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Oh my love
Chapter 1:
 
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<blockquote>Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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I did not find you<br />
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At home today,<br />
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To kill you<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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When will you return?<br />
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To see you suffer<br />
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How did you do to me?<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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You tortured me day after day<br />
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You told me horrible things<br />
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I could not forget<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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I hate you I hate you<br />
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As you hate me<br />
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I can not love you as before<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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I can only remember<br />
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How did you betray me<br />
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I can only remember<br />
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How did you treat me<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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All I say are only parallel verses,<br />
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We are only opposite poles<br />
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That said, you know how I feel<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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I do not have anything else to say<br />
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And now you laugh at me<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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I will not go back to life<br />
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I did not want to live,<br />
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Pain was my medicine<br />
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And drugs was my only cure<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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I know I'm crazy,<br />
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I'm crazy in the head<br />
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I know I'm sick,<br />
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I'm sick without conscience<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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You will never forget me<br />
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But I already forgot you<br />
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My conscience lives in peace<br />
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But you will never leave me alone<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Thanks for all the pain<br />
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You made me suffer<br />
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Thank you for all the suffering<br />
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I will remember forever<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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You are my blood<br />
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And you stabbed me on top<br />
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You stabbed me in the heart.<br />
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Blood ran through our veins<br />
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And there was no solution<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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Oh my love<br />
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I will finally rest in peace<br />
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At last I will go to heaven,<br />
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Where they will want me.</blockquote>
   
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<blockquote> </blockquote>
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
I did not find you
 
At home today,
 
to kill
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
When will you return?
 
To see you suffer
 
As I do to my
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
I tormented day after day
 
You told me horrible things
 
I could not forget
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
I hate you, I hate you
 
Like you I hate my
 
I can no longer love you as before
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
I can only remember
 
As you betrayed me
 
I can only remember
 
As I tried
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
All I say is just parallel lines,
 
We are poles apart
 
That said you know how I feel
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
I have nothing more to say
 
And now I laugh my
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
I will not return to life
 
I not want to live,
 
The pain was my medicine
 
And drugs was my only cure
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
I know I'm crazy,
 
I'm crazy head
 
I know I'm sick,
 
I am sick without conscience
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
You never forget me
 
But I'm over you
 
My conscience is at peace
 
But you never leave me alone
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
Thanks for all the pain
 
I did suffer
 
Thanks for all the suffering
 
I'll remember forever
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
You are my blood
 
On top stabbed me
 
I stabbed a knife in the heart
 
Blood ran in the veins
 
And there was no solution
 
Oh, my love
 
Oh, my love
 
Finally rest in peace
 
I finally go to heaven,
 
Where they want me.
 
 
Chapter 2:
 
 
Life
 
Life
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<blockquote>I dragged the stream, there was no turning back, although I want to go will not let me, will let me fall in the spring, the waterfalls of clean and refreshing waters, in the river I could reflect transparent as the same crystal, I could hear flow The water falling the cool waters, the birds sang, it was very quiet to do nothing but caress the breeze, it was music to my ears even if it was slowly, the sky was clear without any cloud to see, only the wind that blew in My face, the sun was shining brightly, and his warm embraces I liked, lying on the grass, there is much to think about What is life? Why is time too slow? Will God really exist? Will the time lost be recovered? What is in the Hereafter? Is there anything else after life? Who created the world? What have I lived? Will the world really die and the sun will suffer? The nature around me was very beautiful, the leaves fell from the trees autumn would approach, the branches would move, from there the dew would fall, reflecting my pupils, seeds sprouting, flowers growing, leaves playing funny, I really enjoyed the image so beautiful, I was still inside my head I still wondered Why? People do not care about it, and why? They kept treating her that way, the animals that lived there survived, I do not know how they did it, but they were happy with what I had. Animals are our friends, they need us to take care of them and we play with them, all people owe their lives and we must respect them, without them our life would be empty, as empty as the full moon, what makes so full of this world are The smiles and laughter, the friendships we make, the smile we give, and the graces we give, the embraces also count because they are given with love and love, we must treat ourselves with equality, we must accept ourselves as we are, even if we do not like it We must accept it, because that is the friends who care about us and wants us for how we are, and also are the ones that gives us another reason to continue living, to go forward and never look back, we owe life to Our parents, because they took care of us and that is the most important thing that is, this is our planet and it is called The Earth, we have to take care of it, do not you think? I'm going to be an angel to whom the wings will come, and I'll be flying and flapping wings in the air, you'll forget about me, and the rainbow will appear, with all the colors: Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and Violet, and you will smile again. And I will descend next to God, where I will realize that I have made a stupidity by foolish words. Do not do the same as I do or you will not regret it, as I did.</blockquote>
 
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The Afterlife Waiting For Me
I dragged the stream, there was no turning back, but I want
 
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<blockquote>I do not like this life as it is<br />
to go will not let me, I will drop in the spring, cascades clean and
 
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It is bitter and salty as my tears of sadness<br />
refreshing waters in the river I could reflect transparent as crystal
 
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I cry because God punishes me<br />
itself, could be heard flowing water falling fresh water, the birds were
 
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For what I did long ago<br />
singing, it was very quiet hanging around just caressing breeze, was
 
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music to my ears even if slowly, the sky was clear with no cloud in to
 
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do, just the wind blowing in my face, the sun shone brightly, and warm
 
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<br />
hugs me like, lying down in the grass, there is much food for thought
 
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Everything has changed<br />
What is life? Why does the time passes very slow? Will there really God?
 
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Nothing is as before<br />
Does the lost time can be recovered? What's in the afterlife? After
 
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I want to recover my family, my old life<br />
living there something else? Who created the world? What I have
 
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I want to recover my friends, my love and my joy<br />
experienced? Really the world die and suffer the sun?
 
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The nature
 
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<br />
around me was beautiful, the leaves fell from the trees fall would
 
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That left without warning and I want to recover<br />
approach, the branches moved, hence the dew fell, reflecting my eyes,
 
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But everything does not matter<br />
the seeds sprouted, grew flowers, leaves fiddling fun, very much enjoyed
 
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Because I feel lonely and sad<br />
that beautiful image, which was still in my head, I still wondered why?
 
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Crying on the floor and wanting to lift me from this nightmare they call life<br />
People will not be important, and why? Still treating it that way, the
 
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animals living there survived not know how they did, but they were happy
 
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<br />
with what we had.
 
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I want to recover what was taken from my childhood<br />
Animals are our friends, they need that care for
 
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I had nothing to play with<br />
and play with them, all the people we owe our lives and we must respect,
 
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People were moving away from me because of my terrifying eyes,<br />
without them our lives would be empty, as empty as the full moon, which
 
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That by them salt tears fall and stain my clothes, wetting it completely<br />
makes so full this world are smiles and laughs, the friendships that
 
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we, the smile we give, and thanks that we, hugs also features that are
 
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<br />
given with affection and love, we must treat each other with equality,
 
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I do not want this life that gives me headache<br />
we must accept ourselves as we are, but we do not like you have to
 
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I want to live in my next life, the other life<br />
accept, because it is the friends who care about us and wants us to like
 
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I will sleep forever up there<br />
us and are giving us another reason to live, to move forward and not
 
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look back ever too, we owe our lives to our fathers, because we were
 
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<br />
looked after and that's the most important thing, this is our planet
 
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The other life awaits me,<br />
called Earth you have to take care of her, do not you think?, right now
 
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And I want to start my new life<br />
I'll be an angel he will wings, will leave life over nothing, I will go
 
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Nobody cares what happens to me<br />
to heaven and I will be flying and flapping their wings in the air, and
 
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I want to go now<br />
you will forget me, and the rainbow appears, with all the colors: red,
 
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And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.<br />
orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet, and shall return to
 
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And I also know that I want to go there<br />
smile. I will come down next to God, where I will realize I made stupid
 
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And there I will be happy at last, again<br />
by foolish words. Do not do as I do, or if you will not be sorry, as I
 
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did.
 
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<br />
Chapter 3:
 
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God forgive me please<br />
Green eyes
 
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I beg on your knees<br />
 
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Make this nightmare end<br />
Hope your eyes,
 
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I'll do everything you want, but stop this now<br />
Fluorescent synthesis
 
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I will change and you will not regret giving me another chance<br />
Your green eyes,
 
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They intersect with brown mine
 
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<br />
I like your eyes a lot,
 
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I'm not like other people, I'm different<br />
They are so beautiful and green
 
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Someone strange without feelings that does not deserve life<br />
Green trees,
 
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I'm a horrible monster because of what I did<br />
Branches that move me
 
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I am a heartless beast that does not deserve love or joy<br />
Your roots connecting with my roots,
 
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Your hands touching my hands
 
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<br />
Our eyes crossed eyes,
 
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I'm just someone who does not know how to take advantage of life<br />
My world sharing it with yours
 
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So that I want to continue living in this nightmare<br />
The green of living things,
 
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It is better to die and go to the other life that is still waiting for me<br />
Born in wheat
 
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And I'm still suffering here for this life.<br />
Flowers reminiscent of your beautiful image,
 
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Your beautiful facial image fractions
 
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<br />
The knowledge that runs through your veins,
 
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This life that is tearing me apart<br />
Covering every centimeter of you
 
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I do not want to cry anymore and I want to stop the pain of my heart<br />
Centimeter by centimeter for every part of you,
 
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I can not help myself I hurt myself<br />
With my eyes I can look and admire
 
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I can not stop hurting and bleeding in my arms<br />
Writing your stories,
 
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That my mouth sighs escape
 
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<br />
I spread your joy,
 
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I'm just a fool no one wants<br />
And your verses soar
 
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I'm just the idiot who wants to die<br />
Shooting you in my mind,
 
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I can not pretend more than this life I like<br />
Sure you'd be great
 
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Because this lie makes me stupid<br />
It's about your hair, your eyes, your voice, your body or your amazing dance steps
 
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You drive me crazy
 
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<br />
Your smile is a wonder
 
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I have no friends or anything<br />
For you is joy,
 
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I have no family or heart or soul<br />
And to me you are my life.
 
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I have nothing alone to myself that I like to hurt and to make bleed through the eyes<br />
Chapter 4:
 
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My eyes do not fall water but spilled blood<br />
DAZZLING
 
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<br />
His coppery hair,
 
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Dry blood that falls from my dark and cloudy eyes<br />
the aroma of Paradise,
 
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Eyes that continue to shed the reflection of the pain, the pain I feel
her angelic face
 
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and infinite eyes.
 
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in my soul and in my heart and also in my interior and in my prayer
His golden eyes,
 
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as protective as unreal,
 
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melts in my eyes
 
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and I forget to breathe.
 
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I'm a sick person without a conscience<br />
 
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I'm a degenerate I should not have been born<br />
His soft lips
 
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<br />
They kiss me with devotion.
 
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I do not want to continue writing my sadness<br />
So sweet and intoxicating
 
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I want to leave this life, go to the other life up there and sleep with my eyes open forever<br />
my heart stopped.
 
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<br />
 
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The other life awaits me,<br />
His embrace so strong and delicadose molds to my figure.
 
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And I want to start my new life<br />
And with her beautiful voice,
 
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Nobody cares what happens to me<br />
to sleep
 
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I want to go now<br />
my song whispers in his ear.
 
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And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.<br />
 
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And I also know that I want to go there<br />
With him I am so happy,
 
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And there I will be happy at last, again<br />
He is everything to me;
 
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<br />
forever, there is no end,
 
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That was a silly mistake on the part of a child just as dumb<br />
I already decided.
 
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God save me, I beg you<br />
 
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I will pray every day<br />
If you go, if not
 
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But helpme<br />
I can not breathe.
 
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Please God<br />
There is nothing, I lose everything,
 
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<br />
die in real life.
 
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Indifferent people, I different<br />
 
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Everything has changed for me and I know it<br />
Insufferable empty
 
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So that I can continue living if I do not even have anyone<br />
It seizes my chest.
 
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I will die only that is true<br />
I feel disarmed
 
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<br />
and I can not stand it.
 
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I feel like crying, but I have no more tears, I only have dry tears like my throat<br />
 
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Both things need water<br />
I just want your happiness,
 
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This is getting me long<br />
I give up my soul.
 
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Long as this awkward and strange silence<br />
Beside him forever,
 
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<br />
I want to be your faithful beloved.
 
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Crazy I'm told by the psychologist<br />
 
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It's true, it's not a lie<br />
Her beauty dazzles me,
 
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I spend the nights in candles without being able to sleep<br />
and intimidates me perfection.
 
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I spend every night crying non-stop<br />
But I'm sure:
 
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<br />
I am your life today.
 
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At last I go to my next life, the other life up there<br />
Chapter 5:
 
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Where God is, the person who punishes me<br />
After a while,
 
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My classmates make me suffer, I can not stand it anymore, I can not stand it as before<br />
you learn the subtle difference
 
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They torture me and rape me<br />
between holding a hand
 
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<br />
and string a soul,
 
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I asked them why they did it<br />
and you learn that love
 
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And they just said to me: "Because you are disgusting, asshole" or "Commit suicide and fagot, nobody loves you"<br />
not mean leaning
 
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That's true, that's reality<br />
and a company does not mean security
 
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<br />
and one begins to learn.
 
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At last I will go to that life, to my new life that nobody knows how it is nor I neither<br />
That kisses are not contracts
 
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I do not want to suffer anymore<br />
and presents are not promises
 
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I want to be in the other life, my other life, the life I wanted from the beginning<br />
and you learn to accept their
 
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<br />
defeats with your head
 
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The other life awaits me,<br />
and open eyes
 
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And I want to start my new life<br />
and you learn to build
 
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Nobody cares what happens to me<br />
all your roads on today,
 
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I want to go now<br />
because tomorrow's ground
 
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And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead forever.<br />
It is too uncertain for plans...
 
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And I also know that I want to go there<br />
and futures have a way of
 
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And there I will be forever happy, again<br />
fall in the middle.
 
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<br />
And after a while
 
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Goodbye I'm going to the afterlife, to my next life<br />
you learn that if too,
 
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And I hope Mark finds out I like it.<br />
to the sunshine burns.
 
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Because it made me spend the best moments of my life, that is, this life.
So you plant your own garden
 
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and decorate your own soul, instead
 
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waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
 
And you learn that you really can endure,
 
that you really are strong,
 
one really worth,
 
and you learn and learn...
 
and every day you learn.
 
Chapter 6:
 
The afterlife waiting for me
 
 
This life I don't like it is
 
It is bitter and salty as my tears of sadness
 
I cry because God punishes me
 
By the I did ago time
 
 
Everything has changed
 
Already nothing is as before
 
I want to get my family, my old life
 
I want to regain to my friends, to my love and to my joy
 
 
Than he went unannounced and I want get it back
 
But already all gives equal
 
Because I feel lonely and sad
 
Crying on the floor and rise from this nightmare to the they call life
 
 
I want to get back what was taken from me my childhood
 
I had nothing with which to play
 
People turned away from me for my terrifying eyes,
 
Than by them salty tears fall and stain my clothes, wetting completely
 
 
I don't want this life giving me headache
 
I want to live in my next life, the other life
 
Than I will sleep for always there above
 
 
The afterlife waiting for me,
 
And me I want go to begin my new life
 
Nobody cares what happens to me
 
I want to go now
 
And know all happy to see me end dead
 
And I also know that I want to go there
 
And to the end will happy, other time
 
 
God forgive please
 
I beg him to his knees
 
Make have this of the nightmare end
 
I'll do whatever you want but just with this as
 
I will change and you will not regret of giving me another chance
 
 
I am not like the other people, I'm different
 
Rare someone without feelings that life is not worth
 
I am a horrible monster for what I did
 
I am a heartless beast that does not deserve love neither joy
 
 
I'm just someone who can not enjoy life
 
For that follow living nightmare
 
It is better to die and go to the another life waiting for me yet
 
And I follow suffering from this life
 
 
This life is destroying me
 
Do not I want cry more and want leave pain from my heart
 
Can not avoid I'm hurting myself
 
I can not stop being hurt and bleeding in my arms
 
 
Alone I am a stupid to the than anyone wants
 
I'm just the idiot who wants to die
 
I can not pretend anymore that I love this life
 
Because this lie makes me more idiotic
 
 
I have no friends or anything
 
I have no family nor heart nor soul
 
I have nothing myself just like damage and making I bleed by eyes
 
My eyes do not like water, but bloodshed
 
 
Dried blood that fall from my eyes dark and cloudy
 
Eyes still pouring reflection of the pain, the pain I feel in my soul and in my heart and in my heart and in my prayers
 
I am a sick man without conscience
 
I'm a degenerate who should have never been born
 
 
I do not want to write my sadness
 
I want to leave this life, the afterlife go up there and sleep with my eyes open forever
 
 
The afterlife waiting for me,
 
And me I want go to begin my new life
 
Nobody cares what happens to me
 
I want to go now
 
And I know all to rejoice over me dead last
 
And I also know that I want to go there
 
And to the end will happy, other time
 
 
That was a stupid mistake on the part of a child just as silly
 
I pray God save me
 
I pray every day
 
but help me
 
Please God
 
 
Indifferent people, different me
 
Everything has changed for me and I know
 
To continue living even if I have any
 
I will die only that is true
 
I wanted to mourn, but I have no more tears, I only have dried tears and my throat
 
Both need water
 
This is making me long
 
Long as this awkward silence and strange
 
 
I said I'm crazy psychologist
 
It is true, no lie
 
I spend the nights sleepless candles
 
I spend every night crying nonstop
 
 
At last I'm going to my next life, another life up there
 
Where is God, the person who punishes me
 
My classmates made me suffer, I can not stand, I can not stand as before
 
I torture and rape me
 
 
I asked them why they did
 
And they just told me: "Because you disgust us, asshole" or "Kill yourself and fagot, you do not want anyone"
 
That's true, that's the reality
 
 
I finally go to that life, my new life that no one knows how it is and neither do I.
 
I do not want to suffer more
 
I want to be in the afterlife, my other life, the life I wanted all along
 
 
The afterlife waiting for me,
 
And I want to go to start my new life
 
Nobody cares what happens to me
 
I want to go now
 
And I know all to rejoice over me dead forever
 
And I also know that I want to go there
 
 
Goodbye and I'm going to the afterlife, my next life
 
And I hope Mark finds out that I like
 
Because it made me spend the best moments of my life, ie life.
 
Chapter 7:
 
SEVEN
 
 
7 seconds I imagined you,
 
7 minutes and I've found,
 
7 hours at your side,
 
and your eyes won me over.
 
In every 7 days,
 
I am so lost;
 
your love has changed me,
 
but in the end I love.
 
7 COLORS YOU HAVE DRAWN,
 
7 NOTES YOU HAVE SUNG,
 
7 WONDERS YOU HAVE NAMED,
 
7 SINS HAVE CAUGHT ME.
 
7 NIGHTS IN TE HE DREAMED,
 
I FELT YOU SO CLOSE TO ME,
 
7 WISHES HAVE GIVEN ME,
 
JUST I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU.
 
7 STAR IN THE SKY,
 
THEY HAVE GATHERED TO SEE US,
 
AND HOW MUCH WE LOVE,
 
7 VERSES WE HAVE DEDICATED.
 
7 months, and I love you,
 
7 years, and I love you,
 
7 centuries, I miss you,
 
no time has reached me.
 
You make my life,
 
Therefore, 7 lives have passed,
 
and yet, I have not forgotten.
 
Chapter 8:
 
THAT MOMENT
 
 
Just I saw you, I noticed,
 
I knew without knowing:
 
You were that guy
 
both wanted to know.
 
Your first look,
 
I took his breath away,
 
I was stripped of all sanity,
 
and so I lost track of time.
 
When I first talked,
 
I knew,
 
were that...
 
I waited a lifetime.
 
Your first kiss, like honey,
 
He sweetened my lips,
 
and your hands, like a rose,
 
They caressed my skin.
 
I feel protected
 
around your arms;
 
repeated a million times
 
how much I love you.
 
JUST IN AN INSTANT,
 
MY DREAMS CAME TRUE,
 
AND SO YOU RECOGNIZE MY EYES.
 
MOUTH WAS THAT OWNS ME,
 
THOSE EYES THAT HAIR, YOUR BODY,
 
ONLY TIME THAT LITTLE MOMENT.
 
I knew at that moment,
 
in that tiny fragment of time,
 
were that...
 
that of my dreams.
 
That night,
 
my illusions starred.
 
Who both missed when he awoke,
 
and every day missed.
 
That my heart
 
He surfaced,
 
no other intention
 
to be loved by him.
 
I give my life
 
safeguard for yours,
 
and traverse land and sea,
 
for only with you at that moment
 
getting back.
 
Chapter 9:
 
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING
 
 
You are my heaven,
 
my moon, my sea,
 
my land, my sun,
 
my solar system.
 
You are my last
 
and my present,
 
and my future
 
you only want to see you.
 
YOU ARE ALL YOU FEEL
 
AND WHAT I NEED,
 
YOU ARE ALL I HAVE,
 
YOU ARE MY DREAM INFINITY.
 
YOU, ONLY YOU
 
AND ONLY YOU,
 
YOU ARE WHAT YOU WANT,
 
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING, MY LOVE.
 
You're a tear
 
I am running on my cheek
 
and a flash of light
 
that illuminates my life.
 
You are my tears,
 
You are my laughter,
 
you're a sweetheart,
 
you are my life.
 
And although they do not show
 
and I hate to accept
 
you are what i want
 
and what I love, without hesitation.
 
Chapter 10:
 
ALWAYS
 
 
lonely souls wanting to be one...
 
lonely hearts looking for some love.
 
Always yours, forever mine...
 
Lovers together is Paradise.
 
 
In my dreams, there you are,
 
Always at my side...
 
But it is real, here and now,
 
my fantasy come to life.
 
 
Frost, white, soft and hard,
 
your skin glows like a star.
 
Sheltered in your arms
 
while you sing me lullabies.
 
 
Dazzle me, you can not help it,
 
I just want you to take me ...
 
I leave you perplexed, I can not help it,
 
just want to understand.
 
 
FOR YOUR EYES GOLD MINE DRILL,
 
OH MY LOVE, OH MY LOVE...
 
AND YOU MY HEART STOPS crooked smile,
 
BOTH KNOW BOTH KNOW THAT...
 
 
YOURS WILL ALWAYS (ALWAYS YOURS)
 
YOU SHOULD KNOW, SHOULD KNOW...
 
AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE (MINE FOREVER)
 
I KNOW, NOW I KNOW...
 
 
Twilight is going...
 
The New Moon is hiding...
 
The eclipce is over...
 
Dawn is coming...
 
 
My blood sings for you...
 
Your voice makes me fly...
 
My thoughts can not hide...
 
Your scent takes me (I drug)...
 
 
Inner Beauty and too hot ...
 
My so perfect creature.
 
Biting my lips, drink my heart,
 
give me the gift of eternal life.
 
 
Dazzle me, you can not help it,
 
I just want you to take me...
 
I leave you perplexed, I can not help it,
 
just want to understand.
 
Chapter 11:
 
IT WOULD BE PERFECT
 
 
Amazing serious we should love us passionately.
 
if our destinies were united,
 
if our lives will belong to the other,
 
if only we could be more than friends...
 
 
It would certainly be the best,
 
if there was something superior,
 
something to fill us and make us feel alive,
 
these two strangers to those who have been born...
 
 
WE WOULD COMPLETE,
 
AND NEVER ALONE...
 
IT WOULD BE PERFECT IF WERE PERFECT
 
THE ONE TO THE OTHER...
 
 
If your eyes looking me blush,
 
if your skin by rubbing my lips were burning,
 
if taking your hand my blood out of control,
 
and keep you away my soul in pain...
 
 
If my spirit and my body
 
awaken your instinct,
 
if my mouth provoke temptation
 
if my eyes do not be indistinct...
 
Chapter 12:
 
 
My heart is for you
 
My heart is for you
  +
<blockquote>You completely ignited my heart (my heart)<br />
 
  +
It has long since shut down and stopped (stop)<br />
You lit (lighting) full my heart (my heart)
 
  +
But you turned it back on (turn it on)<br />
Long ago shut down (turn off) and stopped (stop)
 
  +
And the pain (pain) will continue (to follow) forever<br />
But you returned it (back) to turn on (lights)
 
  +
And pain (pain) will follow (follow) forever
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
The blood runs (running) and connects (running) the running,<br />
Blood run (run) and connect (connect) operation (run) of the,
 
When turned on (turn on) the road is illuminated (illuminated)
+
When it was lit, the road lit up (illuminate)<br />
And again (again) be happy (to happiness),
+
And I would return (to be) to be happy (that happiness),<br />
And now from pink,
+
And now even pink,<br />
  +
 
  +
<br />
My heart (my heart) beats (beat) very fast (fast) whenever you approach (approach)
 
  +
My heart (my heart) beats (beat) very fast (fast) whenever you approach (to approach)<br />
I have to (have) to tell you all what I feel (feel) you
 
  +
I have to tell you everything I feel for you.<br />
To start (start) you love (love) a lot (a lot)
 
  +
To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)<br />
To admire him (admire) too
 
  +
To continue to admire (admire) it too<br />
 
  +
To continue (continued) you're sooo handsome please (a favor)
 
  +
<br />
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you in peace
 
  +
To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)<br />
And to finish (finish) the voice (voices) of a (a) angel (Angels) in my ears heard (listened)
 
  +
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone<br />
 
  +
And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,<br />
oh oh oh ooh
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
I just (only) I will give you my heart (my heart)
 
  +
Oh oh oh ooh<br />
Because I know that you'll (probably) and that you take care (caring, very well oh)
 
  +
But only (only) with a condition (a condition, only a condition)
 
  +
<br />
Love me, love me, love me (do you love me now?) Already
 
  +
I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)<br />
 
  +
Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)<br />
oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)
 
  +
But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)<br />
 
  +
Love me, love me, love me (Do you love me already?) Ya<br />
You told me (saying) that it was a simple child
 
  +
You told me (to say) that you could not be with me
 
  +
<br />
You made me (do) harm, I damage to my
 
  +
Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)<br />
You no, I hate (hate) without having done anything I
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
I want or I use (used)
 
  +
You told me (to say) that I was a simple child<br />
Make up your mind already
 
  +
You told me (to say) that you could not be with me<br />
Or you stop liking
 
  +
You hurt me, you hurt me<br />
(Impossible) I love you
 
  +
You do not hate me (hate) without having done anything<br />
(Not I can let it go) You're my bad addiction so I said No?
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
I like you (like you), I like you (like you), I like you (like you)
 
  +
You love me or use me (use)<br />
Like is little I love you
 
  +
Make up your mind now<br />
Love is also and want to also
 
  +
Or you will not like me<br />
Therefore, I do not know as it is the way of my love for you, I want to be with you (with you)
 
  +
(Impossible) I love you<br />
 
  +
(I can not let it go) You're my bad addiction I've told you, right?<br />
It is not to be jealous and not selfish but I want to be alone with me and no one else do you understand me?
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
Me these killing (killing)
 
  +
I like you (I like you), I like you, I like you (like you)<br />
Do you hear me? Me these killing (killing)
 
  +
Like is little I love you<br />
And I cry by not knowing what to do
 
  +
Love is little too and wanting too is<br />
Tears of blood and my heart pain (heart) Aaaaaa hurt me (hurt me)
 
  +
Well, I do not know how is the way I like you, I want to be with you (with you)<br />  
 
  +
Look what you've done
 
  +
<br />
I'm bleeding
 
  +
It's not that I'm jealous and not selfish, but I want you to be alone with me and no one else. Do you understand me?<br />
The knife is in my head I slitting
 
  +
I don't hate you, I'm still loving this
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
You're killing me (killing)<br />
My heart is for you (my heart is for you) (you, you, you)
 
  +
Do you hear me? You're killing me (killing)<br />
I have to (have) to tell you all what I feel (feel) you
 
  +
And I cry because I do not know what to do<br />
To start (start) you love (love) a lot (a lot)
 
  +
Tears of blood and my heartache (heart) Aaaaaa it hurts (it hurts)<br />
To admire him (admire) too
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
To continue (continued) you're sooo handsome please (a favor)
 
  +
look what you have done<br />
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you in peace
 
  +
I'm bleeding<br />
And to finish (finish) the voice (voices) of a (a) angel (Angels) in my ears heard (listened)
 
  +
The knife is on my head cracking me<br />
 
  +
I do not hate you, I still love you this<br />
oh oh oh ooh
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
I just (only) I will give you my heart (my heart)
 
Because I know that you'll (probably) and that you take care (caring, very well oh)
+
My heart is for you (My heart is for you) (you, you, you)<br />
  +
I have to tell you everything I feel for you.<br />
But only (only) with a condition (a condition, only a condition)
 
Love me, love me, love me (why do not you love me still?) Already
+
To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)<br />
  +
To continue to admire (admire) it too<br />
 
  +
oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)<br />
I bleed more, more and more
 
  +
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone<br />
It hurts much (much)
 
  +
And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,<br />
I love, that's what I see
 
  +
You should love me long time
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
Oh oh oh ooh<br />
Are you going to be for me? Because I do I will be for you
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
My heart is for you
 
  +
I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)<br />
(Oh, oh)
 
  +
Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)<br />
My heart is for you
 
  +
But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)<br />
(Yes, yes)
 
  +
Love me, love me, love me (Why do not you love me yet?) Ya<br />
 
  +
Are you going to be for me? Because I do I will be for you
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)<br />
My heart is for you
 
  +
(Oh, oh)
 
  +
<br />
My heart is for you
 
  +
I bleed more, more and more<br />
(Yes, yes)
 
  +
It hurts a lot<br />
 
  +
You do not love me, that's what I see<br />
Your heart is mine at last
 
  +
You should love me some time ago<br />
My pain was worth it
 
  +
And also wait
 
  +
<br />
You are mine at last
 
  +
Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you<br />
 
  +
My heart died (my heart died)
 
  +
<br />
Chapter 13:
 
  +
My heart is for you<br />
NIGHT
 
  +
(Oh oh)<br />
 
  +
Night power and bring us powerful reason,
 
  +
<br />
to calm the heart desires...
 
  +
My heart is for you<br />
The Air make us fly
 
  +
(Yes Yes)<br />
and to breathe deeply...
 
  +
The fire burn pain
 
  +
<br />
and believes in its wake pure passion...
 
  +
Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you<br />
Flushed tour our skin
 
  +
and wash the darkness of our being...
 
  +
<br />
The Earth, which provides support,
 
  +
My heart is for you<br />
trust us and help us to believe...
 
  +
(Oh oh)<br />
And joining the spirit of love,
 
  +
friends and brothers, bring compassion...
 
  +
<br />
beautiful night full of wisdom and peace,
 
  +
My heart is for you<br />
make all of us capable of loving...
 
  +
(Yes Yes)<br />
Chapter 14:
 
  +
NO
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
Your heart is mine at last<br />
You are precious and beautiful
 
  +
My pain was worth it<br />
in every way,
 
  +
And wait too<br />
nice, generous
 
  +
You are already mine at last<br />
and great fun.
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
No candy
 
  +
My heart died (My heart died)<br />
you can win,
 
  +
that be sweet
 
  +
<br />
this is your specialty.
 
  +
Notes: It is about a child who wants a person who is older than him, and that person is hurting him, the child becomes very obsessed with that person and has to go to a psychologist, in the end the child kills that person And then realizes the mistake he made and commits suicide.</blockquote>
 
  +
Blood from the skin
No star any
 
  +
<blockquote>I hear my blood flowing<br />
you can overshadow,
 
  +
Slip on my skin<br />
because your smile
 
  +
Each drop falls and make a different sound<br />
shines more.
 
  +
I like how they sound<br />
 
  +
NO WAY TO BE ABLE TO FORGET,
 
  +
<br />
BUT THERE ARE COUNTLESS WAYS TO LOVE.
 
  +
My tears start to run,<br />
 
  +
They start to run down my face<br />
THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE,
 
  +
And then to run down the floor<br />
BUT I HAVE MUCH TO TELL.
 
  +
I do not want them to keep falling,<br />
 
  +
THERE IS NO WAY TO TELL WHAT I FEEL,
 
  +
<br />
BECAUSE WHEN YOU APPOINTED, ME SHORTNESS OF BREATH.
 
  +
But I can not help it<br />
 
  +
I get out, even if I do not want<br />
You are unique
 
  +
I keep smiling at death,<br />
in your species,
 
  +
I keep laughing at her<br />
no other man
 
  +
Not like you are.
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
This will be very expensive.<br />
No relics
 
  +
I'm not afraid of him, why should I be afraid of him?<br />
you equalize,
 
  +
Threats can not with me, it will never stop me<br />
because your eyes
 
  +
Those tears come together with the blood<br />
are two diamonds.
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
No one
 
  +
They become tears of blood,<br />
who makes me laugh and,
 
  +
They fell on my cheeks;<br />
everything you say,
 
  +
Sore and gusts<br />
He makes me so happy.
 
  +
I know I will not lose anything, because I have nothing to lose<br />
 
  +
No boy
 
  +
<br />
more special,
 
  +
Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin<br />
that I I have
 
  +
My face is deforming,<br />
the taste of love...
 
  +
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago<br />
Chapter 15:
 
  +
My lips cracked and dripping blood<br />
a war
 
  +
My skin with cuts and scratches<br />
 
  +
My worn and broken nails,<br />
Faceless corpses,
 
  +
Like the mirror I broke<br />
eyes without eyes,
 
  +
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?<br />
faces and without gestures,
 
  +
bodies without souls.
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
I'm always crying,<br />
Sadness and destruction,
 
  +
Sadness, death and blood;<br />
death penalty everywhere,
 
  +
They are always with me. Can not you go with someone else?<br />
disregard for life;
 
  +
I want to be with me the joy, the love and the smiles; But I can not<br />
only care about power.
 
  +
</blockquote>
 
  +
<blockquote>The first time I cut myself;<br />
Tears are wasted
 
  +
It was a marvelous experience.<br />
of mutilated bodies,
 
  +
I gave the first cut, the second cut, the third cut...<br />
screams and cries,
 
  +
I had a lot of fun cutting myself<br />
with lips silenced.
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
Misery, unhappiness,
 
  +
Blood was falling,<br />
injustice and terror:
 
  +
And like the tears, they also ran<br />
all lose a war,
 
  +
People were scared and fled from me.<br />
even the victor.
 
  +
For some unknown reason I was afraid too<br />
Chapter 16:
 
  +
They fleeing and I here terrified by myself<br />
FACING THE STORM
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
And how much truth there is in the afterlife?
 
  +
Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin<br />
Waiting for the madness of that which has not yet asleep.
 
  +
My face is deforming,<br />
And when you leave: you foam salt
 
  +
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago<br />
reminding me of the hopelessness of your voice.
 
  +
My lips cracked and dripping blood<br />
If the breeze still carries the scent of wakefulness
 
  +
My skin with cuts and scratches<br />
that emerges from the streets occurred.
 
  +
My worn and broken nails,<br />
Although the arpeggio of the strings
 
  +
Like the mirror I broke<br />
I remember that I should not be here.
 
  +
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?<br />
Just should not be here.
 
  +
 
  +
<br />
No suspicion by the frustration of succumbing.
 
  +
Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin<br />
Darkness have awakened from their sleep
 
  +
My face is deforming,<br />
and now they want to relive their cry.
 
  +
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago<br />
Today want to resolve his fear, his trembling.
 
  +
My lips cracked and dripping blood<br />
Espinado and punished by the pain of lust.
 
  +
My skin with cuts and scratches<br />
Dehydrated anger of love, hate.
 
  +
My worn and broken nails,<br />
Fearing the future of something that is not necessary,
 
  +
Like the mirror I broke<br />
waiting for the evolution of something that already.
 
  +
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?</blockquote>
Just should not be so.
 
  +
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?
 
  +
<blockquote>Today I had a moment of reflection;<br />
And yet I hope, as in the poems
 
  +
A while for me.<br />
immortal sinister wounds die
 
  +
I have discovered that I have no friends,<br />
at the crossroads of the letters without saying;
 
  +
I will never have them, people just want to use me or something in return<br />
in battles of words to come.
 
  +
Spitting blood stained my shipwreck
 
  +
<br />
waiting for favorable wind from the south.
 
  +
Those are not friends,<br />
His eyes turned against you
 
  +
There is a perfect name for such people are "ambitious" or "agreed"<br />
and you knew not how to react.
 
  +
He does not like people,<br />
Just you should not have been there.
 
  +
They like what I have<br />
 
  +
Even if the fall is prolonged
 
  +
<br />
I fell into your bones full crowns
 
  +
That's why it's better not to have friends.<br />
They are governing your darkness, your fear;
 
  +
How do I know they are like this?<br />
who again left me as you do.
 
  +
My best friend has shown it<br />
However, standing before the storm,
 
  +
And you will answer me "Not all are like this"<br />
before the rain must never cease.
 
  +
And I will answer "Of course I do"<br />
Through the eye pain it is demonstrated.
 
  +
In tears I looked lips gall.
 
  +
<br />
And yet I knew I should be here...
 
  +
If one has deceived me, everyone will.<br />
Chapter 17:
 
  +
Just like if you hurt me, everyone would hurt me<br />
A FEW MONTHS
 
  +
It's the law, and it will always be like this.<br />
 
  +
That's the reality<br />
A blanket of stars
 
  +
about losing reason.
 
  +
<br />
Since yesterday madness came to me,
 
  +
Maybe it's because I'm very negative, but I'm like this<br />
while you went in the dark.
 
  +
Now, you ask me, "What happened?"<br />
 
  +
You've already asked me how 8 times already<br />
In the light of the sun, flames silver
 
  +
But I'll tell you again, this time listen to me<br />
and a wave of molten gold.
 
  +
Lava exasperated despair
 
  +
<br />
and your voice that went further.
 
  +
When I speak I think that nobody listens to me<br />
 
  +
And I also think that there are many people that happens to me the same as me, right? Am I right?<br />
A total waste of time,
 
  +
This is what happened:<br />
It was my past in the present.
 
  +
As you know I've always been in love with him,<br />
Forgetting a few months to live,
 
  +
You ask me "When? Where?"<br />
and a ghostly memories...
 
  +
And I answer, "Yesterday I told you, and you never listen to me when I speak!"<br />
 
  +
Why do you always have to be like that?<br />
The forest fairies fly standby.
 
  +
Trees breathe the emptiness of anger,
 
  +
<br />
exhaling lights of hope come to naught.
 
  +
I do not know if he knew I liked, and much<br />
Again you get to laugh at me.
 
  +
But I know he was joining other girls, to make me jealous<br />
 
  +
"Did I get it?" Unfortunately, yes.<br />
Only a minotaur knocking on my door,
 
  +
"Are you jealous?" Of course you know I am.<br />
confusing me with a heavenly character.
 
  +
Just one look forward to my table,
 
  +
<br />
to devour the soul in a sigh...
 
  +
They told you that I was easy, you believed<br />
Chapter 18:
 
  +
They told you it was stupid, you believed it<br />
WALKING
 
  +
They told you she was stupid, you believed<br />
 
  +
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?<br />
Such conviction and no eternity,
 
  +
flights foolish not let you see.
 
  +
<br />
Run forward and confront my
 
  +
You used me, accept it<br />
with nothing to lose, I've lost everything.
 
  +
You made me cry, accept it<br />
 
  +
You hurt me, accept it<br />
And what if I can not walk?
 
  +
You lied to me, accept it.<br />
If there seems no way out.
 
  +
And I fell deeper after all.
 
  +
<br />
Miss was the beginning of the end.
 
  +
"Are you okay?" Sure I'm fine after you broke my heart.<br />
 
  +
You do not even know that you've hurt me<br />
If there is no truth to accompany my soul.
 
  +
I do not exist<br />
Wait no longer want, and even though
 
  +
You do not talk to me, you only talk to me when there's someone<br />
I am standing not wait, excuse my anxiety,
 
  +
you decide to fly, to my heaven,
 
  +
<br />
to my jealousy, even my grief...
 
  +
You told me that you loved me, that made me happy<br />
 
  +
You hugged me, kissed me and gave me incredible gifts.<br />
You may feel a thousand pretty flowers
 
  +
Gifts did not give me happiness<br />
floods and hear your scream.
 
  +
What I gave was to be with you<br />
He could steal a star in your eyes.
 
  +
And yet I could write a song,
 
  +
<br />
sad song more...
 
  +
You told me to look for myself<br />
 
  +
"I did not hurt myself, you did it to me"<br />
A circle which turns against me.
 
  +
You remind me: Let me kiss you first<br />
Some time ago, while
 
  +
"It was a bet, thanks to that I got 20 dollars"<br />
I suffered, I was going to another place,
 
  +
You said that I wanted that<br />
and again, I forgot, I was looking for.
 
  +
"I did not want to do it"<br />
 
  +
And I playing too missed,
 
  +
<br />
I did not know to distinguish the truth of your smile.
 
  +
Let's make love, you<br />
I could not tell, if you looked at me or look at me.
 
  +
I do not want to<br />
I'm still sitting in that place...
 
  +
"What do you want stupid virginity for?" Screaming<br />
 
  +
"It's not only because of that, you're an idiot, you're looking for someone you want with you"<br />
And what if I can not walk?
 
  +
I cried, I felt drown in the words I told you<br />
Chapter 19:
 
  +
"Yes, I will do that"<br />
UNDER THE SUNSET
 
  +
I wanted to die, I did not want to put up with all that and I left<br />
 
  +
And if the rain falls on itself,
 
  +
<br />
if the words do not help us.
 
  +
They told you that I was easy, you believed<br />
Deny the road is the solution
 
  +
They told you it was stupid, you believed it<br />
these steps are censored.
 
  +
They told you she was stupid, you believed<br />
 
  +
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?<br />
My pillars go to meet
 
  +
banished as this today
 
  +
<br />
furious tomorrow
 
  +
You used me, accept it<br />
never, never come.
 
  +
You made me cry, accept it<br />
 
  +
You hurt me, accept it<br />
If you fall with your arms to the world.
 
  +
You lied to me, accept it.<br />
The smile can sprout in rejection of pain.
 
  +
Walking, meditating my strength.
 
  +
<br />
Back on yourself again and again,
 
  +
"Are you ok now?" You asked me.<br />
even after so long.
 
  +
"If I am fine"<br />
 
  +
"Then why are you crying?"<br />
Indifference was pride,
 
  +
"What do you say? I'm not crying, it's raining "<br />
I lament on the loss.
 
  +
Madness was a vice
 
  +
<br />
that anxiety never left.
 
  +
Drenched with tears,<br />
 
  +
The tears fell on my hands,<br />
Pour me the flight
 
  +
Where I was hugging my legs<br />
I lost to contemplate.
 
  +
In the rain I was, getting wet<br />
Kissing the twilight of your sighs...
 
  +
I love the rain because nobody knows I'm crying<br />
 
  +
With fifteen carved on his forehead,
 
  +
<br />
You walked me from side to side.
 
  +
He was there with an umbrella<br />
And although they were twenty times I saw you,
 
  +
And a smile on his lips<br />
without my eyes and timeless,
 
  +
I wanted to wipe that idiot out of my face,<br />
you went on yourself...
 
  +
"I'm sorry, I did not want to do that, I want you to be my best friend and forgive me" That's what he said<br />
Chapter 20:
 
  +
"No, I will not forgive you, you have made me suffer, you have broken my heart and my soul"<br />
THE BAD COMING SENTENCE
 
  +
"But..." He just said that because I interrupted him<br />
 
  +
"Leave me, I do not want to know anything about you, now stay away, I do not know you"<br />
I silently freaking out my fears.
 
  +
My tears were still falling to the ground.<br />
Madness paralyzed by your bones.
 
  +
"Okay." He left.<br />
The tomb of something that is not dead yet
 
  +
wait for me a time advantage.
 
  +
<br />
 
  +
The next day, I went to see him, but he...<br />
And if the moon today holds many mysteries,
 
  +
I was dead, I can not...<br />
The meeting between the mirrors will vanish.
 
  +
I kissed him on the cheek and asked his forgiveness<br />
Anger and sadness will go dormant,
 
  +
Partly it was my fault<br />
together on a journey with no beginning.
 
 
The spectator was the best actor,
 
and cards played poorly coming phrase.
 
Your secrets were never locked,
 
and yet they exploded unable to leave.
 
 
And so long as few steps.
 
I do not feel so much death and around me.
 
But your single image bothers me,
 
exasperates me, I rediscovered
 
more eager than the last time,
 
but with a lesson that will never die...
 
Chapter 21:
 
THERE WAS NO TIME
 
 
They walked in the lost city.
 
They passed unnecessary assumptions.
 
They knew what they wanted...
 
 
It was mixed into the unknown.
 
He pushed his senses too.
 
The words began to lie...
 
 
Fear anger erupted.
 
Opportunities refused.
 
Again, again fear...
 
 
They dispelled the night in a meeting.
 
The growing concerns therefore
 
but that did not matter yet...
 
 
There was no time for time.
 
Life did not know more than grieve.
 
You decided without asking.
 
 
You missed out on the town again.
 
The whispers never stopped there.
 
Your lips, I prefer not to remember them well.
 
 
It exploded in a rage without direction.
 
Too much thought in your eyes.
 
The time came one month ahead...
 
 
But yesterday I needed your statement
 
that rejection was confirmed.
 
I hope I never lose...
 
 
Today I hold so long.
 
Stars shine because they perish,
 
light because they do not feel fear.
 
 
You ran away in jubilation revealed.
 
No more options possible.
 
A grave at the bottom of oblivion...
 
Chapter 22:
 
THORNS AND MEMORIES
 
 
Pollen clouds enclosing forgotten.
 
Today I unleashed your knots,
 
your eyes on edge, lost.
 
I'm back to being who we never went.
 
 
Accumulated much lucidity.
 
So much confusion to find me.
 
Styles and songs I ever tell you.
 
Sentences so hard Safeguard.
 
Just to not hurt...
 
 
At night you may remember.
 
I will be inevitable your lips.
 
But I've cut ties
 
calling please discard.
 
 
He spent our time,
 
and I was too much for you.
 
Remorderme in this
 
no longer useful, not for me.
 
 
A shooting star
 
It was the intervention of your look.
 
Perhaps this cross makes me miss,
 
or perhaps die again...
 
 
But today contrails darkness
 
They have teamed up to give me oblivion.
 
Sorry I have already granted, he lashed.
 
Forgiveness is what has never been to deny...
 
 
As a line behind my ears,
 
aturdes my bones and memories.
 
The night was made flesh,
 
and your voice, despair.
 
 
No more surprises, no issues.
 
I can laugh and advise, while
 
you never have to get in the way,
 
if your fear always leads to lose.
 
 
He spent our time,
 
and I could get out in time...
 
Chapter 23:
 
SILENCE
 
 
Perdurándote so sorry.
 
Many seas and do not really know.
 
Scales of a messy round.
 
 
The streets are formed into words.
 
Places to go devoured
 
in a puff of wind in oblivion.
 
 
almost no excuses.
 
Apologies and an inner burning.
 
I did not blame you, I could not.
 
 
You sound so empty. Fear.
 
Silently I need to hear your voice
 
and listen to your steps toward me.
 
 
No more surprise than to
 
continue to amaze.
 
I'm tired of playing.
 
 
Silent, so quiet in my room.
 
The walls of blood, which once wept,
 
Today smile for me even more alone.
 
 
I'm tired of excuses.
 
And yet I keep playing.
 
So melted mask.
 
 
Your eyes, tears of the moon.
 
So immersed madness behind them.
 
Many dead in vain for you.
 
 
Afraid to sincerity.
 
The contradictions are contradictory.
 
I am to blame for your fears and illusions.
 
 
Silence, I need to hear your voice.
 
I can not help but think of you today.
 
You have created both introverted savagery.
 
 
No more surprises to come.
 
I do not expect that will be more promises.
 
Just I pretend to kiss your lips again...
 
Chapter 24:
 
ONE STAR TO INFINITY
 
 
Everything is so confusing.
 
Nothing can be the same.
 
Slaves, so tired today.
 
Guilty of our delusion.
 
 
Conviction of a star to infinity.
 
Contrails such a decisive love.
 
 
And when the truth be light.
 
And the meeting has no beginning.
 
Time will redeem our convictions...
 
 
It was never anything so painful.
 
Lies were always more.
 
Intended, reverberated causalities.
 
Star innocent flight going.
 
 
Certainty of a moon without its sea.
 
Drowning in the dark darkness.
 
 
And when lying there be light.
 
And the silence forever shine.
 
Today is the time that once I looked...
 
Chapter 25:
 
AGAINST
 
 
Both forgot killing
 
within stopped clocks out of time.
 
It's time to walk, small,
 
Fall may be the only solution.
 
 
We grow from broken mirrors.
 
This world only requires us to do so.
 
But never forget to dream me.
 
Let me never forget...
 
 
It's hard fall oblivion.
 
When neglect is the truth.
 
When me is pain free.
 
When the need is to revive again.
 
 
So long for you, moon.
 
Such boldness needed.
 
Run to my meeting
 
and you cry because they can not stop me.
 
 
I wanted to be so special.
 
Universes come together in you.
 
So misunderstood understanding.
 
So many decisions so quickly.
 
 
Too flight between my memories.
 
It is time to write again.
 
Forgiveness comes alone and without rancor.
 
Sooner or later forgotten defeats us.
 
 
Remove the stumbling girl.
 
You may need to see what I am.
 
You think me too giant.
 
And I thought being small.
 
 
Breaking useless excuses.
 
As unnecessary for us.
 
Barriers that impose longer.
 
I will counter them.
 
Chapter 26
 
DEFEATED
 
 
How fragile can be your illusion...
 
If your wish is my bulls.
 
Madness reinvents itself
 
always through the mysteries.
 
 
Where is the humility,
 
memory and your emerald?
 
You can become a monster.
 
Such farce over your head...
 
 
Place you in a universal place.
 
To kill encompassing solution.
 
Throwing a stone at my face,
 
one that is supposed to can not.
 
 
Freezing my fierce impatience.
 
Stirring from oblivion worms.
 
A postcard on your images.
 
An infinite and so tempting mirror.
 
 
The rest of your lives,
 
They are just phrases and lies.
 
How fragile can be your decision,
 
if all you play, you sleep?
 
 
the sea on your temple rises.
 
The storm delayed me.
 
Implodes anything unnecessary,
 
on a hollow always forgotten.
 
 
The infernalidad the act becomes.
 
The reverberant in your bones
 
flesh becomes my ears.
 
Where teachers are not met.
 
 
Excesses killed by stupidity.
 
I've found it so unreasonable.
 
Threaten your turning my words.
 
So right returned by your gut.
 
 
Lying in the dark, so sleepy.
 
Intrude apprehended lies.
 
Beforehand I knew your reaction.
 
Today I encounter, with such contempt.
 
 
And you laugh monstrously,
 
which drug to my senses.
 
The future shows me even bigger.
 
how fragile can be your incision.
 
Chapter 27:
 
CONSTELLATION
 
 
Winter. attempts
 
announced a disappointment.
 
Sunsets. regrets
 
a trip to oblivion and nothingness.
 
 
Autumn was hell
 
and your lips a constellation.
 
In babia I've been,
 
looking into your eyes, illusion.
 
 
You can be the sea of the seas.
 
But darkness, and not sorry.
 
You can, if you want to drown.
 
But I live lies if there is still air.
 
 
Silence.
 
eternal refuge of the unspeakable.
 
You looks.
 
Contradictory to what the words say.
 
 
Now distant jubilation of a misunderstanding.
 
Words meeting today
 
and I do not want to understand.
 
 
Temperance to face.
 
A desire, perhaps unstable.
 
Strength to resist your coldness.
 
Perseverance, to destroy.
 
Chapter 28:
 
SERENITY
 
 
I try in vain not draw you
 
after the papers of this meeting.
 
ink is lost in all your seas.
 
And I lose even more because you have not returned.
 
 
And if death question for your arrival,
 
I laugh even in his face.
 
Your irony went after other worlds,
 
It pierced my soul and hope...
 
 
As a child lost in fantasies,
 
play unless I before you.
 
Invention rancor and a sharp look.
 
But I get lost if you're not with me.
 
 
So untimely unconsciousness
 
tearing, flowers, your sadness.
 
Poisons looks students,
 
as a moonlit bright star.
 
 
Inventing explanations, creating,
 
trying to light the coals for you.
 
The constellations are all lost.
 
And I fall into your endless universe.
 
 
Suspended in the void of your voice.
 
Trying to forget your sacred lips.
 
Despair in the lakes of temptation.
 
I continue detaching from your arms.
 
 
And I thought that the end would begin
 
flashed our madness.
 
But you have governed every moment
 
on one end than the beginning he had nothing.
 
 
And if death cries for you,
 
I would say that maybe worth.
 
Well, in your ways I've found.
 
Maybe try again another worthwhile...
 
 
Apparent coldness not interest me.
 
While hearing the truth of your actions,
 
It does not affect me what appears to be.
 
I know of your lips, if you'll let me.
 
 
Only if you admit me.
 
Only if you share me your reality.
 
That's all I want.
 
For quite some time,
 
when you've left your me.
 
 
And now I'm just sitting here.
 
Waiting to see it happen.
 
Mermaid, this time I know you delay
 
I prefer that you not wait...
 
Chapter 29:
 
ON SUNSET
 
 
On the evening of a story.
 
Or like a phoenix, to fight you.
 
I did nothing distance
 
to increase my destruction.
 
 
inflexible peace in your kisses.
 
Fire on the seas today
 
They are not anywhere.
 
No longer shed.
 
 
See your bones in your eyes.
 
Your lips contradicted
 
your feelings yesterday
 
I hope that today too.
 
 
Electrocuted by pain
 
I try to get everything you want.
 
Mourn is a bogus attempt to pain.
 
I can not, I do not want more.
 
 
Let me be happy some point.
 
I keep thinking in your memory.
 
So mad and hurt your image.
 
It hurts your faced fear.
 
 
Diverts your way,
 
I hope retomarte moon.
 
My moon, my princess.
 
Is that today there is nobody else.
 
 
As much as look and look,
 
no one else, there is not.
 
I need to hear again.
 
A month later I need rectificarte.
 
 
You left, I duel, you hurt me.
 
Why we hurt,
 
may be so happy!?
 
You really are incomprehensible.
 
 
I can not stop kissing your memory.
 
I do not want to let you go. I would not,
 
let me go, if I'm still looking.
 
Let me find you. At least today.
 
 
Can you with me
 
I'm here to suffer much.
 
Really I do not understand.
 
I'm so lost, bewildered.
 
 
I am discovering, death,
 
through the ink flowing beams.
 
I find on these papers
 
to which I write unable to flee.
 
Chapter 30:
 
IN ANOTHER COUNTRY
 
 
I forget the soft skin.
 
As the sun goes down,
 
I infer from your hands.
 
I get lost in the night.
 
 
Shadows are your image.
 
Wrap tranquility,
 
which is retained by looking at you,
 
attempts to explode.
 
 
Perhaps in another country.
 
Sometimes I feel so far away.
 
I know it's not the best.
 
So many times I lost consciousness.
 
 
A cruel instinct
 
to remind you to forget.
 
The fall of a story
 
I never had a happy ending.
 
 
The scope of your being
 
I do not want to keep seeing.
 
The closure can
 
you do not want the wind.
 
Chapter 31:
 
IN TRANCE
 
 
In trance.
 
In the middle of winter and hell.
 
Between madness and tranquility.
 
Maybe I never have to reach you.
 
I have to be in a trance.
 
I am dying of cold and think,
 
quiet, but I think,
 
sunk and die.
 
Relive and again,
 
again to feel hope
 
both me clouds.
 
 
Find nearby
 
saberte away.
 
A solution without end.
 
Some flavor to destroy me.
 
Tasteless no madness.
 
No madness there is no passion,
 
Without passion there is no taste.
 
And it all starts without knowing
 
the circle you today dominates
 
It is one that leaves nothing to understand.
 
 
My cold fingers,
 
do not let me write.
 
Your lips so fine
 
do not let me be.
 
You know that point
 
I devour me on impulse.
 
You know Tackle
 
This, our meeting
 
They are pleased
 
a condemned loyalty.
 
 
Resisting is resent.
 
Sentencing is my feeling.
 
Waiting is my feeling.
 
Opt for a wait
 
that one day it will end.
 
Leave your lips is the idea
 
that I am reluctant to leave.
 
 
In trance.
 
Today and tomorrow.
 
Always trance.
 
Anger is released into laughter.
 
Your innocence is my cross, my light.
 
Be sure something perishable.
 
I knew I was so sick.
 
The melodies are gone
 
if not me your adventure.
 
As fate would leave you.
 
Your voice, incomprehensible, takes you away from me.
 
And I fall into desire, anxiety, insanity,
 
heated flavor woes, abandoned.
 
So lonely and alone.
 
So on your watch.
 
So dismissive when apologize.
 
Idiotic.
 
 
Your games, my fears.
 
Your fears, my desires.
 
Your will, my imbalance.
 
damning folly.
 
Unpardonable folly.
 
So crazy to explode,
 
out in words that no longer exist;
 
do not let me look up
 
and see your luminous darkness.
 
My regret.
 
Although both.
 
 
Always trance.
 
Like crazy with his perfect plan.
 
Always trance.
 
Back into a trance.
 
I fall asleep.
 
In trance.
 
Always in trance...
 
Chapter 32:
 
THE SIXTH WINTER
 
 
I woke up with an anchored my soul pain.
 
I do not understand why the understanding.
 
Winter takes over my eyes.
 
Tears come broken before falling.
 
 
I flooded my poison of bitterness.
 
I shut the hell you deserve,
 
who both were offering me.
 
The only solution is my madness.
 
 
Once heard words of doubt.
 
He is destroying everything to have you.
 
But today you prevent me from approaching
 
when yesterday you said love me.
 
 
And I shall go away,
 
to better see the stars.
 
Soledad, you come to me.
 
Not care if I'm not with her.
 
 
Winter attempt is made.
 
The clarity is lost in your aroma.
 
Back to your hell,
 
to wake up somehow.
 
 
The beauty and innocence,
 
learned are paid pain.
 
Returns the love you've robbed you
 
my soul, my voice...
 
 
My eyes have gone out of your mouth.
 
Thinking too much with your thoughts
 
It was the huge mistake of something
 
he never had a real beginning.
 
Chapter 33:
 
I HAVE DONE NOTHING
 
 
It's late and I want
 
lost in your immensity.
 
Flight over your universe
 
and I try to change things.
 
 
Destiny has deigned
 
give me a chance.
 
While'm looking for.
 
Some time ago I found you.
 
 
When winter is transformed into heat,
 
when the leaves fly around you.
 
It is time for truths that are hidden.
 
Not a moment to apologize.
 
 
I retain in restless images.
 
Desperation to join in ties
 
an untimely immensity
 
such a torn right.
 
 
When the heat is not enough.
 
cold is also required.
 
If madness is compassion.
 
If the meeting is contradiction.
 
 
When denial is pleasure.
 
When revenge is not hatred.
 
If the stones fall like rain,
 
I take refuge in your voice.
 
 
Like a lion tamed for your winter.
 
Destroyed a thousand storms.
 
me no good my thinking
 
if what I do is deprive you,
 
I do nothing but deprive me...
 
 
Knowing that I am important.
 
Knowing myself as prevailing.
 
It makes me happy to know.
 
But I need to quit your lips.
 
 
No time to time.
 
I do not want to have order now.
 
I hope a chance encounter.
 
I hope the surprise, I assure you.
 
 
The cards have been played.
 
Actually we agree.
 
I thought too much attention.
 
And I have not done anything,
 
I have done nothing...
 
 
The fire was the attempt
 
to make sure your spaces.
 
Winter has fallen suddenly.
 
You have become so cold.
 
 
I waited an empty feeling.
 
I found no other explanation.
 
Did not prove a promise.
 
I do not want you to be offended, no.
 
 
Decided to abandon. I cry.
 
Loneliness has left me, mate.
 
Many years to come.
 
And you just are here.
 
 
Downloads a leisurely feeling.
 
There are so many other things to heal.
 
Your pain, my pain, our mystery.
 
So true and you you hide.
 
 
The inconsistency of your shame.
 
And it is that somehow understand.
 
I hate the cracks in my face in front of you.
 
I hate to do this to me.
 
 
You'll have me in the desert
 
and you forget me in the vastness.
 
The world has to know.
 
No need to hide much.
 
 
I write nonsense words,
 
perhaps, at least for you.
 
Insured in the truth,
 
afraid to lose yourself in your fear.
 
I hope we win you that...
 
 
Lies hover in the air.
 
The atmosphere is exasperated.
 
It is death who despairs,
 
to see you smile a little.
 
 
Return to the confused happiness.
 
The universe returns to the abnormality
 
your desvelante inconsistency.
 
I do not want and dream of my pain...
 
Chapter 34:
 
JUST THINK
 
 
Mares open your home quiet
 
And you wait for the moment to prevent
 
the words of a celestial flavor, winged,
 
resisting your crystallized feel.
 
 
The fire is lit in poisonous flowers.
 
The truths up in honor of you.
 
The lights go out in your glorious glow.
 
And you think. Just you think...
 
 
Hear lies learned from childhood.
 
You resist simply resist.
 
The blows that give us life and death
 
they are objects of distraction vanished.
 
 
Wait, just wait
 
do not give time to sigh.
 
Callas quietly penalties.
 
You do not stop destination to watch.
 
 
You think. Just you think...
 
Chapter 35:
 
YOUR CRYING
 
 
I am the sea melts into lava
 
and hell waiting for you generate in me.
 
I am the hurricane looks collapses
 
by loneliness that both exasperates me.
 
 
I am the earthquake that destroys the green of my dreams
 
by nightmares without reason.
 
I am the rain that hits your bones
 
and moistens your mouth to confront.
 
 
I am the sun has ceased to shine
 
because the moon falls in disappointment.
 
I am the truth nonexistent
 
a poet who has stopped feeling.
 
 
I am the force that breaks against your veins
 
by faith succumbed in your tears.
 
I am, I'm here.
 
While I wait, I'm dying.
 
 
Come with me to suffer.
 
Disoriented in your eyes.
 
Destroy my respect for your warmth.
 
Flood my being in your blood.
 
Chapter 36:
 
THE MEETING
 
 
You were there waiting for me
 
and I would not be.
 
Truth never were a song
 
let alone any pain.
 
 
And if you ever come back at the end,
 
I do not want to see you again involved in these winds.
 
I do not want at any time hide the truth.
 
The silence was worth a truth poisoning.
 
 
And if you call me back to mourn,
 
I not want to see more envestida in hysteria.
 
Silence is not a tyrant, help hands
 
bleeding to seek caress.
 
 
I do not know if I wait longer, I do not really interested
 
I prefer to die because of you, to die alone.
 
I do not know if I want ya, a shield in the head.
 
My fate is shared values ​​that they forget about you.
 
 
You were there lost, defeated, convinced
 
that nothing would change and reached your destination,
 
Mine has been a while and I find
 
quiet and if I do not see the time on your side.
 
 
Listen to me. I'm not like the others
 
nor do I want to be. The meeting is delayed
 
and winds were fleshed in my body
 
looking uneasily your lips...
 
Chapter 37:
 
HEAVEN, HELL
 
 
Heaven, hell in your eyes.
 
Throb in my voice. I'm unprepared.
 
I smell what hidden
 
and you lock yourself in your fear.
 
 
You me move away for safety.
 
You get lost in your nightmares.
 
I not want to leave, no
 
now that you're so close.
 
 
You hurt me so much indeed.
 
Mares prohibited without ceasing.
 
I hope you come to me.
 
Your fears are my nightmares.
 
 
You hide in tears
 
and remember without thinking.
 
And forget your past.
 
Open your eyes, look at me.
 
 
I say things that hurt me so much
 
and I do not think more.
 
Chains hold me
 
to avoid falling into the sea.
 
 
Turn off your light and you lose
 
on the banks of bewilderment.
 
Look at me, here I am.
 
Ready for anything, I suffer.
 
 
I hope dreams, invention attempt
 
and you do not want to hurt me.
 
Time is my enemy.
 
Quit thinking.
 
 
I want to live in you
 
and die to the beat of your senses.
 
That hell away
 
and give me your heat.
 
 
I would like, I listen
 
and you know how much I love you.
 
Say words that soothe you,
 
you just calm down.
 
 
And I hope, time, effort
 
again and again.
 
Get rid of your fear
 
and let my hopes. Do not kill me so...
 
Chapter 38:
 
...ALWAYS I HOPE
 
 
I still hope,
 
in that place
 
we do not know.
 
always I hope.
 
Sometimes awake.
 
and I am again waiting.
 
Your tardy arrival...
 
Always sleep with her.
 
Your sensitive eyes
 
I never thought, never have them.
 
I have so sleepy and,
 
accumulated very tired.
 
I'm so tired of waiting.
 
But I'm also waiting.
 
Always waiting.
 
In one corner you'll wait
 
asleep and waning moon.
 
From here I can not.
 
continue this face.
 
But as I continue with me...
 
Some of you holding me.
 
You got me, thinking, or not.
 
The lot is over.
 
Nothing was random, it never was.
 
I still wait.
 
I write and resent.
 
Another day happens and I
 
Continuous sitting here,
 
here so entranced.
 
Tours words.
 
Again and again the senses.
 
We may never understand.
 
But I understand.
 
I arremeteré sweetly...
 
Failure contained,
 
insostenida despair.
 
The truths are hidden
 
in indevelables mysteries.
 
Or so you think.
 
Many studies and pressures.
 
And more nonexistent touch.
 
Some memories and songs.
 
They hide kisses yet...
 
And still I wait.
 
I keep waiting here surrendered.
 
Smiles me cry.
 
The games are gone.
 
Feelings still flowing.
 
Tours lips
 
which is not yet cross.
 
They do not, not yet...
 
I hope, always hope.
 
Although life seems
 
ask for help there.
 
I'm here surrendered.
 
At your feet, in the theater.
 
Step up features.
 
There is no longer fun.
 
If you are not with me at your side.
 
Pictures, paintings, points
 
stars, you, my star.
 
Although unwilling, I will
 
waiting for you to come to me.
 
I hope, I do hope so.
 
Whenever you come to me
 
I hope forever.
 
I simply hope.
 
I always hope...
 
Always...
 
you sleep...
 
Chapter 39:
 
FLAVORED WITH REMOTE
 
 
He expected a smile.
 
The blessing was torture.
 
You would find my childhood
 
surrendered to your madness.
 
 
I found little expression.
 
Till then we wanted.
 
The sky sank sleep
 
and our eyes are watching.
 
 
Silence in the room,
 
enemy of my solution.
 
The explosion of a mystery
 
it was nothing but pain.
 
 
When a child I laughed
 
I not believe in you.
 
I have suffered in this life.
 
I need you near me.
 
 
Time has passed.
 
Things have revealed.
 
We must be in time.
 
And clarify these deceptions.
 
 
Today I have seen your lips
 
and I've asked my question.
 
Whenever you convince me that years
 
They are more valuable than my absurd faith.
 
 
A meeting flavored distance.
 
Shame, I was higher.
 
Your eyes hidden in my dreams.
 
And your voice is gone from my voice.
 
 
Confusion painful.
 
Fear of confrontation
 
It is the most impertinent folly.
 
You will see that I am not lying.
 
 
And heaven saw you back here.
 
I thought I was surprise and custom.
 
Sitting in the same place
 
we were far from 1 October.
 
 
And I would like to meet you.
 
Delay is increasing madness..
 
But you have today been locked.
 
Today you have been so dumb.
 
Chapter 40:
 
BETWEEN DREAMS
 
 
If things turn around as I approached
 
rather I am far away from you...
 
If the distance is kiss you,
 
I prefer to never approach.
 
 
If your eyes let me look at you,
 
at your feet I surrender.
 
I never imagined lose my way,
 
as docile as fire.
 
 
Let me find you.
 
Do not hide in his sleep.
 
That is my fear nightmare.
 
You're the miracle of my creation.
 
 
I'm here to hold you
 
and look in silence.
 
I want to close my eyes.
 
Concentrate on your thirsty lips.
 
 
If your footsteps approach me.
 
Why do I see on the horizon?
 
If you still call me to sleep.
 
I despair wish so close.
 
 
If you call me to go away
 
after you, to find you.
 
If a kiss away is the end.
 
I want to start this over.
 
Chapter 41:
 
THE WAY OF YOUR LIPS
 
 
Flashes of dark flavor.
 
burning tears.
 
Desire is my temptation,
 
ghosts of my life.
 
 
A dagger to the memories,
 
moments of wakefulness.
 
so sad pictures of you,
 
your light.
 
 
Tearing cravings,
 
receipt of my being.
 
Lying not always deceives.
 
What I want is to burn
 
 
And I do not pretend more
 
nor do I want to evict.
 
I do not want and
 
forget forget.
 
 
The past, a ghost,
 
the memory of a vain error.
 
Such a mistaken view
 
what was I supposed.
 
 
Pictures, colors and a point
 
marking the way of your lips.
 
I never thought the truth
 
thus falling on you...
 
 
brittle seas,
 
murky waters of fear.
 
Impertinent folly.
 
More pain, much pain...
 
Chapter 42:
 
UNCONSCIOUS
 
 
Everything always around you.
 
Ghosts flying in mysteries.
 
Death waits at your door
 
but you are in silence.
 
 
boiling water over the body,
 
enclose lagoons eternity.
 
Saberte freedom is near,
 
and confinement is not to be able to look.
 
 
Duda is the name of the concrete.
 
I reflected in your voice but do not know.
 
Hugging, touching are the secrets
 
I would like to suggest.
 
 
Too many prohibited darkness.
 
I wait but the wind exasperated.
 
The fire begins to cool
 
and larvae waiting out here.
 
 
Heavens fall, hell glow.
 
Late afternoon in your eyes, it rains.
 
Stability is my true enemy.
 
Lights seek the unconscious.
 
 
Puns, lies
 
I still accept inside.
 
Feeling lucky vain.
 
I would like to share this pain.
 
 
Princess of all evil,
 
your heroes are falling.
 
I just hope to get.
 
I just want to not wait...
 
Chapter 43:
 
clock walker
 
 
tik tok
 
River raisins
 
without stopping.
 
 
In the distance
 
you miss
 
on the horizon...
 
and do not come back.
 
Chapter 44:
 
Love, you strengthen wills.
 
Open seas.
 
Bags Hearts
 
best songs.
 
Bring freedom from slavery
 
bodies and minds.
 
 
Flaming torch,
 
Soul Revolution
 
Good fight,
 
renewed hope.
 
.
 
Love, in your name
 
They make roads where
 
only they were spoils.
 
cities rise
 
destroyed.
 
broken hearts are renewed.
 
 
Take me as a brand
 
on your arm,
 
Deliver me from the cold
 
death.
 
 
Love covers my remains,
 
Deliver me from pride,
 
make me strong every moment
 
robs my soul insolence
 
 
Love...never leave me!
 
Chapter 45:
 
YOU ARE SPECIAL
 
 
 
your eyes are
 
very beautiful
 
I'm kind
 
jealous, there
 
What beautiful eyes
 
 
the truth
 
not as I do
 
forever attract
 
I see you and
 
I see myself with you
 
weekly
 
every day and
 
hourly
 
sometimes it
 
I see you and me
 
agreement
 
that kiss
 
and those words
 
juicy
 
 
for
 
I get tired telling
 
all this easier
 
woman like you there is only one
 
Chapter 46:
 
In my life...
 
 
In life I want to fulfill my dreams
 
although we are a fragment of time
 
I want to live meaningful
 
enjoying every moment that nobody gives
 
 
Avoid those bitter moments
 
only embitter those seconds so unique
 
and lengthen minutes
 
making this as something complex
 
 
I want to be happy
 
stealing smiles, and be a fan of my desires
 
 
I want to live utopias
 
fly to the clouds
 
sing to the stars
 
run under the shadow of the moon
 
see the sun with wondering eyes
 
and thank God I'm alive
 
 
If you had three wishes
 
I'd rather not
 
it is nothing if not magic
 
 
That magic that arises when awake
 
and hides in dense night
 
that magic prevailing daily
 
and costs see
 
that magic that only an honest heart understands
 
and others think it's just part of living life
 
 
I do not want to lose that magic spark
 
if that happened I would lose myself
 
abandon my dreams and accept failure
 
I prefer to live today
 
and not keep distances to what I want
 
the limit is the sky.
 
Chapter 47:
 
Sometimes I would ask your advice to the moon =)
 
 
Sometimes I would ask your advice to the moon...
 
It's amazing how that bit of magic, can know so much ....
 
so sometimes I would ask advice ..
 
& Feeling that would be correct with his wise words ...
 
 
not for others to try the same and ignore me
 
Chapter 48:
 
Today I thought this, and does not control me and I wrote it when words no way want to leave you have to let flow
 
 
Every day that passes I am sad but the human race is impressive the huge number of minds out there and how different are each, the ends are so entertaining, it's a shame that today we find people who could swim in your own money and it is also sad to find people still have to eat the leftovers of others, although I am aware that this is not new and are unfortunately everyday life situations, I can not help but feel powerless to people who can not find him another end life more than money finished the world bite and if not, buy it, tell me you buy happiness? not as subtle and sincere gesture, free for all, while I spend good hour thinking about how much fun it would be to discover the strangeness of our brain
 
so rare that world, which is nice for others for some becomes obsessive, maybe the way I see the world is different from many, for me what more it is a good heart, a good chat and a sincere hug, appearances are only masks, a very expensive and others that try to imitate them, is so cute walking with nothing to cover you in the end all we are all equal, and all life is good.
 
This is not against anyone, but even just not surprise the many minds that we can find, even if you ever have said! "Who can think that .. woo is almost certain that someone will show up there and do it ....
 
there is no doubt that we are so incredible creatures and yet so amazing! ...
 
 
the world looks different to each eye ,,
 
before mine is something infinite and wonderful
 
for others it is a great investment
 
and some people seem to have misty eyes
 
or they need to see a little beyond themselves ...
 
Chapter 49:
 
just I am writing & just think
 
 
Walking on nights like this
 
I do not understand why your distance
 
I see so close to my ideas
 
and away my desires.
 
 
I cruise the streets looking at the sky
 
and I seek a star that connect me with your eyes
 
but clouds play and you hide behind them
 
fog hits me in the face, and I feel a sigh.
 
 
Many faces and many gestures
 
and I'm tied to your memory.
 
 
Because clinging to an almost random event
 
if you were here the day would be different
 
my life would take a different color
 
maybe a little more rosy.
 
 
My eyes did not hold back and look at
 
but my heart reacts time
 
and crowns you behind the fog.
 
 
When it will be the day when the walls fall
 
and I look at me as I am and I love you as you are
 
 
No masks or fears
 
 
Look into your eyes and at a glance
 
say what I think, speak without words
 
and a sweet kiss coffee flavor
 
seal the tender encouragement give me your eyes
 
 
It is not just a utopian dream
 
It is what my heart would tell you
 
but at the end of the day just I am writing .. and just think ...
 
Chapter 60:
 
what my heart seeks
 
 
I am seeking a sincere heart
 
a blank page
 
capable of giving to the words
 
dictated by the heart and soul
 
in life one idealizes his love
 
some Platonic or dreamed
 
other realistic but far
 
I want a heart that shares the fog
 
afternoon coffee
 
and the sweetness of the good life
 
having flirty details
 
and share a subtle and sincere heart
 
I am seeking a hero of medieval legend
 
a modern Romeo, not far from the essence
 
tale prince, ready to write
 
a story with a happy ending
 
and challenges in the process
 
an urban Tarzan, with different light dress
 
willing to overcome challenges
 
I want to enjoy life
 
following the principles of my being
 
share my greatest joys
 
with some ears worthy of understanding
 
and foremost and above all
 
I want to be happy
 
struggling to keep the sense of life that I plan
 
I want to scream
 
run
 
muss
 
cry
 
angry
 
all with the same intensity
 
so when it's time to put everything in order
 
see my life running for a second cause in me a sigh
 
a sigh of happiness and satisfaction
 
that all the experiences I had were intense
 
and worth remembering every minute ..
 
Chapter 61:
 
Ideas for the year ending
 
 
I woke up thinking about past ideas
 
how amazing time
 
and they are changing things even though we do not perceive
 
This year I learned many things from my
 
surprised people that I will not see
 
at least not in this life
 
but they lived and always will
 
in this very special place in my heart
 
where ideas and people prevail
 
it gave me something unique that I long remember
 
every year we learn new things
 
We know new faces
 
and even better we know ourselves
 
I live the present and am happy with the
 
but lifetime
 
is human back to the ideas of the past
 
and perhaps produce some sigh in memories
 
last I include my happy childhood
 
maybe some Christmas and New Years
 
the feeling of Epiphany, which was not sleeping
 
or the affection of a being absent
 
and this would include all
 
Maybe you are fixing past mistakes
 
I say I love you more
 
and giving more hugs
 
why do a balance
 
any point of time
 
It is beautiful, but when you live
 
seek the meaning of life
 
it's not that complicated once you're happy
 
with what you have and misses
 
and just last he gave these and joys
 
and we live a present a little heavier
 
that is the challenge!
 
and life without challenges becomes monotonous
 
remember the past with a smile
 
and we face the present with a larger
 
life is my greatest inspiration
 
I love for my family and friends
 
It is what let me think the words
 
and time is the clear location of existence
 
take a piece of life, one time
 
and other words, I love you shout
 
those who deserve
 
and give sincere hugs whose heart dictates
 
we set dreams and reach goals
 
we give forgiveness to offense
 
and we celebrate with those who believe we
 
in the memories remember
 
those whom we can not hug
 
but someday we did and taught
 
wonderful things
 
us face everyday
 
and smile
 
embracing life
 
and admiring the magic of time
 
Chapter 62:
 
the light
 
 
And so we were, embracing, lying in a beautiful meadow, before we had the vastness of the universe, a sky full of stars that gave a twist when the flowers around us even felt close to me and it seemed that we were tickled within the silence heard the whispers of ants, crickets sang along with the cicadas, the atmosphere was sweating a sweet aroma, the weather was perfect, if not perceived it as well, but I think love conspired with everything surrounded us and made the time was unique, no more boast, I opened my eyes, and were stunned to see his, in his eyes I could read a myriad of emotions that gave me peace of mind and also caused some excitement and tenderness as she watched him I saw his lips meant something without more expected of them came a beautiful
 
- I love you -
 
my ears appreciated those words, at one time thought into an emotional crisis, wanted to say what I thought but did not think what he meant, suddenly and without explanation, said one
 
-me too -
 
The words jumped out of my mouth before I had time to reflect what he had said, he smiled at me, her smile was sincere, the kind that today deserve to be saved, you return the smile, and my eyes felt a slight sheen, was radiantly happy, perhaps love, no time to think about what would happen next, living for today was amazing and felt a endless desire to freeze that moment or perhaps dissolve and become imbued with the smell and feel the warm embrace a forever and esfumarme, but perhaps did not have the will to leave, not without the ...
 
Beautiful moments that gives us life, and lucky to live them ...
 
Night increasingly stretched more, time to go was getting closer, and it was we got ready to continue our way, I do not think what happened just think of what we live, I believe that destiny is preparing us something both, I hope and be quick because if I can not forget those hugs ....
 
Chapter 63:
 
trip to nowhere..
 
 
And to enhance the magic of the night
 
keep a secret
 
ocultemoslo in that cup of coffee
 
and silent, do not open your eyes
 
shh! anyone hear us
 
Once that light streaming from the window
 
if that, where raindrops fall and the street even in sight, full of mysteries and doubts that image so beautiful
 
feel a tingling, I find it curious
 
you accompany me discovered that behind the fog,
 
then he takes my hand and throw to nothing
 
night is moist but fears
 
and the moon is a witness but is absent
 
No more special moment that this
 
Be careful, the floor slips
 
I trust your eyes lead me to secrecy,
 
that strange creatures live here
 
They look like butterflies,
 
bright butterflies,where dreams will live ??
 
I think we're almost there, perceive the smell of wet earth
 
wow! we are in the clouds
 
runs just reach,throw us in the cloud
 
observing the stars
 
I think they are dancing to the rhythm of a strange compass
 
It seems to swing bunt shoe
 
They say crazy thing
 
it is late, we will have
 
take my hand, let's go home
 
Thanks for joining me in this journey to nowhere.
 
=)
 
Chapter 64:
 
why callus & I write
 
 
at times I think of you
 
usually when evening falls
 
and the fog begins to emerge
 
I have concluded that my biggest mistake is to love
 
look at you from afar and sigh for your existence
 
and that little bit of world that we lived
 
which in turn rotates while ago you did not see clearly
 
that I am absent
 
that what I think does not hear from you
 
that I love but do not see
 
and if I see ideas vanish
 
so I shut up and write
 
writing ideas run and hug you
 
but when the time comes
 
time to face reality
 
off the books and writings
 
out there where there is no glass covering me
 
and on sunny days the fog does not help
 
That's when I realize I do not know you
 
I look at you and do not dare to jump
 
cross that abyss from which I hope I bailouts
 
take me by the hand and do not let me fall
 
but I fear
 
as a child of heights
 
when approaching, I would go back immediately
 
but there is something that drives to break the challenge
 
and if it succeeds smiles.
 
I think loving you is not love
 
look at you is watching you
 
but since I can ask the sea
 
a wish if I put no intention of doing
 
I think overcome this, you stole my breath
 
do not know when, how or that pretext
 
but succeed in discovering a solution to this mess
 
I just hope to be in due time
 
Chapter 65:
 
Why am I writing?
 
 
I was asked today
 
Why do you write that ! ?
 
for now I erased the words and go into shock at not finding a logical response
 
After thinking for a while, answer ...
 
I do not know,, just write it
 
and then I said, but when you get inspired by you can think of that ??
 
and I said no, no, just happens ...
 
then also asked if "do not know" that you write
 
I said I just think and write, do not know why, maybe sometimes everything starts in a meaningless phrase, but when you find a way to go into that phrase achievement spin it with more words, and my mind begins to divagarse,, I I just think about my life and what surrounds me, love inspires me, my family, friends, the world itself, the moon, many things
 
Answer: aaa Mikko Ok, still writing,,
 
 
hehehe
 
Chapter 66:
 
evening mist.. shh perfect inspiration
 
 
After the window is just a little light
 
seems to be a house, if that pretty
 
the haze is low, white, and hidden
 
Chipi Chipi falls,and in the silence you hear
 
this deserted street, cold embrace
 
shh! Silence abounds
 
the wind does not run,the afternoon is gray
 
the moon is hidden
 
you feel confused
 
confused and absent
 
absent and safely
 
shh! fog hidden
 
seemed a sad day to such a description
 
but no, it is not
 
my eyes cause curious tenderness
 
Today it is a quiet afternoon
 
a curious night
 
a mysterious sunset
 
an afternoon mist
 
shh ! perfect inspiration
 
Chapter 67:
 
to muss
 
 
We should address this phrase with intensity without poses, enjoying every moment, every experience, every affection. Undoubtedly, we would be much happier.
 
 
Today I learned that you have to let life uncombed you, so I decided to enjoy life more intensely... The world is crazy. Definitely crazy... The rich, fattening. The nice thing is expensive. The sun that lights your face wrinkle. And the really great thing about this life, ruffles...
 
- Making love, ruffles.
 
- Laugh out loud, ruffles.
 
- Travelling, fly, run, get into the sea, ruffles.
 
- Take off your clothes, ruffles.
 
- Kiss the one you love, ruffles.
 
- Play, ruffles.
 
- Sing until you run out of air, ruffles.
 
- Dance until you doubt whether it was good idea to wear high heels that night, lets your hair unrecognizable...
 
 
So as always whenever we meet I'll be with disheveled hair...
 
 
However, have no doubt that I will be going through the happiest moment of my life. It is a fact of life: always going to be more disheveled woman who chooses to go in the first basket of the roller coaster that you choose not to climb.
 
 
You might feel tempted me to be a neat, combed and neat inside and out woman. This classified ad world requires good looks: Comb, please, take off, buy, run, slim, eat healthy, walk up straight, put serious...
 
 
And maybe you should follow the instructions but when I was going to give the order to be happy? Did not realize that to look cute, I have to feel beautiful... The most beautiful person I can be!
 
 
All that really matters is that when you look in the mirror, see the woman should be. So my recommendation to all women and men because they
 
 
Surrender, Come rich, kisses, embraces, Make Love, Dance, Fall in love, relax, travel, jump, lie down late, up early, run, fly, sing, cute Put, Put comfortable, admires the scenery, enjoy,
 
 
and above all, let life uncombed you!!!
 
 
The worst that can happen is that smiling in the mirror, you have to re-comb.
 
Chapter 68:
 
if you understand me and smiles but also laughter is false but I shall already have stolen some gesture
 
Chapter 69:
 
strange feeling hehe
 
 
Chub live our existence
 
with a different yearning
 
I think otherness tells me I miss you
 
but the truth, I had not thought
 
I think that makes me not see clear
 
but the thought that you might see
 
I insist curiosity
 
sentiment existed
 
but this hides you
 
and he says I'm over you
 
You have someone else
 
you are happy
 
And I'm
 
but I want to see you
 
talk to you
 
steal a smile
 
and give you a hug
 
sincere of course, and measured
 
I'll buy you a coffee and remember what lived
 
I do not love you anymore
 
but I wanted
 
Today I see no
 
but I want to see you
 
strange and unreasonable feeling
 
if I do not say it hurts me
 
shh, I think my heart gives you a beat
 
only one that ran out of both beating
 
and not be returned.
 
 
I never thought I'd write a verse
 
but time throws me letters
 
and heart to feeling.
 
Chapter 70:
 
smile if you know what I mean ...
 
 
Enter the writer ...
 
 
Sees his sad muse
 
He sits, and asks for a coffee
 
loaded, as the night is long
 
looks and sighs
 
from afar and silently
 
she is silent, enjoying the moment
 
his eyes focused on nothing, something happens to him
 
her chest gives a sigh...
 
The atmosphere is loud
 
but they do not notice
 
time stands still in the event.
 
 
You feel observed, turns his gaze
 
and sees it ..
 
cautious, watching
 
ignores their presence
 
he disappoints
 
back view
 
a smile given away
 
he winks
 
she laughs, and their hearts beat.
 
If silence abound
 
They would hear his heartbeat
 
meeting, knowing
 
across the diner coffee
 
surpassing noise and jazz
 
 
None takes the initiative to walk to the other
 
They return to the delight of his coffee.
 
 
Without thinking he walks towards her
 
the look slowly, quietly
 
and eyes.
 
 
Eyes speak
 
and the tears start coming out of their eyes
 
do not know what's wrong, it's just a sad lady.
 
 
The timely launch hug, hugs
 
A cute,soft, sincere support breathe.
 
 
touching scene
 
the blue background, front fog
 
set by murmurs and laughter
 
when it encapsulated and just them.
 
 
- What's going on ? - Question
 
- Life - answers
 
- So smile! Even we live
 
do not cry, here is my hand,
 
cry on my shoulder, feeling my support
 
looking skyward, he makes a wish
 
Calm your cravings, enjoy life ..
 
- I love you - and if life disappears
 
that vanish at this time
 
where I hold you in my arms and squeeze forward
 
because without you this time would not be true
 
because if you go would be incomplete
 
smiling if I understand if you do not pretend smile
 
however false and I will have stolen a gesture.
 
Chapter 71:
 
I am a walker a path wandering mist on your face, the breeze in your hair, coffee in hand and sight in my dreams
 
Chapter 72:
 
I saw only
 
 
I saw only
 
let a smile out of my lips
 
of those happy
 
where the eyes are made tiny
 
and cheeks make you look a little pits
 
this is a genuine smile
 
and some measure
 
a so-regale you today
 
I thought it would not be
 
but I smiled
 
it was nice to meet you
 
because I knew you
 
just needed to see you again
 
and find out if in a silent glance
 
there was any feeling
 
and I welcome the result
 
It is nice to know that something so hard existed
 
slowly it's over
 
painless and debris
 
only the heart forgot
 
not erase, because it never does
 
and if even late
 
It is a sincere heartbeat
 
a beat for you
 
and what felt
 
Chapter 73:
 
Because you're mine
 
Because you're not mine
 
Because I look and I die,
 
 
And worse than I die, if I do not watch love, if I do not look..
 
Chapter 74:
 
You looks
 
 
The curious thing about the looks
 
it is to observe
 
pupils find a reason
 
or smile
 
lately I think of the eyes
 
there are deep glances
 
converse while watching you
 
those looks you shrink
 
but they are curious and are perhaps the truest
 
a common and deep look
 
It is that friend who sees you know
 
and in it you trust, if you Cegas
 
even the feel and needless
 
see straight to rely upon
 
or perhaps vice versa
 
I only know that looks can be silent
 
and at the same time in a blink
 
thousands of screaming I love you
 
with a quiet and honest look
 
I think the words only accompany
 
 
 
 
Look me in the eyes and forehead, I dreamed of seeing, reading the language of your eyes, and find out if you cried or laughed, I do not know, just see you, but my eyes did not want to be silent even though the words the trace in clash with your eyes.
 
Chapter 75:
 
   
  +
<br />
This is the continuation of what I wrote above ....
 
  +
You were the only one to make me smile, the one that made me cry and the one that made me laugh<br />
smiles what I mean..
 
In those eyes shut and prevents swimming in his eyes
 
 
do not be silent
 
do not stop me look
 
I will perhaps find some sad in my eyes
 
they are not sad, they have been disappointed
 
for life if
 
by love too
 
I see your smile just reflected in my eyes
 
maybe see you sigh
 
I miss your hugs if you also
 
I do sighs are taught that treacherous
 
deep eyes feel more
 
and wanting hugs are indelible
 
then tell me your poet misty afternoon
 
callus, I hear that my role in your eyes
 
if I ever shut me
 
if I look sigh
 
I want to be a reason in your pupils
 
and breathe your sighs
 
I want a coffee for your life
 
and a tea with milk for mine
 
Wrap me in your eyes
 
and make me smile
 
Tell me look, I want to hear what your eyes cry me
 
and if any affection does not arise
 
in those eyes shut
 
and prevents swimming in his eyes
 
A phrase once told me I had a boyfriend
 
As would be the shadow of your body at all times so you would be following closely and when night down in silence your shadow stay attached to your body.
 
Chapter 76:
 
intense feeling
 
 
Look into my eyes and lie on the look
 
dry your thirst with my tears
 
envelops your coat in her arms
 
Call me deluded, stupid, conceited
 
steals the soul and eat it
 
and if you come back with a fool naive speech
 
asking forgiveness on knees
 
make fun of me
 
if my love is worthy of you
 
will be in a forever
 
in a chapter of life
 
at that time he will have been his years
 
and the birds have flown slowly
 
where hugs have been sincere
 
and each kiss was a caress and love you
 
let me know if you want me in the eye
 
streets not your looks
 
and steals the spark of my light
 
so that when our lives vanish
 
and we are separated
 
do an analysis discover
 
who all lived was intense
 
that all pain
 
He had a return
 
and although we fail
 
love forgiveness
 
it came to light
 
and in the middle of a kiss
 
ask forgiveness
 
why call me silly, goofy, deluded
 
but I want to tell you
 
my love and fortune
 
because all feeling intense
 
It shows how deep is your heart
 
and how strong your eyes
 
Chapter 77:
 
poem,,
 
 
Look at me
 
only that, but hard
 
and talk to
 
but the ear, and slowly
 
detente in the sounds of the street
 
and fix your eyes on my
 
Smile at me, hold me
 
do not stop your desires
 
I want you close
 
and I do not want the dream ends
 
Enlighten my eyes with your smile
 
and becomes light
 
we go to sea
 
live voice and shout
 
if the waves are finished
 
our love the opaque
 
I do not miss in the sand
 
and if you lose me find me in the stars
 
make a wish to the moon
 
that silent watching the feeling
 
and treasure my poems
 
I do not write all in vain
 
every word is a living feeling
 
every rhyme one beating and a sense
 
and each sheet I write
 
It is my heart and is beating
 
so I do not callus
 
better write
 
Chapter 78:
 
Love Letters
 
 
Every time I read your comments,
 
I get glad to listen
 
Every time I answer I do not have words to express,
 
How much I love you
 
Without your words,
 
I could not live
 
My eyes are fixed on you,
 
And not who you are
 
Sigh see you,
 
In my arms
 
I sighed in my room,
 
And I could not sleep
 
All day I think of you,
 
In order to see
 
I always wonder,
 
Why can not you be with me?
 
And always without words,
 
I'm in love
 
Although you see,
 
I can not tell you when you mean to me
 
Insurance because words will not leave me,
 
In my mouth sigh escapes
 
 
You're everything to me,
 
I give you my world just for you
 
Would you like my heart?
 
This even more in love than I,
 
Your simple words,
 
It is filled inside me
 
I'm glad to know that you exist,
 
Someday we'll be together forever
 
Nobody ever separates us,
 
And we will live for one another
 
You want to see what's in my heart?
 
Only words of love,
 
I can not say to your face
 
Only love that can not be reciprocated,
 
And love that my heart aches
 
I keep looking if you wrote me,
 
And I'm glad if you did
 
 
A rose I love you give,
 
Because you're a beauty
 
I love you send a letter,
 
For that you read and you save with love
 
A message you want to give,
 
I love you madly
 
I want to give my heart,
 
Because you liked
 
My lips want to join,
 
And merge them with yours and
 
I have written poetry,
 
Because I like you very much
 
I dedicate a smile,
 
From the keyboard of my computer
 
A beautiful tale of love,
 
I want to come true
 
between us
 
A little laughter,
 
I want to hear you
 
For your full lips that I want to kiss
 
 
Do you accept my love?
 
I hope the answer is yes,
 
But because I could not live
 
You make me fall in love even more each day,
 
And I can not forget
 
Do not forget me,
 
Or I'll be sad
 
And then I cry and my heart split in two
 
The full moon I look,
 
And you'll look very beautiful
 
And a desire of the stars,
 
I want to touch your hand in mine
 
 
Take my hand and take me where you want,
 
Where you take me I'll
 
You want to be my forbidden love?
 
Because if you want me too
 
I'm crazy about your words,
 
Crazy for everything, for you, for your name, for your fine art of drawing, for your sense and your spelling
 
I cry for not being near you,
 
My steps take your name "Jennifer"
 
It's a pretty name,
 
If your name's as beautiful as I imagine you
 
 
My eyes reflect sadness,
 
I hope you know
 
My eyes cry,
 
Because you make me suffer like this
 
My eyes get clouded,
 
As a big storm
 
My eyes are brown temptation,
 
Lips kiss you and leave you breathless
 
Kiss until the end of the world,
 
I'll catch your hair and kiss you
 
To leave you breathless stop a moment and follow it
 
 
My heart beats for you,
 
I love you
 
You love me?
 
No more sweet your lips,
 
Filled thousand
 
I'll write more love letters and,
 
And you read them painlessly, please
 
Chapter 79:
 
Smile
 
 
Live learning not stop
 
not even your eyes or looks Prevent
 
Fans sun your arms to hug
 
love, be happy,she laughs and cries
 
 
Life is a wheel
 
sometimes we see in a tailspin, falling
 
and cried, feeling sad
 
and when we turn up
 
lazamos air a laugh
 
cute what being human is that
 
feeling
 
 
Do not miss out on the sea of memories
 
We learn to live today
 
and enjoy every moment, every moment
 
smiles enjoying the fact of living
 
 
We are a fragment of time
 
he runs
 
and the way we move cautiously
 
carrying a heavy backpack
 
full of dreams, memories and desires
 
 
Learn to love, to dream, and to laugh
 
a soul who does not laugh, not dreams and loves
 
You not find a good reason to mourn
 
 
not fear the morning if you have broken since yesterday
 
love this
 
and do not forget
 
which is ideal loves, lives and triumphs
 
Chapter 80
 
Now I understand ..
 
 
the intensity of a word
 
 
the beauty of a hug
 
 
the sweetness of a gaze
 
 
 
Now is the time if there
 
 
that life comes and goes
 
 
and the magic of living is only a
 
 
 
I understood the importance of a smile
 
 
the hypocrisy of love in the air
 
 
the colorful dreams
 
 
 
I discovered all this in one afternoon
 
 
Not that he did not know
 
 
I just do not understand
 
Chapter 81:
 
In the life of a writer
 
It is common to find
 
wrapped in a day
 
dry of ideas?
 
 
When the muse
 
It is lost in the park
 
or worse when
 
the writer is delivered
 
The inspiration is lost?
 
 
An inspired idea: the impossible love
 
who lives swimming, between thoughts and words
 
playing go and see the beat poet
 
 
When the haze
 
disappears, leaving the sun flow
 
or worse hailing the rain
 
Does the inspiration is lost?
 
 
A misty afternoon accompanied by a coffee
 
the perfect inspiration,
 
looking wet windows
 
feeling the cold inside
 
thinking of the warm love
 
 
Then I callus
 
or better yet I write
 
if inspiration scarce in the air ...or worse is, he went with you
 
Chapter 82:
 
full moon
 
 
We met on the moon...
 
 
On clear nights
 
beautiful, and captive
 
your gaze clashed with mine.
 
 
I never deleted the promise
 
sweet and sincere
 
where we locked eyes
 
and looks spoke.
 
 
Where we were accomplices
 
a full moon
 
and swear
 
that while life lasted us
 
I'd see you on nights like this.
 
 
looking for the reflection of your eyes
 
Sighing, waiting
 
and enjoying the magic of the night.
 
 
each moon
 
remember a little bit of existence
 
the time we share together.
 
 
So I do not plant look
 
follows the moon
 
that submissive and clasping
 
follow my path
 
recalling the promise that one day you and I made
 
Chapter 83:
 
a year ago uff
 
 
Just a year ago ..
 
 
I think time and did his
 
the incredible, one year cantilevered step
 
perhaps in quantity, but not in feeling
 
 
A great learning year
 
I think comparing the events of the past
 
and my present life
 
I would say that I have matured
 
 
Maybe I found a way not seen before
 
Perhaps the days passed and I adapted to the new
 
Perhaps it was well planned, and just be a human fact
 
I do not know
 
 
Only I miss you
 
the days you were smiles
 
or at least always had good face for my
 
I never forget that
 
 
I do not forget you
 
oblivion does not exist in a sincere heart
 
really he wanted
 
really he appreciated the time and care of the person
 
 
I just know that I remember you
 
my heart keeps you darling
 
and my mind save your image
 
 
I know I'll meet you someday
 
perhaps dreamily
 
or perhaps elsewhere, or another time
 
just I know it is not goodbye
 
but a see you later
 
Chapter 84:
 
Find some disgruntled
 
busy, I'll tell
 
and with a touch of madness.
 
 
I woke up without understanding the human race
 
It surprised me at the moment
 
I thought I knew my brothers land
 
but I think there is nothing.
 
 
My mind started to fly
 
How strange it?
 
idealize my perfect humanity
 
my ideal world
 
chip wringing fantasy.
 
 
It is sad to think
 
there are moments in life
 
where under the face and eyes flight
 
moments where I do not understand the minds
 
and sadden me hearts
 
 
I know you understand me
 
but if you understand me
 
What solution you give me?
 
I have no courage to fight ignorance
 
and I have no desire to play the cat.
 
 
Tell me life, if I see with these eyes of happiness
 
as you see them
 
Depressing? Selfish?
 
or jealousy, or the thirst for more
 
and that's just me
 
no responses.
 
 
That desire to change plans
 
Hypocrisy, that piece of life.
 
 
and the end of the day one can say
 
Enjoy the day!
 
follow the way of your being
 
and because of joy
 
if this world grieves
 
by violence and other minds
 
light emanating from your eyes, and smiles
 
They make that gray cloud spread
 
only obscures
 
beyond self
 
and closer to the world that loves us.
 
.
 
Chapter 85:
 
I love x you exist...
 
 
I grabbed the momentum you
 
the desire to speak
 
the desire to find you.
 
 
You feel strange
 
and feel the distance
 
stargazing and find your look
 
see walking the clouds
 
and know that maybe you also see.
 
run to write
 
and find among my verses.
 
 
I have plenty reasons
 
to feel what I feel
 
but certainly I do not understand.
 
 
The silences are extended
 
but you're there
 
my eyes do not see you
 
but keep your memory.
 
 
I thought never say
 
but I love you
 
but your heart can not in my line
 
I feel you, and miss you
 
although the future is uncertain
 
He smiled you know.
 
 
And I love that exist
 
that you understand the spark of life
 
and magic emanating from the stars
 
on nights like this
 
when I feel inspired
 
and my heart acclaims you.
 
Chapter 86:
 
happy happy happy
 
 
There are days in my life
 
that I can not deny smiles
 
Today, it is one of them
 
by joint reasons
 
but happy, very happy
 
It seems a planned day
 
the sky is painted blue
 
clouds have cute figurines
 
laughter is heard in the near
 
and the grounds on which under the head
 
simply they took bad weather
 
I'm happy, and yell at the top
 
smiles escape from my lips
 
and I feel somewhat overwhelmed
 
genuine, and gifts of reason whim
 
makes you want to hug you
 
a hug,tight
 
and raring
 
give you a smile
 
chip and tenderness
 
and a touch of madness
 
flavorings air float
 
and my heart perceives
 
as a cheerful particle
 
waiting for a smile
 
sincere and cheerful
 
happy life.
 
Chapter 87:
 
I gift of a "love it"
 
 
I give you one I love ...
 
 
although perhaps not often tell
 
and perhaps it is a very mean launched
 
It is pure and single truth
 
 
but my lips are frozen and do not call
 
and even though my arms to stop a hug
 
I love
 
 
and I say with nature
 
and little formality
 
fluently and perhaps prosper dates romanticism
 
 
had never expressed specifically these words
 
but I think it was time to remove them
 
 
I like your laughter, and the way you smile
 
your lips and the words coming out of your mouth
 
I like you, and miss you exist
 
and finally I miss writing love
 
 
because it is the truth
 
although in public silent
 
and although the clouds are the only ones that keep the secret
 
I adore you
 
and that the future is uncertain
 
and not if someday the time to say I winnow
 
I tell you with words, and written
 
I give you one I love
 
for if I'm not explicit
 
Chapter 88:
 
I remain motionless winter
 
light, to life
 
my eyes only observe a landscape
 
my body stiffens, not advance
 
no more movement
 
 
 
The world, if the world
 
It has been paralyzed,at this time
 
the birds do not fly, the air does not flow
 
the moon remains constant, full, white
 
but there is no indication of a new sun
 
 
 
 
We seem to live
 
but it does not feel life running through the bodies
 
I not feel a breath
 
I not feel my speech
 
or I listen close to my heart beats
 
 
What happens to us?
 
What's wrong with the world ?
 
perhaps both ran out of turn
 
perhaps tired of us, humanity.
 
 
 
 
Will it be the culmination of time? perhaps,,
 
always feel the reach of this time
 
I thought but never live it
 
if no longer
 
what will become of us
 
without a new day
 
no time to spend
 
without hours, to laugh
 
out of things to live
 
 
only I remain motionless
 
waiting a sigh
 
or perhaps remembering moments
 
that life will no longer ??
 
Chapter 89:
 
Where the atoms escape
 
 
where I see the stars, without fear hide
 
 
where I open my eyes and everything is infinite
 
 
 
It is where dreams are real live
 
 
where jade and gold merge
 
 
where the golden feathers do not float
 
Chapter 90:
 
wife - If (in a tone of annoyance) do not understand anything from living
 
 
husband- How? Perhaps with what you might not clear!
 
 
Wife- What do I see? , Evil? Selfishness? Arrogance? A world of hypocrites, that's what I see, why we live? if the hypocrite is the best adapted survives, right? In this game I do not participate.
 
 
husband- Do not be silly woman, do not see the darkness in the vastness of light. "Cruel world", that's how they call the skeptics and atheists, those who focus on seeing the bad, depriving themselves of all that is good, do not believe what they say the gossips, this world we live, not to bemoan the taradeses of others.
 
 
Wife- Ha! , You calling me delusional? I think I base just what people out there gossips, But no! , I may be ignorant in some respects but does not need to be a smartass to know in the hole where we are, or do not deny that there are rich swimming in gold, and poor eating crumbs?
 
 
husband- (tone patient) Yeah, I know, and believe me it boils me impotence every time I see rich guys with vans agency, and the disappointment of running into a beggar, lack justice, and people who believe, do not hang your head (takes his head in his hands and shakes slightly) faces the present with the air hitting you in the face, tell me, do you think that making back and denying everything, the problem is solved? . not so andalesell please think of something none, is but go to the center, and choose some cute shoes, take here is my pay (taking pocket coins).
 
 
Wife- Men! believe that giving the pennies they earn us are happy, then no, drink, do not want anything from you (will return the money with a gesture of disgust), I'm upset, it's amazing that even stand to live with someone who does not let express my intentions.
 
 
husband- (taking a sip of water, and giving a sigh) not love my wife, I love you, I adore you with all my heart, do you think I do not care what you say? Do you think I'm just here as a companion? Because I'm not here to understand, to wake up and smile at each other, to share our accomplishments, not love, I understand you, but please try to open your eyes, you focus not on the misfortunes, come go to the park (taking his hand and guided to the door).
 
 
Wife- (frowning face of disappointment and untying his hand from it) but if you always think with beautiful words I derretirás in an instant (mockingly), no of course not, I need facts, it is easy to say gossips but I miss nothing ..
 
 
husband - what can never forgive myself, I no longer ask you to forget what I said, just forgive me, I do not ask you to understand me.
 
 
wife - Do not forgive, so your opinions, I discovered how different we are, I'm tired of seeing that we will never even agree.
 
 
husband - no, maybe not, my world is very unusual to you, I do believe in the power of dreaming, the laugh, I trust that the world still has a hope, I think everyone being happy would be better, I swells hypocrisy and arrogance, but you know what?, these people are poor, poor who only have money, however, see me, poor money, but nobody ever managed to blur this smile off my face, or good if, you.
 
 
wife - A ,, ha, insinuating I'm a sadness for you? only that I needed, long, I do not want to hear more (she walks to the door)
 
 
husband - (grabbing her shoulders, gently but firmly) listen, learn to believe, I still see in your eyes a glimmer of hope, accept my invitations, come with me to count stars, to run, to enjoy life, to you despeines a little, that tight bun and that gel in your hair makes you look a little osca honey, let me look a muddy day and butterflies in the hair, please, forget for a day of duty and dependability, let yours one day those garments and please hold me, I do not like to discuss with you (stroking her hair and a soft tone and sweet) ok?
 
 
wife - pff, you know I love you, but at times I can hardly understand that idealistic mind yours, sorry, but I think in reality.
 
 
Husband- and I, and my reality and one day live your dreamed I would know, and you know I think you look at each star, so your reality and mine must not be far away, do not you think? (Laughs)
 
 
wife - sorry, but it is not easy ..
 
 
husband (interrupting and loading, surprise) but not impossible (running with her arms, laughing and twirling, both laugh)
 
 
wife - you believe in the impossible
 
 
husband. if, and in the power of the desirable
 
 
wife - do you think he can someday understand you?
 
 
husband - no, I think
 
 
wife - Really?
 
 
husband - lol, and again, I do not think it's so difficult (smiles)
 
Chapter 91:
 
I still surprised humanity, yesterday, I wept with rage, I discovered that I am vulnerable to attacks, and yet, I am unable to completely detest someone, I swells hypocrisy and bad sides, but I try in my head between light understanding, what good I grudges? I think everything in life is paid, and the gifts of conscience, although at times seem not to exist, arise at some point in life, or at least I hope, maybe riots evil deeds confuse the light of the ideas and maybe, I'm not sure, in people and consciousness is only a glimmer in the middle of a fumarole.
 
I have dedicated time to observe the diversity of this world, that exquisite multisabor juice, which amazingly does so noticeable differences between equalities, no evil beings are only actions and the environment causing roads twisting, causing some to fall and go falling further behind.
 
"Otherness" magnifico term, "ability to be another, differentiating it from myself," I wish we all had a little bit of sanity and we tried to understand this term, it is noteworthy that we will never know what is really being in the shoes of the other, the same never have enough reasons to dare to judge, and vice versa. Unfortunately, we live in an age of materialism and superficiality, the ideals were far from now, or at least many no longer believe in the power of dreams and the huge capacity of human beings to create. We just need to believe in the impossible, enjoy every day, never again, every minute, every breath, remembering never know what will be tomorrow, if it exists, or if we will be in. We are brothers of the same spice, fruit of divine creation, with a strong resemblance, same house, same destination, then?, because we both strive to be more than the other, to have more ,,, if heaven received slices to go, we all want to be millionaires, "nothing you would take when you leave" stark reality, or reality sense, everyone.
 
Live in an idealistic philosophy, with my own ideas, and forging my own path, making mistakes and learning from them, enjoying the day, admiring the vastness of the universe and power belong to this great great adventure called life, I am happy, I love hugs, smiles, hear, see, feel, mourn, I love to live, because despite living difficulties, and while living the tracks are forged, my dreams are footprints, my goals and ideals also I do not expect to stand out from the others, prefer to walk with them and know that if I smile a genuine smile will fall in response, that coupled with a hug and a word of support, I think gives more light than many flashlights in the middle of the gloom.
 
I do not chapter
 
Among the voices of the street, a phrase rumbled curiosity to delve into that set of words, say "no time",analyzing the phrase sounds frightening, it is true that some are going life, it is true that the bus runs if you're not on time, but time is just time, time is running around us, if we were not time remains, already existed before we were born and endure years more after death, then, really do not There's time ? ....
 
Chapter 92:
 
   
  +
<br />
I think ill of something one day woke up with two books under his arm
 
  +
They told you that I was easy, you believed<br />
the next day they were and 3
 
  +
They told you it was stupid, you believed it<br />
a week and a month more about my shelf is beginning to totter
 
  +
They told you she was stupid, you believed<br />
the worst is that they all spoke the same subject
 
  +
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?<br /> 
now I feel a little heavier
 
my head usually go sideways
 
and funnily enough I feel something in my stomach flutters
 
Also, note that thins the belly maybe I went to the head, or rather headstrong
 
but suddenly I felt very different
 
nonsense paint, a few masochists hearts with arrows piercing them
 
and singing and whistling songs of those who say corny things
 
and see me face, office with this idiotic smile all day
 
and to finish last night I dreamed an awful lot
 
Dr. tell me is that I will perhaps die?
 
- No, silly girl, people do not die of love
 
love ? things holy God who walks you profaning
 
love ? I do not know that
 
Ha Ha! you're right I think I've noticed that suffer weaknesses
 
you see, I knew it, I feel that I begin to agonize
 
your condition is common and cures up has a name
 
Could it be that you are right? I do not know certain
 
but if even the eyes will note, ears, those cheekbones, clarito this, you are sick haha
 
How bad is it?
 
Very serious !!! but do not worry that even that still nobody dies
 
'And as I called doc tell me die of anguish
 
dear love, love
 
that you are headstrong but if I can not be in love
 
Are not you? Okay do a test
 
call to all young people and the procedure will be simple
 
What if, for that will tell me what will?
 
simple the condition that suspect has, is only caused by eye contact with another person, you feel a stretch in the guts or perhaps a slight tachycardia, if this happens, is that effectively you are sick, but no better time do some light test knows I suspect the disease suffers can not be hidden, or maybe a little good but you'll see that this condition leaves light secuelitas that if analyzed uff are very easy to identify
 
Make me go ahead doc saying that as soon as I think even this time to fight it alive,
 
we will have a few tests and at the end we see that certain there in the diagnosis ...
 
eureka! indeed this is love
 
aaa that you and your insistence barbaric as it will be love (blushing)
 
they do not miss, because I'll tell you that I register
 
gee but will that is right, so really feel that you say
 
if silly girl, you're in love and is part of the symptom feel so happy and yet so dense
 
and so is the stubbornness comes with infatuation
 
There are complicated because they feel that "love"
 
Continuation...
 
If dear, you're in love, it shows a mile away, just to see your face and those big eyes that speak trasnochados youth delusions. And you're so, so that you no longer realize the obvious and it told you the doctor, but you lost on the moon valence peep. The remedy is just around the corner, the White House pink potted balcony and white carnation, there is cure your deafness.
 
Chapter 94:
 
I want to visit the vastness of your eyes
 
swim in your ward
 
stay there, and wrap myself in sleep
 
 
I want to visit the corner of your poems
 
this mystery
 
the go and see your verses
 
stay and be a point with smile
 
 
Traveling so glorious
 
a journey with body chimera
 
Envelops, absorbs
 
my head full of dreams
 
life, light
 
Make me poetry
 
Chapter 95:
 
How nice is nice
 
 
It was time to sit down and discuss a bit with words, play with each verse and why not get the feelings ...
 
How nice is nice, really do not know who said that, but that way, this weekend was one of those Robbing A big smile and wow a wow so great it is to live when in fact you have a reason, and what better than to find a motive in those reflected in your eyes, that beautiful people out there, in some streets and some avenues, who says that people do not dream? or that life is good bitch, who says no, well pretty nice people who are always there ,,. ,, As he makes to remind those who are outside who dream of creating and smile as I say that money is not everything, serves but boring having unshared.,., I still think people can change, that one day we will wake up in a really beautiful morning, well-rounded clouds and fine blue sky and all they bring a smile on your face as a shield, a friend arm and a very heavy suitcase carrying her dreams but always without ducking his head, if that would be a good desire,.,. I believe in that, I believe in people, I believe in dreams, in life in love, beautiful people, I think there's more things to do, life is very cool to be insignificant. ,. you just have to think a little .. I believe in you ...
 
Chapter 96:
 
It's funny how you invention all the time
 
I paint a smile on that face your invented
 
with beautiful eyes, rather than eyes, your eyes
 
 
invention, and again
 
between verses that I write not
 
on each picture I've already forgotten
 
 
I invention in the silence that deafened
 
or sea that does not speak
 
I dream, I guess, I invent you
 
but you say nothing.
 
Chapter 97:
 
I need a hug
 
one of those rich, who feel
 
I can not explain why
 
but I need
 
and urgently
 
Chapter 98:
 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh!
 
at times makes me want to scream, loud and with many forces ...
 
Life is the most beautiful piece of time
 
love, friends, family ... most exquisite seasoning
 
every moment, that second, that smile, that is called happiness full ....
 
Sad to lose balance ...
 
as in art, life and cooking, if the thing does not curdle, nomas is not ...
 
with an ingredient, a pinch or blow the taste changes
 
at times a bitter, sour, sweet, very salty, sour or spicy
 
but something changes ...
 
Life is like that, if not curdle, there is
 
the fear of the new, fear of losing, miss, to delete ...
 
are great fears, give me chills
 
but I think we are here to address things
 
to tell the next door here we are
 
to learn to get up after falling
 
and scream from time to time to unload the cargo
 
only thing is not to give up, to lift the desire
 
spicing life.
 
Chapter 99:
 
I think that every idea she gets her moment..
 
Walking in the rain makes me more expensive a little what I think, rain inspires me, especially those stealthy and tiny "first drops", which get wet as if petted, which allow you to walk slowly, and sometimes steal sighs ... are so beautiful, really my not bother me, in fact to inspire me ....
 
a rainbow, truck stop, a first drops ... thousands of stories to write, and others more to tell ..
 
Today I was expecting, which is not to my liking, but I do not talk much about it because at times I also fall into the problem of unpunctual, but well today was a day very father, I saw a very nice scenery, so I like walking, I always see upward to the clouds or towards the front of people, while "waiting" I saw many people go, hurry, others with calm, alone, together, hand in hand, angry, with faces sadness, many expressions on many faces, each carrying a story, and trying to figure out that something was around them, will be strange but at times when I find that I do I get to see people, if I had time and would not have limits would approach me to ask what they think, intrigues me so much, so many thoughts, ideas, so many stories from so many people, people passing by the truck stop, while looking in my thoughts, I happened to look up and go surprise had a rainbow, looked very nice, I saw people and people do not know why I did not notice the rainbow, the moment I got really wanted to tell HEy see a rainbow, mm but I did not, I was happy I wanted to take lots of pictures, the timing was perfect, but with the bad, my camera had no battery, which is rare because almost always carry extra batteries, so I just take pictures with my eyes, I think it went well because the image I still do not delete .. after so many people I met a friend, he was a little wet and disheveled, but I was pleased to see him, his truck arrived and left, I kept thinking for a while, not very long because I found someone more, and that someone I draw me a smile, really surprised to find me, but I think it was added to the details that made the day special :) ..
 
Truth felt a deep need to write my day, it was one of those days that make me think and smile ..
 
at the moment I felt it was a day of book, in a truck stop with a rainbow
 
perhaps open something at the end of the rainbow?
 
Chapter 100:
 
....Then think they know everything.
 
Now I realize that I have changed, I lost illusions and won a few more have been left in the dust of years and a few others have simply been dropped ....
 
that illusion that buying the first shoes with glitter, a thin heel strap, really did not care echo of power or not walk, that feeling had grown, knowing that there will be a party, that new world it opens, wow, if .. then think they know it all ...
 
Today I try, was day to buy shoes, while waiting I saw before me a shagreen-stilt .. and if, provides them, I could not help laughing, do not understand how they can walk with those things, with flowers, ribbons, pink, red, network, with ribbons, it's amazing there too, but at last and I have to accept I always go for the most "corny" in the words of my mother ...
 
while in the mess of shoes a girl waiting for her mother, and meanwhile how much shoe was tested was the modeling, she looked, dreamed, I look, and reminded me of someone I saw in the mirror a few years ago it was then that I realized how rare that I have become where those things he wanted, that stop remained were lowered,that trip they forgot, then I guess I did not think me saying, I want the book sabines leaves the car better walk or go to my theater course,I cook ... I think I have given a shock to think that I do not really care what others' opinions of me, others will be changed, or was I will in a few years now but what I want is not what I love you, and now when I pressed and me scurrying to choose something I will do in the future ....
 
oooooooh ooooooooooh ........
 
although good at changing the subject and
 
so while I want some rain boots and umbrella ^^ duck .... :P
 
2010
 
2010
 
 
A year less or one more year ...
 
that really do not know,,
 
but this tells me
 
the year just was a year full of adventure and suspense
 
a very interesting period of time in which live
 
certainly full of challenges and surprises
 
tears and smiles
 
I feel nostalgic when thinking about everything I learned
 
but I feel craving to know that tell me 2010 ...
 
Chapter 101:
 
I was craving a coffee
 
and some verses in the air
 
I began to emphasize between words
 
playing between the lines
 
placing signs that ever existed
 
I let out a ..
 
"That nice afternoon
 
rainy, passive -is beautiful
 
I miss, your presence
 
the fog
 
between this embrace
 
in my hands "
 
I ran between the lines
 
confused by the points, commas
 
pauses, rhythm, meter.
 
the feeling was stronger
 
I induced him to silence
 
and I discovered that there was poetry..
 
the coffee cooled
 
and my mouth kept writing
 
lettered smoke
 
between sheets of fog ..
 
 
'''T.D.F'''
 
Chapter 102:
 
I realize that you miss me
 
I miss these hours
 
where there is nothing but silence
 
an empty street
 
and a cold coffee waiting for your absences
 
Chapter 103:
 
that mania that of men
 
cutting down the trees ...
 
the cut, the tear, the annihilating
 
they say that hinder them
 
It is according to us because we block the view
 
impotence gives me not being able to get into the mind of the ignorant
 
they think they are just trees
 
I think they are also life
 
and now I leave my house and
 
a deserted street
 
a dead tree-leafless
 
now it is
 
now no longer overshadow
 
that naive may become humans
 
come a day when we will say
 
Please tree grows, I need you
 
and they work by nobles and
 
sprout ..
 
happy 2011:)
 
Today I had my moment of analysis
 
I realized how fun it is time
 
I met very friendly Ideas
 
while mine seemed, maybe they were
 
perhaps they spoke of feeling that someday I
 
moments that someday I lived
 
impulses that led me to express it in words.
 
I realized that achieved more than he intended this year
 
I think as ever, once again alone did eat grapes
 
for my purposes are not required for a new year
 
my purposes are fixed, they are like commandments
 
summarized in a single:
 
be happy above all things, and neighbor, be yourself
 
I had a year with many achievements,I discovered new goals,
 
I found myself in many faces, I laughed, enjoyment, lived, dreamed
 
I learned about life, people and myself
 
I discovered truths that hurt me, and bewail
 
I discussed problems that were not mine, I get angry, and then I returned to mourn
 
street lies should not, save them, burn them, and forgive
 
I met new friends, I realized some more, I laughed with them
 
perhaps bother me, the make the most, I love you.
 
another year I discovered how clean can be a look
 
that can be a sincere smile, the differences are for those who want to see,
 
my eyes do not exist, I see friends, not appearances, brand differences.
 
I saw my brother grow up, and realize the time that has passed
 
and unfortunately he is no longer drinks, and starts to think differently
 
I saw my parents go through many challenges, I try to be there
 
This year, take lots of pictures, I scratch my camera, I had many ideas
 
and some did tickle me and I had to write, I learned to lose it
 
I beat stage fright, so did 14 functions !!! I went to a casting voice
 
I thought that the "thank you, we will call" was a thing of movies, and no, also
 
I lived, and if, then said, we will call you even hope your call ....
 
I did many things that would never have thought to do, things that Dina and I named
 
I thought that things would never do and did, and now are in my resume, which bears the same name (things that I thought would never do and did).
 
I discovered that there are decisions that change paths, roads, destinations, and lead to unplanned things that happen to be incredible, and affect the future, and these are things that are not explained, only live, try to explain, and I just tangling but only now I enjoy them ...
 
I ran with incredible people, you're one of them <3 (if YOU)
 
Notice how the moon was changing by the day, perhaps also change
 
this year I shared great things with super great people, people I love, and I feel your love, family, friends, God.
 
This year, I fell, I tripped, cry, hug, sing, dance, laugh, love, I uncombed, I'm late, ran, walked, rolled, I get sick, I wrote, read, delete, start, perhaps disappointed, teach, shout, help, I despair, I unveil, learned, steal? I lied, I dreamed, I thought, acted, claims, offended me, clapped, observe, street, listen .... aaa! this year was amazing! This year :) ENJOY!
 
 
THANKS :)
 
HAPPY 2011
 
Chapter 104:
 
I cost so much powder your
 
necessary because while it still lacks
 
I can not understand that it is winter
 
and see all the stations you
 
nothing happened, not even a kiss
 
not even a whisper in my ear
 
I can hardly learn to look into your eyes
 
without eyes that I learned from you
 
I can hardly feel sublime
 
knowing that I miss
 
and your being away, farther than before
 
with more silence you callabas
 
with more mysteries, with more waiting
 
with poor words, and lies
 
you're not risking anything
 
or perhaps all or maybe someone
 
and while I callus and write
 
lines that cost nothing
 
They beat spending lines.
 
Chapter 105:
 
There are 6, not too late and a little more than call early, I sleep, hunger and encouragement or perhaps sigh, I opened cookies whispering my apparent fortune, not really know if I believe in them, but the coincidences come and I read sentences and think...maybe things if they give in such manner, perhaps there is some similarity reason or perhaps, say that talk about that I feel and I dare not, if you really want to let you go, the typical sentence if indeed you correspond will become, the problem is that now I doubt that there is luck in the environment, auras of mystery, it's time to turn the page, that new things are approaching, they say you forget to love you , I try, to let you off once and for all.
 
And all those things and are, but at times need to remember myself.
 
I'm afraid to stick me in a memory, or perhaps an idea, or maybe you
 
I have fear analyze what still feel for you
 
I'm afraid to let you see how much I love you and miss you
 
I'm afraid that again run out of words
 
I'm afraid of not wanting to believe that this never started, so never just
 
I'm afraid to believe my solitude liked your company
 
Chapter 106:
 
The afternoon is wistfully yellow and wet at times a little gray with green sparks with transparent puddles. in puddles sounds in the sounds, cars, people, riots in the streets there are absences, silences, loves and another illusion. In my house there is a corner, the TV, a book my parents, Ash, and me. My hands on a keyboard are words, silences, rhythms and inspiration in my mind there are ideas, colors, neurons.. and your song, verses the air, a sigh, your memory do not understand. Because this diverse being late, and I fancy you think?
 
Chapter 107:
 
I've been afraid to hug you miss your hugs but I'm afraid to get a little slow my ear not stop to listen and hear nothing beats expect to receive a silence I'm afraid forward and hold your arms do not respond.
 
Chapter 108:
 
There are key in love, that's my question of the day
 
maybe they come disguised with laughter, memories, and some breaths saved
 
perhaps arrive with studs and unhurried, so when one is already far-out,arriving with his face tender to prostrate themselves in the hearts
 
but it serves to arrive at this time, when you go to the north and south, or perhaps the destination or perhaps vice versa.
 
That serve many hours spent in cloying thoughts and sleepy, will actually feeling or a whim to keep your image, a breath of fresh heart air or silence wrapped in an embrace, will be key in languages ​​they do not understand, or they may be so clear that we crashed a thousand times without realizing it, until one rose a corner and we are concerned, is when the eyes are raised, you see the face, a kiss is stolen, when the combinations are, is such once in silence when more the sound you hear is perhaps in an embrace these gurgling tracks and out, is perhaps in the ear when you hear, is perhaps one beat the key of a feeling, it may not be difficult after all, maybe love is difficult to understand.
 
Chapter 109:
 
how to tell you I miss you
 
these hours that since you've gone
 
where my words no longer make sense
 
where your beats are no longer mine
 
Chapter 110:
 
Rain outside, inside I
 
a background song
 
ideas in my head
 
beats stealing sighs
 
thoughts that steal space
 
internal conflicts
 
fears, doubts, uncertainties
 
rain outside, inside me.
 
Chapter 111:
 
I'm so afraid of losing who I am
 
forget my dreams on the road
 
cling to the past
 
fail and not be
 
not write what I think
 
no longer think what I write
 
I'm so afraid of losing
 
and not find me
 
forget me.
 
Chapter 112:
 
"Vanished, reward"
 
 
I'm afraid to wake up one day and not find me, feel lost, disoriented or slightly flat with a course that is not mine.
 
What should I do?
 
Chapter 113:
 
And if you were outside?
 
it would be easy to pass without seeing you
 
blow you away
 
atravesarte
 
It would be so easy to get esfumaras
 
and not see
 
but maybe you feel
 
or breathe
 
blows my face
 
maybe you become sigh
 
And if you will miss?
 
Chapter 114:
 
you must
 
your hugs, which are only yours
 
I now missing, and strange
 
precise your eyes looking at me calmly
 
Your shy and deep look
 
the beating of your heart that were mine
 
that space must
 
past and sweet
 
in which you and I had sense
 
Chapter 115:
 
Whisper now the sound of the moon
 
if you
 
tell it to my ear, and calmly.
 
 
Tell me you hear
 
Tell me I callus
 
 
At night he told me
 
I look at her and smiled
 
 
Are you also spoke to you?
 
what did he said ?
 
Does make sense?
 
 
Some nights talking about you
 
and he was to fetch
 
under an autumn night any
 
a patient winter
 
a warm spring night
 
 
Now his breath whispers
 
those verses which inspired you
 
the solitudes that has accompanied you
 
 
Watch her in the eye
 
and come looking
 
I'm still waiting
 
Chapter 116:
 
I'll tell you want to silence and empty
 
just in case the words fly
 
and reach to touch your ear
 
Chapter 117:
 
how far I feel, being on my side
 
it seems that there are barriers between you and me
 
one capricious pride
 
and a loving and sweet silence.
 
how cold moments when you do not hug
 
We are looking at how we move
 
and not we fly, we fell silent.
 
that these sad times when I think
 
and I regret not talk to Eye
 
not give us time
 
How sweet it is to remember what we have experienced
 
feel your love, reminding you want
 
I feel that this frustration
 
when my heart urges you find you
 
but my pride says that back.
 
Chapter 118:
 
Last summer cloudy day
 
with a deep peace
 
and a latent whisper
 
 
the verses go, beats, waiting
 
 
Between the autumn wind
 
and heart calm
 
 
You lose between falling leaves
 
and among migrating butterflies
 
 
I encounter words I now write
 
between stations that reach me
 
Chapter 119:
 
That was when I was alone, without you
 
 
stop the crowd that comes and goes in a hurry, no time, with love in his eyes, hands, I cast aside, incarnate.
 
 
They come and go,look at them, smiled and hope, but today ...
 
 
I do not want to wait, I know you did not come, I stood still since that late winter, spring Colorearte unhurried summer and this autumn air asking me to advance.
 
 
That was when I was alone, without you
 
 
and I hurried to raise my things, to collect my desire, my time, my kisses that never were, my hugs that were lost, you try to blow like leaves, wind, hard, calmly ...
 
 
I read Sabines, I prescribed time, I'm making, 3 days without you, without talk, without hurting pronunciarte you have dreamed you, everything would be so perfect.
 
 
I prescribe abstinence, loneliness, withdrawal of you, think of you, missing you, write, or poem (this is not a poem)
 
 
I prescribe the time to see flow, now seriously.
 
2011
 
2011 ..
 
 
Incredible another year or maybe less ..
 
 
 
Year count ..
 
 
this is not to create a moment of memory or nostalgia, I just want to relive what made it special every time, 365 days when I opened my eyes and look, some with more attention than others, that as every year some days passed wind like leaves, not realizing how special each new day, I remember well last year, it was different, and I remember so close, hard to believe that as step one year ...
 
This year was a year full of emotions, some failed and others that appeared just at the right time ..
 
I saw around me was growing, as we all came and went, planning, and lived, while observing walked many faces, I think it was like a 1000 or more (many more), I do not think less, passed in front of my thousands of new faces , people I did not know and may never know, but some if you came into my life ... In this world so great match is rewarding ... "so many centuries, so many worlds, space ... and match"
 
I am happy and grateful for the past year, I think I grew a personal level, go to college, and I was big, how many times did not think at that time and saw so far, and see me sitting there, curious, say they already I am a big girl, but sometimes I feel so helpless and small.
 
He learned there is to know walk with the look in front, that some things are left behind, however much it costs, I discovered my capricious and clung side, but I understood what one day I said "when one door closes is another opens, or perhaps a window, "I think I had low at the time, and relapses, but knew how to get up.
 
This year I closed important cycles.
 
If we had the laughter, smiles and laughter of the 2011 that would be many, if we had every drop of spilled tear that would fill several liters, if listáramos each error, and enfrentáramos to hit, it would not give me cap, if exprimiéramos every dream, I know it would come out several achievements...
 
 
 
My ideas are limited to my words...
 
I am happy, I am, and I will continue, as time permits and life ..
 
 
HAPPY NEW YEAR
 
 
 
2012 ... there I go
 
Chapter 120:
 
frightens dreams
 
 
She is walking on the street corner and hearing stories bench
 
observing the go and see people, their haste, breaks
 
until you hear a phrase that shocked me
 
It was someone who had never seen my eyes
 
- That someone unknown was suffering -
 
She had a young face, so that his life was thriving
 
I did not understand why his words
 
I was intrigued both
 
she said "I fear sleep"
 
Was it a dream-sleep drowsy
 
or he was drowning his wishes
 
the simplicity of that pun caused havoc in my
 
espantamos few dreams for fear of not waking reality
 
few dreams are astonished by caprice and selfishness
 
tales dreams do not go and do not return
 
They are frightened, fleeing the fear and saved
 
away, and do not meet, let them fly far away ...
 
Chapter 121:
 
"I want your last Relates optimism I offer you my ultimate trust"
 
 
I want you to leave me your doubts away
 
 
 
and you turn away your confidence mine
 
Chapter 122:
 
As I say I miss you
 
 
these times when you miss
 
 
where my words and spare
 
 
and your heartbeat are not mine
 
Chapter 123:
 
thinking you well
 
 
you are sincere when you see me in the eye
 
 
and smile
 
 
You have a good eye when you look
 
 
and I see and I
 
 
thinking you well
 
 
is complicated look into your eyes
 
 
without ducking the look
 
 
without overflowing smiles
 
 
thinking you well
 
 
we are more sincere wordless
 
Continuation...
 
and that we are sincere with looks....
 
Chapter 124:
 
I love you drown in words this afternoon it rains
 
every drop will take all that I have not told
 
everything I feel
 
all eyes I've given you
 
I love those saved
 
that desire to have you with me again.
 
 
And the current can hope with all this weight
 
flowing soon
 
and what time oblivion and vanish.
 
 
This afternoon it rains I have not stopped thinking about you
 
and it hurts me, and I yearning
 
 
And I think and I hope
 
I forget at times, and I remind you again
 
 
I wear I thinking you
 
and I toss these lines
 
they will clothe
 
forget you, and remind you again
 
 
I wait, I wait even ....
 
but you're away, you already are not.
 
The phrase we all know
 
This was not love and I knew
 
Chapter 125:
 
Love you
 
 
Loving you is the most beautiful
 
I could happen
 
have you next to me is something I can not understand
 
I used to think that life was not going to give more
 
but it was not so here you are.
 
 
Loving you is to transform my world
 
because every day that passes
 
everything becomes absurd
 
You are my reason for living and my feeling
 
you by my side when my world is illuminated
 
I ask why never you move away from me.
 
 
Loving you is heat
 
when you hold me and give me your love.
 
 
Loving you is to look for the heat
 
the sun in every sunrise
 
I do not despair because so much
 
waiting for you...
 
 
Loving you is have it all
 
because if not love you would have nothing.
 
Chapter 126:
 
Friend You Are
 
 
I glanced at night, and invited me to remember
 
those moments when the sadness was calling me
 
with their funeral bouquets to ensure my happiness.
 
 
But as a force coming from another world,
 
something light, something like no other,
 
you, my faithful friend thanks for being; How to forget
 
you were my handkerchief when I flooded in tears ...
 
you were my confessional when I wanted to download ...
 
you were the impenetrable castle that everything bad I protected ...
 
it was you who fought side by side with me
 
in those battles that seemed eternal, without victory, mercilessly.
 
 
I woke up when I thought dead, with no hope of survival;
 
You looked at me with a faint smile and told me "we are alive, we must continue".
 
 
You are neither more nor less than a beautiful angel to me.
 
 
I do not want your wealth, do not want your money, do not want your belongings,
 
shares that wonderful being that is in you, with your friendship enough for me.
 
 
At some point in our lives we will look at night,
 
and invite us to remember our beautiful friendship.
 
Chapter 127:
 
If you will love me
 
 
 
 
Mountain escalate though wounded,
 
Sea sail in to get you.
 
 
If you will love me
 
 
I would open my eyes in the middle of the
 
Sandstorm to look at you,
 
 
If you will love me
 
 
We seek to find,
 
No matter where,
 
 
But everywhere you look.
 
 
If you loved me
 
 
I'd give back the heart
 
Without asking any sacrifice,
 
 
Just let me love you.
 
 
If you loved me…
 
Another would be my destiny...
 
Chapter 128:
 
I love you
 
 
 
 
I love every moment I spend with you;
 
I love every smile that let me feel;
 
I love every look that loses me;
 
I love every centimeter of your youthful skin.
 
 
I love your lips that make me tremble;
 
I love your eyes that heaven given me;
 
I love your moments of laughter and anger;
 
I love your touch not enjoy.
 
 
I love your peerless nobility;
 
I love your humility that makes me think;
 
I love your passion when acting;
 
I love your beauty that comes to enrapture me.
 
 
I love the sweetness bouncing your being;
 
I love the feeling of wanting to get to you;
 
I love the sadness of not being able to love;
 
I love harmony you do want me.
 
 
I love the desire to hold you in my arms;
 
I love the future that could have with you;
 
I love the dream where you possess endless;
 
love delirium is to live by and for you.
 
 
I love this dream, chimera useless;
 
I love heaven and hell is unleashed on me;
 
I love having known
 
I love the feeling of love as well.
 
 
 
 
I love who I not yet I am still happy.
 
Chapter 129:
 
One day you arrived
 
 
 
 
 
 
One day you came into my life and I could understand the beauty of the sky in the sincerity of your eyes,
 
I realized that words are unnecessary when it comes to expressing feelings that await in the heart.
 
 
If you could see into my soul you would understand that a life is not enough to explain how I love you, I want to melt in your life, in your dreams and in your heart so that together we can look in the same direction, under the same sky, breathing the same air , leaving the path full of thorns and thistles that and will never return and fly so high that the wind is witness that our love will never end...
 
Chapter 130:
 
Our love
 
 
 
 
Our love is like a drop of water
 
falling from high in the sky
 
and slowly slides on the glass
 
drawing our names intertwined.
 
 
Our love is like a rose
 
a rose without thorns
 
suffused with the soft, warm breeze of dawn.
 
 
Our love is like a long look,
 
speechless,
 
words between you and me are unnecessary,
 
simply because only a tender, warm kiss
 
to know how much we love actually.
 
 
Our love is like a dark and wake up next to you,
 
permeating our skin
 
with soft and warm breeze of a new day.
 
 
Our love is something different
 
our love is something special.
 
 
 
 
I love you,
 
Chapter 131:
 
   
  +
<br />
Love Joys
 
  +
You used me, accept it<br />
 
  +
You made me cry, accept it<br />
 
  +
You hurt me, accept it<br />
 
  +
You lied to me, accept it.<br />
Joy gives me when I have,
 
It gives me joy when I see you,
 
Joy gives me when you kiss me,
 
Joy gives me when I take,
 
Joy gives me when I sleep,
 
But there comes a time when all this becomes fears, but when that happens I just think about you and how happy I feel when I'm with you.
 
 
I left the dark and came to light, I chose it that way, I stopped crying and sadness of my soul, and now trusted the man who can make me happy. The two idealize our love at will and light shines on us.
 
 
If you ask me if I am happy, answer yes, now I am happy, very happy, because we both live in this so beautiful love, your hand linked to mine, the sky is us roof and our love is our own shelter, although it is raining outside.
 
 
 
The two of us we take our love is so deep, my name is engraved deep in your chest, where no one will harm or pollute this beautiful feeling.
 
 
 
 
As clean water and clear our love springs from the soul, I drink your pure and crystalline sources, you desire tenderness and passion, which runs through my veins, burning fire that inflames my senses.
 
 
I love you life mine, I love you, you have learned and have known intense feelings, you taught me to love with total dedication I am yours and you are mine and I will not let go, I hope I am the woman who makes you happy.
 
 
That really I LOVE YOU.
 
Chapter 132:
 
Count on me
 
 
When you feel the night catches you in the vast darkness and it can not escape... You can count on me.
 
 
When you think anyone in this world understands you and do not even care if your heart is still latent... You can count on me.
 
 
When you're so depressed for reasons of life and feel it every day more boring... You can count on me.
 
 
When you no longer amount to travel in dreams because your soul has gradually lost the desire... You can count on me.
 
 
And even though I too all this torment me pretend that I've never lived... So you can trust me and count on me.
 
Chapter 133:
 
As I love you
 
 
I love you with the immensity of the mountains
 
and with the depth of a river,
 
with the sound of an echo
 
and the whisper of my sighs.
 
 
I love you with the force of a storm
 
and the weakness of a drizzle,
 
with the fire of a volcano
 
and the stillness of a quiet night.
 
 
I love you at the beginning and end of the day
 
and continuous loving
 
in my dreams and in my fantasies!
 
 
I love you with red of a rose
 
and with the blue sky,
 
with the tenderness that inspires a newborn,
 
and with the fury of a raging sea.
 
 
How can I not love you,
 
if each of my senses
 
They are on you
 
and I love you with all my heart!
 
 
How can I not love you like I love you
 
if you are in every pore of my skin!
 
If this love runs through my veins!
 
If your love fills my life!
 
Chapter 134:
 
Forever
 
 
I always thought that only angels residing in heaven
 
but since I saw you, I realized that it is not.
 
I always thought my life would not come true love,
 
but since you smiled I knew you were for me.
 
 
I always thought that fears not let me have an illusion
 
but since you're here I can reach the sun.
 
I always thought that the world would not find a perfect person
 
but since you came, I realized that you are unique and special.
 
 
I always thought that everything would never dream fulfilled
 
but since you took my hands I felt you were a reality.
 
I always thought that life was only sorrow and disappointment
 
but since you came I knew for life you will be my great love.
 
Chapter 135:
 
Friendship poems
 
 
Your!, you are my friend!
 
as beautiful sunflowers
 
and flowers that reflect the sun
 
because you light up my day
 
with your advice that inspire me because you always want
 
away my sadness
 
with a joke
 
with a smile
 
a gesture: "Do not be weak"
 
you are strong!
 
I know it!
 
...you tell me!
 
 
And the treasure your friendship
 
in each silence
 
on my way
 
I face every day.
 
 
Your letters arrive
 
and always bring
 
that spark
 
I find your words
 
tell me
 
to share my sorrows
 
and my joys with you
 
it's a relief
 
a new day, a sunrise
 
 
I love you!
 
Chapter 136:
 
I love you
 
 
I love you, it is
 
 
There are a million reasons that fill my soul
 
 
And I confirm that is true,
 
 
Thousands of reasons to believe that not mistaken,
 
 
And I can not help,
 
 
Because your smile fills my heart,
 
 
Because your voice sweetens my soul,
 
 
Because your eyes melt my feelings,
 
 
Because I can not stop thinking about you,
 
 
Because I do not reach daylight hours
 
 
To show you how much I need you, how much I love,
 
 
Because I did not think that there was a box of surprises
 
 
I could take my
 
 
The purest feelings and
 
 
The craziest pranks.
 
 
That and a lot of small, but big things but,
 
 
I know I love you, I'm not making this up,
 
 
I'm sorry from the bottom of my soul,
 
 
Although this crazy not let me see reality as it is,
 
 
Even if you live day and night in a parallel world,
 
 
Full of magic and illusions,
 
 
In a world created just for you and me
 
 
So I'm sure that I need love to be happy
 
 
I need the tenderness of your eyes
 
 
and the sweetness of your words.
 
 
I need you, like you, whole, without barriers or padlocks
 
 
I love you completely, without fear.
 
 
Cause I need and I can not get used TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU LOVE
 
Chapter 137:
 
I love you
 
 
Behind the rainbow in my dreams I've...
 
 
Keeping many kisses and I wait for you...
 
 
Wanting to see you and tell you everything I feel for you in a kiss...
 
I look for you...
 
 
And the dream becomes illusion, a hope tomorrow when I feel close...
 
 
Asking the clock to walk fast to see you sigh...
 
 
Thinking about your words and your voice
 
they are part of my happiness...
 
I love you...
 
 
I LOVE YOU!
 
 
because I always dreamed feel
 
that love for someone like you
 
that fills my life with happiness
 
with her beautiful smile
 
with its beautiful presence
 
and get their aroma
 
as announcing their presence
 
magical and elegant
 
woman steals my heart
 
my eyes and my thoughts...
 
 
I LOVE YOU!
 
 
Although sometimes you seem not to listen but will only me I LOVE YOU!
 
 
even when you are away and leave me dreaming I love you without time and space without knowing because only I know... I love you...
 
Chapter 138:
 
Poem WHO AM I
 
 
WHO....
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
WHO LOVES YOU AND HAS
 
A MONUMENT OF IT,
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
WHO INVADE YOUR THOUGHTS
 
AND BRIGHTENS TOUR DAY,
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
WHO LOVES YOU AND DELIVERY
 
YOUR HEART,
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
WHO GIVES ADVICE
 
AND CANDLE FOR YOUR DREAMS,
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
WHO applauds and CONGRATULATES TE
 
IN YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS AND WINS,
 
IT'S ME,
 
 
WHO TELL YOU HOW
 
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE,
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
WHO SAYS YOU
 
DO NOT RUN, lest you dash,
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
WHO YOU BE PRESENT WITHOUT ACCOMPANYING
 
BUT WITH THE THOUGHT,
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
WHO HAS 25 HOURS
 
IN A DAY FOR YOU,
 
IT'S ME.
 
 
YES, IT'S ME,
 
WHO LONGS
 
ALL THIS FOR YOU
 
IF,
 
THAT'S ME.
 
Chapter 139:
 
Poem THE TWO TOGETHER
 
 
MY DEAR:
 
 
NOW......
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
 
NOW WALK
 
WE HAND
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
 
NOW SHARE
 
OUR BEST MOMENTS
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
 
NOW WILL TRAVEL
 
AND WE TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
 
FIGHT NOW
 
AND WE WILL DEFEBD OURSELVES
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
 
WHAT HAPPENS NOW
 
AND SO SORRY
 
WE'VE DONE
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
 
NOW WE ARE
 
FACING
 
WE SAY WE LOVE EACH OTHER
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
 
NOW ONLY REMEMBER
 
AND WE WILL PRESENT
 
WE ARE THE EACH OTHER
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
 
WHY MUST HAVE TWO
 
 
TO LOVE,
 
FOR LOVING,
 
TO LOOK AT HERSELF,
 
FOR WORSHIP,
 
TO SPOIL YOURSELF,
 
PAMPERING,
 
TO LAUGHT,
 
AND FOR ALL THIS
 
WE HAVE TO BE
 
TOGETHER THE TWO.
 
Chapter 140:
 
Phrases
 
#I love you not only for who you are, but as I am when I am with you
 
#The flowers of my garden bloom in spring but my love for you, whole life flourishes
 
#Friendship is one soul dwelling in two bodies; a heart that lives in two souls.
 
#Friendship doubles the joys and anxieties divided in half.
 
#Love for just a day and the world will have changed.
 
#Friendship is like the sea, but the principle is not the end.
 
#For me, the perfect definition of love are you.
 
#If I were the sea, and your a rock, would raise the tide to kiss your mouth.
 
#I am the happiest person in the world when you say "hello" or you smile, because I know, even if it was for just a second, you thought about my
 
#If you add up all the stars of heaven, all the grains of sand in the ocean, all roses in the world and all the smiles that there has been in the history of the world, I will begin to get an idea of ​​how much I love
 
Chapter 141:
 
The flowers are blue, red your love,
 
when I see a rose I'll see you in a rosebush,
 
when I see the sun in the ati I can find you,
 
and all the planets are aligned and reflect a flower in which you always really,
 
you are like a forest bush your green eyes, your brown hair like mud,
 
Red roses are your clothes, but always remember that roses are lined up in me so that
 
you always remember me.
 
Chapter 142:
 
you're like an unreachable star
 
long I want to conquer
 
and although I know that nothing is impossible
 
I'm too little to love
 
Chapter 143:
 
If your eyes shine,
 
It is why I love.
 
And you play checkers,
 
do you fear what they say.
 
 
The hard, you'll do,
 
and you tell me I laugh
 
I fall asleep, I fall asleep,
 
that you like, not in a hurry.
 
 
I'm yours if you want,
 
You give me kisses,
 
that not a little you love me,
 
but I know they are lies.
 
Chapter 144:
 
Since I met you, I changed life
 
I feel for you is pure
 
I love you so much that if something bad happened to you I kill himself
 
you're that illuminates my life
 
you are the love of my life
 
You're the one who makes my heart beat every second, for your
 
Beauty left me like a fool and
 
Enchanted by the way you are, even if you're
 
Jealous, I love you too, my
 
Heart is yours and no one else, my
 
Love is pure and sincere for you
 
 
I LOVE YOU
 
YOU CHANGE MY LIFE
 
I LOVE YOU
 
 
FOREVER
 
 
This is like the continuation:
 
 
hey come and tell me I'll do
 
if only to see me fall in love
 
I know I'm silly but that's
 
you're jealous but love you
 
while not exist
 
and I stole my heart
 
you do not exist Account
 
already has my heart
 
until the end
 
I'll be with you
 
recalls that promises are promises
 
 
I LOVE YOU
 
Chapter 145:
 
...
 
 
Blue and pink.
 
With green leaves,
 
Barriers in my hands,
 
With my hands in my mouth,
 
 
With mountains and valleys,
 
With waterfalls and lagoons,
 
With my eyes in the sky.
 
And in heaven thousand figures,
 
 
the moon is in the night
 
and the sun on clarity,
 
the moon with the stars
 
and sun with loneliness
 
Chapter 146:
 
Night
 
 
Night walk to the beat of memory
 
as reverse also restive.
 
 
Night you send me your sad black robe,
 
for you were sad night if I were day.
 
Chapter 147:
 
To my father
 
 
When I lost, I lost the way and memory,
 
Fragments of my life were spread
 
and my tears could not revive you.
 
 
In deep pain he feared,
 
I thought about the soles you gave me
 
and the painful path you traveled
 
to reach the arms of death.
 
 
Sad cry out to God in prayer,
 
so that your grief is extinguished,
 
but the inevitable was happening,
 
willy-nilly as well.
 
 
And though the sky deserves you
 
more than I do here on earth,
 
I can not get used to your game
 
for there is no more painful farewell
 
the final farewell of death.
 
Chapter 148:
 
The magic of love
 
 
Love disguised sense of colors,
 
moves rocks and raises leaves,
 
as raises a thought.
 
Dance love with brisk
 
about the universe.
 
 
If you do not love soul and body dies,
 
a bad eternal suffering, no mysteries.
 
If you love is easier to get up in the morning, breathing feel a new day.
 
Chapter 149:
 
introspective
 
 
A great test for my mind
 
that to win I feel satisfied,
 
not accustomed or is often used
 
my insides on paper is transformed.
 
 
To pretend idealized beauty,
 
if the soul does not have any definition
 
my feelings are as abundant weeds,
 
I no cruelty or evil no.
 
 
God gave me and gave me feelings shield
 
It affected my form and I felt pain,
 
Will you be perhaps the silent witness
 
Death live but feel that love.
 
 
You know I'm reflecting the river,
 
but talk about me produces ennui.
 
Chapter 150:
 
   
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You are scented for my dreams.
 
 
Solid walls with such deep colors of my world,
 
They shape the space where I have the memory of my life.
 
 
Windows that carry the night sky.
 
My room, rather than a site is a state of time,
 
full of feminine details, makeup, perfume,
 
idolized my books, things I've done with my hands.
 
 
Everything here has my seal,
 
my room is like a book that I never tire of reading.
 
Chapter 151:
 
Carousel
 
 
Carousel thoughts,
 
distant but very distant memories,
 
abstractions of my body,
 
fresh air evaporate become,
 
floating over there beyond
 
where floats a thought,
 
They combine with the breeze
 
only blows where born fiery verses,
 
which are hung on the last branches
 
a scented tree fruits,
 
so perfumed
 
they seem sighs praying for a kiss,
 
everything is air is air
 
that on either side of the universe,
 
They come here only abstractions
 
fainter my body
 
Chapter 152:
 
I would like
 
 
I would recover naked poetry
 
of former peasants,
 
the spirit of the seasons and crops.
 
 
And to sing:
 
Lilies of the valley are in bloom
 
and she walks barefoot
 
leaving their spring trail
 
on the grass.
 
Chapter 153:
 
Your eyes sea, are the tenderest look I will never enjoy,
 
 
Two huge bright stars, of which only I could love me all the way,
 
 
and that has come into my life like a halo of starlight,
 
 
so I know that forever beside you want to be forever.
 
 
Let me show you everything you want to deliver,
 
 
everything my heart is dying to give you: I need to breathe.
 
 
Perhaps you doubt that what unites us is a sincere feeling,
 
 
but for you, it would be able to go around the world.
 
 
I know that when it comes to something like this, I can not be wrong,
 
 
because I just a smile in your mouth,
 
 
to know that for the rest of the days of my life, you'll love.
 
Chapter 154:
 
Love Letters
 
 
Every time I read your comments,
 
I get glad to listen
 
Every time I answer I do not have words to express,
 
How much I love you
 
Without your words,
 
I could not live
 
My eyes are fixed on you,
 
And not who you are
 
Sigh see you,
 
In my arms
 
I sighed in my room,
 
And I could not sleep
 
All day I think of you,
 
In order to see
 
I always wonder,
 
Why can not you be with me?
 
And always without words,
 
I'm in love
 
Although you see,
 
I can not tell you when you mean to me
 
Insurance because words will not leave me,
 
In my mouth sigh escapes
 
 
You're everything to me,
 
I give you my world just for you
 
Would you like my heart?
 
This even more in love than I,
 
Your simple words,
 
It is filled inside me
 
I'm glad to know that you exist,
 
Someday we'll be together forever
 
Nobody ever separates us,
 
And we will live for one another
 
You want to see what's in my heart?
 
Only words of love,
 
I can not say to your face
 
Only love that can not be reciprocated,
 
And love that my heart aches
 
I keep looking if you wrote me,
 
And I'm glad if you did
 
 
A rose I love you give,
 
Because you're a beauty
 
I love you send a letter,
 
For that you read and you save with love
 
A message you want to give,
 
I love you madly
 
I want to give my heart,
 
Because you liked
 
My lips want to join,
 
And merge them with yours and
 
I have written poetry,
 
Because I like you very much
 
I dedicate a smile,
 
From the keyboard of my computer
 
A beautiful tale of love,
 
I want to come true
 
between us
 
A little laughter,
 
I want to hear you
 
For your full lips that I want to kiss
 
 
Do you accept my love?
 
I hope the answer is yes,
 
But because I could not live
 
You make me fall in love even more each day,
 
And I can not forget
 
Do not forget me,
 
Or I'll be sad
 
And then I llorare and my heart split in two
 
The full moon I look,
 
And you'll look very beautiful
 
And a desire of the stars,
 
I want to touch your hand in mine
 
 
Take my hand and take me where you want,
 
Where you take me I'll
 
You want to be my forbidden love?
 
Because if you want me too
 
I'm crazy about your words,
 
Crazy for everything, for you, for your name, for your fine art of drawing, for your sense and your spelling
 
I cry for not being near you,
 
My steps take your name "Jennifer"
 
It's a pretty name,
 
If your name's as beautiful as I imagine you
 
 
My eyes reflect sadness,
 
I hope you know
 
My eyes cry,
 
Because you make me suffer like this
 
My eyes get clouded,
 
As a big storm
 
My eyes are brown temptation,
 
Lips kiss you and leave you breathless
 
Besémonos until the end of the world,
 
I'll catch your hair and kiss you
 
To leave you breathless stop a moment and follow it
 
 
My heart beats for you,
 
I love you
 
You love Me?
 
No more sweet your lips,
 
Filled thousand
 
I'll write more love letters and,
 
And you read them painlessly, please
 
Chapter 155:
 
The skin blood
 
 
I hear my blood flow
 
Slide down my skin
 
Every drop fall and make a different sound
 
I like the sound
 
 
My tears start running,
 
They begin to come down my face
 
And then come on the floor
 
I do not want to fall further,
 
 
But I can not avoid it
 
I do not want to go though
 
I keep smiling at death,
 
I'm still laughing about it
 
 
This will leave me dearly.
 
I'm not afraid, why would you be afraid?
 
Threats can not with me, never stop me
 
Those tears come together with blood
 
 
They become tears of blood,
 
They fell on my cheeks;
 
Sore and cracked
 
I know you will not lose anything because I have nothing to lose
 
 
Wounds and wounds in my thin white skin
 
My face is deformed,
 
My eyes are lifeless and long dead
 
My lips cracked and dripping blood
 
My skin with cuts and scratches
 
My worn and broken nails,
 
as I have broken mirror
 
Bloodied teeth How do you clean it?
 
 
I'm always crying,
 
Sadness, death and blood;
 
They are always with me You can not go with someone else?
 
I want to be with me the joy, love and smiles; But I can not
 
 
The first time you crack me;
 
It was a wonderful experience.
 
I saw the first cut, second cut, third cut ...
 
I had fun cutting me pretty
 
 
Blood fell,
 
And as tears, they also ran
 
People were afraid of me and my fleeing
 
For some unknown reason I too was afraid of me
 
They fled and here I am terrified for myself
 
 
Wounds and wounds in my thin white skin
 
My face is deformed,
 
My eyes are lifeless and long dead
 
My lips cracked and dripping blood
 
My skin with cuts and scratches
 
My worn and broken nails,
 
as I have broken mirror
 
Bloodied teeth How do you clean it?
 
 
Wounds and wounds in my thin white skin
 
My face is deformed,
 
My eyes are lifeless and long dead
 
My lips cracked and dripping blood
 
My skin with cuts and scratches
 
My worn and broken nails,
 
as I have broken mirror
 
Bloodied teeth How do you clean it?
 
Chapter 156:
 
Only I had one year
 
A life to live, something strange happens and
 
I want to discover
 
Life is so unfair that it be so?
 
I want an explanation, just an explanation
 
 
I know that God called her, and has forgiveness
 
But it disappears from my life so
 
So cruel and unusual hard to find
 
A correct way to forget
 
what already happened What happened
 
What we are overcome one day two
 
What finish what forgot what that day
 
We suffer both.
 
 
After so many tears, suffering and shout
 
That day an angel explained me the truth
 
And it made me understand that it is difficult to fly
 
Which it is very easy to dream but not wake
 
Something bad happened, and I can not help
 
The pain I feel and that will not stop
 
Something sad happened, and this every time more
 
It is sadder that suffering stay
 
 
I know that God called her, and has forgiveness
 
But it disappears from my life so
 
So cruel and abnormal hard to find
 
A correct way to forget
 
what already happened What happened
 
What we are overcome one day two
 
What finish what forgot what that day
 
We suffer both.
 
 
I just want an opportunity
 
I want to come back with me once more
 
I want to see it again
 
I want to go find
 
A right way to walk
 
No toprezar, without wrong something perfect
 
Hard to fail
 
 
I already know who was and will not return
 
But from afar always take care of me and you
 
Always take care, a star in the sky
 
always shine
 
And I know that's you, looking over there
 
And that beautiful star unquenchable.
 
Chapter 157:
 
My eyes went full of tears,
 
so that neither he could see.
 
What is falling?
 
It is not water, is blood.
 
Blood falling from large eyes,
 
Empty, tired and wounded
 
ran that red liquid that saw tears,
 
Although it was not really.
 
I knew it was not normal,
 
I knew I was not normal,
 
I knew nothing...
 
I told the ruddy drops, the liquid in my eyes were droopy
 
Many, many, too many...
 
Many, many, too many...
 
Many, many, too many...
 
Forming a crimson path,
 
A road in my neck and falling into my hands,
 
My hands are wet,
 
And in my broken face,
 
Teardrop dried blood.
 
A hole in my throat,
 
Blood up,
 
And a puddle on my legs,
 
very quiet and shaking them.
 
Chapter 158:
 
Today I got up listless;
 
Sad, angry and in tears.
 
He was in solitude,
 
She always accompanies me in these tough days
 
Now it was different
 
It appeared normally rain
 
and today I do not leave any trace of her,
 
Just a drop I had in my hands,
 
I started to cry,
 
Because she was my only friend like this solitude.
 
Still she is crying,
 
She did not want me,
 
She got tired of me,
 
She no longer appear on my window at my window,
 
She alone remained...
 
Accompanied by loneliness, sadness that crossed the body of the suicide bomber, and my tears
 
I finally realized something,
 
My tears were a sign of my friend lost, rain.
 
Chapter 159:
 
I walked noiselessly.
 
The heart was waging his own battle.
 
Beat to beat,
 
strength left me,
 
and the body fell asleep.
 
But curiosity, tireless feisty
 
He eternal way drug offenders
 
and, without being seen, I attended
 
a lost love in memory
 
of being here today.
 
I also saw ghosts carrying
 
messages of hope.
 
precise words, to be remembered,
 
still they pierce like spears.
 
And since then, continued looking
 
the border of deformed glass
 
separating dreams
 
this life so real…
 
Chapter 160:
 
Now everything vanishes
 
Is there something after death?
 
I only know that I shall soon know
 
your soul left my world
 
and now I'll get it
 
 
Life, death...
 
Only a thud separates
 
A shot palate
 
It will be painful?
 
I'll know soon
 
 
And if a tear from you
 
Out to spill
 
Catch it before it falls
 
And it becomes a dagger.
 
That against you were to become
 
 
I not fear death
 
I fear only stay alive
 
I just fear the endless suffering
 
The suffering that leaves me your soul to flee
 
 
An angelic face shown me
 
Lucifer and calls me
 
hastens to greet
 
I will continue where I guided her
 
He is my only hope,
 
God and betrayed me
 
 
And when in hell
 
And the flames burn me
 
And in my skin sores accentuation
 
I will have found my true paradise.
 
 
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Oh my love

Oh my love

Oh my love
I did not find you
At home today,
To kill you
Oh my love
Oh my love
When will you return?
To see you suffer
How did you do to me?
Oh my love
Oh my love
You tortured me day after day
You told me horrible things
I could not forget
Oh my love
Oh my love
I hate you I hate you
As you hate me
I can not love you as before
Oh my love
Oh my love
I can only remember
How did you betray me
I can only remember
How did you treat me
Oh my love
Oh my love
All I say are only parallel verses,
We are only opposite poles
That said, you know how I feel
Oh my love
Oh my love
I do not have anything else to say
And now you laugh at me
Oh my love
Oh my love
I will not go back to life
I did not want to live,
Pain was my medicine
And drugs was my only cure
Oh my love
Oh my love
I know I'm crazy,
I'm crazy in the head
I know I'm sick,
I'm sick without conscience
Oh my love
Oh my love
You will never forget me
But I already forgot you
My conscience lives in peace
But you will never leave me alone
Oh my love
Oh my love
Thanks for all the pain
You made me suffer
Thank you for all the suffering
I will remember forever
Oh my love
Oh my love
You are my blood
And you stabbed me on top
You stabbed me in the heart.
Blood ran through our veins
And there was no solution
Oh my love
Oh my love
I will finally rest in peace
At last I will go to heaven,

Where they will want me.

 

Life

I dragged the stream, there was no turning back, although I want to go will not let me, will let me fall in the spring, the waterfalls of clean and refreshing waters, in the river I could reflect transparent as the same crystal, I could hear flow The water falling the cool waters, the birds sang, it was very quiet to do nothing but caress the breeze, it was music to my ears even if it was slowly, the sky was clear without any cloud to see, only the wind that blew in My face, the sun was shining brightly, and his warm embraces I liked, lying on the grass, there is much to think about What is life? Why is time too slow? Will God really exist? Will the time lost be recovered? What is in the Hereafter? Is there anything else after life? Who created the world? What have I lived? Will the world really die and the sun will suffer? The nature around me was very beautiful, the leaves fell from the trees autumn would approach, the branches would move, from there the dew would fall, reflecting my pupils, seeds sprouting, flowers growing, leaves playing funny, I really enjoyed the image so beautiful, I was still inside my head I still wondered Why? People do not care about it, and why? They kept treating her that way, the animals that lived there survived, I do not know how they did it, but they were happy with what I had. Animals are our friends, they need us to take care of them and we play with them, all people owe their lives and we must respect them, without them our life would be empty, as empty as the full moon, what makes so full of this world are The smiles and laughter, the friendships we make, the smile we give, and the graces we give, the embraces also count because they are given with love and love, we must treat ourselves with equality, we must accept ourselves as we are, even if we do not like it We must accept it, because that is the friends who care about us and wants us for how we are, and also are the ones that gives us another reason to continue living, to go forward and never look back, we owe life to Our parents, because they took care of us and that is the most important thing that is, this is our planet and it is called The Earth, we have to take care of it, do not you think? I'm going to be an angel to whom the wings will come, and I'll be flying and flapping wings in the air, you'll forget about me, and the rainbow will appear, with all the colors: Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and Violet, and you will smile again. And I will descend next to God, where I will realize that I have made a stupidity by foolish words. Do not do the same as I do or you will not regret it, as I did.

The Afterlife Waiting For Me

I do not like this life as it is

It is bitter and salty as my tears of sadness
I cry because God punishes me
For what I did long ago



Everything has changed
Nothing is as before
I want to recover my family, my old life
I want to recover my friends, my love and my joy


That left without warning and I want to recover
But everything does not matter
Because I feel lonely and sad
Crying on the floor and wanting to lift me from this nightmare they call life


I want to recover what was taken from my childhood
I had nothing to play with
People were moving away from me because of my terrifying eyes,
That by them salt tears fall and stain my clothes, wetting it completely


I do not want this life that gives me headache
I want to live in my next life, the other life
I will sleep forever up there


The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be happy at last, again


God forgive me please
I beg on your knees
Make this nightmare end
I'll do everything you want, but stop this now
I will change and you will not regret giving me another chance


I'm not like other people, I'm different
Someone strange without feelings that does not deserve life
I'm a horrible monster because of what I did
I am a heartless beast that does not deserve love or joy


I'm just someone who does not know how to take advantage of life
So that I want to continue living in this nightmare
It is better to die and go to the other life that is still waiting for me
And I'm still suffering here for this life.


This life that is tearing me apart
I do not want to cry anymore and I want to stop the pain of my heart
I can not help myself I hurt myself
I can not stop hurting and bleeding in my arms


I'm just a fool no one wants
I'm just the idiot who wants to die
I can not pretend more than this life I like
Because this lie makes me stupid


I have no friends or anything
I have no family or heart or soul
I have nothing alone to myself that I like to hurt and to make bleed through the eyes
My eyes do not fall water but spilled blood


Dry blood that falls from my dark and cloudy eyes
Eyes that continue to shed the reflection of the pain, the pain I feel


in my soul and in my heart and also in my interior and in my prayer


I'm a sick person without a conscience
I'm a degenerate I should not have been born

I do not want to continue writing my sadness
I want to leave this life, go to the other life up there and sleep with my eyes open forever

The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead at last.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be happy at last, again

That was a silly mistake on the part of a child just as dumb
God save me, I beg you
I will pray every day
But helpme
Please God

Indifferent people, I different
Everything has changed for me and I know it
So that I can continue living if I do not even have anyone
I will die only that is true

I feel like crying, but I have no more tears, I only have dry tears like my throat
Both things need water
This is getting me long
Long as this awkward and strange silence

Crazy I'm told by the psychologist
It's true, it's not a lie
I spend the nights in candles without being able to sleep
I spend every night crying non-stop

At last I go to my next life, the other life up there
Where God is, the person who punishes me
My classmates make me suffer, I can not stand it anymore, I can not stand it as before
They torture me and rape me

I asked them why they did it
And they just said to me: "Because you are disgusting, asshole" or "Commit suicide and fagot, nobody loves you"
That's true, that's reality

At last I will go to that life, to my new life that nobody knows how it is nor I neither
I do not want to suffer anymore
I want to be in the other life, my other life, the life I wanted from the beginning

The other life awaits me,
And I want to start my new life
Nobody cares what happens to me
I want to go now
And I know everyone will be glad to see me dead forever.
And I also know that I want to go there
And there I will be forever happy, again

Goodbye I'm going to the afterlife, to my next life
And I hope Mark finds out I like it.
Because it made me spend the best moments of my life, that is, this life.

My heart is for you

You completely ignited my heart (my heart)

It has long since shut down and stopped (stop)
But you turned it back on (turn it on)
And the pain (pain) will continue (to follow) forever


The blood runs (running) and connects (running) the running,
When it was lit, the road lit up (illuminate)
And I would return (to be) to be happy (that happiness),
And now even pink,


My heart (my heart) beats (beat) very fast (fast) whenever you approach (to approach)
I have to tell you everything I feel for you.
To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)
To continue to admire (admire) it too


To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone
And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,


Oh oh oh ooh


I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)
Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)
But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)
Love me, love me, love me (Do you love me already?) Ya


Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)


You told me (to say) that I was a simple child
You told me (to say) that you could not be with me
You hurt me, you hurt me
You do not hate me (hate) without having done anything


You love me or use me (use)
Make up your mind now
Or you will not like me
(Impossible) I love you
(I can not let it go) You're my bad addiction I've told you, right?


I like you (I like you), I like you, I like you (like you)
Like is little I love you
Love is little too and wanting too is
Well, I do not know how is the way I like you, I want to be with you (with you)
  


It's not that I'm jealous and not selfish, but I want you to be alone with me and no one else. Do you understand me?


You're killing me (killing)
Do you hear me? You're killing me (killing)
And I cry because I do not know what to do
Tears of blood and my heartache (heart) Aaaaaa it hurts (it hurts)


look what you have done
I'm bleeding
The knife is on my head cracking me
I do not hate you, I still love you this


My heart is for you (My heart is for you) (you, you, you)
I have to tell you everything I feel for you.
To begin (to begin) I love (to love) him very much (very much)
To continue to admire (admire) it too


To continue (continued) you're soooo handsome please (a favor)
Why are you so beautiful? Explain it to me or I will not leave you alone
And to finish (I will) the voice (voices) of an angel in my ears are heard,


Oh oh oh ooh


I just (only) will give you my heart (my heart)
Because I know you'll like it and you'll take care of it (take care, oh well)
But only (only) with one condition (one condition, only one condition)
Love me, love me, love me (Why do not you love me yet?) Ya


Oh oh oh oooh (aaaa)


I bleed more, more and more
It hurts a lot
You do not love me, that's what I see
You should love me some time ago


Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you


My heart is for you
(Oh oh)


My heart is for you
(Yes Yes)


Are you going to stand for me? Because I will be for you


My heart is for you
(Oh oh)


My heart is for you
(Yes Yes)


Your heart is mine at last
My pain was worth it
And wait too
You are already mine at last


My heart died (My heart died)


Notes: It is about a child who wants a person who is older than him, and that person is hurting him, the child becomes very obsessed with that person and has to go to a psychologist, in the end the child kills that person And then realizes the mistake he made and commits suicide.

Blood from the skin

I hear my blood flowing

Slip on my skin
Each drop falls and make a different sound
I like how they sound


My tears start to run,
They start to run down my face
And then to run down the floor
I do not want them to keep falling,


But I can not help it
I get out, even if I do not want
I keep smiling at death,
I keep laughing at her


This will be very expensive.
I'm not afraid of him, why should I be afraid of him?
Threats can not with me, it will never stop me
Those tears come together with the blood


They become tears of blood,
They fell on my cheeks;
Sore and gusts
I know I will not lose anything, because I have nothing to lose


Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?


I'm always crying,
Sadness, death and blood;
They are always with me. Can not you go with someone else?
I want to be with me the joy, the love and the smiles; But I can not

The first time I cut myself;

It was a marvelous experience.
I gave the first cut, the second cut, the third cut...
I had a lot of fun cutting myself


Blood was falling,
And like the tears, they also ran
People were scared and fled from me.
For some unknown reason I was afraid too
They fleeing and I here terrified by myself


Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke
Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?


Wounds and more wounds on my thin white skin
My face is deforming,
My eyes are dead, they died a long time ago
My lips cracked and dripping blood
My skin with cuts and scratches
My worn and broken nails,
Like the mirror I broke

Teeth full of blood How do you clean that?

Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?

Today I had a moment of reflection;

A while for me.
I have discovered that I have no friends,
I will never have them, people just want to use me or something in return


Those are not friends,
There is a perfect name for such people are "ambitious" or "agreed"
He does not like people,
They like what I have


That's why it's better not to have friends.
How do I know they are like this?
My best friend has shown it
And you will answer me "Not all are like this"
And I will answer "Of course I do"


If one has deceived me, everyone will.
Just like if you hurt me, everyone would hurt me
It's the law, and it will always be like this.
That's the reality


Maybe it's because I'm very negative, but I'm like this
Now, you ask me, "What happened?"
You've already asked me how 8 times already
But I'll tell you again, this time listen to me


When I speak I think that nobody listens to me
And I also think that there are many people that happens to me the same as me, right? Am I right?
This is what happened:
As you know I've always been in love with him,
You ask me "When? Where?"
And I answer, "Yesterday I told you, and you never listen to me when I speak!"
Why do you always have to be like that?


I do not know if he knew I liked, and much
But I know he was joining other girls, to make me jealous
"Did I get it?" Unfortunately, yes.
"Are you jealous?" Of course you know I am.


They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?


You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.


"Are you okay?" Sure I'm fine after you broke my heart.
You do not even know that you've hurt me
I do not exist
You do not talk to me, you only talk to me when there's someone


You told me that you loved me, that made me happy
You hugged me, kissed me and gave me incredible gifts.
Gifts did not give me happiness
What I gave was to be with you


You told me to look for myself
"I did not hurt myself, you did it to me"
You remind me: Let me kiss you first
"It was a bet, thanks to that I got 20 dollars"
You said that I wanted that
"I did not want to do it"


Let's make love, you
I do not want to
"What do you want stupid virginity for?" Screaming
"It's not only because of that, you're an idiot, you're looking for someone you want with you"
I cried, I felt drown in the words I told you
"Yes, I will do that"
I wanted to die, I did not want to put up with all that and I left


They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?


You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.


"Are you ok now?" You asked me.
"If I am fine"
"Then why are you crying?"
"What do you say? I'm not crying, it's raining "


Drenched with tears,
The tears fell on my hands,
Where I was hugging my legs
In the rain I was, getting wet
I love the rain because nobody knows I'm crying


He was there with an umbrella
And a smile on his lips
I wanted to wipe that idiot out of my face,
"I'm sorry, I did not want to do that, I want you to be my best friend and forgive me" That's what he said
"No, I will not forgive you, you have made me suffer, you have broken my heart and my soul"
"But..." He just said that because I interrupted him
"Leave me, I do not want to know anything about you, now stay away, I do not know you"
My tears were still falling to the ground.
"Okay." He left.


The next day, I went to see him, but he...
I was dead, I can not...
I kissed him on the cheek and asked his forgiveness
Partly it was my fault


You were the only one to make me smile, the one that made me cry and the one that made me laugh


They told you that I was easy, you believed
They told you it was stupid, you believed it
They told you she was stupid, you believed
Why do you do this to me, when I just wanted to love you?
 


You used me, accept it
You made me cry, accept it
You hurt me, accept it
You lied to me, accept it.


"Are you still mad at him?"

"No, I still love him, although now he is no longer, my love rests"