometimes you seem not to listen but will only me I LOVE YOU! |
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− | |||
− | even when you are away and leave me dreaming I love you without time and space without knowing because only I know... I love you... |
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− | Chapter 138: |
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− | Poem WHO AM I |
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− | |||
− | WHO.... |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | WHO LOVES YOU AND HAS |
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− | A MONUMENT OF IT, |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | WHO INVADE YOUR THOUGHTS |
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− | AND BRIGHTENS TOUR DAY, |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | WHO LOVES YOU AND DELIVERY |
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− | YOUR HEART, |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | WHO GIVES ADVICE |
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− | AND CANDLE FOR YOUR DREAMS, |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | WHO applauds and CONGRATULATES TE |
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− | IN YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS AND WINS, |
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− | IT'S ME, |
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− | |||
− | WHO TELL YOU HOW |
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− | YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE, |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | WHO SAYS YOU |
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− | DO NOT RUN, lest you dash, |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | WHO YOU BE PRESENT WITHOUT ACCOMPANYING |
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− | BUT WITH THE THOUGHT, |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | WHO HAS 25 HOURS |
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− | IN A DAY FOR YOU, |
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− | IT'S ME. |
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− | |||
− | YES, IT'S ME, |
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− | WHO LONGS |
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− | ALL THIS FOR YOU |
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− | IF, |
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− | THAT'S ME. |
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− | Chapter 139: |
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− | Poem THE TWO TOGETHER |
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− | |||
− | MY DEAR: |
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− | |||
− | NOW...... |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | |||
− | NOW WALK |
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− | WE HAND |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | |||
− | NOW SHARE |
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− | OUR BEST MOMENTS |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | |||
− | NOW WILL TRAVEL |
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− | AND WE TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | |||
− | FIGHT NOW |
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− | AND WE WILL DEFEBD OURSELVES |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | |||
− | WHAT HAPPENS NOW |
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− | AND SO SORRY |
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− | WE'VE DONE |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | |||
− | NOW WE ARE |
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− | FACING |
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− | WE SAY WE LOVE EACH OTHER |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | |||
− | NOW ONLY REMEMBER |
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− | AND WE WILL PRESENT |
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− | WE ARE THE EACH OTHER |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | |||
− | WHY MUST HAVE TWO |
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− | |||
− | TO LOVE, |
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− | FOR LOVING, |
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− | TO LOOK AT HERSELF, |
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− | FOR WORSHIP, |
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− | TO SPOIL YOURSELF, |
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− | PAMPERING, |
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− | TO LAUGHT, |
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− | AND FOR ALL THIS |
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− | WE HAVE TO BE |
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− | TOGETHER THE TWO. |
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− | Chapter 140: |
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− | Phrases |
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− | #I love you not only for who you are, but as I am when I am with you |
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− | #The flowers of my garden bloom in spring but my love for you, whole life flourishes |
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− | #Friendship is one soul dwelling in two bodies; a heart that lives in two souls. |
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− | #Friendship doubles the joys and anxieties divided in half. |
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− | #Love for just a day and the world will have changed. |
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− | #Friendship is like the sea, but the principle is not the end. |
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− | #For me, the perfect definition of love are you. |
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− | #If I were the sea, and your a rock, would raise the tide to kiss your mouth. |
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− | #I am the happiest person in the world when you say "hello" or you smile, because I know, even if it was for just a second, you thought about my |
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− | #If you add up all the stars of heaven, all the grains of sand in the ocean, all roses in the world and all the smiles that there has been in the history of the world, I will begin to get an idea of how much I love |
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− | Chapter 141: |
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− | The flowers are blue, red your love, |
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− | when I see a rose I'll see you in a rosebush, |
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− | when I see the sun in the ati I can find you, |
||
− | and all the planets are aligned and reflect a flower in which you always really, |
||
− | you are like a forest bush your green eyes, your brown hair like mud, |
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− | Red roses are your clothes, but always remember that roses are lined up in me so that |
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− | you always remember me. |
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− | Chapter 142: |
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− | you're like an unreachable star |
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− | long I want to conquer |
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− | and although I know that nothing is impossible |
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− | I'm too little to love |
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− | Chapter 143: |
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− | If your eyes shine, |
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− | It is why I love. |
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− | And you play checkers, |
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− | do you fear what they say. |
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− | |||
− | The hard, you'll do, |
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− | and you tell me I laugh |
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− | I fall asleep, I fall asleep, |
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− | that you like, not in a hurry. |
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− | |||
− | I'm yours if you want, |
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− | You give me kisses, |
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− | that not a little you love me, |
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− | but I know they are lies. |
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− | Chapter 144: |
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− | Since I met you, I changed life |
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− | I feel for you is pure |
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− | I love you so much that if something bad happened to you I kill himself |
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− | you're that illuminates my life |
||
− | you are the love of my life |
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− | You're the one who makes my heart beat every second, for your |
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− | Beauty left me like a fool and |
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− | Enchanted by the way you are, even if you're |
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− | Jealous, I love you too, my |
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− | Heart is yours and no one else, my |
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− | Love is pure and sincere for you |
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− | |||
− | I LOVE YOU |
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− | YOU CHANGE MY LIFE |
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− | I LOVE YOU |
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− | |||
− | FOREVER |
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− | |||
− | This is like the continuation: |
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− | |||
− | hey come and tell me I'll do |
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− | if only to see me fall in love |
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− | I know I'm silly but that's |
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− | you're jealous but love you |
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− | while not exist |
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− | and I stole my heart |
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− | you do not exist Account |
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− | already has my heart |
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− | until the end |
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− | I'll be with you |
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− | recalls that promises are promises |
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− | |||
− | I LOVE YOU |
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− | Chapter 145: |
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− | ... |
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− | |||
− | Blue and pink. |
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− | With green leaves, |
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− | Barriers in my hands, |
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− | With my hands in my mouth, |
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− | |||
− | With mountains and valleys, |
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− | With waterfalls and lagoons, |
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− | With my eyes in the sky. |
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− | And in heaven thousand figures, |
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− | |||
− | the moon is in the night |
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− | and the sun on clarity, |
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− | the moon with the stars |
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− | and sun with loneliness |
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− | Chapter 146: |
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− | Night |
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− | |||
− | Night walk to the beat of memory |
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− | as reverse also restive. |
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− | |||
− | Night you send me your sad black robe, |
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− | for you were sad night if I were day. |
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− | Chapter 147: |
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− | To my father |
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− | |||
− | When I lost, I lost the way and memory, |
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− | Fragments of my life were spread |
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− | and my tears could not revive you. |
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− | |||
− | In deep pain he feared, |
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− | I thought about the soles you gave me |
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− | and the painful path you traveled |
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− | to reach the arms of death. |
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− | |||
− | Sad cry out to God in prayer, |
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− | so that your grief is extinguished, |
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− | but the inevitable was happening, |
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− | willy-nilly as well. |
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− | |||
− | And though the sky deserves you |
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− | more than I do here on earth, |
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− | I can not get used to your game |
||
− | for there is no more painful farewell |
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− | the final farewell of death. |
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− | Chapter 148: |
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− | The magic of love |
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− | |||
− | Love disguised sense of colors, |
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− | moves rocks and raises leaves, |
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− | as raises a thought. |
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− | Dance love with brisk |
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− | about the universe. |
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− | |||
− | If you do not love soul and body dies, |
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− | a bad eternal suffering, no mysteries. |
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− | If you love is easier to get up in the morning, breathing feel a new day. |
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− | Chapter 149: |
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− | introspective |
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− | |||
− | A great test for my mind |
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− | that to win I feel satisfied, |
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− | not accustomed or is often used |
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− | my insides on paper is transformed. |
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− | |||
− | To pretend idealized beauty, |
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− | if the soul does not have any definition |
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− | my feelings are as abundant weeds, |
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− | I no cruelty or evil no. |
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− | |||
− | God gave me and gave me feelings shield |
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− | It affected my form and I felt pain, |
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− | Will you be perhaps the silent witness |
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− | Death live but feel that love. |
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− | |||
− | You know I'm reflecting the river, |
||
− | but talk about me produces ennui. |
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− | Chapter 150: |
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+ | <br /> |
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− | My space |
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+ | "Are you still mad at him?"<br /> |
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− | |||
+ | "No, I still love him, although now he is no longer, my love rests"</blockquote> |
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− | Everything here has my seal, |
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+ | [[Category:Fanfics created by Terri Daniella Fiss]] |
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− | the mirror reflects my naked body |
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+ | [[Category:Fanfics]] |
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− | with every centimeter of skin compressing the soul. |
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+ | [[Category:Fan Fiction]] |
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− | bed pillow and sheets |
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+ | [[Category:Fanfiction]] |
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− | You are scented for my dreams. |
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− | |||
− | Solid walls with such deep colors of my world, |
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− | They shape the space where I have the memory of my life. |
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− | |||
− | Windows that carry the night sky. |
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− | My room, rather than a site is a state of time, |
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− | full of feminine details, makeup, perfume, |
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− | idolized my books, things I've done with my hands. |
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− | |||
− | Everything here has my seal, |
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− | my room is like a book that I never tire of reading. |
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− | Chapter 151: |
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− | Carousel |
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− | |||
− | Carousel thoughts, |
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− | distant but very distant memories, |
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− | abstractions of my body, |
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− | fresh air evaporate become, |
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− | floating over there beyond |
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− | where floats a thought, |
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− | They combine with the breeze |
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− | only blows where born fiery verses, |
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− | which are hung on the last branches |
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− | a scented tree fruits, |
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− | so perfumed |
||
− | they seem sighs praying for a kiss, |
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− | everything is air is air |
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− | that on either side of the universe, |
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− | They come here only abstractions |
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− | fainter my body |
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− | Chapter 152: |
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− | I would like |
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− | |||
− | I would recover naked poetry |
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− | of former peasants, |
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− | the spirit of the seasons and crops. |
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− | |||
− | And to sing: |
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− | Lilies of the valley are in bloom |
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− | and she walks barefoot |
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− | leaving their spring trail |
||
− | on the grass. |
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− | Chapter 153: |
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− | Your eyes sea, are the tenderest look I will never enjoy, |
||
− | |||
− | Two huge bright stars, of which only I could love me all the way, |
||
− | |||
− | and that has come into my life like a halo of starlight, |
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− | so I know that forever beside you want to be forever. |
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− | Let me show you everything you want to deliver, |
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− | everything my heart is dying to give you: I need to breathe. |
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− | Perhaps you doubt that what unites us is a sincere feeling, |
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− | but for you, it would be able to go around the world. |
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− | I know that when it comes to something like this, I can not be wrong, |
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− | because I just a smile in your mouth, |
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− | to know that for the rest of the days of my life, you'll love. |
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− | Chapter 154: |
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− | Love Letters |
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− | Every time I read your comments, |
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− | I get glad to listen |
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− | Every time I answer I do not have words to express, |
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− | How much I love you |
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− | Without your words, |
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− | I could not live |
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− | My eyes are fixed on you, |
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− | And not who you are |
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− | Sigh see you, |
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− | In my arms |
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− | I sighed in my room, |
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− | And I could not sleep |
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− | All day I think of you, |
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− | In order to see |
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− | I always wonder, |
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− | Why can not you be with me? |
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− | And always without words, |
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− | I'm in love |
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− | Although you see, |
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− | I can not tell you when you mean to me |
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− | Insurance because words will not leave me, |
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− | In my mouth sigh escapes |
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− | |||
− | You're everything to me, |
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− | I give you my world just for you |
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− | Would you like my heart? |
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− | This even more in love than I, |
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− | Your simple words, |
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− | It is filled inside me |
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− | I'm glad to know that you exist, |
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− | Someday we'll be together forever |
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− | Nobody ever separates us, |
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− | And we will live for one another |
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− | You want to see what's in my heart? |
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− | Only words of love, |
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− | I can not say to your face |
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− | Only love that can not be reciprocated, |
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− | And love that my heart aches |
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− | I keep looking if you wrote me, |
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− | And I'm glad if you did |
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− | A rose I love you give, |
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− | Because you're a beauty |
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− | I love you send a letter, |
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− | For that you read and you save with love |
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− | A message you want to give, |
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− | I love you madly |
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− | I want to give my heart, |
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− | Because you liked |
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− | My lips want to join, |
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− | And merge them with yours and |
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− | I have written poetry, |
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− | Because I like you very much |
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− | I dedicate a smile, |
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− | From the keyboard of my computer |
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− | A beautiful tale of love, |
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− | I want to come true |
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− | between us |
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− | A little laughter, |
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− | I want to hear you |
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− | For your full lips that I want to kiss |
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− | Do you accept my love? |
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− | I hope the answer is yes, |
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− | But because I could not live |
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− | You make me fall in love even more each day, |
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− | And I can not forget |
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− | Do not forget me, |
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− | Or I'll be sad |
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− | And then I llorare and my heart split in two |
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− | The full moon I look, |
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− | And you'll look very beautiful |
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− | And a desire of the stars, |
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− | I want to touch your hand in mine |
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− | |||
− | Take my hand and take me where you want, |
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− | Where you take me I'll |
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− | You want to be my forbidden love? |
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− | Because if you want me too |
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− | I'm crazy about your words, |
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− | Crazy for everything, for you, for your name, for your fine art of drawing, for your sense and your spelling |
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− | I cry for not being near you, |
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− | My steps take your name "Jennifer" |
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− | It's a pretty name, |
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− | If your name's as beautiful as I imagine you |
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− | My eyes reflect sadness, |
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− | I hope you know |
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− | My eyes cry, |
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− | Because you make me suffer like this |
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− | My eyes get clouded, |
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− | As a big storm |
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− | My eyes are brown temptation, |
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− | Lips kiss you and leave you breathless |
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− | Besémonos until the end of the world, |
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− | I'll catch your hair and kiss you |
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− | To leave you breathless stop a moment and follow it |
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− | My heart beats for you, |
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− | I love you |
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− | You love Me? |
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− | No more sweet your lips, |
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− | Filled thousand |
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− | I'll write more love letters and, |
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− | And you read them painlessly, please |
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− | Chapter 155: |
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− | The skin blood |
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− | I hear my blood flow |
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− | Slide down my skin |
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− | Every drop fall and make a different sound |
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− | I like the sound |
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− | My tears start running, |
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− | They begin to come down my face |
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− | And then come on the floor |
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− | I do not want to fall further, |
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− | |||
− | But I can not avoid it |
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− | I do not want to go though |
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− | I keep smiling at death, |
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− | I'm still laughing about it |
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− | This will leave me dearly. |
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− | I'm not afraid, why would you be afraid? |
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− | Threats can not with me, never stop me |
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− | Those tears come together with blood |
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− | They become tears of blood, |
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− | They fell on my cheeks; |
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− | Sore and cracked |
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− | I know you will not lose anything because I have nothing to lose |
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− | Wounds and wounds in my thin white skin |
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− | My face is deformed, |
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− | My eyes are lifeless and long dead |
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− | My lips cracked and dripping blood |
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− | My skin with cuts and scratches |
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− | My worn and broken nails, |
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− | as I have broken mirror |
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− | Bloodied teeth How do you clean it? |
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− | I'm always crying, |
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− | Sadness, death and blood; |
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− | They are always with me You can not go with someone else? |
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− | I want to be with me the joy, love and smiles; But I can not |
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− | The first time you crack me; |
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− | It was a wonderful experience. |
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− | I saw the first cut, second cut, third cut ... |
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− | I had fun cutting me pretty |
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− | Blood fell, |
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− | And as tears, they also ran |
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− | People were afraid of me and my fleeing |
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− | For some unknown reason I too was afraid of me |
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− | They fled and here I am terrified for myself |
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− | Wounds and wounds in my thin white skin |
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− | My face is deformed, |
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− | My eyes are lifeless and long dead |
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− | My lips cracked and dripping blood |
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− | My skin with cuts and scratches |
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− | My worn and broken nails, |
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− | as I have broken mirror |
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− | Bloodied teeth How do you clean it? |
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− | Wounds and wounds in my thin white skin |
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− | My face is deformed, |
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− | My eyes are lifeless and long dead |
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− | My lips cracked and dripping blood |
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− | My skin with cuts and scratches |
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− | My worn and broken nails, |
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− | as I have broken mirror |
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− | Bloodied teeth How do you clean it? |
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− | Chapter 156: |
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− | Only I had one year |
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− | A life to live, something strange happens and |
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− | I want to discover |
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− | Life is so unfair that it be so? |
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− | I want an explanation, just an explanation |
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− | I know that God called her, and has forgiveness |
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− | But it disappears from my life so |
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− | So cruel and unusual hard to find |
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− | A correct way to forget |
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− | what already happened What happened |
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− | What we are overcome one day two |
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− | What finish what forgot what that day |
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− | We suffer both. |
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− | After so many tears, suffering and shout |
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− | That day an angel explained me the truth |
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− | And it made me understand that it is difficult to fly |
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− | Which it is very easy to dream but not wake |
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− | Something bad happened, and I can not help |
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− | The pain I feel and that will not stop |
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− | Something sad happened, and this every time more |
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− | It is sadder that suffering stay |
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− | I know that God called her, and has forgiveness |
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− | But it disappears from my life so |
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− | So cruel and abnormal hard to find |
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− | A correct way to forget |
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− | what already happened What happened |
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− | What we are overcome one day two |
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− | What finish what forgot what that day |
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− | We suffer both. |
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− | I just want an opportunity |
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− | I want to come back with me once more |
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− | I want to see it again |
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− | I want to go find |
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− | A right way to walk |
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− | No toprezar, without wrong something perfect |
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− | Hard to fail |
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− | I already know who was and will not return |
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− | But from afar always take care of me and you |
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− | Always take care, a star in the sky |
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− | always shine |
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− | And I know that's you, looking over there |
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− | And that beautiful star unquenchable. |
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− | Chapter 157: |
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− | My eyes went full of tears, |
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− | so that neither he could see. |
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− | What is falling? |
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− | It is not water, is blood. |
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− | Blood falling from large eyes, |
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− | Empty, tired and wounded |
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− | ran that red liquid that saw tears, |
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− | Although it was not really. |
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− | I knew it was not normal, |
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− | I knew I was not normal, |
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− | I knew nothing... |
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− | I told the ruddy drops, the liquid in my eyes were droopy |
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− | Many, many, too many... |
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− | Many, many, too many... |
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− | Many, many, too many... |
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− | Forming a crimson path, |
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− | A road in my neck and falling into my hands, |
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− | My hands are wet, |
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− | And in my broken face, |
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− | Teardrop dried blood. |
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− | A hole in my throat, |
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− | Blood up, |
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− | And a puddle on my legs, |
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− | very quiet and shaking them. |
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− | Chapter 158: |
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− | Today I got up listless; |
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− | Sad, angry and in tears. |
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− | He was in solitude, |
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− | She always accompanies me in these tough days |
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− | Now it was different |
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− | It appeared normally rain |
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− | and today I do not leave any trace of her, |
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− | Just a drop I had in my hands, |
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− | I started to cry, |
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− | Because she was my only friend like this solitude. |
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− | Still she is crying, |
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− | She did not want me, |
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− | She got tired of me, |
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− | She no longer appear on my window at my window, |
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− | She alone remained... |
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− | Accompanied by loneliness, sadness that crossed the body of the suicide bomber, and my tears |
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− | I finally realized something, |
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− | My tears were a sign of my friend lost, rain. |
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− | Chapter 159: |
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− | I walked noiselessly. |
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− | The heart was waging his own battle. |
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− | Beat to beat, |
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− | strength left me, |
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− | and the body fell asleep. |
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− | But curiosity, tireless feisty |
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− | He eternal way drug offenders |
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− | and, without being seen, I attended |
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− | a lost love in memory |
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− | of being here today. |
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− | I also saw ghosts carrying |
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− | messages of hope. |
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− | precise words, to be remembered, |
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− | still they pierce like spears. |
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− | And since then, continued looking |
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− | the border of deformed glass |
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− | separating dreams |
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− | this life so real… |
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− | Chapter 160: |
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− | Now everything vanishes |
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− | Is there something after death? |
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− | I only know that I shall soon know |
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− | your soul left my world |
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− | and now I'll get it |
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− | Life, death... |
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− | Only a thud separates |
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− | A shot palate |
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− | It will be painful? |
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− | I'll know soon |
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− | And if a tear from you |
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− | Out to spill |
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− | Catch it before it falls |
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− | And it becomes a dagger. |
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− | That against you were to become |
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− | I not fear death |
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− | I fear only stay alive |
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− | I just fear the endless suffering |
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− | The suffering that leaves me your soul to flee |
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− | An angelic face shown me |
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− | Lucifer and calls me |
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− | hastens to greet |
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− | I will continue where I guided her |
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− | He is my only hope, |
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− | God and betrayed me |
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− | And when in hell |
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− | And the flames burn me |
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− | And in my skin sores accentuation |
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− | I will have found my true paradise. |
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Latest revision as of 20:39, 24 January 2017
Oh my love
Oh my love
Oh my love
I did not find you
At home today,
To kill you
Oh my love
Oh my love
When will you return?
To see you suffer
How did you do to me?
Oh my love
Oh my love
You tortured me day after day
You told me horrible things
I could not forget
Oh my love
Oh my love
I hate you I hate you
As you hate me
I can not love you as before
Oh my love
Oh my love
I can only remember
How did you betray me
I can only remember
How did you treat me
Oh my love
Oh my love
All I say are only parallel verses,
We are only opposite poles
That said, you know how I feel
Oh my love
Oh my love
I do not have anything else to say
And now you laugh at me
Oh my love
Oh my love
I will not go back to life
I did not want to live,
Pain was my medicine
And drugs was my only cure
Oh my love
Oh my love
I know I'm crazy,
I'm crazy in the head
I know I'm sick,
I'm sick without conscience
Oh my love
Oh my love
You will never forget me
But I already forgot you
My conscience lives in peace
But you will never leave me alone
Oh my love
Oh my love
Thanks for all the pain
You made me suffer
Thank you for all the suffering
I will remember forever
Oh my love
Oh my love
You are my blood
And you stabbed me on top
You stabbed me in the heart.
Blood ran through our veins
And there was no solution
Oh my love
Oh my love
I will finally rest in peace
At last I will go to heaven,
Where they will want me.
Life
I dragged the stream, there was no turning back, although I want to go will not let me, will let me fall in the spring, the waterfalls of clean and refreshing waters, in the river I could reflect transparent as the same crystal, I could hear flow The water falling the cool waters, the birds sang, it was very quiet to do nothing but caress the breeze, it was music to my ears even if it was slowly, the sky was clear without any cloud to see, only the wind that blew in My face, the sun was shining brightly, and his warm embraces I liked, lying on the grass, there is much to think about What is life? Why is time too slow? Will God really exist? Will the time lost be recovered? What is in the Hereafter? Is there anything else after life? Who created the world? What have I lived? Will the world really die and the sun will suffer? The nature around me was very beautiful, the leaves fell from the trees autumn would approach, the branches would move, from there the dew would fall, reflecting my pupils, seeds sprouting, flowers growing, leaves playing funny, I really enjoyed the image so beautiful, I was still inside my head I still wondered Why? People do not care about it, and why? They kept treating her that way, the animals that lived there survived, I do not know how they did it, but they were happy with what I had. Animals are our friends, they need us to take care of them and we play with them, all people owe their lives and we must respect them, without them our life would be empty, as empty as the full moon, what makes so full of this world are The smiles and laughter, the friendships we make, the smile we give, and the graces we give, the embraces also count because they are given with love and love, we must treat ourselves with equality, we must accept ourselves as we are, even if we do not like it We must accept it, because that is the friends who care about us and wants us for how we are, and also are the ones that gives us another reason to continue living, to go forward and never look back, we owe life to Our parents, because they took care of us and that is the most important thing that is, this is our planet and it is called The Earth, we have to take care of it, do not you think? I'm going to be an angel to whom the wings will come, and I'll be flying and flapping wings in the air, you'll forget about me, and the rainbow will appear, with all the colors: Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and Violet, and you will smile again. And I will descend next to God, where I will realize that I have made a stupidity by foolish words. Do not do the same as I do or you will not regret it, as I did.
The Afterlife Waiting For Me
I do not like this life as it is
It is bitter and salty as my tears of sadness
I cry because God punishes me
For what I did long ago
Everything has changed
Nothing is as before
I want to recover my family, my old life
I want to recover my friends, my love and my joy
That left without warning and I want to recover
But everything does not matter
Because I feel lonely and sad
Crying on the floor and wanting to lift me from this nightmare they call life
I want to recover what was taken from my childhood
I had nothing to play with
People were moving away from me because of my terrifying eyes,
That by them salt tears fall and stain my clothes, wetting it completely
I do not want this life that gives me headache
I want to live in my next life, the other life
I will sleep forever up there
The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be happy at last, again
God forgive me please
I beg on your knees
Make this nightmare end
I'll do everything you want, but stop this now
I will change and you will not regret giving me another chance
I'm not like other people, I'm different
Someone strange without feelings that does not deserve life
I'm a horrible monster because of what I did
I am a heartless beast that does not deserve love or joy
I'm just someone who does not know how to take advantage of life
So that I want to continue living in this nightmare
It is better to die and go to the other life that is still waiting for me
And I'm still suffering here for this life.
This life that is tearing me apart
I do not want to cry anymore and I want to stop the pain of my heart
I can not help myself I hurt myself
I can not stop hurting and bleeding in my arms
I'm just a fool no one wants
I'm just the idiot who wants to die
I can not pretend more than this life I like
Because this lie makes me stupid
I have no friends or anything
I have no family or heart or soul
I have nothing alone to myself that I like to hurt and to make bleed through the eyes
My eyes do not fall water but spilled blood
Dry blood that falls from my dark and cloudy eyes
Eyes that continue to shed the reflection of the pain, the pain I feel
in my soul and in my heart and also in my interior and in my prayer
I'm a sick person without a conscience
I'm a degenerate I should not have been born
I do not want to continue writing my sadness
I want to leave this life, go to the other life up there and sleep with my eyes open forever
The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be happy at last, again
That was a silly mistake on the part of a child just as dumb
God save me, I beg you
I will pray every day
But helpme
Please God
Indifferent people, I different
Everything has changed for me and I know it
So that I can continue living if I do not even have anyone
I will die only that is true
I feel like crying, but I have no more tears, I only have dry tears like my throat
Both things need water
This is getting me long
Long as this awkward and strange silence
Crazy I'm told by the psychologist
It's true, it's not a lie
I spend the nights in candles without being able to sleep
I spend every night crying non-stop
At last I go to my next life, the other life up there
Where God is, the person who punishes me
My classmates make me suffer, I can not stand it anymore, I can not stand it as before
They torture me and rape me
I asked them why they did it
And they just said to me: "Because you are disgusting, asshole" or "Commit suicide and fagot, nobody loves you"
That's true, that's reality
At last I will go to that life, to my new life that nobody knows how it is nor I neither
I do not want to suffer anymore
I want to be in the other life, my other life, the life I wanted from the beginning
The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead forever.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be forever happy, again
Goodbye I'm going to the afterlife, to my next life
And I hope Mark finds out I like it.
Because it made me spend the best moments of my life, that is, this life.
My heart is for you
You completely ignited my heart (my heart)
It has long since shut down and stopped (stop)
But you turned it back on (turn it on)
And the pain (pain) will continue (to follow) forever
The blood runs (running) and connects (running) the running,
When it was lit, the road lit up (illuminate)
And I would return (to be) to be happy (that happiness),
And now even pink,
My heart (my heart) beats (beat) very fast (fast) whenever you approach (to approach)
I have to tell you everything I feel for you.
To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)
To continue to admire (admire) it too
To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone
And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,
Oh oh oh ooh
I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)
Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)
But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)
Love me, love me, love me (Do you love me already?) Ya
Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)
You told me (to say) that I was a simple child
You told me (to say) that you could not be with me
You hurt me, you hurt me
You do not hate me (hate) without having done anything
You love me or use me (use)
Make up your mind now
Or you will not like me
(Impossible) I love you
(I can not let it go) You're my bad addiction I've told you, right?
I like you (I like you), I like you, I like you (like you)
Like is little I love you
Love is little too and wanting too is
Well, I do not know how is the way I like you, I want to be with you (with you)
It's not that I'm jealous and not selfish, but I want you to be alone with me and no one else. Do you understand me?
You're killing me (killing)
Do you hear me? You're killing me (killing)
And I cry because I do not know what to do
Tears of blood and my heartache (heart) Aaaaaa it hurts (it hurts)
look what you have done
I'm bleeding
The knife is on my head cracking me
I do not hate you, I still love you this
My heart is for you (My heart is for you) (you, you, you)
I have to tell you everything I feel for you.
To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)
To continue to admire (admire) it too
To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone
And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,
Oh oh oh ooh
I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)
Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)
But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)
Love me, love me, love me (Why do not you love me yet?) Ya
Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)
I bleed more, more and more
It hurts a lot
You do not love me, that's what I see
You should love me some time ago
Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you
My heart is for you
(Oh oh)
My heart is for you
(Yes Yes)
Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you
My heart is for you
(Oh oh)
My heart is for you
(Yes Yes)
Your heart is mine at last
My pain was worth it
And wait too
You are already mine at last
My heart died (My heart died)
Notes: It is about a child who wants a person who is older than him, and that person is hurting him, the child becomes very obsessed with that person and has to go to a psychologist, in the end the child kills that person And then realizes the mistake he made and commits suicide.
Blood from the skin
I hear my blood flowing
Slip on my skin
Each drop falls and make a different sound
I like how they sound
My tears start to run,
They start to run down my face
And then to run down the floor
I do not want them to keep falling,
But I can not help it
I get out, even if I do not want
I keep smiling at death,
I keep laughing at her
This will be very expensive.
I'm not afraid of him, why should I be afraid of him?
Threats can not with me, it will never stop me
Those tears come together with the blood
They become tears of blood,
They fell on my cheeks;
Sore and gusts
I know I will not lose anything, because I have nothing to lose
Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?
I'm always crying,
Sadness, death and blood;
They are always with me. Can not you go with someone else?
I want to be with me the joy, the love and the smiles; But I can not
The first time I cut myself;
It was a marvelous experience.
I gave the first cut, the second cut, the third cut...
I had a lot of fun cutting myself
Blood was falling,
And like the tears, they also ran
People were scared and fled from me.
For some unknown reason I was afraid too
They fleeing and I here terrified by myself
Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?
Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?
Today I had a moment of reflection;
A while for me.
I have discovered that I have no friends,
I will never have them, people just want to use me or something in return
Those are not friends,
There is a perfect name for such people are "ambitious" or "agreed"
He does not like people,
They like what I have
That's why it's better not to have friends.
How do I know they are like this?
My best friend has shown it
And you will answer me "Not all are like this"
And I will answer "Of course I do"
If one has deceived me, everyone will.
Just like if you hurt me, everyone would hurt me
It's the law, and it will always be like this.
That's the reality
Maybe it's because I'm very negative, but I'm like this
Now, you ask me, "What happened?"
You've already asked me how 8 times already
But I'll tell you again, this time listen to me
When I speak I think that nobody listens to me
And I also think that there are many people that happens to me the same as me, right? Am I right?
This is what happened:
As you know I've always been in love with him,
You ask me "When? Where?"
And I answer, "Yesterday I told you, and you never listen to me when I speak!"
Why do you always have to be like that?
I do not know if he knew I liked, and much
But I know he was joining other girls, to make me jealous
"Did I get it?" Unfortunately, yes.
"Are you jealous?" Of course you know I am.
They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?
You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.
"Are you okay?" Sure I'm fine after you broke my heart.
You do not even know that you've hurt me
I do not exist
You do not talk to me, you only talk to me when there's someone
You told me that you loved me, that made me happy
You hugged me, kissed me and gave me incredible gifts.
Gifts did not give me happiness
What I gave was to be with you
You told me to look for myself
"I did not hurt myself, you did it to me"
You remind me: Let me kiss you first
"It was a bet, thanks to that I got 20 dollars"
You said that I wanted that
"I did not want to do it"
Let's make love, you
I do not want to
"What do you want stupid virginity for?" Screaming
"It's not only because of that, you're an idiot, you're looking for someone you want with you"
I cried, I felt drown in the words I told you
"Yes, I will do that"
I wanted to die, I did not want to put up with all that and I left
They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?
You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.
"Are you ok now?" You asked me.
"If I am fine"
"Then why are you crying?"
"What do you say? I'm not crying, it's raining "
Drenched with tears,
The tears fell on my hands,
Where I was hugging my legs
In the rain I was, getting wet
I love the rain because nobody knows I'm crying
He was there with an umbrella
And a smile on his lips
I wanted to wipe that idiot out of my face,
"I'm sorry, I did not want to do that, I want you to be my best friend and forgive me" That's what he said
"No, I will not forgive you, you have made me suffer, you have broken my heart and my soul"
"But..." He just said that because I interrupted him
"Leave me, I do not want to know anything about you, now stay away, I do not know you"
My tears were still falling to the ground.
"Okay." He left.
The next day, I went to see him, but he...
I was dead, I can not...
I kissed him on the cheek and asked his forgiveness
Partly it was my fault
You were the only one to make me smile, the one that made me cry and the one that made me laugh
They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?
You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.
"Are you still mad at him?"
"No, I still love him, although now he is no longer, my love rests"